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To The Light-Bearers
"You are currently undergoing the transition into spiritual-galactic adulthood as you venture beyond the leg of the journey that we refer to as the embodiment phase. This phase is nearing completion and there will be so much to share with you in the coming weeks...
For now, realize that you are the brigade by which all evolutionary change will be based. You to whom we speak are the true light-bearers…for you brought light where there was none…into every corner, every facet of human life…and every industry, every nation, every culture of the world is changing because of your silent triumphs. It is because of each of you that the new paradigm is anchored firmly in place, and it is because of you, the ground & grid-workers, that the new era of human consciousness shall begin and prevail." - Seven Sisters of Pleiades
Reconnection Completion
According to the Pleiadians, the reconnection completion of our dormant DNA (known by conventional scientists as 'junk' DNA)...which includes 12 strands of the double-helix and 24 light, or acceleration-codes of the matching pairs (12 magnetic/female & 12 electric/male)...commences on the 11:11, the universal gateway they are calling "the portal to living in full 5th dimensional consciousness." This is the activation of the full silicate matrix, or divine blueprint, which contains the original 12-Strand DNA code structure of the original spiritual-human prototype.
From what I understand, this completion also marks the beginning of the physical journey into oneness for all those who have activated these codes within…the part where we actually become the living examples of a new-humanity.
"Now, we say this with great care, for we understand that you are tired, and you are prostrate from exertion, and that you may feel as though rest is needed after all the work you've accomplished...but we assure you that the invigoration that you will feel from a fully-fired system (kundalini), an activated sacred template, will replace any feelings of fatigue you are enduring. We also say this so that you are reminded that there is great work to be done in this phase of the global process, and lovingly we add that there will be 'no rest for the weary'." - Seven Sisters
There is more information on this to come in subsequent updates, but for now we are being urged to continue to nurture ourselves thru the remaining days of the embodiment process, and allow our physical selves to come into complete alignment with the rest of us, in our own perfect timing.
Prophesy Fulfilled?
"There is a significant cosmic event that is soon to take place that will herald the beginning of the new phase. This, of course, will not be understood by many, but will be regarded as the signal to begin the implementation phase by those with eyes to see…the awakened ones, those of indigenous cultures and self-run systems of governance. We also want to make it clear that this event is not to create a cataclysmic scenario as so many are predicting, but more of a recollection, an impression, an awareness by those who "rule" the world that there is MUCH more than meets the eye." - Seven Sisters
I am hearing that this one event..and apparently there are few out-of-this-world discoveries on the way…but this one in particular is directly related to the DNA reconnection completion and the "firing" of our new human system. I imagine that this event is intimately connected to the well-known (and sensationalized) "comets" headed our way this month and next, but what's interesting is that when I ask the Pleiadians about this they say that:
"There is a comet referenced that is actually not a comet at all, but a celestial body that houses a very advanced civilization. There is also that which many are calling 'the comet of destruction' but we assure you it is not in the way that most think. This comet is the prophesied "harbinger of peace", and toward that end it will create changes and upheaval, but not in a way that will destroy the earth."
What's also interesting….besides the fact that no one has any solid idea of how all this will unfold…is that back in February, I received a message from a group of archangels who talked, in no uncertain terms, of the return of a 12th planet that they refer to as "Nibiru" (another target of sensationalism, so please refrain from hitting the panic-button) and how this directly impacts our 12th dimensional consciousness. They mentioned that:
…"in the coming days, there will be even greater awareness of the implications of Nibiru's presence in your solar system, and those who have fully reconnected and activated their 12th dimensional human-galactic genetics will be brought into alignment with the energies and beings from this celestial body."
They also mentioned that:
"... the yet-to-be-officially-discovered-planet is, in large part, responsible for setting the new consciousness course for humanity, and will enable the 12th dimensional field of perceptual reality to be projected into form…a dimension which they refer to as the field of mind-body connection.
Like all planets, this 'new' planet on its way to our awareness is the macrocosmic expression of our microcosmic experience on earth….the 12th dimensional cosmic interplay required for the full integration of spirit into physical form."
And from their perspective, that all connects thru the understanding that:
…"there are 12 fundamental spiritual energies in our universe which seek a physical expression. This expression (where a planetary energy operates or is released in our lives) is accomplished thru 12 zodiac signs, 12 astrological houses and 12 planets. And just as each of the 12 astrological houses has its own ruling planet, meaning and associated zodiac sign... each of our chakras have their own ruling planet, meaning and associated zodiac sign. These 12 cosmic/celestial energies…the vital forces of existence... are expressed thru the human body via 12 chakras which connect to the 12 strands of activated DNA in the new-human template, or the original divine-human blueprint...and each of the 12 strands of our DNA correlates to one of the twelve aspects of multi-dimensional consciousness, or perceptual fields of awareness."
In other words, I am told that these (prophesied) events...however they unfold and whatever they are called...herald the the beginning of cosmic consciousness, the entrance into spiritual adulthood/galactic citizenship both for the planet and for those who are leading the planet to this destination, and all "happen" to take place right around the end of the 9th wave and the completion of the Mayan Calendar (10/28/11).
And just to stretch you a bit further, this cosmic event that they refer to will supposedly have "a major impact on the magnetic grid, so much so that a reversal of polarity will take place...but not in the way that has been aggrandized." My feeling is that this is not necessarily an electromagnetic pole shift as some believe, but a shift in the polarity of consciousness.
Again, no one (myself included) has any solid idea of exactly what or how this will come to pass…which is mostly the fun of it all. The point is to simply remain a witness to the unfolding while maintaining a sense of calm, wonder and awe as many more people awaken and hook into the global resonance required for this new world to operate.
On Global Changes
"The time has come for great change in your outer world." - Seven Sisters
There is already so much taking place both within us and around the planet that the unseens want to harness the opportunity to reinforce the message of joy and hope during the increasingly more dramatic changes that will continue to take place all around us...and to remind us that all is well, regardless of outside appearances.
The message is as it always is…for us to view change for what it is: the switch from a separation-based societal mindset, to a society based in unity-consciousness and love. We are being reminded that this is all we need to understand with regard to the dismantling and upheaval that will continue to take place in the outside world...that the details are merely symptoms of this changing process and at the core, all movement is leading to the outcome that we desire, both individually and collectively.
Having said that, they are also making it clear that great transformation is indeed upon us…big changes in the world as we know it…and that this change is ultimately for the good of all, yet may be immediately perceived as a threat to those who carry fear in their hearts and separation in their minds. Whatever unfolds, it will be for those of us who are centered in truth…with the inner-knowing that ALL is perfect and well…. to remain in our hearts, thereby quelling the fears of those around us with our unwavering optimism toward any global restructuring.
"Ignore the fears & protests and stay anchored in your heart-center…neutral to chaos and while maintaining a sense of trust in the overall plan. Switch your focus to the undeniable feelings of optimism rising within you instead. These feelings that are emerging are a true indication of whats around the next bend...not what it appears to be, but what it feels to be." -Seven Sisters
Clicking into Place
The sisters are also wanting to point out that those who have consciously been working toward the goal of ascension with the understanding that there is something specific for you to contribute, that there will be a "clicking into position" as a result of these nebulous cosmic events. Not necessarily because of them, but because of the timing of them…that there is a great plan at play and all is perfectly and divinely orchestrated to the end result of achieving heaven on earth.
Those souls, who the unseens refer to as the 'second wave initiates'... the visionaries, new-earth program planners, cosmic correspondents, blueprint architects/builders, musicians, artists and new-paradigm healers,etc.…will in some cases be joining forces with the wisdom keepers, elders, seers, grid-layers activators, etc...all those needed to bring forth the information from the unseen realms for the first phase of planetary ascension... to begin the ground-level phase of implementation that we have been bursting at the seams to create.
Those who are drawn to work within the blueprint of new earth will be brought together in soul clusters, or pods, to begin the community level organizing that is required to bring the bigger (divine) plan into form. We will be brought into alignment with those who share our particular vision/plan/contribution/aspect of the new earth to begin the next phase where we unite with our soul-community to share our greater visions with the outside world. These creations will be the proverbial Phoenix, rising from the ashes of the intensive global purification process.
This phase will apparently begin around the equinox and will be brought into greater concentration at the solstice…and this is also the time when many soul partnerships will be brought together for the purposes of reuniting in sacred union and under new earth guardianship.
"These unions are the merging of God-dess, the outward manifestation of the sacred marriage of the divine feminine and masculine energies within. Some of these couples are sacred counterparts in disguise, not visible under the cloak of separation, but these relationships will reveal their true purpose in the days to come. Be steadfast on your quest to inner-completion, for the gifts that you seek in the outside world are merely the reflection of your wholeness within." -Seven Sisters
I am told that these sacred partnerships will be the 'new earth keepers'... many of which will be bringing forth new rainbow souls to assist in the unfolding of earths evolutionary plan. Others will be the caretakers & stewards of the grid, protecting sacred portals with force-fields of (community) unity consciousness. Those stepping into these roles are already well aware of their soul's plan, even if only by desire. The next few months will be bringing these plans to fruition.
A Message For "The Strays"
Lastly, the unseens mention that those who are aligned with the ascension timeline but who are not teachers of new-humanity, or who are still unsure of their participation in the divine plan, that there is much unfolding in your lives that is leading you to your "promised land". They refer to these star-souls as "strays", because they have, as part of their soul's plan, left their birth-families behind in search of their soul-families as part of the "path" to finding their true home within their sacred inner-domicile.
"We say this not as an indication that you are to simply arrive in paradise, but that you are being guided by your inner-knowing to create it....to the places by which you belong for the next phase of the journey. You may not, as yet, have a conscious understanding of what that means, but we assure you that you are exactly where you need to be in this and every moment." -Seven Sisters
When this particular group of souls come together, they will remember each other from long ago and will begin to form an important part of the population of awakened/awakening ones who will work together, grow together, and resolve any inner-healing still required for purification. This group is apparently in great need of support right now and this message is to let you know that you will be reunited with your true family soon.
You will know this to be true if you have recently moved to a new geographic location, joined a new organization…spiritual or otherwise…or simply found a new group of souls to commune with via the Internet. Either way, these new connections will fulfill you and bring you into rapid inner-alignment with your unique part of the divine plan, and the collective soul plan for your particular group consciousness.
Wheel of Fortune
Things are starting to really speed up (save for our weary bods) and many are diligently preparing their lives to take off in unknown directions. This mercury retrograde couldn't have come at a better time as it is enhancing our preparation by serving to pull us back, like a sling-shot, to go over the many details necessary and capture some final, albeit perspective-changing pieces of our personal and creative puzzles…before we are hurled into greater action this autumn.
This time is serving a very important purpose for any unfinished business/projects/relationships/situations, etc. that we need to bring to completion, and in some cases, this new information may mean some massive restructuring to align our selves/visions/creations fully with the cosmic pulse...which is beating so loudly now. On a personal level, anything that we have not faced squarely, dealt with in an honest manner, or put on the back burner will continue to be brought to the surface until resolved. In most cases, these are the little things that we didn't think mattered, but we are finding that EVERYthing matters here.
Our long-held desires are beginning to push through the illusion we have been living for so very long, and that means many things that we have been waiting for/working toward are/will be effortlessly falling into place. We are starting to see all the threads of our long journey weave together into the tapestry of a brand new life, and as a result, a new found confidence is emerging, an assuredness that is so deeply rooted in the calm center of our authentic selves. We are becoming even more deeply attuned to the inter-connectivity of it all and discovering our new/true roles and divine purpose for being here.
Spirit is showing me the major arcana "Wheel of Fortune" tarot card as an indication that we approaching our "destiny". We are beginning to feel the tempo of life speed up as we are swept away by new opportunities in a series of developments that will support us in rejoining the world of activity again.
There are moments where this powerful, fast moving wheel of energy can feel chaotic, ungrounded and dizzying…but only if we hang on in an attempt to control the outcome. And if we hold on too tight (to what we know) we may risk repeating the same cycles again.
The purpose of this part of the ride is to gain enough momentum to be thrown off the (karmic) wheel in absolute trust that we will land exactly where we unexpectedly belong.
And we will.
To the unexpected!
Lauren
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The word "stray" brought me to tears as it describes how I have felt most of my life. It all sounds wonderful but I can't really believe it as there have been too many promises along the way and too much wishing the days away to get to the next promise, which never seem to come. I did enjoy reading it though and feeling the promise of good things to come. Thank you for your sharing, love and caring.
ReplyDeleteThank you Lauren. Wonderful!
ReplyDeleteNamaste
Here's to ALL my fellow 'strays', we are not alone and thank goodness that you Lauren are bringing us these much needed boosts of sanity in what feels like the complete opposite.
ReplyDeleteCuriosity? I do hope that my left eye in constant twitch mode is part of ascension symptoms,as is the sciatica I have developed, along with my feet flaming in agony! What gives? Lauren can you comment?
Like Trinity..."stray" choked me up and the counsel comforted me...
ReplyDeleteThank you much Lauren! Perfect timing~ I am so grateful for you and your courage, sharing your messages, wisdom and light!
ReplyDeleteFunny I also drew the Wheel of Fortune card last week! Lol...;)
Peace & love all-ways ♥
I've been told in the past that I am a gatekeeper. Altho' it resonates with me, I could not tell you how I would accomplish that role until your message arrived today. Tonight, I felt as if the Seven Sisters were speaking directly to me. Just as I was beginning to wonder how I was to participate in the creation of our planet's future, your/their message arrives to give hope to me (one of the "strays"). I lost my job 2 days ago. Since then, I've known that I need to be open to moving from the area where I've lived for the past 7 years. Your message could not have arrived at a more perfect time. All of the events, feelings and thoughts of the past 3 days have just come together perfectly. Still not sure where my soul family is gathering, but I am waiting for their call. Thank heavens I have an unlimited calling plan!
ReplyDeleteThanks, as always, Lauren for the Divine gift you give so willing to all of us.
Patti
I, too, resonate with the "stray" description, and I just loved this post, Lauren, chock full of important, validating, and exciting information.
ReplyDeleteI was so excited to read this part:
"This phase will apparently begin around the equinox and will be brought into greater concentration at the solstice…and this is also the time when many soul partnerships will be brought together for the purposes of reuniting in sacred union and under new earth guardianship."
The timing described matches what my gut has been telling me. I have been feeling a need to organize and purge the old, emotionally and in my environment, in preparation for this fall.
I am so grateful that these Mercury retro days have so far been relaxing and moving slowly, so I feel as if I have time to prepare.
Today was the first day between 7/11 and this weekend that I didn't feel I was "burning up" and yet, I suspected that even if it was just me feeling hot compared to everyone else, that I have been like Fawkes in Harry Potter, being reduced to ashes...so that I could become, as you wrote:
"the proverbial Phoenix, rising from the ashes of the intensive global purification process."
I really hope this fall someone or some one(s) enter my life and bring me exactly what I desperately need...at last!
Andria Lee,
ReplyDeleteI have had the left eye twitch problem CONSTANTLY for a long time...your mention of it made me realize it hasn't happened since April this year. It first started in 2005, occasionally each year thereafter, but 2010 was probably the worst, many days each month. I never figured out a pattern or correlation.
Best message yet on this wonderful blog! Really giving a wonderful sense of what is to come and how we will be a part of making our dreams come true...
ReplyDeleteIt's showtime, baby! xo
ReplyDeleteI also have a left eye twitching problem which has been occurring since 1985 but it has only happened twice this year, in March and in June. I have found that using epsom salts as a foot soak or bath is very helpful in releasing tension and balancing energy. I add lavendar oil for its calming effect.
ReplyDeleteI have also been resisting where I live (I really dislike it here) and saw, as I was reading this post, that I need to surrender. So here goes, I'm surrendering now and will be fully present in this space until I am moved to a new community... (which I really hope is soon), LOL. I've been doing this for so long that I should have known but moving here was my biggest challenge. I've been told by my guide, Archangel Uriel, for years now, that there was a 12th planet which will be our solar systems' 13th element and that completes the energy needed for indivividual, human, planetary, solar system, galactic and universal ascension.
That's what I've been getting too. Wheel of fortune has been in every tarot reading for the past month.
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ReplyDeletebless you Lauren, I so appreciate yr time, yr insights and yr honesty. Love from LilyB
ReplyDeleteThe powers that were have the old timeline ~ Lauren's Unseens have the new timeline.
ReplyDeleteELE = Evolution Level Event
nin = nine ~ masculine consciousness minus the e4ego
I know what I choose. Sometimes it's the fence sitters that get burned
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ReplyDeleteWow, this is amazing, thank you!
ReplyDeleteLove Lauren!!!
ReplyDeleteNamaste _/|\_
That last line "The purpose of this part of the ride is to gain enough momentum to be thrown off the (karmic) wheel in absolute trust that we will land exactly where we unexpectedly belong."
rocks!! :)
Elenin is what is referred to as a "false flag". It's a great opportunity for some to create fear (including the powers-that-were... they thrive on creating fear), but it is a distraction.
ReplyDeleteThere are many theories about why it is called Elenin. The "extinction level event" theory was put out by the gov't to further fear. On a more practical level, the object is called Elenin because it is named after the Russion astronomer who first recorded it (Leonid Elenin).
If one follows the science on this object, it becomes quickly apparent that it is not a naturally-occurring comet. The best available information is that it is a craft or satellite of some kind, housing advanced communication technology (more in line with what Lauren says). Exactly what will happen as it gets closer to Earth is not known, but certainly it poses no danger to the Earth or any of us who stay out of fear. More likely, it will further the process of planetary ascension in a positive way.
On the other hand, it will definitely be used by some (i.e. the shadow gov't, in particular) to further the fear level on Earth. No need for any of us to go there.
Richard
So in other news, I just got really really sick which means I can't go to the clothing optional nude pool at the gay resort and I can't go to gay day at the nude beach.
ReplyDeleteI feel like absolute shit. I'm so sick and it's pretty much just flu symptoms.
Also, I just walked into the kitchen to check email and get water because I had to get out of my drugged out Nyquil slumber to go to the bathroom and I'm freezing my ass off because I'm sick so I have a blanket. but yeah. i did that, and now i'm hearing weird computer noises followed by grunting coming out of NOWHERE. i have no idea whats going on but i dont really care AT ALL.
I don't think I'll be able to work this week.
Anyways. My sinuses have calmed down, but my throat has tonsillitis in it and my stomach is so nauseous while my body aches and freezes to death.
ugh. I can't wait for that wheel of fortune to kick in.
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ReplyDeleteMerlin,
ReplyDeleteJust a point of clarification.... because some of this info is important for people to understand.
NASA is not part of the shadow government. That doesn't even make sense. A few select folks at NASA (very few) are connected with the shadow government, but most people there just work there, and are in as much of a cloud of false information as everyone else. It can't be any other way, otherwise secret information could not be kept secret.
The shadow government works well outside of the USA corporation.
It's important for more of us to understand the true workings of things on Earth, as it really helps in knowing why many of us are in the financial positions we are in. Of course, the answer to this is multi-dimensional, but the more we know, the better. I'll share some of this later as I answer Willow's requests.
The timing of this excellent posting from Lauren should dovetail with what I will share.
Richard
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ReplyDeleteYahoooooo ! Lauren your posts are irreverent and your timing is just so perfect. Every time i read one of your posts i am grateful that I am not alone on this magically delicious journey of ours into a new consciousness. That my inner desire and dreaming is not a hallucination :-) and that it is real and is coming to fruition is fantastic. Much gratitude to you for your courage , your wisdom, your love , your shared channeling and your humour. Keep it coming you are a true light warrior goddess woman ! THANK YOU !
ReplyDeleteAll of this resonated with me completely. I always find these posts so very comforting, because they explain exactly what I'm going through most times!
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing, Lauren!
Thank you dear Lauren for your connection and information. I resonated so deeply with your description of "strays". I feel I am actually living in the land of strays {people as well as cats!} I now have the assurance that I was seeking. Lots of love to you and all of the above. Lisa<3
ReplyDeleteI found a source that references the incoming planet and comet that will influence us in the coming weeks and months. The information is heady and should be read by anyone that is intersted in what may possibly be in our future.
ReplyDeletehttp://jlnavarro.blogspot.com/p/messages-from-mythi-andromedan-et.html
Thank you so much, dear Lauren!!:))))
ReplyDeleteand about soda - thanks again)))))
Love, Julia
Oh wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteI just tried to post a comment but it wouldn't go but I wanted to send this over to you -
W O W!!!!!!!! Every word was singing and rining every truth that is breathing in my cells. It took me a while to read as I was shaking with excitement at every paragraph. I had to shake out some of the energy that was pouring out of me because I was so excited. It was like my soul was shouting yes, yes, yes. Lauren Thank you So much for sharing this. It is sooooo perfect, every thought, background murmur in my mind and feeling has just been expressed here on the page. Like someone said above, which I loved. It is show time baby, show time indeed!! Thank you again. LOVE xxx
THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH. It is so spot on I have nothing more to say other than wow!
xxx
To "resolve any inner-healing still required ...On a personal level, anything that we have not faced squarely, dealt with in an honest manner...will be brought to the surface until resolved." I have had so many friends on the path that have taught me so much, but then seem to be unwilling or unable to face their own dark side. I see them decline into what appears to be mental illness and the dark nature is left to infect the rest of their lives. My heart has been broken many time but I have had to move on. I just dont know what to do to help them. Any suggestions?
ReplyDeleteThanks, Lauren, for another great, timely post. Also, the handbook is very helpful...I highly recommend it to any of us who are having difficulty with all of this. (Reminds me of Tara Brach's "Radical Acceptance" - a Buddhist concept.)
ReplyDeleteI also feel like one of the 'strays'... hoping to find a person or community of kindred souls. But I've always been more-or-less solitary.
With love and encouragement to all....
Thank you dear Lauren for your inspired words of wisdom ~~ all is in divine perfection...and so the beat goes on ;)
ReplyDelete"Spirit is in a state of grace forever.
Your reality is only spirit.
Therefore you are in a state of grace forever." - ACIM
Choose love!
Dear Lauren,
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for the update and the new e-book, it helped me a lot.
Here's a link to an article about a crop circle that predicts appearance of a new planet:
http://www.cropcircleconnector.com/anasazi/time2011b.html
Hi:)
ReplyDeleteAnd thank you again, Lauren, for all that you share. It has a huge effect on my life, all the lovely awaited updates. They are like candy for my soul and soothes the heart and all the feelings wandering through the system these days.
I am happy to share that I met some of my soul family members a few years back. And through all the experiences gathered from then, together and alone I have met new family members now and then. We are growing several groups that work together on different topics and the ring effects are amazing to watch as they unfold.
And I believe that as it is possible for me and my fellow mates, it is possible for all of us:)
May we all find what we need in the continuation of our journey:)
I am sure we will!
With love for all that is,
greetings :D
<3 ya Lauren!!! Thanks
ReplyDeleteTotally identify with the description of "the Strays". Have moved so many times, in the last 15yrs. I´ve lost count now, hope we reach our promised land soon.
What I´ve learned along the way is the more I pay attention and trust my inner Guidance/Knowledge the better things go.
In reference to the last note, I have always hated carnival rides, but I´ll do my best to surrender and let myself be flung to where I belong.
I do hope the landing is soft, easy and joyful.
LOL and that there´s funky music to dance to. <3
lol, Thanks Merlin!! Working on it :D
ReplyDeleteYeah, more laughs please!!!
ps: Here's the link for ye11ow [11:11 amimation] for those interested:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BmB0a42dYjM
Khai, I had flu and fever the last few days too. not sexy...computer could be the fan. Keep on with the stories, love them!
ReplyDeleteMerlin, what's your passion in life? [Even if it's just eating cake, lol]
LOVING THE ANIMATION Be11a!!
ReplyDeleteomg, hilarious...and the voice is great
where do get the animated film scores?
a thousand times ten have i descended down that dark way that led into the light and as many times i have ascended from the darkness to the light, my strength and power renewed.
ReplyDeleteif you knew what i do you'd do it too.
Hey, thanks Lauren!!!! :D :D :D
ReplyDeleteI'm using sampled loops/sounds that come with Adobe Soundbooth at the moment. There was a spooky one and a magical one...so it seemed to fit. This journey is BOTH a comedy and a horror I reckon,lol!
I would like to showcase music by 11'ers in it as well. Next up is a punk character.
It cracks me up as I had to do the voice myself out of desperation and no mula,lol..AND people seem to like it..which utterly amazes me!
Thanks for letting me post it here. :D I got a lot to do, so going to be busting a gut fro a while :P
well done Be11a...cant wait to see the rest of it!!
ReplyDeletep.s. some of my deepest moments of creativity and passion have been birthed out of sheer desperation, hardship, and financial destitution.
way to channel it in a positive direction : ))
Dear Dear Lauren, I'm floored by this update! Absolutely amazing! You are a precious gift to all your brothers and sisters in the trenches! I also felt as if the seven sisters were speaking directly to me! confirmation of this magnitude makes me weep with happiness and gratitude! I threw my tarot cards this morning but the wheel of fortune card was firmly locked in my mind and was all I could see for a while! I thought"Hmmm I wonder what that's all about"? Now I know!!!! Love, Love, Love and blessings to you Lauren, I AM so grateful for you! Namaste to all :)
ReplyDeleteI was introduced to this whole ascension movement by someone who had willed himself to believe. Trusting my life’s path, I had (and continue to have) no interest in convincing myself to believe anything. In fact, I prefer to eschew beliefs (regarding anything), putting faith in my experiences along life’s path, instead.
ReplyDeleteBut this is beginning to ring true for me. That’s all I can say, at this point.
Except, Thank you for the post, Lauren, and all who continue to comment.
Thank you as always for delivering the right message at the right time. Also having psiatic and eye twich issues... Another stray here... Just put some words on my blog last week and this post seems to dovetail with it. So nice to be reassured every so often. Thank you!
ReplyDeleteBe11a,
ReplyDeleteIt is a funny animation. Here's to all the wacky woo-woos out there! Can't wait to see who else is on the journey!
Ha, cool. yeah I had to do something to stop going crazy[er]!
ReplyDeleteThanks Cheryl..the next passengers...te hee..let's just say no holds barred!
Thanks Lauren
ReplyDeletesince i dont know my role i guess im a stray too... makes sense...i hope soon really means soon!
watchin through the wormhole "is there a creator?" ..good one...
Be11a,
ReplyDeleteI just realized, I've never seen a bus with the door on that side! ha ha!
I thought yellow school buses were only in the US anyway...
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ReplyDeletePerhaps this latest development is the Universe, trying to get you to where you need to be. Maybe. Maybe not. Only you can say what rings true for you.
ReplyDeleteAs for the guy who runs the "spiritual retreat:"
Who says he "symbolizes the beautiful new earth"?
Cheryl, funny about the door :D Everything is opposite in NZ, or backwards!
ReplyDeleteThe bus is actually inspired from a Vodka promo pub van here, which I loved of course, lol.
Merlin, and Khai - I don't get it, whats up with that? You guys deserve time out.
What's your paypal address? Maybe some people here reading/lurking/ posting can help you out here.
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ReplyDeleteMerlin, that image is curious! About 2 weeks ago, I tried to 'look ahead' at my future path, and all I saw was pitch black and myself as 'the flashlight' lighting the way. Just like your torch run! lol [It wasn't scary either, just that thing of getting comfortable with the not knowing exactly what is ahead]. But i knew too, that if I saw, it would be better than I could ever imagined anyway.:D Soooo nice one.
ReplyDeleteMaybe you really should write a book. Have you kept journals or anything? Life really is stranger than fiction eh. Good script fodder, lol. A warts'n'all travel guide? Woofers insights? etc..
I keep thinking about the JTB thing and the phrase "don't lose yer head!!' and you haven't lol!
Fingers crossed for some bucks to come thru, there must be some out there that can throw a bob or two your way.
Hi Willow,
ReplyDeleteHere's my response. It was too long to post as a comment.
Link to Response
Richard
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ReplyDeleteThanks for writing all that out, Richard. I know it was in answer to Willow's request, but I enjoyed reading it. I may want to reread it, so I hope you'll keep it there for a while longer.
ReplyDeleteHave you seen the documentary, “Quantum Activist”?
It’s been awhile since I’ve watched it; but as I recall, it’s about 90 minutes long and consists primarily (exclusively?) of an interview with the film’s subject: Amit Goswami, Ph.D. Fascinating man . . . and film.
In it, Goswami uses the example of an intersection to explain why the law of attraction so often fails to manifest something. In his example, if people are waiting for the green light on all four corners, and are all trying to manifest that green light, the world as we know it is typically unable to grant the green for all four corners. Usually only two corners can be satisfied.
The same is true of $$. There’s a finite amount; so no matter the technique, only so many will get their wish to bring in the big bucks.
If you want to view it, the film’s available on Netflix; there are also some YouTube videos. Here’s the website for the film: http://www.quantumactivist.com/tag/documentary/
Hi Surprise,
ReplyDeleteGlad you enjoyed my comment. It was a response to Willow's request, but it's intended for all to read and consider.
I haven't heard of the Quantum Activist, but it sounds quite interesting. I'll check it out. Thanks for suggesting it.
Richard
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ReplyDeleteBe11a:
ReplyDeleteHmm....maybe there's a search through darkness with only a flashlight beam in your unfinished animation.
So, you're in lovely New Zealand. That explains it, but who's to say it's backwards down there? Maybe we're backwards up here!
I keep thinking about that JTB "don't lose your head" remark too!! (Hey, maybe that should go in the animation, too!)
Here's to not getting beheaded!
Merlin:
I sure hope you keep a log or journal or else you've got some great memory there, to know how many places you've lived in so short a time.
Did you really mean $1200/DAY?!!
Glad you're leaving, though.
This is the 2nd time you've mentioned going into the woods and --not to make light of it, 'cause you're more brave than I am--but you sort make it sound like you're a Sasquatch and will just disappear into another dimension.
How will you stay warm and dry?
Hi Richard,
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing your perspective with us. I'm impressed that you've been able to maintain your integrity for right livelihood your entire life. I didn't with this last job with a defense agency. I'm sure you know what "defense" is a euphemism for. I've never felt such a disconnect. People speak as if they're experiencing a completely different environment then what I'm experiencing. It was like working in an episode of the "Twilight Zone" for 3+ years.
I'm not sure about the law of abundance but I do believe we manifest what is in our mind if its in accordance with our higher self. I feel that my HS has protected me and gifted me many times inspite of my lower self. I think many use the law of attraction improperly (from the ego perspective) and thats why it doesn't work for them. I believe it does work when coming from a higher place.
I resonate with a lot of what you say is happening now and about to happen in the near future. You make your plans but you have to keep an open mind, stay flexible as things shift moment by moment, and be very understanding of your limitations. I think its also very important to hold the highest vision of the future and to maintain an attitude of gratefulness to the Earth for everything she provides.
Willow,
ReplyDeleteI completely agree with everything you just said.
Richard
Glad to hear that, Merlin. Your perspective about the powers-that-were sounds perfect... don't give them any energy.
ReplyDeleteI'd like to also mention (not specifically to you, Merlin) that we are being continually blasted with various mind/thought control technologies from numerous sources. It has been said that few of our thoughts are actually our own. I know this to be true.
The key is to figure out which of the thoughts racing through your mind are actually yours. The one's to pay attention to are the one's which feel like they come from your heart and soul. Each of us can tell if we really pay attention. Ignore the rest. They are often really not yours, but are there to control and confuse you.
I don't act on any thought (actually, I don't act at all) until I feel that the action has arisen from a high place inside my being. I'll often just sit for a minute or two until I am sure.
Richard
I wonder if these mind control technologies is what has been keeping the US from rioting (in addition to the work you to you're exhausted plan, subsidized foods that will make you sick and heavy use of pharmaceutical drugs). I suspect they also have technologies to disperse mobs.
ReplyDeleteI would characterize the "reality" tv programs a form of this mind control. All the addictive "drama" of "regular" people entrains our vibration to a low level. I think this is why the gov't handed out those vouchers to everyone during the tv conversion to digital. Mustn't allow anyone to unplug from the programming. Is that why they call them programs?
Yes, Willow. What you said is fact... and much more. They control the population through direct thought-control technology, numerous types of implants, TV, food, drugs, chemtrails, virtually all major media, and of course, religion. But we can all break free of this and live as the sovereign beings we truly are. In the end, they have no control of our high hearts and spirit... and they know this. They just don't want us to remember this.
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richard, very interesting response, def a "reread" for later....
ReplyDeleteand i def would like some input on how to start my own business, as i mentioned in a past post id like to just start a small little nail salon, so its small beans compared to what you do, but if i cant find a job, this is something i have experience in and that is casual/laid back which is what id like, that might help me continue to support myself, if its in the cards... ive done a little research on starting a small biz, but for some reason i just cant seem to focus, i dont know if its just the fact that i dont know where my start up money will come from or not... so maybe im just giving up, but its in the back of my mind... thanks :)
Stacy
oh and the wormhole episodei watched last night about life after death, got into how maybe we really are just like "the sims", that the creator is just sitting in front of a computer controlling us etc.... and some guy i guess is trying to "build a soul" or something, they think anything can become conscious? very interesting if anyone can find the show on tv, def worth watching....
Hi Lauren,
ReplyDeleteThank you for this blog. I wept with joy when I read this part: "I am told that these sacred partnerships will be the 'new earth keepers'... many of which will be bringing forth new rainbow souls to assist in the unfolding of earths evolutionary plan."
I will soon be moving into a new house with my new partner and building a Yoga and Healing Retreat Center. This last week has been amazing as I've felt strongly guided to use the Rainbow as a symbol for the center. I am feeling that some rainbow energies are pushing me to create a very magical space!
My partner and I have been trying to have a child. I have been told that a girl will be arriving and will be a healer as well. I can't tell you how happy I am because of this message that feels like a confirmation. A 2012 Rainbow child ... and just today I took out a stuffed bear I had bought for a friend's newborn daughter and decided it was meant to be for me.
I purchased (made a donation) to your e-book and look forward to reading it.
Many blessings of love and light,
Keren
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ReplyDeleteWillow,
ReplyDeletehave a response (delayed) in the preceding text for you, okay? A hug ...
Ola Lina,
ReplyDeleteSem pressa. Eu encontrei este tradutor de Microsoft. Eu soar como eu sei Português? Meu vizinho apenas voltou de uma viagem de estudante para o Brasil. Ela diz que ela ficou com alguns índios nativos no meio do Brasil que comercializa castanhas. Ela foi espantada que eles são capazes de manter suas tradições nativas. Eu me senti muito inveja dela. Ela está em torno de minha idade, mas ela voltou à escola para estudar antropologia.
Grandes abraços.
Hi Bella--loved your video is was so cute especially the end (tiny voice: help me ) I will friend you from YT (evelutionofone)
ReplyDeleteAnyone interested?: I am making some videos about health and freedom from societal "stuff" (it will be positive and fun--inspiring--) also I am launching a radio blog(talk) show and would like to have people interested asking questions. But the beginning is going to focus on easy health and personal power. people just need help to Help themselves. I will check back here to see if anyone is interested --leave a message here for me-- maybe I can leave my contact info if people here have interest :) the show is called "Angels on the Airwaves" cute huh? I have worked in holistic care (quietly) for 25 years, but my gut instincts are tuned in. anyway hope to help others tune in to theirs! :) (Thanks as always Lauren)
So I've been out of the loop for awhile.
ReplyDeleteI FINALLY went into town and got a penicillin shot in the ass. After enough nyquil and ibuprofen to kill a horse, I feel well enough to be on my computer.
I basically had the most horrible and delirious experience and now I feel odd, like I've emerged on new ground. I feel like I've traveled, energetically.
sig8,
ReplyDeleteI'd be happy to give you suggestions on how to start a new business, in alignment with the ideas of "conscious commerce". I suppose this is better done privately via email, unless others have an interest in hearing about this (and assuming it is OK with Lauren). You can email me here: rdmiller@together.net
Richard
Hiya future now, didn't realise that was you...thanks so much! I'm still finding my way around this marketing and youtube bizzo :P
ReplyDeleteYour show sounds good too..best of luck :D Great idea!
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ReplyDeleteMerlin,
ReplyDeleteI just used that paragraph/tool you quoted above because I am dealing with friction again from people today who are longtime players in my life play.
I am done with them (I hope my higher self agrees!!). I really hope this works because I cannot go on anymore with these people's patterns intersecting with mine, it's gone on way too long, and I fail to see how I cannot have learned my lessons yet.
Thank you, and I wish you and Mordred the perfect creation.
:-)
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ReplyDeleteI was right about my friend being a Diamond Child. She's in tune with her empathic abilities and has already mastered them so she's actively helping me master mine. We talked about it and she gave me some guidance that I'm putting into practice now. It's pretty much very valuable info that I really need so I'm very grateful for her presence in my life.
ReplyDeleteI'm starting to get better. I have a newfound sense of unity of psychic and rationality. I'm clear as day, focused, I have goals, and I have power.
I am great :)
I'm still kinda sick, but with the combined powers of my natural being and my totally natural logical and rational mental being are merged together in the most sacred self love I have ever experienced. I feel empowered as an individual in this moment. It's been a pretty constant thing emerging from my psyche for a couple of weeks now. I see myself blooming.
I see this synthetic side of me that I create and that I desire for me, and then I see it in the context of the universe, as a part of the whole, as a natural manifestation so that I can better serve myself and the universe together. My intuitive powers are getting stronger as well. Today I saw a woman walking towards a car, clear as day, then disappear, and the same woman comes walking from the other direction right afterwards. It was like I peered through a bend in time and space, a sort of reflective tool that told me who was coming and when. I was shocked. Also, I'm losing my fear of the psychic. I'm recognizing the intimate and loving nature of the dark spider energy that wants me to honor my psychic intuition. I see it as a gift and a birthright and I am no longer afraid of the dark, because I know that I am loved by all who know that I can SEE.
Of course there are obstacles, but I am so empowered in the moment that I already have the means to overcome them and to develop new strengths. I'm grounding heavily and I feel so much better. :)
Much love to all of you. Mahaloha <3
Hey Bella, yep
ReplyDeleteanyway thanks but I am not sure people are ready--so if it does not fall in place I will let it go (I put stuff in place but it is a standstill --strange but true) To know some things, yet, no one else is ready, so you cannot share--but it is like that. I guess it is not for the now lol I feel like I am from the future living in the past--- best I can describe it. TC :)
I’m right with you, Khai.
ReplyDeleteTrying to keep a daily journal, this morning I wrote the following:
I’ve been kind of a jerk lately. Drinking coffee, rather than tea? Planetary influences? Who knows what factors impact behavior? Patience has never been my strong suit; I’ve a low tolerance for what seems like bullshit. And I’ve been calling people on it. I went to bed last night, wondering if I’d crossed the line from One-Who-Shines-Light-on-BS, straight into Assholedom.
In last night’s dream, a long-time friend joined me. [For the purpose of this comment, I’ll call her “M.”] In life, although M can be quite generous and a dear, she can also be extremely overbearing . . . in fact, that last is a quality that I particularly associate with her.
The dream:
I’ve been walking outside on a sunny day, for a long while. My companion [I’ll call him “T.”] shortcuts over a wall and starts heading quickly up a concrete staircase; I follow a ways behind, while keeping pace with him. We both hope that the shortcut stairs will lead to our destination. I can see the top of the staircase; it’s been a steep climb all along, and gets markedly steeper toward the very end, on the final flight of stairs.
In what appears to be a dimly-lit indoor mall, M joins us. Rounding a corner, I notice a food stand, with images of softies displayed. T and I have been mostly gluten-free; but it’s my birthday and I want a smoothie [which, in the dream, is what I call the pictured softie]. Although a “smoothie” may have gluten in it, I announce my desire for one.
“I may never see you again,” says M, knowing I’m off on some big adventure, one which will take me to another reality . . . one that she won’t exist in. She agrees to buy me a farewell gift “smoothie” for my birthday. T wants one, too. We head off in search.
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I think this dream is saying that being overbearing is not a practice which will fit with the new reality. I need to let people come to their own realizations, regarding BS and anything else, in their own time.
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After writing, I got quite tired and laid down, expecting to nap. Instead, I was lifted to an entirely new “place,” with hyper-sensitive hearing (a primary sense for me) and (for want of a better description) filled with bliss or rapture.
Yeah and I feel like when you get to that place where you know you're not going to see those people anymore, you just feel an overwhelming sense of compassion for them and you reflect on all you've been through with that person and how sad it is to leave, in a way. I don't know but I just feel like crying thinking about it.
ReplyDeleteAll my life, all I ever wanted was to dream...
They're often our best teachers. With such a bond of reciprocal learning, it is sad to leave them.
ReplyDeleteYeah. But there's no other way. It's too late to turn back now.
ReplyDeleteWe have to go forward. It's happening now.
Hi Willow!
ReplyDeleteYour neighbor may have been to the north, perhaps in the Amazon ... (Amazon is also Brazil). Near the Amazon River Pará (the nuts are called "Brazil nuts). I see that the translation does not say the correct name but the name of commerce," Brazil nuts ". I do not have contact with the natives, only through reports. in the smaller cities of Bahia is also indigenous in Porto Seguro.
Come to Bahia, Brazil. Big hug.
Hi Lina,
ReplyDeleteThanks, I will try to visit Brazil if I get the chance. We had Lenape Indians here in NJ when the Europeans came but they were involuntarily moved to Oklahoma. The area here was prime real estate by the ocean, good fishing, good hunting... now its mostly paved over.
I spent today trying to figure out what to do about health insurance. I can continue my existing group plan for 18 months at 102% of the full cost, I pay the employee and employer costs plus 2% admin fee, or I can try to find a cheap, no frills plan. Not sure what to do. What do others do for health care/insurance?
Is everyone ready for the Fifth Night of the Ninth Wave? :)
Hi Willow,
ReplyDeleteI do not think much about it because I paid to date (57 years), starts receiving only 15 years later (72 years), keep quiet.
I'd rather not think about the wave ... hahaha
I said, "I did not pay before today."
ReplyDeleteSo I think resonance creation is starting to come online. Last night, my psychic visuals started to get very very very clear, and they reacted to my thoughts IMMEDIATELY with the greatest detail and clarity.
ReplyDeleteAnd then my entire dreamscape was like that. It was total resonance creation. And right now my life is starting to be like that. Things are changing :)
So I just rented a car and me and my friends are packing to go on a road trip to Kona, the sunny white sand beach side of the island. Kona is amazing and we're staying in a resort for the night.
ReplyDeleteEveryone who has been making life hell around here has left and now me and my awesome friends are enjoying the peace and calm as we prepare for our awesome and fun hawaiian road trip to awesomeness. :D
I'm so happy. I feel energetic and grounded and totally whole and human again. I feel valued and strong. I feel loved and I feel sometimes like I've entered into a state of grace.
Haha my last comment was posted at 4:20PM! HAHA. Which is interesting since I just found a bud on the floor. See y'all on the sunny side!
willow, i havent had health insurance in 3 years, sort of scarey, i think i was paying like 80 dollars a month....
ReplyDeleteglad things are good khai...
I haven't had health insurance in almost 9 years. It quit being scary a long time ago. I mean, what am I supposed to do?
ReplyDeleteEven if you get a high-deductible plan, you still have to pay thousands out of pocket first.
I'd like to know what people do for DENTAL because that's a worse problem!
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ReplyDeleteWell, I'm grateful that my mother had health insurance when she had her double mastectomy two years ago.
ReplyDeleteHi ya all!!
ReplyDeleteI´m happy to be back here! The last months, or weeks? I have deleted all of my internet stuff, my blogger, my youtube,... as I felt this is already old stuff, and I felt to get out for a while. Right now I got the impuls to come back online and share with you all guys here. yeah! I pass here and read a little bit because I enjoy it a lot how you all are going. It is so nice to read all the stuff that is happening with all here! Very cool! Thank´s Lauren that you bring us togehter and provice this place to share!! And be11a. I. LOVE YOUR ANIMATION! I was laughing too much!! haha! yesterday I have sended a link to my sister, who I feel is still an "onlooker" of the NEW and I guess scared to make decisions for here soul path. I guess that this animation can make a huge impact on onlookers and be a great support for all on there path. anyway it´s a lot of fun! hi!
so by! right now..
ANGELIKA
Oh wow, thanks Angelika!!! :D
ReplyDeleteI really appreciate that. I've started the next 2 characters on the bus....it's getting nuttier, lol!
Thank you Lauren - you help me to retain some sanity. I have NO idea what to do for a living (office work seems to only be contracts and temp. assignments but it's all I've ever done). I'm not a 'stray' by location but certainly one when it comes to having and great 'dream' or 'desire' when it comes to how I earn my living - does anyone else experience this?
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ReplyDeleteThanks to all who responded regarding health care. The cobra cost for me is $463/month. The cheap plan I am considering is an EPO Plus Plan for $369/month. Its like HMO but you can't go out of network. I have a dental discount plan for $60/yr but the out of pocket costs are still high.
ReplyDeleteI also learned there are free health clinics, you can search for one near you here.
http://bphc.hrsa.gov/index.html
The site says you can get a full discount
if income < $10,830
or sliding nominal fee < $21K.
No discount > $21K.
But I don't know the details on how it works.
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ReplyDeletere: Sunshine
ReplyDeleteI would be interested in your project, good luck and blessings for the new start.
If you feel like, contact me: b.komolka@yahoo.com
I live in Ft.Worth right now, I am German, which nationality are you?
Blessings to all of you!!!!!! Brigitte
got more than this to say but all i have the energy for, ive posted before that i sometimes see the purple dots, they typically show up when im watching tv, they appear usually to the left or above the tv, so i see them but they dont seem like they are there if that makes sense or they are blurry, ive figured maybe its an effect of watching tv, the colors/light etc, but have also thought they are "something", well tonight i saw one it was above the tv, but it was a very clear spot, and it blinked, was different...
ReplyDeleteHi Everyone!
ReplyDeleteI haven't posted in a while. Interesting you guys are talking about health clinics because I just went to one for the first time this week! I was a bit intimidated about going, but they were so incredibly nice to me. All I had to do was bring my tax returns from last year to prove how little money I've been making, haha - I didn't even know these options were out there before, a friend turned me onto them. My parents think it's humiliating but hey, it's my life and I'd rather not pay hundreds/thousands of dollars for medical fees and tests. I hadn't seen a doctor in over 2 1/2 years. I'm also on cheap catastrophic health insurance just in case and have been buying it for 6-month periods since I lost my job in early 2009... bah.
I will just say that these last few days have been GODAWFUL for me emotionally - some of the worst. I say that a lot, but it just seems to get worse and worse. I feel like a lot of "normal" people would have snapped/gone crazy under the stress of what I'm dealing with internally - if I didn't believe in this "bigger picture" stuff, I would have too. Because there's not rational "reason" or cause for this - just misery feelings coming up. Well there's PMS but it's not usually THIS BAD! Toxic energy, it feels like.
As far as the job things goes - I'm dreading work of all kinds. I may start working some retail and even waitressing, but in the meantime I can't even bring myself to do my freelancing work. I am treading a very thin line right now living month to month and racking up intimidating mountains of credit card debt. If I wasn't so averse to working, I could start paying it back. As it is, the idea of it makes me feel like I'm being chased by an axe murderer! I have no idea what this is meant to "show me" or what I'm meant to do about this. I feel trapped and angry. I search myself internally for guidance that simply isn't there. I don't trust what other people/entities have to say because I still always feel this way and they obviously don't understand. I'm not always this "down" but when I am, it's all-consuming. I try to embrace it, but how do I embrace what I most hate/fear?
Ava,
ReplyDeleteI had to respond because you sound exactly like you are going through same as Mordred and I. We both feel like we are gonna "crack" and are coming apart. Same toxic energy for us. I just want to run and hide and I WANT TO GO HOME!
Last night there was an event here with music and we couldn't sleep all night because our bedroom is in the conference center. We sat there as some guy did "toning"(?) stuff and people made funny noises dressed in their funny clothing. Mordred and I feel like we don't belong in this world not even the "new age" world. We have this stuff going on but don't relate to the "new age" rituals or other stuff.
Both of us also have poison ivy and are itching like crazy. Mordred is tired of this place also because he has to listen to guy that runs it.
Both of us don't even care about money and magic anymore. We just wanna be taken out of this world now. I honestly can't take anymore of this. I "raised the white flag" but we still get more and more discomfort.
I honestly would consider it a luxury to even have a credit card or a job. We have about $100 to our name and have given our notice and have to depart Sept 2nd...We've repeated this cycle so many times it's nauseating.
I wouldn't wish what we are going through on anyone. It would make even the strongest person "crack".
Lauren,
ReplyDeleteI'll just repeat the WOW!!! You are Awe-inspiring time and time again(pretty soon it looks like I will have to use the 'lazy 8 for infinity' as Time goes out the window.) I am Awe-Struck as how Frequently strike HOME with your words. It's like your words are Arrows that go Straight to my Heart and "they...Hurt Soooo GOOD"!!!
Re: Richard's Response to Willow
All I can say: Bravo! ! ! Enlightening...Brilliant! WE ARE AWAKENING! ! ! WE that have been Scattered across the face of the Earth ARE Gathering as Birds of a Feather! ! ! I remember the Maharishi saying this many times on many occasions: "Birds of a Feather ...Flock together"..."Birds of a Feather...Flocking together".
I am one of those 'Strays' you talk about. I have moved a lot...almost every two years...looking for "Home Base/my group/etc" Recently, I have moved to McAllen, Texas at the Southernmost Tip of Texas to teach Deep Meditation and Help heal those here and to Positively affect the Horrors of what the Mafia Wars are doing to our Brothers and Sisters in Mexico. I sometimes wonder if I know what I am doing. Always, when I read Lauren's Updates I want to just Jump Up and Shout: "Yes! Yes! That's IT!!! WE just Keep On, Keeping On!!!" I do feel there is a SHIFT as I commit to creating CHANGE. We need ALL the Help WE can Get. Thank You! Thank You! Thank You!!!
Blessings to All of you,
David
Love the ye11ow animation Be11a!!!
ReplyDeleteLove it!!
First off...thank you, again, Lauren and much love to you.
ReplyDelete@ Ava and Bryan...During some of my most dire moments I have had gret relief from the work with "Jim Self". His website is Mastering Alchemy and a lot of his work and tools are free. It didnt' "fix" my Pain but gave me beautiful respite, much like Lauren allows me to laugh and smile :)
Much love to you all!
thanks yk248! :D
ReplyDeleteAva, was wondering where you were. The last 2 days have been mega intense.[I keep thinking about the coal under pressure to diamond analogy]. Doors are closing again...does that means new doors opening soon? I hope so.
Bryan, fingers and toes crossed...
So now everything is awesome. I went to a party at a bar in the middle of nowhere where they didnt check ID and I drank all I wanted and smoked the rest. They played this sick ass dubstep and dance music and everyone was all fired up and there were tons of cute guys. And this is all after I played nude volleyball with a bunch of hot gay men. All the shitty people have left and I feel great and I'm not sick.
ReplyDeleteI'm about to spend the next part of my trip in Honolulu. I've decided to go stay in a hostel on Oahu and leave the jungle of the big island. Fuck the jungle, y'all. This place is sacred and not meant to be inhabited. Pele told me so. So fuck this jungle I'm going to the city where I can dance all night and watch the sun come up on the beach.
I just bought myself the cutest Havaiianas flip flops with an awesome as fuck beach tote bag and a towel with a hawaiian sunset on it. It is so cute and it matches my outfit/sunglasses.
Me and my lovely diamond child friend, shannon, are going to town to get pedicures for her birthday. This has been the awesomest time ever. Haha.
Waikiki beach, here I come!
omg Khai, heaven!
ReplyDeleteHi Be11a ;-)
ReplyDeleteI´ve recorded the sequence "Never mind. I don´t want. to. know." on my mobile phone and use it as a ring tone. and the "oh shiny" as sms signal. ;-) so now everytime someone calls I hear. I don´t want to know! with this cute voice! hihi! maybe this is a business idea for you. available as ringtone on the web 1 dollar with paypal, for crazy folk. I would download it ;-) hi
Angelika, you just made my day... that's a crack up!
ReplyDeleteThanks for the business idea :D :D :D I've been checking out paypal just today actually..So a nice sync there.
How did you record it? That's fricken awesome, lol. Hope it doesn't drive ya bonkers!
This is why Mordred and I will be starting a retreat or refuge for people:
ReplyDeletehttp://www.cnn.com/2011/SHOWBIZ/Music/08/21/south.korea.talent/index.html?&hpt=hp_c2
Sound good Khai!!
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My ringtone would be "Avert Thy Eyes!"
ReplyDeleteBryan, who are you and what have you done with Merlin? (just kidding!)
Great retreat idea. Imagine all the helpers you'd need...people with all sorts of talents for those who stay there. Sign me up!
I'm finding that I much prefer dealing directly with my physical reality to whatever the hell I was doing before...
ReplyDeleteI need to find some way to get a new source of income. Stupid astrology/tarot keep saying I will find money through romance. Idk if I'm prepared to wait for that...I know I'm not..
Thanks Bella and Belugagirl for your supportive posts!!!
ReplyDeleteCheryl - I decided it was a bit much to use the name Merlin. I mean really all that "magic" was was just me getting "glimpses through the cloud cover"..
It would be great to have you once we get the funding for a retreat. I've been thinking about it for awhile...people like the guy in the video homeless for 10 years. Lots of people going through these "spiritual experiences" have no home or food so I figure I can provide a safe place...I would also like to fund other people who can run their own retreats also...but that would be after I would get my own up and running.
After being in this place I realise that this whole service-to-self mentality in this world is the problem. This guy here is pretty much serving himself with this place and it soooooo is old earth and doesn't belong anymore.
My idea is to have a place where everyone is EQUAL and everything is shared and NO LEADERS. This whole control and domination and using people and abusing people doesn't belong on a new earth. I figure if I can provide support to others it would be a great thing.
How is the earth gonna improve unless I become part of the solution? Yeah we're going through a consciousness shift but that doesn't necessarily mean everything just changes "willy nilly". I figure I need to take action to create change.
It has always bothered me ALOT when I see people suffering whether they're homeless or hungry. People treat animals better than they treat each other.
I'm trusting "Spirit" that we will have a place to go next Friday until such time as we get funding to either buy or rent a retreat.
'Avert thy eyes'....I have to thank Ava for that, she said something to that effect once - and the phrase stuck in my mind, lol [Thanks Ava!]
ReplyDeleteRetreat / Refuge is a brilliant idea Bryan, a safe haven. Especially after what you guys have been through - you will have the skills to run it well and with integrity.
What that kid endured, no one should have to suffer that. Is there funding available where you are? Sounds like a plan..good luck.
Build it and they will come. :D
What Be11a said.
ReplyDeleteI did? I don't remember that at all! It's entirely probable though... :-P
ReplyDeleteI still feel godawful, you guys. It's been like this for nearly 5 days now. I have no idea what's going on. It's like emotional torture, this depression/frustration. I wonder if I am "under attack" or something.
good to hear from you ava..sorry things arent so great...
ReplyDeletei feel like ive been able to keep my head above water, a few emotional moments here and there but nothing gutwrenching like it used to be...
im annoyed tonight, i friend came over, and she saw a pair of my shoes i left out, said they were hideous, then made a crappy comment about my little purse thingy, i hate to carry one, so i got alittle mini clutch type bag, just big enough to carry money, my cell, and maybe a lipstick or something, i know we all have different taste, but do ya really come out and say something is hideous that someone has and wears or uses? i guess some close friends do do that, if they are going to be honest, but wouldnt that be more for if you asked them their opinion and wanted a brutally honest answer? i know, so petty, but annoying...
i didnt get that job :( BUT the company that hires for the place i ap-plied at, called me today to touch base, the store manager made a point to call them and have them call me and say he appreciated my efforts, and thought my resume was impressive, and so that company said they would try and get me into something... i think they were concerned about the driving distance, but they also said if something fell through with the new hire, they would call me first and get me right in for an interview....
on another note, why when i drink alcohol now, i feel like all hopped up on caffiene? this never use to happen before, and i dont like it at all, makes me all jumpy and like my nerves are shot
all ramdom stupid shit but i hope everyone is doing well :)
ok so i am bored, earlier today i jumped in my car and checked my phone, it said aug 22, 2:22
ReplyDeletewow came right out of my mouth
so i was just looking it up, one site says
"22,222, or 22:22
The highest sequence of manifestation/creation without the frustration. All words thought deeds and intentions will take seed with or without rain to help them grow. Moving out of the neighborhood of polarity. Time moves forward with or without you. Do not create by default, have a say so in your life."
another said "Duality, Lightworker, Children of God, Expression of God, 222 or 2222= Angel/ Angels"
another "This is a sign of confirmation that you are on the right path, doing the right thing and going in the right direction. Continue with this train of thought."
wish i knew what that thought was! lol
I dunno Ava, I've had disappointing realisations and unexpected doors closing the last few days. :/ [deep breath]. At the same time, I'm experiencing a massive creative surge and so are people around me.
ReplyDeleteI want to leave NZ. Move to Berlin.
Vino tonight. I'm really quite tired, my poor lil heart..
Hey Ava,
ReplyDeleteThis is the absolute WORST year we've EVER had!!!
Maybe Ava you are just going "higher" and "higher" and you have to get rid of more baggage than most because you are going "higher" than most?
Just remember all of us are operating at different levels. The "strongest ships sail the roughest seas". What I mean by that is that those going to "higher levels" will have most likely the longest and most difficult path. The mythological "Jesus" didn't have an easy time either.
Just think about the verse the bible "it's easier for a camel to get through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of heaven". Most likely the "higher" you go the "smaller the eye of the needle" and the more emotional, financial etc. baggage you need to drop.
Ava - Mordred and I are barely hanging on by our fingernails. I seriously am ready to go HOME! I'm taking it day to day. I could honestly just walk out of here into the mountains.
Hey Bella,
We do online commodity deals and if one closes than we intend on using the money to start our retreat here. After we start one here we intend to funnel any more funds we get through to other people. With more funding I could use the help of people on this site.
But that's getting ahead of myself. I've put out what I desire and I'm gonna have to trust "Spirit" to do the rest.
We met 2 people here who are originally from Haiti and they're a couple years behind us as far as losing things. We were talking to them yesterday about the times we were homeless specifically in Vancouver...sleeping on park benches and having skunks all night bothering us...They looked at us in horror...They've talked about suicide many times to us. WE understand that!
I forgot one other thing Ava-
ReplyDeleteMordred just said how we feel like the mythological "Jesus" who said "God why has thou forsaken me?"
That's exactly how we feel for a long time already.
I would have completely forgotten it had I not noticed on a website that today is my birthday August 23rd. Mordred forgot my birthday also LOL
ReplyDelete"Happy birthday to me..."
Happy Birthday, and Happy Birthing Days to you!
ReplyDeleteThanks Cheryl!! :-)
ReplyDeleteThe couple that is replacing us came early to stay here with a friend of theirs because all 3 of them were homeless sleeping in tents outside. I'm so glad they are safe now here...One guy Jonathan has some similar symptoms to me...one being that his head is empty but he observes his mouth moving and words streaming out. He has a difficult time balancing the energy so I'm gonna try and help him with that. I was told by a guy who said my energy picked him up off the floor and that my energy felt so good (like being on drugs) that I am balancing my energy pretty well....I'm lucky to have Mordred to ground me. :-)
OMG! >5M earthquake in VA. I could feel it here in NJ! The whole building shook back and forth! Did anyone else feel it?
ReplyDeleteApparently the house shook here in CT, but I was driving and missed it. Rats.
ReplyDelete***Happy Birthday Bryan!***
ReplyDeletei didnt feel it, i was driving, but someone up the street from me did and im in NH, so thats a pretty big deal... please tell me this is going to bring a shift, for the good... not that things are bad, just hopin things are movin along ;)
ReplyDelete"""Feliz Aniversário, Bryan!!"""
ReplyDeleteslg8:
ReplyDeleteMake sure that all change is for good. Tip: Read the text above to remember. Always give a breath ...
Yeah, Willow we felt it in Ohio!
ReplyDeletehappy birthday bryan
ReplyDeleteok so that job i think i want, that said they hired already, just called me, they want me to come in tomorrow, maybe the person who started yesterday didnt work out? im nervous... and now i need to go buy something to wear....its an hour drive, and if i get the job ill have to take the train, kind of a project but its the boston design center and a high end furniture store, so could lead to good things, with my new AS in interior design....hmmmm
ReplyDeleteOOooo ....slg8, I hope you get it..good luck!
ReplyDelete@slg - That sounds promising. Pray tonite from your higher self to all the higher selves you'll meet tomorrow that they will be kind and helpful and that everything goes smoothly, and for a good nights, restful sleep. Remember to smile, that conveys confidence. Good luck!
ReplyDeleteyou know Slg8, you could style Bryan's upcoming Designer log cabin, and my soon to be inner city Berlin penthouse!!...You know, I'm def over the 'feral student flat' look - I'm ready for an upgrade :D
ReplyDeleteYeah I really feel like I'm just one of the people who anchors things into reality. I feel like someone who is really into making things happen in society. Maybe that's why I'm branching off right now to go down this road alone, away from everyone else here. It feels strange, like alice in a wonderland of oddities. I have to rely on myself and learn to work with other people to create things.
ReplyDeleteBut now I feel like I've gained the confidence and strength to do the things I want to do and make the changes I want to make. I'm learning a lot about the element of air and the masculine qualities of air and fire balance in my system. I'm learning to use it in my life and it's balancing my reality. I'm grounding.
Thank you Willow...yeah it does sound good, the pay isnt awesome, but if i can work out the commute then i think it will be a great place to work(although i guess i wont know that until i actually work there)...there arent any design centers with showrooms of this calibur in my area, so to get out there with the big dogs i guess you have to sacrifice with drive time...
ReplyDeleteThank you Be11a, im def in for designing the cabin and your penthouse ;) ... i think we are all ready for an upgrade in more ways than one
*caliber
ReplyDeletebe11a
ReplyDeleteI just took the voice recorder of my mobile phone and recorded it from the loudspeakers of the computer so I got some additional "noise" on the recording ;-) good luck ;-)
I´ve spent the whole August now in a lake area where I was born with mountaining, swimming, whole day outside in nature. And to be offline from the web was really good. I didn´t miss it at all because the outside live is now so fulfilling that I don´t have the desire to stay in the web any longer. Now I really use it for the last information maybe for half an hour a day when I checked the newspapers I´m finished and switch off the computer to go outside for swimming and enjoying the very nice summer we have now in Austria. It changed completely. Everything. I feel such a deep joy inside. My body feels like every cell is in the light now. No resistance anymore. Deeply in the now. No brain fucking any more. Just bliss. No questioning of what will come. Just be. So deeply anchored, and grounded in the now. My body feels fluent. I still feel the energy infusions and uploads but there is no pain I just feel it running through my body but in a nice way. I feel so deeply relaxed and regained and rested I can´t tell. It´s bliss. deeply bliss. August was/is great month. I´m told from my inner that september will be even more special. just a wow!
love
ANGELIKA
Thanks Bella!
ReplyDeleteMuito obrigado Lina!
Thanks slg8! and the job is yours if it fits with what you're mean't to do...depends on your role...God a paycheck..that would be nice LOL!
Bella I'll take that penthouse and raise you a house in British Columbia and a house in New Zealand.
Okay folks you know what's hilarious!!! Rememberr I told you there was a raw food party here on Saturday. The young couple that he took in that was homeless. Well at the party I said to the guy "are you at this party scamming these "new agers" with your stories?" Funny how that just came out of my mouth without thinking because guess what? They made a mess in the room they stayed in and took his nice towels and toilet paper and paper towels and they didn't come back yesterday LOL. This guy running this place is getting immediate karma because he's a user...and he's so unconscious like we've all been that he doesn't see he's creating it!! He has one tough future coming....I know this guy is gonna be homeless. Some people need to have difficulties to learn and grow...not everybody though...
@Bryan...nice one ;D
ReplyDeleteAnd guess what my code word just then was..."sylest', spelt like that, I read it as 'stylist'.
It's a sign, a sign!!
@Bella - LOL!! :-D
ReplyDeleteSylest definition:
A crazy girl with the best personality that you'll ever incounter. Beautiful INSIDE & OUT. She makes the best out of any negative. You'll often hear her laughter radiate in each room that she's standing in or around. She loves Lil Wayne!! Inspires to be the best Dr. that she can be, helping people all over.
Crappy driver. Has IBS. Talks very loud at times when trying to drive her point across.
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ReplyDeleteo.k. just tell somebody you are in peace and the univese tries to challenge you ;-)
ReplyDeletebut guess what, fuck universe, you have to come up with some bigger stuff to knock me out ;-) hi
o.k. it lastet two hours and it was worth to make a short break of relaxing on the beack. the outcome and insight is really crazy and highly interesting. so i got a call from my bank today as I have a big fat minus on my account as I have no income since last june. so lying on the beach i decided to face this now. I jumped in my car and went to the bank. Meeting the bank guy there, told him a nice story about my situation. hei? I mean what else should I do? Should I tell him I have decided to walk my spiritual path and spirit at the moment don´t wants me to have income because I have to walk my ascension path? hi o.k. so I told him I nice 3 D story and fixed my account till the end of this year. So I have enough to pay my rent, and food.... then I went back to the beach. this experience triggered an emotional trauma up from my heart. lying in the sun i started to clear this trauma but I wanted to find out what trauma it was and how it was connected to the bank and money things. Because while researching I couldn´t really find some attachments to the money issue anymore. so a digged deeper. and what came out is completely crazy. this bank, money thing triggered the birth trauma! so first I couldn´t understand how this comes togehter. how this two things fit together? so i continued with my research. and then I found out the bank thing triggers the birth trauma, as if we get born we come into complete dependency. at the very first it is up to our mothers if we will survive or not. if she feeds us, we will live, if she doesn´t feed us, we dy. if she wants us to be dead, it will be. so our live is in her hand. and this situation with the bank is if the bank guy says, yes you get money, then i can continue with my living, buy food, pay rent. if he says not, then not. and then i got the picture that the whole bank system that we have created in this world is mirror (among other things to mirror) of our every own birth trauma. isn´t this crazy? I would have never come to this connection if I wouldn´t have experienced this today. and it is a good subject for my comedy show which is also political and it contains also the issue of money, banksystem, in our societies.. so this two hours, it was worth. universe! Challenge! hi 1:0 for me, I have done already bigger issues. this doesn´t beat me down anymore.. hi
it´s time now for some 5 D income...
ReplyDeleteAngelika,
ReplyDeleteVery interesting analysis.
It reminded me of the Sacred Economics article about the evils of usury that I read recently (thanks to another here pointing out that site). If you read the parable in the article, it illustrates how money and survival become interdependent:
http://www.realitysandwich.com/sacred_economics_ch_6_usury
I wonder what will start happening (besides Hurricane Irene) once Mercury goes direct this weekend. My solar plexus has been all wiggly for 2 days, and I don't know why I'm feeling so out of sorts in that chakra.
(The internet just ate my comment, so I'll try again...)
ReplyDeleteCheryl, I've been having a rather "wiggly" gut the last two days, too...tho it's more likely a lower chakra. I wonder if it's sensing all the earthquake activity the last two days: East Coast, San Francisco Bay Area last night (small one); and today so far: near Sumatra, Peru... I live in SF, so may be a little more tuned-in.
Sounds like things may be improving for some of us - slg8, Bryan esp. Best wishes for success! Maybe Mercury will bring some good stuff?? We sure could use some lightening-up for awhile...
Love to all of you - thanks for sharing.
@ Bryan- that gave me a bit of a giggle - what a crazy word to come up!
ReplyDeleteUniverse has a quirky sense of humour, lol.
[I'll have to pay more attention to the codes] ;D
ANGELIKA, 5D income? [Music to my ears!]
ReplyDeleteso the island's energy has done something to make my hormones go crazy. i have never been more on fire than i am now.
ReplyDeleteso i went for my interview, no problem getting there, was about an hour, went great i thought, had a good feeling, but got an email tonight, they decided against me as much as they liked me and thought id be a good fit they are concerned about the commute for me... the pay isnt really worth a ride in for an hour and having to pay 150 a month for parking, but i thought a foot in the door would have been good... but im guessing because it all wasnt perfect its just not right for me right now...
ReplyDeleteso i sent out another resume today for something closer, but i get a feeling i might not love this place as they said in their ad, no visable tattoos or piercings, which i think is judgemental... so to me it means they might be uptight? or strict and that is stuffy ... so anyway, moving on, we'll see what happens...
my stomach is bothering me, i can only describe it as feeling like its on fire? or intensely starving, even thought i ate plenty... my lower back is sore too... still sleeping shitty...feeling ok emotionally, no major meltdowns in a a few weeks...
need to refocus on trying to make the nail shop work