"There is a beautiful unfolding in your physical world that is unraveling the part of the journey where you come to understand the depth of the work you've put forth...to see, feel, touch the reflections of your accomplishments in the material planes." -Seven Sisters of Pleiades
Physical reBirth
According to the perspective of the seven sisters, and as of the last three eclipses coupled with the massive heart rewiring that we all sustained, we have officially begun the process of physical alignment with our mental and emotional bodies. This means that much of the energetic support we are receiving right now is toward the understanding and experience of living as a fully-integrated galactic/spiritual being...in a human body. Emphasis on the human-body part.
For the remaining days of the universal ninth wave we will be emerging in incremental stages... (re)birthing ourselves in the physical dimensions, one layer at a time, and in preparation for the externalization of our true divinity where we will be capable to finally share our selves/gifts with the outside world. We are r-e-a-l-l-y feeling the pressure building and the ache for freedom is becoming unbearable, but we will not be able to completely e-merge until we are fully ripened galactic-humans.
The Pleiadians are emphasizing that our physical bodies are such an important part of this leg of the journey because the body is our contact point between the physical and ethereal realms...where we harness, structure & anchor our potential into form. In other words, 'we' are where the proverbial rubber meets the road....where spirit meets matter...where our creative passions meet the world... and it will be for our upgraded biology suits to provide each of us with the hardware needed to participate in the 5th dimensional world of our making.
Green Light
Even tho we technically ascend to higher dimensions of consciousness, I have always held the understanding that ascension is more of a descension…a slow and arduous process of pounding our souls into our bodies and the earth until we find it comfortable enuf to live here. And I don't have to tell you that getting into our bodies and staying in them is/has been quite a chore. In fact, for many of us on this journey, grounding into the physical dimensions has not only been a relentless & tedious pursuit, its been mostly impossible up until this point.
There are so many starseeds/blue rays on this planet that have never even come close to touching the ground...let alone in a fully embodied way…and sadly this has made for some pretty complicated living in 3D. But that was actually the point. Those on the ascension timeline were never able to get completely cozy in 3D because all y'all mutants are wired differently…and the purpose/result was that we all successfully averted complacency…even if we did hit the snooze button a few times.
The main reason many on this path (especially the younger generations) have refused to touch-down in the lower dimensions is because the frequency of our home turf was just not available for us to nestle into, until recently...mostly because we are the ones anchoring it here...and so it felt unsafe. Being in a dense body can be unsettling due to the limitations of the lower realms…those frequencies we are just not accustomed to. It's like trying to fit the ocean in a Coke bottle… it just seemed ridiculous to even try to ground all of our expanded limitlessness into a container that felt VERY restrictive.
But now, my fellow starlasses and starlads...our bodies are coming online with the rest of us which means we are being given the green light to take the full plunge. Our biology systems are tirelessly preparing us to begin our physical journey together into 5D which means a rebirth is underway as well as the development of a new (co-creative) relationship with our external world. Apparently we have a lot yet to learn about our new selves so the unseens say that a "(re)education of sacred embodiment" is in order.
Movable Parts
"We would like to emphasize the need for activity during this time by reminding each of you that it is vital to begin moving your physical bodies in a way that will support the systemization of your new cells." -Seven Sisters
My partner Leon said to me once in a passively sarcastic tone…"cars have movable parts, you know"...
He was snidely referring to the fact that I hardly ever leave the house (compliments of untiring fatigue) and as a result my car sits in the garage sometimes for days on end. And even tho at the time I had thoughts of dumping my iced tea on him, those words echoed in my head and became an ongoing and tantalizing reminder that 'if I don't move my 'vehicles' parts, problems arise'.
The constant emotional and physical heaviness & lethargy that accompanies path-cutting can be discouraging, to put it mildly, and I'll be the first to admit to an aversion to regular exercise...even and especially yoga...ugghh. I.just.can't.force.one.more.asana.on.myself.
From the beginning of this journey exercise felt to me like waaaay too much effort for far too little reward…which unfortunately made it very easy to give up and fall victim to inactivity....so I definitely get that even the thought of exercise can be daunting with so many symptoms. That said, I have been getting repetitive messages that we will be so much better off if we push thru the (adrenal) fatigue and start "moving our parts" on a regular basis. In other words, we can no longer be sedentary without increasing consequences due to increasing frequencies.
As always, our body is the best gauge for what and how…and desire is our fuel. If you can cultivate the desire to get more physical by doing something you love over something you dread, you will double your results, but even the simplest movement with intention to stabilize, revitalize or regenerate will bring more palpable results now. Either way, more focus on the physical will help us to maintain homeostasis thru these increasingly more physical changes.
"We would also like to add that along with movement, the physical body is still in need of rest and rejuvenation through integration periods... doing and being, activity and recuperation…this formula will be required for optimum self-care and nourishment during this time." -Seven Sisters
The bottom line is that we are physicalizing our authentic selves in the material world now…cell by cell…and with so much energy channeling thru our meridians we will just plain feel better if we up the ante with regard to physical care. If we heed this call to move our bodies on a regular basis we will be supported to dislodge stuck energies and release stored up toxins in a more effortless way.
I am also hearing that any part of our body that needs healing (love) will most likely make its presence known to us during this cycle, if it hasn't already, and that we will be given the opportunity to release traumatic cellular memories responsible for long-standing physical ails. Any primordial resistance (fear) we feel with regard to embodiment will be highlighted for healing as well...mostly because we need to ground ourselves before we can ground the life of our dreams.
"The amount of time that it takes to fully embody your physical vessel is directly proportionate to the amount of resistance you uphold. What we mean is this: for the physical body to integrate these very high frequencies requires a deep level of surrender, of acceptance, so that each cell can harmonize with the galactic forces of creation. If there is resistance to holding, integrating these energies, the body will buck in defiance and create great discomfort. For this we recommend a softening, an openness and a willingness to welcome and embrace these energies fully...not a refusal of them. Similar to childbirth, relaxing into the discomfort will ease the stress on the physical body during the intensive rebirthing process you are currently undergoing. Allow, allow, allow, is what we would say in response to all resistance disguised as suffering." -Seven Sisters
BioDynamic Intelligence
"What we would like for you to understand is this: the new human form is one of dynamic constitution…it is a living, breathing entity of its own accord and therefore requires a new level of communication and relationship to maintain. Your new system functioning is less about 'how' you use it, but 'why'." -Seven Sisters
A 5D human differs greatly from a 3D human by way of consciousness and self-responsibility…that is to say, the state of BEing awake and aware of our multidimensional mind and motives. "Why" we do anything matters more than ever now since our intentions must be spawned from heart-centered love in order to live in a harmonious flow of life...love-based intention is the actual 'programming' that the new-human prototype requires to function optimally.
The unseens have said to us many times in the past that our cells have intelligence, and we are just beginning to learn how to work in conscious cooperation with that intelligence as we develop a deeper, more loving relationship with ourselves and come to honor the body as the sacred temple it really is.
In this next phase we are going to be learning how to work in tandem with our biology…that is not to say that our autonomous biological functions will cease without our attention, just that everything works better with our conscious participation.
What has changed?
Up until now, our biology has been largely operating on auto-pilot, without our conscious participation, or what the star-beings call 'intentional programs' which heighten or optimize our human-experience.
The new-human prototype is a biodynamic system of cellular intelligence that works with or without intentional participation...however, just as biodynamic farming produces a self-sustaining system with more vital, nutritious, abundant, and even more effortless results when considering the holistic interrelationship of soil, plants and animals in accordance with celestial timing, so too does our biology work better when used in a conscious, integrative way.
And this is what our next phase will be about…learning how to consciously utilize and create balance within the body and thru the use of intentional force-fields that will maintain our ability to exist (w)holistically within a still-separated world. We first needed to integrate the understanding that this was possible, and now the knowledge of how this works will become known to each of us.
The point of being a 5th dimensional human is to exist within the 3d dimensional world of form, but with conscious connection to the unity field of intelligence. This is what is so unique about this special time on earth…that each of us is coming up on the ability to co-create as the gods/goddesses that we truly are…and of course, while functioning in a human body. The benefits to this are vast, yet largely unknown because this is something that is new to all of us…which is why the unseens emphasize that this part of the journey is so exciting, because we will be learning to do so many new things, as if for the first time.
Symptoms of the Merge
Since we are waxing all things physical, thought it might be helpful to mention that... in addition to the heightened myriad of symptoms you may be experiencing... there are also profound changes taking place within the structure of our brains during this time.
If you have been experiencing unusual bouts of vertigo, unsteadiness, dizziness, sinus discomfort, blurred vision, inability to read or focus, burning/watery eyes, skull/eye pressure, ear aches, headaches/migraines, or out-of-body estrangement...most likely its related to what the Pleiadians refer to as "symptoms of the merge".
The sun acts as a transmitter of light codes that are interpreted by our pineal and pituitary glands which have been continually stimulated thru recent cycles of intensive solar activity. You may have noticed an inability to stay in the sun for very long during these periods, or an overstimulated nervous system (anxiety, jitters, ungroundedness, etc.) for seemingly no reason. As with all symptoms, they subside once our body can assimilate the frequencies.
Apparently our brains are physically morphing from a reptilian (primitive) brain to what they call the "brain of a galactic over-seer"...the main difference they say, is in the computing and level of comprehension and the actual mutation is activated thru the merging of sacred (polar) forces of energy.
As the energies of the pineal (feminine) and pituitary (masculine) meet in what is commonly referred to as the Mystical Marriage...or the opening of our 'sacred inner-sight'...we are also (surprisingly) able to see these light codes in a very literal way.
If you have been waking in the middle of the night from a blindingly bright inner-light behind your eyes that you can't shut off...kind of like someone is shining an industrial sized flashlight inside your brain, from the top of your crown...chances are the birth of your multidimensional consciousness, the passage into the fifth dimension and beyond, is being initiated.
This can also accompany a firm pressure on both the crown and the brow and sometimes this light is audible as well...as in the humming of a very high frequency that is also pretty annoying, but oddly interesting. This can be a bit startling if you don't know what is happening, but the unseens say that these increasing pituitary/pineal radiations (light from the higher dimensions) are a natural part of the 'sacred embodiment" stage, or the "realization of our divine body".
Ultimately, when the merging is complete, spirit & matter unify as the multidimensional forces of spiritual light merge with the physical matter of our third dimensional brain, and we are home free.
To still hanging on...even if by a thread....
Lauren
ThinkWithYourHeart.net
P.S. Another heads up that some potentially beefy solar flares are expected to hit the planet by 7/30-31...just in time for the new moon. yay.
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I paid particular attention to the part where you said parts of our bodies that need the most love are making themselves be known to us. I'm having some major upper left quadrant (abdomen) pain, which I associate with my solar plexus being out of balance.
ReplyDeleteAnd I've woken up in the middle of the night (usually around 3-4 am) for WEEKS now, feeling energetic. I think I understand WHY now, thanks to this article.
A ha.....thank you, Lauren, for the possible explanation of the search light effect I've had going on in my vision/mind for the last year or so. It sounds like I might want to run down the Mystical Marriage aisle and get on with it!
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Always such a pleasure Lauren! And I thought that light was the bright light of scrutiny! Who would have guessed it was the light at the end of the tunnel! Hugs and Thanks for your updates!
ReplyDelete"Trying to pour the ocean into a coke bottle" So perfectly put! Love you Lauren :)))
ReplyDelete"I.just.can't.force.one.more.asana.on.myself." I had Garfield's voice in my head as I read that :))
ReplyDeleteI have been experiencing blockage or plugged right ear and hearing freqeuncies as I said particularly my right ear as well as feeling ungrounded. My mother had a severe meniere's attack last week when I had visited her. And also many of the other symptoms merging or alignment. Thanks again Lauren for confirmation. Anytime I feel some major upheavals or manifestations I can soon expect a message from Lauren.
ReplyDeleteCheers from Yellowknife, NT Canada
Thank you, Lauren, for addressing the brain changes . . . the tingling and pressure in the head and scalp. As I commented (my initial comment) on your last blog, this has been intermittently going on with me for 18 years, but has greatly increased in the past month or so. You’re the first person I’ve encountered, who addresses this particular issue.
ReplyDeleteFor me, it’s not an unpleasant sensation; I rather like it. And once it gets going (usually while I lie abed, prior to sleep), I feel as if there’s a sort of mini-me who’s been lifted past some penetrable barrier and into the crown of this body-suit I wear. So, once lifted, my awareness is in the crown, while the body-suit lies in bed. My eyes are closed during this; but if any sounds occur, they seem to come to me through the crown, not the ears.
It’s my nightly adventure, and I look forward to it.
Standing ovation Lauren
ReplyDeleteYou always show up when I can´t figure out wtf
is goin' on. As I told you in my letter, on the 4th of July I ended a 34day transformation program. Well I kept waiting to feel like a butterfly but no go, I was getting to the point of thinking I would be a catterpillar for the rest of my life but it seems it not over yet. Well that´s ok , I´d rather come out of my cocoon when I´m good and ready.
I´m really proud of myself after reading your update, because since may I've been feeling a strong need to get up and out to do exercise on the beachwalk public gym and to eat more raw food. Your update only confirms what great intuition I have, and helps me to trust it more.
<3 ya
Marisol
During the eclipse phase earlier in the summer I noticed that I do not inhabit my body and never have. I stay pulled up and out and my spirit sort of rides on the back of my neck, staying as far out of the body as it can possibly stay and me still be human. I have been working to ease it into the ground floors.
ReplyDeleteThe suspense... woohoo! :D
ReplyDeleteWow thanks for talking about this as I have been feeling like a freak. Last summer, for over two months, I was being electrified, through my feet, with enough power to power up my clock radio. On one occasion, I was woken up with enuf power to have me sitting straight up and a neon green light seemed to come out of my eyes, spiral down where symbols were cycling very fast. After this, I could turn on and off tv's and other equipment, as this was a coherent light,not chaotic. Made for some interesting and hilarious experiences. Freaked people out. I am 51 and for the first time in my life, a man followed me from my bank, to another store and when I confronted him he said he liked "my light and hair" I think he could see auras and mine was weird and it attracted him. The other issue that I had to deal with was this past year is that I can not leave my body anymore. I used to leave several times a day spontaneously, and enjoyed the break and being on other realms. Not anymore. From what I am understanding from this post, I am stuck here now. OK I will try to see this from another point of view.I often am flying in my dreams so I am not completely grounded. LOL. My body feels so bulky and heavy now. What a big adjustment. I still receive the electricity daily but more gently and I now have a brilliant white light behind my eyes that relaxes and seems to neutralize the effects of the electricity. Thank you so much for sharing this as I understand this perfectly and will heed your,as always, wisdom. P.S. Thanks for mentioning the yoga thing, I don't feel so bad for letting this go. I am sooooo tired. Wow huge changes folks eh! Hugs to all.
ReplyDeleteThank you! I am not going crazy. I understand totally about not wanting to exercise but I know I have to. It feels as if my legs have 1000 lb weights in them. Feels likes anything I do is a physical chore but now I understand why! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you.
ReplyDeleteLaughing hysterically in that I can completely relate to the knowingness that I should move, and contemplating it daily, yet having no desire to act upon this awareness.
ReplyDeleteSo do I eat bon bons or do I get off my lazy fat butt and move??? Hum...
Thanks Lauren for once again offering the exact words that confirm what is at the forefront of my conscious thoughts. Tee hee!
Glad you mentioned about the sun. I havent been able to spend much time in the sun, some days I would only last five minutes and I would get an instant headache. I even got a couple migraines. I knew there were energy transmissions. Nothing for about a week but before that it was really intense I wasnt going outside except after 7pm for a walk with a hat on still or when it rained.
ReplyDeleteA word of advice about movement, this is important what Lauren says. The one thing that has really kept me feeling good and able to get through this with balance is Kundalini Yoga. Now hatha bores me and I do not do it that often but Kundalini Yoga....if your an Indigo I can almost guarantee your going to love it.
I go on nature walks all the time. I look at the late afternoon sun and just fall in love w'ith it and it gets me moving. In the winter, as Im a water baby I swam and now I jump in my neighbors pool. Doesnt take much, even swaying your arms to some beautiful music by Snatam or Nirinjan Kaur will get you high and happy and moving! For about 11 years Iv known keeping moving was key. Except for a few month stretch where I refused to do yoga (and dearly paid for it) I have done something, even if it was one class every other week. Now Im an every day yoga and pranayaman girl. Move and breath. Move and breath. Your body IS your temple, a physical manifestation of your divine soul, treat it as such. The more you breath, the more you move, the better you feel.
And let me say Iv had all the aches, all the pains, the palpitations. Iv cried, screamed, and wanted to end it all, but when I walked out in the forest, did sitali breath for three minutes, or breath of fire, when I listened to soothing snatam's mool mantra and chanted with it, when I swayed and moved with the music, even with just what small effort I could, those small efforts made big differences. It moved me from a place of pain and complaining, to a place of peace and surrender.
ReplyDeletePilates is another form of exercise to help keep your body strong. And it's fun - well, most of the time. (I'm basically an exercise-hater, but this works for me.)
ReplyDeleteThanks again, Lauren, for a timely and inspiring post.
BTW...don't forget to be PATIENT, PERSEVERE, & PRAY y'all ;)!
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ReplyDeleteCan anyone tell me what is the 4th and 5th part of the 5D mentioned here ?
ReplyDeleteThanks a lot!
Lauren,
ReplyDeleteYou are totally awesome!
I love you!!!!
God bless you!
Namaste :)
Yonatan
I truly enjoy your insights and love the Seven Sisters and the "unseen's" perspective so much. I have never felt a part of any 3rd dimensional life ever since my college days. Even during my most successful careers, I am keenly aware that I am "going through the motions."
ReplyDeleteIt's SO VERY exciting to know that we are on our way to heightened consciousness -- WOW, and it sounds like the party is just getting started.
Dude, you guys. This is EXACTLY what's happening to me.
ReplyDeleteI'm totally working on a farm right now, 5 hours a day, 3 days a week.
It's hard work like shoveling horse shit, soil, planting weed, harvesting fruit, feeding horses, shoveling gravel, cleaning stuff, moving heavy stuff, all manner of grunt work, etc...
And I feel great. We eat so healthy and vegan here. I'm getting regular exercise, socialization, fun activities on the island, and really healthy, local, organic food. Most of it is vegan/vegetarian and sometimes fish.
It's the bomb. Haha.
The energy of the volcano makes grounding really easy and I've become so grounded lately and it's been so eye opening.
The volcano also makes emotions explode around here. There's so much drama and healing going on. All the people here are healing from some kind of trauma or loss. We're all triggering each other and trying to get by and live and eat and work together and play together. It's so intense.
I've already seen a ghost here too. The island is haunted. The night before I arrived, two people had ghosts banging on the walls of their homes like drum beats. Legend says that ancient hawaiian ghosts march across lava fields at night beating their drums and carrying torches. I saw a ghost that looked like that standing outside my bungalow, looking at me while floating 6 feet off the ground.
It was so scary. I was so frightened. There are a shit ton of fairies here too. All these gigantic and beautiful flowers are so vibrant and so full of life. The flowers here are so sensual. Haha.
I think I'm gonna get high and get in the sauna tonight. My friend is supposed to be heating it up.
Tomorrow I'm going into town to get cash, and then we're going to a rave in the city, and then I'm going to Gay Day at the local nude beach.
:D
OMG and it's so interesting, Lauren, that you used that analogy about perma-culture and farming because what we focus on here is the soil.
ReplyDeleteThe eco-village I live at is a farm and we have to make our own soil because there's only lava rock here naturally. We grow weeds, cut them down, mix them with horse poop and earthworms and it sits for a while and becomes really rich, black soil. We have HUGE tropical fruit trees and beautiful plants here because of that. The marijuana here is grown locally and organically. It's the best and most unique bud in the country :D
Ugh the volcano is active again in the kitchen. These two ex-lovebirds are fighting again. Haha. It's just life happening. It's so dramatic and ridiculous but funny.
But yeah, we focus really hard on making the richest soil possible, and then feeding the plants we grow here. I feel like, energetically, it was healing and productive for manifestation for me to be making this soil and giving it to these new plants that are going to grow while i'm here. I even planted pumpkins and marijuana, so those are my plants that I planted on this planet. It's powerful energy, gardening...
So that's why I've been able to do meridian stretches every morning for the past month. Normally I can keep a regime going in the summer but not EVERYDAY, 7 days a week.
ReplyDeleteI don't normally get 'symptoms' but even I've been dizzy half a dozen times in the past 48 hours.
Thanks for your insight, you are a blessing to many!
x
The best way to work conscious with your body would be if you know the roots of your pains and illnesses. In family constallation work, medical astrology and other inner work you can get to know the roots of illness in your body and heal it on energy level. When the pain comes back you can talk to your body like this: " I know that this (fill in the illness or pain) comes from (fill in the root) but I cured this and changed my ways so there is no need for you to show this pain again. Tackling the pain or illness this way it stops over time. Be sure that you really changed your ways why your body had to take the pain or illness....you need to know your iner world first before being able to make adjustments. Next month we will again be working on the heart were soul i comng in to take home.
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ReplyDeleteI had a vision today of stumbling into a hospital and falling face down. EMT's rush over and pick me up, put me on a gurney, and feed me intravenously for the next 6 months while I sleep, recuperate, and watch TV...
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ReplyDeleteThank's a lot for your shares.
Here is what the "biodynamic Intelligence" part is reminding me (extract form Matrix 2, the choice):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lHOGwyVJgQI
I hate exercise these days so much that just the thought of it makes me puke. But then again, if I do yoga, even for a brief moment, I start to laugh hysterically. Not funny... IMNSHO. Because I know the joke is on me... Ha ha.
ReplyDeleteInteresting about the body - just this past Tuesday I was talking aloud to the Universe, wondering if I could be doing more on the other side of the veil - quite ready to move on.
ReplyDeleteHi all...forgot to include this in the update, but thought it might be helpful for some:
ReplyDelete"The next phase of embodiment means that you will more acutely get out of your body what you put into it…you may notice that your desires for food are shifting and that, at times, you are requiring less food to sustain you. This is not to say that you will immediately be free of animal proteins as many of you so deeply desire, and we emphasize this especially during integration periods when your body may be requiring lower-dimensional proteins to keep you grounded in the physical planes... but that eventually your cells will benefit solely from plant proteins. As always, it is imperative to follow the urgings of the body which always knows best."
xo
I do enough exercise in my dreamtime these days :-). Wake up exhausted but all fired up. Interesting times indeed.
ReplyDeleteAnd Kundalini yoga is truly amazing. Definitely helps as my body is beginning to feel more electric by the day.
Thanks Lauren! and everyone else for sharing your experiences.
Very helpful, thank you :-)!
ReplyDeleteOk, I've hit my .....I'm going to stick my head out the window and scream, "I can't take it anymore!"
ReplyDeleteNot feeling enlightened. During the past two weeks I have been an angry witch on her broom stick. A N G R Y. Someone squeezed all the gel out of me! Hanging on - with gas fumes!
Interesting I have had the same thoughts about food lately too. I over all eat much less now, I havent had any desire for meat, I did have burger last night though, first in a long long time only because I had someone here and he was hungry. I have been buying raw milk and eating a lot of cheese when I have that urge to ground. Always have that little question in my head when is the eating meat going away, even though I was vegeterain for many years my body wanted it again and I give my body what it wants consciously but in the past few months especially I have no desire for meat what so ever. Although sumbmer weather always makes me think fondly of loster and butter :-)
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ReplyDeleteThanks Lauren. I cried all thru reading your update. Don't know why but it was very healing. Maybe because it was acknowledgement and a nod that this phase is nearly done.
I was also starting to get really frustrated (again) with not being able to move forward. Your post helped me to let that go.
Last night I found a channeling by Christine Day. She works directly with the Pleiadians.
Very powerful stuff.
The channeling was done in March 2011. Some of you here may find it helpful and timely. The Ps give tools to help integrate our multidimensional selves into the physical body. They also give a big ass boost of energy to move it along.
The video is 1 1/2hrs long but the actual exercise is about an hour.
During it a large block of dense energy was removed from my neck/shoulder blades, then from my stomache, and then I could feel my energy being stretched out so that it was not so dense (whatever that really means).
A bunch of other stuff happened too but I suggest you go watch and have your own experience.
http://www.christinedayonline.com/classrooms/pleiadian_las_vegas.html
I had trouble with the stream so I downloaded the file (instructions are on the same page). If you like it I suggest you download the file because she may take it down or replace it with her next channeling on July 31st
The good news is you can keep doing this willy nilly and continue to strengthen yourself.
The other piece of good news is she is doing another free channeling on July 31st.
Penny
TY dearly Lauren.
ReplyDelete@Lauren:
If our bodies may require less food, why then the continuous swelling/bloating.
You mentioned: `As with all symptoms, they subside once our body can assimilate the frequencies.`
Why is this lone symptom never subsiding.
And this seems to be one of the major deterrent to exercising.
@divsy
ReplyDeleteyou may notice that on the days when you feel less hungry you also feel less bloated. this is usually at the end of an integration period where we are more body-centered and before we get hit with the next download. eventually, this stable, homeostatic feeling between electrocutions will be the norm
re the bloating...the Pleiadians always tell me that this is related to two things:
-when we are downloading these high frequencies our cells expand with water to evenly distribute the energy around our body in a safe way...in other words, the water acts as a buffer…but that it should minimize after each integration. If it doesn't its because we are not eliminating toxins fast enough. The problem is, we are downloading energy so frequently now that there is hardly a respite…which is why we need to support the body thru this transition as much as possible.
-these high frequencies purify our bodies by releasing stored toxins from our cells and if we don't move the body regularly, our organs can't process the toxicity efficiently which creates poor lymphatic drainage/adrenal fatigue and the built-up toxins stay under the skin causing water retention/cellulite/bloating. The first place that the body stores toxins that the liver cannot process, is in the cells under the skin.
So moving the body (on a regular basis) is key. It's the not be all, end all...but it helps a lot. Personally, I am noticing more results now than ever before, so this could just be a classic case of good-timing…but I find that a huge component in taking a proactive approach to integration is that we feel way less helpless thru the process.
I read a lot of comments from people about they are getting fat (or the swelling/bloating thing). I don't have that. I was fat when i was a kid/adolescent, but grew out of it when i moved out to live on my own when i was 18. I knew then that i was letting go of a lot of BS and stress from my old 'home'. Could it be that the process was already starting for me at that time? I don't have cravings for meat, i only need at least 3 sorts of vegetables (or more yummie)per day. I started this when i was 15 or 16 after going on a foodstrike for a couple of days when i lived at my 'parents'.
ReplyDeleteI mean, i know about the symptoms, and i know how they feel, but i had more pains when i was younger. Actually, the older i grow, the better my body starts to feel.
I don't 'feel' much symptoms anymore, even though it's still there i'm sure of...
Only a short while ago they knocked me off my feet (sort of), and i liked it (must sound strange to a lot of people). I also never had the urge to fight the symptoms. On the contrary, i asked for giving me the full blown treatment. I don't know if i got it :D I don't know much actually...that's why i keep thinking about this once in a while. I just don't feel like a lot of people do when i read the comments. Can it be that some of you are fighting it too hard maybe? Just wondering, not judging...
@Bry - This is called peeling back the layers. Awakening is a gradual process of peeling away one layer of the illusion at a time.
ReplyDeleteThe illusion is sustained by the thought process. So the more you think, the stronger the illusion. All your thoughts are creating the very prison you are trying to escape from. Breaking free from the illusion can not be achieved via the mind because it is the mind that is sustaining the illusion.
Its kind of like an anti virus program that has runaway and is stuck in a loop, its consuming up all the memory and eating up all the cpu cycles. The computer is no longer functioning properly. The program is working like crazy trying to defend itself against all threats. But its inability to stand down is what is creating the problem.
It can't see whats going on at a high level because its stuck in this loop of self defense. It believes its function, to defend the computer is everything because that is its function. It doesn't realize that its just one of many programs on the computer. It thinks itself is all there is. It thinks it is the computer rather than just a program on the computer.
The illusion (aka veil) is the ego mind believing it is the self and its thoughts are reality. When you read these words, the I that is interpreting these words believes itself to be the true self. The I that is interpreting these words is actually the ego mind. Awakening is the realization the I it believes itself to be is not the real self but nothing but a mental construct that doesn't really exist outside of that thought. As you surmised earlier, thoughts are just random and coming from who knows where. The next step which is a huge leap, is the understanding that the perception of I is also a mental construct.
Thousands of books have been written on this subject but words cannot penetrate the self deception of the mind. Basically, what I'm saying is the you, as perceived by your thoughts, doesn't exist and the mind which is nothing but thoughts cannot comprehend that it doesn't exist because its still mistaking itself for the self. This is a very difficult thing to understand which is why everyone is still fast asleep.
Once you have this understanding, you can request the help of the mind to to begin the process of disassociating the perception of the thoughts as itself. This is the gradual process of awakening. You recognize this thought - "I'm pissed at my HS and angels and I'm going on strike until I get some money" is a misidentification of I with the thought. You then say, thats not really true. How can I improve things for myself? And then take responsibility and action to take care of your self. This is how things improve.
A pitfall of the awakening process, while the ego mind continues to identify with the self, is it is filled with self loathing. Its important for the ego mind to make an effort to give itself lots of self love. This will expedite the awakening process. Your practice to watch comedy is a good practice. Laughter is good therapy. As the ego mind begins to stand down, the HS is able to come foward and life gets easier.
Ow Lauren is in the house...
ReplyDeleteHey Lauren, may i ask what you think about my previous comment?
thanks allready!
@Hein
ReplyDeletethis is very general statement, but from what I have witnessed it seems that the younger generations have less genetic miasms to clear because they came to earth later, and at a higher vibration than the older generation, or first wave lightworkers. In other words, the longer we have been on earth, the more deeply-steeped we are in 3D and therefore, the more we have to clear. again, very generally speaking
also to note, different groups of souls have different journeys/jobs...grid clearers for example have a VERY physically taxing job because they are here to transmute discordance thru their actual bodies. so its all relative.
hope this helps : ))
p.s. forgot to mention that due to the increasing frequencies on the planet, the younger starseeds are also able to enter earth with more of their galactic DNA activated, so they don't have to do as much activation "work" when they get here.
ReplyDeleteThanks for your reply, Lauren.
ReplyDeleteI knew about the younger generations having to work through less density and all...But even though i won't call myself old, i'm not that young anymore, being a child from the early '70.
Funny thing is, when i was 18, people thought i was 25, when i was 25, people thought i was 18 :s This is also something that was making me think that the process was allready started at a young age. My god, i am gonna look as a newborn when this whole process is over! :D
My life since i was born, until a few years ago was one big black hole.I always had to look for crumbs searching my way thru life completely on my own. I never had the things that a lot of people once had and are missing now, so i can not mourn about anything. I did not lost anything. I had feelings of wanting to be dead when i was a kid. Those feelings are long gone because i learned to undestand them. Maybe that's why things now look more as a tea party for me, i dunno. I am not saying that i have a great time, cuz my world is still the same as it always was.
We'll see what happens. I don't worry about it. And the fact that i asked a question reminds me again that i need to center myself in faith.
Thanks again Lauren
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ReplyDeleteThank you much Lauren~ Fantastic update as always! Resonates so much and I hear/feel you SiStar! <333 Been resisting exercise myself as well-even the yoga/stretching-lol. Thank you for sharing with all of us.
ReplyDeleteOceans of Love(((hugs)))
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ReplyDeleteHey Bry, i think a lot of people went thru those kinds of periods, some might even call it their life.
ReplyDeleteI don't know anything about Bob Sheinfeld, but you can expect an email from me somewhere in the weekend. I can only tell you from my own experiences and how i acted on them. Until then! :)
Thank you so much! Posted a link in my blog
ReplyDeletehttp://alatvianrita.blogspot.com/2011/07/my-share-for-today-reeducation-of.html
Actually, I have started to art and it makes me move much more than previously :D
Namaste to everyone!
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ReplyDelete@Lauren: Stay longer then as the series unfold.
ReplyDeleteThank you for the complementary info on bloating/swelling, I can now try to integrate in my process.
This gives me the opportunity to understand the vitality of regular exercising.
@Hein: Thank god your group has been blessed with (derogation)skipping some frequency bands otherwise grounding energy in the form of grid work or ..... for ascension is an uphill task.
@Divsy
ReplyDeleteI wouldn't say that. My life hasn't been a blessing at all. Also, if we all are going to live in the new energy, then we're all have to go thru the same steps. That's what i think. Maybe i can take more pain, which was something that i was raised with.
I don't know what my 'function' at this point in ascension exactly is, but living in bad (sometimes dangerous) neighbourhoods all my life with the sensitivity i have in me gives me an idea about it. I know that i am doing what i was supposed to do, that's all there is to know.
Thank you so much for this Lauren. It is such a gift to look forward to your posts and have my experiences normalized! My body has been doing massive clearing for a few months now-- I'm talking inexplicable 104 fevers for a day or two at a time kinda stuff... and the not wanting to go out or plan anything because I don't want to exert the energy or force myself to interact with people. I too have been told to exercise and can barely muster up the energy to do it (I was also told that if I can push through it I will feel much better), so thank you(?) for confirming my guidance- that I really didn't want to trust. So onward and upward-- or should I say downward and inward...?
ReplyDeleteThank you, thank you, thank you :))
what the hell would we do without you and these updates?!?!?! but i'm wondering WTF is wrong with me lately? i feel like i am being "infringed" upon by the people in my life. it's the only word that comes to my mind when i try to explain how i'm feeling. like i am constantly required to BE there for them, needed to make THEM feel good, etc. i can't f'n stand it. i don't like BEING needed in a dependant way. it makes me feel like i am suffocating or drowning. and all i want to do is flip the f out and run away. lol.. is anyone else feeling like this? or am i the only freak. :)
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http://blogging.jennster.com
@ jennster: I feel like that often.
ReplyDeleteI share a home with a fellow biped and, together, we oversee a cat. The fellow biped can usually function on his own. But the cat is often FAR too needy for me. I keep wondering: Aren’t cats supposed to be independent? It’s pretty bad when even a cat is too much for one to handle.
Oh, and I also have a stalker spider living here. Don’t know what his/her fascination is with me. He/she goes everywhere I go; even hangs off of me sometimes. Either that or there’s a whole family of bulbous, brown spiders, and they all want to get in on the action.
I’m laughing, of course. But I really do relate.
RE: My stalker spider:
ReplyDeleteMaybe I'm a fly.
Hey Surprise,
ReplyDeleteMy guess is that, when people tap more into the new energy (or whatever you like to call it), other beings big or small will be attracted by it.
It's like people who are always sunny...they attract others by their energy...everybody wants a piece of it, even though they don't look at it with these words.
Maybe your cat isn't that needy as you think she/he is, but is just making a profit out of you ;)
Feels great, doesn't it? :D
It's the same energy that will make happen that someday in the future lions will sleep together with sheep i guess...
ReplyDelete@ Hein: I do love his head-nudges, those forehead bumps of affection.
ReplyDelete@jennster
ReplyDeletesounds like you are being urged to put up a stronger boundary...
boundaries will be r e a l l y necessary for the next leg of this journey and so we will be tested until they are very strong...impenetrable even.
Lauren, this post made so much sense. You said:
ReplyDelete"I am also hearing that any part of our body that needs healing (love) will most likely make its presence known to us during this cycle, if it hasn't already, and that we will be given the opportunity to release traumatic cellular memories responsible for long-standing physical ails."
I agree, and also with hemelwandelaar who commented how important it is in getting to the roots of your issues/illnesses. I just went through a month of clearing 2nd chakra issues using Bach flower essences. I mentioned this in the comments after Lauren’s last post, that I found a woman who uses muscle testing to determine which remedies are appropriate, and I have discovered that they are enabling me to clear the last remains of blockages from decades-old trauma.
That is, stuff that wounded me very, very deeply early on and shaped the first 30 years of my life!
At the end of this first month of treatment, I noticed my lower back was screaming at me for a last and final time (I hope!), before the pain mysteriously disappeared…and at the same time third chakra issues erupted in my face (i.e. personal power/people issues—-you know, boundaries, as Lauren just mentioned).
So now for the next month I am working with remedies for that, including the Bach essence Mimulus, which very interestingly is used for fear, and how it affects the solar plexus. One book which addresses spiritual uses of Bach remedies states that often the person who needs Mimulus has a fear of the physical body/life, "which can sometimes be traced to actual hesitation at the moment of incarnation."
I can’t help but laugh, because I remember that my mom always said that she was induced into labor because I didn’t want to come out! I guess I knew what I was in for!
Lauren said: "high frequencies purify our bodies by releasing stored toxins from our cells and if we don't move the body regularly, our organs can't process the toxicity efficiently which creates poor lymphatic drainage/adrenal fatigue and the built-up toxins stay under the skin causing water retention/cellulite/bloating. The first place that the body stores toxins that the liver cannot process, is in the cells under the skin."
Removing toxins and old miasms was a recurrent problem for me, but I noticed within 2 weeks of my first course of Bach remedies that my water balance changed, as toxins were removed from my lower chakra organs. I am slimming down and I’m not so jiggly and it’s wonderful! The scale isn’t moving downward much yet, but at least I don’t *look* like a pumpkin anymore!
Lauren said that younger lightworkers have fewer miasms to clear, compared to *seasoned* folks like me, so I can see how maybe I need to do much more work than many of us here. My “stuff” goes back 35-40 years. But I can clearly tell that I am in the home stretch and that things -—physically—-are going to be improving much quicker now. I am so excited about that, it’s been a long time coming. So much of the physical is falling neatly into place, that I have faith that all the other good stuff I’ve been waiting for will materialize when I’m through, because I’ll be ready for it.
Cheers all!
@surprise.. LOL.. maybe your cat is just SO smart, it knows it wants to be around you and suck all your energy!!! lol :)
ReplyDelete@lauren...
ReplyDeleteUGH! i don't know how to do that to my HUSBAND! lol.. i will now proceed to sound like the worst wife in the world. ready? he just CONSTANTLY wants to be around me, near me, with me. and i can't stand it. i mean, i love him and he's hot and stuff, but i can't stand the FEELING of the neediness. you know? i have so much going on in my head and so many things i want to do, i just want to actually DO them. and so then, i feel like i'm selfish all the time. but then part of me doesn't care because really, when did being "seflish" become this horribly, awful term? aren't there such things as healthy selfish? can't we want to spend most of our time doing stuff for us.. or doing what brings us joy without having to do things to make others feel good all the time? am i making any sense? lol.. okay, proceed to tell me i suck.
Hello. I have been feeling 'unwell' for about 6 years now but more intensely in the last 1.5yrs. I have sought many therapies and opinions and now have come to the point where I have two very consistent answers. A few healers/therapists have said I am going through ascensnion (or releasing Karma/detoxing, whatever you want to call it) and some have said I have Adrenal Burnout and Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. This has left me confused......so which is it? Well, I now think it must be both, the former is causing the latter. I actually DO have burnt out adrenals and a stressed out nervous system so there is physcial stuff that does need support. So, for me, I am going to do both, try (and this is challenging for me!) to accept that what is going on is for my highest good and something fantastic will come out of it, so stop worrying about it and getting depressed about the restricted lifestyle I have to lead now (so work on calming my mind, meditating, etc) AND at the same time, continue with my 'treatment' for the CFS, adrenal fatigue. For the body stuff, I have been told that I am 'nutritionly depleted, particularly minerals, mostly Magnesium - the nervous system burns up lots of this when stressed. I have been working with a medical intuitive/naturopath and so my healing program is basically this - eat protein everyday (I eat it 5 times a day), lots of vegetables with the protein, very little carbs (bread, rice, grains etc), supplements such as multi minerals, magnesium, Vitamin C etc, regular exercise and regular rest.
ReplyDeleteI once read that CFS, ME and Fibromyalgia (apparently the same thing to some peeps) is actually just ascension. I thought that was a very interesting opinion.
Just lately, my symptoms have increased - the tired watery eyes, the dizziness, the unsteadiness (very strange sensation indeed), the brain fog. I also have my right ear block from time to time, but only for a minute or so.
I also have the water retention, the cellulite and the fatty abdomen, despite a good diet. I have recently started doing light jogging on a mini tramp, every morning for only 20 minutes. It's really quite managable for a tired person, and is supposed to get your lymphatic system moving too (the bouncing part). You can do this in your pyjamas in the privacy of your loungeroom!
I am 37 - and bloody well look it!!! No youthful turnaround here! Grrrr....
Sorry for the boring post but it may be helpful to someone out there.
Jane in Australia...xx
PS - I have had a little problem of attracting bees to my personal space!!
Jane,
ReplyDeleteI've been through it all just like you. Yes, the adrenal fatigue is the root of CF syndrome--they go hand in hand-- and I've dealt with the malabsorption/nutritional deficiencies, this, that, everything, one on top of the other. Thyroid issues. Lost my hair...bla bla..
I think somebody said it here once before but a lot of precursors to CFS like Epstein-Barr virus (which activated in me after having Mononucleosis) are the genetic setup for the ascension process...or something to that effect.
We're wired differently, we have genetic activations that occur (and as a side note, I am very curious what the majority of us are as far as blood type and RH factor...I'm A negative...which is NOT common).
Keep at it, Jane.
You're healing at the DNA level and you have to explore every modality, and work it till you feel you have to move to the next therapy.
This is my 10th year, but it started slowly, with the mono 18 years ago.
You've just gotta detox and de-stress your organs at the deepest level.
Hope this cheers you up to know you're not the only one.
:-)
Oh wow Cheryl, thanks so much. Yes! exactly, malabsorption! Hormone imbalance too! I am much less worried now, than I used to be, much more accepting - it's quite a relief to have gotten off that 'what is wrong with me' treadmill and to just concentrate on nourishing and replenishing.
ReplyDeleteI have just had a Bowen Therapy session actually, it was very nice and I am sure will benefit me in the process!
I once had a reading (well, I've had MANY in fact!) and was told to be thankful for this dis-ease and that when I am done, my light will shine brighter etc.
I am an A but I think positive, not negative. I have been extremely sensitive, in all ways, all my life.
Anyway, probably not the place to go on but thanks so much for your post, I am feeling like it's all coming together nicely. xx
Okay I know what's going on and that's why my process is so painful and long and neverending.
ReplyDeleteDepending on your role you will be experiencing things differently.
Now I've always had a "knowingness" about certain things in this lifetime. One thing I've repeated many times is that MY PARTNER AND I ARE GONNA "PULL OUT" OF THIS ILLUSION/HOLOGRAM. We won't be staying.
That's why Bob Scheinfeld's materials are incomplete and that's why channelings don't resonate anymore because this process is so personal and unique to everyone depending on what their role is etc.etc.
I know why I'm gluing shoes and I've been homeless and hungry at times. Because my partner and I are NOT STAYING HERE. That's why the severe "head stuff" also. That's why I had the experience in Vancouver where everyone and everything around me stopped and then started up again. I was only aware of my own consciousness and everyone and everything else was frozen in time.
I AM DETACHING FROM EVERYTHING AND I MEAN EVERYTHING!!! That's why it's different for my partner and I because we are not gonna be staying here. We only can leave by LOSING ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING. That's why layer upon layer of emotional kaka is being processed and released. That's why we're almost naked with nothing.
Our "head stuff" is showing us how we're "pulling out" of this "movie"
Anyways this site from David Isaacson is one of the best out there. It might help some of you who feel like you're in hell.
http://www.spiritportal.org/ascension.html
I THINK THE KEY IS I JUST NEED TO LET GO AND TRUST ME HIGHER SELF TO DO WHAT'S NEEDED. That seems pretty clear to me.
Bryan/Merlin:
ReplyDeleteYou said, "I THINK THE KEY IS I JUST NEED TO LET GO AND TRUST MY HIGHER SELF TO DO WHAT'S NEEDED."
If you really follow this statement you made, you will be in the flow of your life. Your life will feel better. But the two keys are "letting go" and "trust". There's no wiggle room with these. You either do them and experience flow, or you don't and experience struggle.
Yes, Merlin... you have discovered the keys to real magic.
Richard
i know i have said this before but i am just going to keep saying it until we are finally there...
ReplyDeleteyou guys are all my heroes! i am honored to be here with all of you during this time.
nicole
Thank you so much, Lauren =] Your messages always arrive when I most need them, that is when I need to confirm the incredible messages I receive (lack of self-confidence maybe?).
ReplyDeleteFirst time I read an explanation about the "inability to stay in the sun for very long during these periods".
I went through the flash lights in 2007, they felt like a thunderstorm inside my head, it was almost painful, felt like electric shocks, they lasted about a month, always happened at night, everything was amplified including sound, it wasn't easy to go through this.
My body has always felt like a burden (Blue ray old issue), never spent much time in it LOL, but I've been getting the exact same message, a few months ago I got this "your physical body IS now the key to ascension", I almost couldn't believe it, it seemed ironic... I was diagnosed FM syndrome 12 years ago, pain is part of my life. However shortly after that message my body begun to change *greatly*, to start I lost more than 20 pounds (that I had gained for "no reason" 7 years ago), I simply don't need to eat, I'm not hungry, I'm told once and again to stay "light", from now on I won't need that much food because the body is getting energy from a different source, sounds odd? For sure, but I can tell you I have more energy than ever before!
Jane,
ReplyDeleteI've just read your post, I was diagnosed fibromyalgia and myofascial pain syndromes 12 years ago. I'm 38. I went through so much... and learnt so much about this, I can surely share with you useful information I've been gathering, most of it from channellings.
You are going through a process that, yes, can be REALLY painful, frustrating and much more, but as every process it will come to an end, to a certain degree you can speed it up if you understand what's going on.
If you wish you can email me privately pris54@gmail.com -
Know this: there is a great reward at the end of what you're going through =]
Cheers!
I'm another blood type A, but positive. Also HSP (highly sensitive person), as are most of us, I suspect.
ReplyDeleteGood luck to all of you in these challenging times!
Cheryl,
ReplyDeleteI'm A negative, and I also had to be induced at birth. Guess I knew what was coming too! [Although my childhood was blessed, its only when puberty hit that the pain of life started].
Willow,
I thought I should re-quote what you wrote because it is so important that it is too easily missed by those reading here.
"Awakening is the realization the I it believes itself to be is not the real self but nothing but a mental construct that doesn't really exist outside of that thought. As you surmised earlier, thoughts are just random and coming from who knows where. The next step which is a huge leap, is the understanding that the perception of I is also a mental construct.
Thousands of books have been written on this subject but words cannot penetrate the self deception of the mind. Basically, what I'm saying is the you, as perceived by your thoughts, doesn't exist and the mind which is nothing but thoughts cannot comprehend that it doesn't exist because its still mistaking itself for the self. This is a very difficult thing to understand which is why everyone is still fast asleep."
Thanks for putting it so perfectly!
@Tyson - HELLO! I am soooo happy to meet someone who gets it! :)
ReplyDelete@ Tyson, quoting Willow: “Thousands of books have been written on this subject but words cannot penetrate the self deception of the mind.”
ReplyDeleteAnd, therein, lays the problem: those many words written.
Words . . . whether many or few . . . are an attempt to communicate between the writer’s “I” and the reader’s “I,” and the text states that neither exist. Hence, one non-existent “mental construct” is attempting to communicate, using the language of a “mental construct,” with another non-existent “mental construct.”
To me, that does not compute, because: If you truly “get it,” no words are necessary; and if you don’t “get it,” no words suffice.
As far as I can tell, any writer on this topic is buying into yet another mental construct. And I seriously doubt that anyone who chooses words to communicate has rid themselves of their sense of “I;” they are simply repeating what they’ve bought into.
Cheryl, your observations about blood type are interesting - thanks for sharing your story. I'm a B negative and was born in August - premature & jaundiced. I just remember being hot & uncomfortable. I was probably just trying to get to the air conditioning...
ReplyDeleteTyson - how are you holding up physically through this process?
Tyson,
ReplyDeleteYou're the first other A negative I've found. Hurrah!
(I was told several years ago by a medical intuitive that she knew of a few other A negatives who had problems with reversed magnetic polarity from birth, like me...I fixed that problem, by the way, so I guess I'm spinning with the rest of the world at this point).
Sometimes I wish I'd known about my quirks so much earlier in life! At least I would have felt special rather than crazy for "not fitting in the normal range."
sc383 - B negative is also quite rare, I believe.
@Surprise, there are things I read in my youth that I intuitively felt held great truths, but no matter how hard I tried I could not truly understand. As I got older there were these moments whereas in the middle of my mental reverie that piece of wisdom would repeat in my mind and I suddenly "got" it, most often in relation to something I had just learned about recently in my personal life.
ReplyDeleteI'm definitely not at the point where Buddha, Jesus, or any other master have been in relation to understanding the ultimate self as opposed to the mental "I"s we create in our head. However I am definitely being taught in my life the lessons that make so abundantly clear [over and over again] how these "I"s of mine [and the stories that go along with them!!!] create all the difficulties I experience within my self. Only when willing to let go of each "I" and the story that goes along with would these associated difficulties vanish.
When I catch myself in a moment of saying something like "my life is total shit", I've been led to ask questions as to what actually felt more real. Was it this thought I just flashed in my head [with the knee-buckling despair felt just as I said 'total shit'], or was it a direct sense of my life as 'total shit'?
Every time my answer is that the thought I just created seemed way more real. This led to the question, why repeat this thought if it creates such an ugly feeling and experience [creates such a negative reality in my self]? Thus begins the process of stopping myself each time I realize I'm doing it again until I don't have to stop myself anymore.
You are correct that these words and concepts are not a place to stop at forever. Eventually you get so tired of it all and you understand in a deeper way anyways so you throw these words away and move on. That is essential to not be simply repeating what has been read.
@sc383, fatigue and severe depression are what I've had to deal with since my teen years so it has been quite a brutal process since [I'm 40 now]. Definitely often felt the "GET ME OUT OF HERE" desperation that makes one wish they were never born or not alive anymore. Things were getting real bad over a year and a half ago after going through unemployment and several years of burning through all my savings to the point I could not see any possible way out of this at all. It was going to take a miracle to fix things and for a while there I was sure I was going to have to leave this life. As it turned out what happened was that I forced myself to trust a family member. I believed she was way more judgmental than she turned out to be [impossible to live with someone who cannot let me be as I am] and what did I get instead? ZERO judgment. She has different beliefs, sure... but all she did was love me and not judge me. It allowed me to stretch my remaining finances out much longer until at the very end when I managed to get finances flowing again, all without having to plunge myself into debt! Things are still going well, at least in the finances/having a place to live department. Dealing with the process of living [and ascension?] is still very difficult at times, but not as bad as it used to be now that my thoughts aren't as runaway as when younger.
ReplyDeleteMy life has directed me to exercise already [running, and then moving over to bicycling every morning when my knees couldn't take running anymore]. I resisted exercising at first but I cannot ignore that exercise is a required component of dealing with depression. I do notice a better mood overall since we have been doing this, but it does take time.
I gained weight over the last 12 years due to my love of iced tea and tons of sugar to go with it [sweet tea] and thought this potbelly that grew on me was mine for the rest of my life. When my dentist pointed out how badly the sugar was impacting my teeth however, I finally decided to quit tea cold turkey and have drunk nothing but iced water since [can't stand unsweetened tea]. Within six months I had lost most of my weight, and now at 11 months I'm as light as I was when I hit 18, yikes! I'm still shocked that it was through sugar drinks alone [my old vice was soda, which I had replaced with sweet tea]. I never would have been able to stick with quitting cold turkey if the refrigerator had not been continually stocked with oranges/apples/other fruits to raid for whenever I had a sugar fix... and thats where living with my family member came in [I don't shop often enough to keep the refrigerator full of ripe fruit]. Her family has strengths that fill needs in me, and I have strengths that help them in many areas... I'm glad I trusted this intuition that led us together.
sc383, are you saying you remember your day of birth? [your remembrance of it being hot and uncomfortable]. I don't remember mine, although I do have a memory I'm unable to place in which I remember bright light and seeing all kinds of colors [did not seem blurry at all yet they were not distinct], and I remember feeling absolutely mesmerized [and my mother does tell me I always enjoyed watching people]. Not sure if that was a birth memory...
@ Tyson:
ReplyDeleteI figure everything must be experienced. Perhaps that’s what you’re saying.
In communicating experience, words are inadequate. A reader can only comprehend in his/her own language. And until he/she has experienced a phenomenon, s/he hasn’t the intrinsic language to comprehend.
Any attempt to communicate experience, using words, not only fails in its goal (a sharing of that experience), it takes both writer and reader further away from the truth found, within the experience.
IOW, I can only comprehend you (meaning: anyone who doesn’t happen to be me) via my experience. If you say something that resonates with me, chances are I’ve had a similar experience. If what you say doesn’t resonate, no attempt to communicate will penetrate my lack of experience.
Taking the example you use, about thinking that your life is shit, I have a somewhat different approach. Part of mine is: This, too, shall pass. And that applies to everything, whether perceived as “good,” “bad,” or “indifferent.” Another part of mine: Taking inventory of all I truly need: Water, food, shelter. All present and accounted for? If so, my life isn’t shit. We only convince ourselves that we need something else. And perhaps that, too, is what you’re saying.
But I include belief systems in the supposedly needed “something else.” I see them as similar to the latest gadget being touted in the media, and I figure I don’t need either, preferring to let my experiences guide me.
Bottom line, however: Whatever gets you through the night . . . and to each, his own.
At any rate, I’m glad your life has improved and you’re feeling better, as per your reply to sc383.
Surprise,
ReplyDeleteCommunicating via words has always been terribly frustrating for me. Its worse when dealing with social situations face to face, so I've also been living as a virtual hermit. Its easier when I have time to sit down and write this out and edit it rather than coming across as a stuttering fool as I struggle with myself in the moment. Even if it is 'easier' to write, it still remains frustrating.
So I agree with you about the inadequacy of words to transmit experience directly, and that the overuse of them does take people away from what they are trying to describe.
@Cheryl, I checked with my mother as I happened to be talking to her and she says I went 12 days past my estimated birth before being induced!
@Willow, It is a pleasure to know you as well! The authors I read on this subject were Ramana Maharishi and Harilal Poonjaji. Of course, they pretty much said the same things most masters throughout the ages have said on the nature of the Self.
I had an insight this morning as I was thinking about the Zero Point expected to occur on 11/11/11. As I looked out my window, at the sky and the sunlight streaming in, it occurred to me that Heaven on Earth is already here.
ReplyDeleteIndividuals experience heaven on earth when they are awake or living in the now. Nothing on earth has to change for the awakened. Its a change of state of the individual; from the state of rejecting what is, to the state of acceptance and gratitude.
So its not something we create but its what happens as people wake up. The realization that it was already here just made me feel in awe of this incredible planet so I thought I'd share.
Tyson,
ReplyDelete12 days?! WOW!
Glad to know I'm not the only stammering fool out there, either! Sometimes I give people good reason to have no clue what I'm saying!
ha ha!
For those of you struggling it comes from the struggle between "little i" and "Big I". "Big I" which is you or your "Higher Self" has the BIG PICTURE and can see everything all at once and KNOWS REALLY what you want. "little i" or my "character" "Bryan" thinks it wants money and to be isolated out in the woods but "Big I" or my "higher self" knows best!
ReplyDeleteThat's what my struggle has been about. I've been confused about what I really wanted. So "little i" tried to control it rather than STEPPING BACK and letting "BIG I" take over which is LETTING GO and trusting my "HIgher Self"
This place I'm going to has forest out the back door for miles. It has a mountain in front of it less than 20 minutes walking distance. She is a psychic surgeon and was on NBC Today show. He has a doctorate in Naturopathy. They're both sweet older people and he mentioned at some point us taking over as caretakers of the property. What's interesting is they also were initiated into the International Order of Gnostic Templars in Scotland and they call themselves "MERLINs"...LOL...coincidence? They seem very loving people which is what Mordred and I need!!!!
What's interesting is I'm always bitching about GREEDY people and so we will be providing a service to them for only room & board. I'm okay with that because I don't need money anymore. That's for people still stuck in the "old 3D world". That's what "little i" wants but not "Big I" LOL. The "new world" has nothing to do with $$$$.
What's even funnier is I've been watching the LOST TV episode and one character's name is Sahid. I love all the characters like family on the show but he's my favorite. Well this morning we got an email from a guy named Sahid who is headed through Asheville...hahahaha...so that is probably our ride LOL..
You see how magical it all is if you just let go and trust your "Higher/Expanded Self" or "Big I"
All my crying was the MIND/EGO part or "little i". It still thought it needed to control to take care of me. It has done great work in "3D" but is no longer needed. EGO has finally given surrendered.
Richard I wanted to thank you also because the discomfort I felt with you related to how my family-of-origin used to treat me. You were there to deal with residual family-of-origin issues. Any discomfort people feel means there is an emotional issue that needs processing/releasing because IT WILL KEEP COMING UP UNTIL YOU DEAL WITH IT!!!
I wanted to say that you never "ARRIVE" during this process because you are always changing.
Cheers matey:) Explains such a lot....and keeps coming at the right time...I take a few days to read and ingest your language and get it....Peace to you and yours, love you Mx
ReplyDeleteThanks Lauren.
ReplyDeleteThese posts really help me.
They tie in with my experience. They tell me that my experience is not just my own mad internal world.
They encourage me to believe in my connection to a larger world.
Also affirming that my sometimes difficult experiences are part of a positive journey.
Even quite an exciting and meaningful journey.
Thanks again.
Merlin/Bryan,
ReplyDeleteSeems you are saying you feel I have served you in some way through your process. If so, I'm happy to hear this. My intention has only been to help.
I truly see you only as you are right now.
Richard
@Bryan - I know these past few weeks have not been easy for you. You were working so hard to get at the truth, to see yourself clearly. Well done.
ReplyDeleteI loved Lost, especially the last episode. The "funeral", where Jack reunites with all his loved ones, moved me to tears. Welcome home...
Richard,
ReplyDeleteYou did help alot and thank you!
Willow,
You wrote lots of wise words. It's so interesting for me to observe the "character Bryan" or "little i's" emotion because I'm the observed and the observer at the same time. Like I said before I can go from my "character role as Bryan" up the "thread" to my "higher self".
What I'm doing most of the time is observing myself have the emotions as I am having them...the words come out of my mouth but I'm my "bigger part" watching as I'm emoting. I'm not thinking anything at all but the script runs out of my mouth. I'm sure you understand what I'm saying though I'm not sure everyone will.
I loved LOST and watched it 2 times each episode. I so identified and loved each character and I realized I had come a long way when I didn't judge any of them. They feel like my family and I was wanting to be there with them. Great acting and great writing!
Everything you said is true! This is a "process" and there is never an "arrival".
Most of the time I'm operating from my "higher" perspective watching as "little Bryan" processes and releases stuff. It's interesting being an observer and the observed at the same times..
LOST has fit precisely in there with my process. It was great for all sorts of things but also went hand-in-hand with embracing my shadow aspects.
What a ride...geeze...And the "head stuff" i have is more enormous than yesterday. Mordred has to lie down alot and I feel like I'm barely in this world anymore...wild to say the least!
You know what "little Bryan" said a couple weeks ago to Mordred. He said "I don't wanna play some "jesus role" but I'd rather play a "Donald Trump role"". There inlies the difference between the material ego and spirit...
It's so wild now to actually watch myself as I emote. No thoughts but words just streaming out of my mouth hahaha.
This whole experience is surreal!!
I wanted to stress that my "Expanded Self/Higher self" is ME and that I'm both the "character" and the "Higher Self" because there is no separation.
ReplyDeleteMy "bigger part" has a view of the whole "movie" and really knows best what I want. My "character" "Bryan" really can't see the big picture so it screams it's not getting what it wants.
The best description of how both interact for me now is that I'm the observer ("higher self") and the Observed ("character Bryan") at the same time.
Both my "higher self" and my "character role" as "Bryan" are both ME - no separation.
I just needed to say that.
Oh yeah and I still wanted to say if it sucks I'm gonna express it! because that is processing and releasing the "charges".
ReplyDeleteI'm exhausted and have to leave early manana and I'm feeling a bit bitchy because of it.
Thank heavens for "big me" to talk like the adult LOL
And it might sound crazy what I'm saying to some of you but it's the best way I can describe it. On the one hand I can't hold onto thoughts ("river in my mind") but on the other hand I can observe the emotions coming out of my mouth. Sometimes I can even lower myself "down the thread" and feel the feelings of my "character".
ReplyDeleteSee my partner understands this but I'm not sure everyone will LOL...Oh well...fuck it! LOL
Merlin/Bryan,
ReplyDeleteIt is one thing to deal with our symptoms alone, straining our sanity to the max. It is even worse when you throw in pain or extreme physical discomfort to the mix. My heart does often go out to you as I know that is quite a double whammy, and you and your partner have been dealing with this for so long. I send prayers that somehow, someway this long journey of homelessness comes to an end soon.
To quote you, "Both my "higher self" and my "character role" as "Bryan" are both ME - no separation."
Remember saying days ago that you wanted to meet your higher self and teach that HS a lesson?
What would you think if you found out your HS was none other than yourself in the future?
Robert Monroe wrote three amazing books on going out of body [Journeys Out of the Body, Far Journeys, Infinite Journeys]. At times in his journeys when he would need help or be stuck, help would come. He met someone in his journeys that he called InSpec [short for Intelligent Species] because it was someone who could actually talk to him and explain a lot of things to him. InSpec mysteriously withdrew after a while however, and so he wondered about this. As his journeys progressed, he started being called to help people in different places and times.... this is where he discovered he was the 'help' he had received in the past. Then he discovers InSpec is nobody other than himself [which explained why InSpec had to end their meetings].
If our HS is ourselves in the future, well... we have no one else to blame do we? Apparently that HS also knows what we *REALLY WANT*. Not what we think we wanted... but what we *REALLY WANT* in the end.
Good luck Merlin and Mordred!
Lauren, that is very interesting about the diet changes.
ReplyDeleteI have been a vegetarian for about 4 years eating fish seldomly, but for the last couple of weeks I have been craving meat (mostly light meat like chicken). I feel it is good, and I am losing weight so fast. I lost 8 kg in a couple of weeks (with no exercise, just eating what feels right, and this includes drinking juices with a lot of sugar, but in certain amounts).
So it is very interesting :)
Thanks!!
I just had the most horrible experience this weekend. I was forced to pull a group of people together and take care of them whilst everyone was tripping on mushrooms, in a very hostile environment in hawaii. It was so terrifying and so stressful and the whole experience was just extremely eye opening. i dont think I've ever been aware of how quickly and how dramatically physical energy flows in our reality.
ReplyDeleteSo yeah it was really bad and I ended up breaking down and crying and sleeping in a park like a homeless person. The name of the game was basically, stay alive, stay safe, feed everyone's basic needs. It was so intense and so overwhelming to be looking after 5 other people who are tripping while trying to navigate a hostile environment.
I'm still traumatized by the experience and my entire body aches. I have extreme adrenal fatigue.
On the flip side, I've discovered my strength. I discovered that I'm not fat, I'm strong, and every quirk and odd thing about me came into play this weekend. I've always felt like a mutant, with these strange parts of me that seem to serve no purpose, and this weekend all of those oddities became the things that saved our asses. It was extremely vital to have those things and everyone became aware of how serious our situation had become. I suddenly feel like a new person. I feel like the absolute horror of our situation caused a spontaneous and massive leap in personal evolution. Because of what happened, our group was able to unify into a collective consciousness, composed of strong willed individuals with different needs, yet moving as one and meeting all the unique needs of each individual. And it was all because I was strong enough to push us and to bring us together so that we could be safe.
I've found that I have a considerable amount of weight, but that it is my strength, because I can choose how to use it and because its exactly what I need in each and every moment.
This whole weekend has been about learning boundaries, physical limitations, and it was a huge fucking reality check.
The mushroom experience itself taught me all about the physicality and multidimensional nature of the human body. I learned all about how we each need to allow our bodies the space to exist, as well as the time for our minds to process what's happening. It was this really intense expense. Hawaii and its natives are insanely reactive, meaning that if you don't adapt, if you don't react fast enough, the jungle WILL kill you.
I'm so grateful to be home safe now, but I am still in shock over what has just occurred in my life.
Tyson,
ReplyDeleteYour timing is impeccable! Thanks so much!
This process is a BITCH!! I realize most of this stuff started in the 1990s already now looking back. I "Busting Loose" from the "LOVE" illusion already in the mid-1990s. My whole life I was always looking for someone and falling "in-love" with guy after guy. Well practice makes perfect and through all those experiences I eventually got to the place where I was NOT looking for a guy anymore. I "busted loose" from the "love" illusion and that was the first illusion I "busted loose" from. In "3D-land" love is more of a "feeding" thing and I can see that now. This process is about stripping off the layers of illusion. It's about stripping down to "who I am beyond form and mind". It seems I'm going to this new place to finally "bust loose" from my last illusion...the body illusion.
Unlike many people going through stuff I NEVER had a background in new age principles. I've never meditated or done reiki or any of that stuff. Just started getting symptoms and was like WTF? Being homeless in 2006 and again in 2008 briefly and ending up in the park briefly this year really was difficult because it was my greatest fear. I can easily starve because I was a fat child and am adept at starvation but sleeping on benches is uncomfortable to say the least especially with these symptoms.
One of my first severe symptoms was acid shits back in 2005 to detox my heavy drinking from previous years. I was on the toilet for 12 hours and I almost ended up in the ER in Vancouver. Now it's mostly the "head stuff" because it's exhausting and I get tired after 1 hour of work and often get lower back pain. This place will be a challenge for me because physically I'm exhausted and just want to "go home".
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ReplyDeleteI'm definitely a work in process Tyson and this process is neverending it seems. I've been beating myself up my whole life so my taking a baseball bat to my "higher self" would kind of be "par for the course" LOL since I'm mine "higher self"...
I'm pretty sure since I observe myself(observer) as emotions come out of me (observed) that I'm my "higher self". It's really weird because as I type these hands seem like someone else's. I feel like I'm this "big being" that's inside this "little guy" and I'm just observing him as he has his tantrums. Sometimes I also bring myself way down and I feel "his" stuff. I guess the best way I can describe it is like I said. I'm like 3/4 the way up the "thread" at the mountaintop most of the time..whereas my "higher self" is above the clouds and my "character" is at "ground level"...I can run up and down the thread but spend most of my time kind of 3/4 up the thread if that makes sense.
You know Tyson I've always wanted an "InSpec" person like that. I've always wanted someone to sit down and explain everything to me. That's what I told Mordred yesterday. I've hated being "blind" through this process and not knowing WTF was going on.
I also could use a "club med" vacation because I'm pooped!
Thanks so much Tyson for your well wishes!
Merlin/Bryan
Hey yk248,
ReplyDeleteThanks for bringing this up. Where I'm going they want us to eat vegetarian and we're okay with that because we are staying in their home. They've accumulated all sorts of beliefs while we have gotten down to very few. Anyways what's funny is they call themselves vegetarian but they eat fish. I commend people on their vegetarianism but my standard response is it's not necessary. People forget that even fruits/vegetables are as "alive" as all of us are LOL.
Just wanted to address the whole vegetarian-thingy!
Hi Tyson,
ReplyDeleteWow - thank you so much for sharing your physical journey & experiences. You articulate yourself very well :) I can definitely identify with your struggles with depression (and fatigue). It's difficult for me to articulate my experiences - but my heart goes out to you. It takes so much strength to survive it. I love the story about your family member. It always boosts my faith in humanity to hear stories like that. It's a miracle that she offered you zero judgement. She sounds like a very cool woman.
You know, I don't have a clear memory of my day of birth - just a vague recollection of being hot & uncomfortable. Then again, I was born in AZ in the middle of summer :) It just comes with the territory.
Thank you so much for this timely post!!
ReplyDeleteHere are my some of my thoughts on the awakening and transformational process and the Physicality:
As an awakened fellow and physician, I have personally experienced and understand the confusion that exist and is perpetuated within the current health system. My own experience of navigating the awakening and transformational process within the system was an excellent preparatory ‘crash course’, to bring compassion, awareness, recognition, and acknowledgement to this very real process. Here is the good news: Now is the time …
The world of medicine and science is being redefined on all levels and we are the pioneers of our ‘New Body of Information’. This is a new way of understanding and being for most of us. It requires a RE-education for everyone. We are creating a brand new being, in situ. Be gentle with yourself and be responsible with your gift. Love does not hurt : ) ... And yes, I agree with drinking plenty of pure clean water to support the body's functioning. This is a process and an evolution of being. It takes a bit of patience, trust, and re-education. It is a new time, a new day, and a new understanding which heralds an elevation of consciousness, heightened awareness, and access to knowledge that allows for a self-directed well-being.
There is so much information and support available now. WE are the pioneers of this “New Paradigm” and therefore, we must begin to learn and understand this for ourselves, practice it, ask for it, and bring awareness to it.
Thank you again for articulating your experiences in a very special and refreshing way!
D. Sorkin M.D.
www.deborahsorkinmd.com
Dude, Merlin. If you want a club med vacation, just put energy into it.
ReplyDeleteAnd I don't mean wishing it to happen because that energy is not strong enough to manifest your desires alone.
You must have conscious intent, and then invest some physical energy into it. It doesnt really matter what kind of physical energy it is, just as long as you put it into your dream. It will happen as long as you just DO it.
Hey excercise guru wannabe's?
ReplyDeleteI was a PT and found people did not listen to their own body and looked for "results" and not enjoyment in moving the body. So to put it in few words I notice everyone has something they like to "move to" whether it be a walk in the woods or pole dancing lol--does not matter but must be nejoyed---- they just have to find and out what they LIKE to do. Some days it will be a walk in the park (both literal and figuritive here :) and some days you will find a short walk can turn into a burst of energy --enjoy
Lauren mentioned:
As always, our body is the best gauge for what and how…and desire is our fuel. If you can cultivate the desire to get more physical by doing something you love over something you dread, you will double your results, but even the simplest movement with intention to stabilize, revitalize or regenerate will bring more palpable results now."
Oh also eventually everything "eats everything" so appreciation of food and enjoyment are also imperative, not so much what you eat but what you think about what you are eating...
ReplyDelete:)
right for sure, @FutureNow
ReplyDeleteI'm experiencing that realization as well.