So, in the last update I said that "I hope you took a deep breath whilst yer head was still above water because we are definitely going under again…deep see-diving into the depth of our core-self to make some final welds needed to fuse our two (polar) halves."
How are you faring?
We did come up for a quick breath of air after integrating that noxious lunar eclipse, but only for a hot second before the solstice energy waves started to pull us under again.
This lunar eclipse was a doozy for many…in some cases it successfully cracked open core blocks and forced us to take a solid look at our foundations before we begin to build upon them. If your foundation was slightly damaged, most likely you spent the last 7 days repairing it. If the damage was severe or irreparable, you may have been suddenly forced to begin again…to dig up the existing foundation and lay an entirely new one. If you are one who is experiencing the latter, no worries...this is not a race. Everything is always exactly as it should be.
For all of us, the lunar eclipse provided a massive opportunity to release some deeeeeeep feelings of lack/unworthiness…we were given the chance to coddle those remaining loveless parts which, unfortunately meant revisiting some dark places in our past so that we could illuminate and reclaim those aspects of ourselves that we unknowingly left behind.
In either case, this eclipse passage is serving two major and divine purposes for us: the fusion of our higher and lower self thru our heart center, and a disconnection from our sticky past.
"First, we would say this: You are no longer your human past. You are no longer a descendent of your biological family, nor are you a member of the 3d dimensional human family. You are co-creators of the new earth, descendants of the stars. You are members of the 5th dimensional human-galactic family, focused in this time and space continuum as representatives of your true genetic origin. Your role now is to take your final step into this truth." -Seven Sisters of Pleiades
Bridge Builders Retire
In order for lightworkers, starseeds and indigos to function properly in this world, a frequency ratio needed to be achieved so that the initial activation for planetary ascension could be accomplished. This means that most of us have not/never have been wired for 3d earth...which, essentially is why we mostly feel tortured by it...but many of us needed to incarnate in the lower dimensions for the purpose of weaving and anchoring the unity grid (our home turf) into place to secure the frequencies needed for us to thrive, as well as to provide a cushy landing for the new (awakened) children arriving here.
The path-pavers are also the bridge builders…each with different roles to play, but all with the same goal: to create access portals to the new paradigm so that the opportunity to ascend to a 5th dimensional consciousness exists for all who choose it.
Some of us were responsible for scouting out the proper geographic (vortex) locations to build or resurrect these etheric bridges… others were responsible for the (sacred geometric) design, architecture and engineering…some were the scuba divers working beneath large bodies of water, descending deep into the emotional undercurrent of the collective consciousness to secure the bridge footings……some built the framework and laid the roadways that connect one world to the next...some had the job of redirecting mental traffic and finding alternative routes for the conscious commuters…some worked in communications, raising awareness about the new pathways, reporting progress to the public and keeping all interested parties connected and in-the-know…some were the project managers, overseeing the entire production with a hand in all of it, while simultaneously lifting the morale needed to survive the vagueness that surrounds the completion of a such a large construction plan.
Whatever your role was up until this point, if you were a path-paver, you were forced to clear a massive space in your life (read:give it up) so that you could partake in this monumental production. Now that the frequency ratio has been met and the light has tipped in our favor, these soul contracts have expired...which means for this group, the grid-work is complete, the bridges have been built and are mostly ready for the masses in 2012, give or take some finishing touches. This also means we can now shake off those lingering attachments to the old earth once and for all and spend the remaining days of the 9th and final wave of the Mayan Calendar (which ends on 10/28/11) recuperating from the exhaustion of such labor intensive work and focus solely on our own personal/biological needs.
Warts and All
The unseens have said to me many times that the second half of this year is a "very physically focused one", and while I am not completely sure what that means yet, I am told that the solstice (6/21) was a pivotal point with regard to our "physicality". The second half of this year, we will be aligning our physical selves & lives with the spiritual, mental and emotional bodies that we have been working with (clearing) for the last several years...which can sound scary & painful thru the filter of post traumatic stress that most of us are clearly suffering from... but the seven sisters say that this part of the ascension process is where the fun (?) begins because we get to create from a clean slate, with our focus solely in the present, without our goopy past continually derailing us.
And I guess that makes sense because we have been grounding so deeply into present-moment awareness that the past is becoming a hazy dream and the unknown of the future is becoming less-daunting by the minute. This in-between space goes by many names: zero-point, still-point, neutrality, presence, the now-moment, the space between thoughts, etc. I call this space "ijustdonthaveenufenergytocareanymore".
Whatever you call it, when you're here…you're free. This is the space where you are truly willing to let it all hang out and be the authentic you that you came here to be….warts and all. Now's a really good time to ask yourself: What do I still care about? Then let that go too. Because when you just.don't.care.anymore, you finally get out of your own way and let your heart lead…which is the whole point. This is the proverbial "empty vessel" that Mother/Father God is looking for to fill us up with some of that love juice.
Spiritual Sweet-Spot
"When we say "think with your heart" we mean this in a very literal way, as well as metaphorically speaking." - Seven Sisters
The sisters say that this eclipse portal is delivering us directly to the space required to fully and completely Think With Our Hearts…which is totally awesome because now I finally know what my website means.
The masculine/feminine merging process, aka " sacred union" is the marriage of the polarized divine forces of creation within the human body. I call this "the spiritual sweet-spot"….where spirit meets matter, where head meets heart, where ascension occurs, or as Death Cab for Cutie says with such poetic lyricism…"Where Soul Meets Body".
This unification process literally rewires the heart for new neural activity which enables the heart center to become the primary control center. Yes, the heart really does think. Apparently my domain name is not just some artlessly obvious cliche that Debbie Gibson adopted in the 90's…its actually literal. who knew
The high-heart is l i t e r a l l y wired to send and receive intelligence in the same way the human-brain does, however, the nerve center that is located within the thymus utilizes sensation for communication, where the brain primarily uses thought. An important distinction for the new-human template: feel first, think later. Try taking that into the board room….lol.
For many of us who have been on this train for a while, feeling-based intelligence is old hat because it was literally all we had to go by...it was our ONLY navigation system (well, unless you talk to dead people like I do) and one we came here wired with so we could guide ourselves thru the dark...and I mean d-a-r-k....but collectively, this is a new directive for humanity, and one by which the beta-testers of the new-human prototype will be first to fully embody. The changeover from brain-thinking to heart-thinking is literally the basis for a new-human species... and one by which biologists will also soon discover, according to the seven sisters.
"For those who carry the activated DNA, love will lead. For those who are still undergoing the changeover, love will be easier to attain. For those who have yet to awaken, fear will be amplified until a higher way is entertained." -Seven Sisters
Karmic to Resonance Creation
The unseens would also like to remind those folk at the front of the parade that, as of the solstice or the next solar eclipse…not sure which, they all just blend together anyway… that you sleek 2.0's are no longer bound by the laws of 3d dimensional creation...which really means "you are no longer operating within the laws of cause and effect". When we rise above polarization by healing the separation between the lower (ego) self and the higher (divine) self, we change our participation with the Law of Attraction.
Cause and effect is (karmic) creation thru a separated mindset, which entails a process of polar energy exchange... whereas resonance creation works directly with the Law of Oneness, and from a unified mindset. The difference is in the application, much of which we will be learning to master in the coming months.
Those who are no longer operating from a separated mindset are now learning to create from a healed space of unity and this will require new understanding, new application and new memory activations that are now taking place within our cells. Our cells have the memory of home encoded within them...they are mini-computers of conscious intelligence that carry the frequency quotient of our original divine blueprint and they have been communicating with us and with each other to begin the harmonization process required for unity creation…a process that ensures our lower-self is working in harmony with our higher-self.
My take on that is: expect glitches. Chances are we will turn a few princes into frogs until we can get the hang of this.
Techno Boom
"In the coming days, discoveries & technologies that relate to the "new science" will become known. Keep abreast of these new areas of advancement, they are spawned from those in touch with the greater fields of intelligence." -Seven Sisters
Very randomly, the unseens would like to give us a quick heads up that there are new and advanced technologies that are soon to infiltrate the earth plane, compliments of the techincally-yet-to-be-discovered-God-Particle. Apparently, something is about to burst forth and crack the entire foundation of human understanding as it exists within the 3d paradigm... and from what I am hearing, this will not bode well for many organized religions. I could be wrong, but the feeling I am getting is that whatever "this" is will be much more impacting than the realization that Mary Magdalene was not a whore.
"Be forewarned that there will be those who denounce these new technologies in fear of religious partisanship. The voices of these collectives will rise to the surface to be heard by all, yet those who vehemently object are those who reject any advancements that threaten their understanding of God. These upheavals are to be expected but we assure you that those in favor of new technologies will far surpass the furious few." -Seven Sisters
Hop To It
"Lastly we would like to mention that the upcoming solar eclipse (7/1) will be a beneficial time to thrust new ideas into the collective. There is a new energy arriving to support those on the unity timeline and so we reiterate that the time is now to put your ideas forth and begin to take action upon them." -Seven Sisters
I am hearing that for the next three months, we will be wrapped in what the seven sisters call "a protective cocoon of fast forward moving energy" that will support many new projects, concepts and ideas here to promote, sustain and support the new-human existence.
We are being called forth, individually and collectively, to physicalize our dreams and its been made clear to me that there is no time left for indecision or wavering. In other words...what we have come to realize up to this point must now be fully accepted as truth. There is a shrinking space closing in and around us that is both a buffer of protection from duality, as well as a field of greater opportunity that must be used consciously. Bottom line: the unity realms have requisites of soul-based integrity that must be met so be sure to check any remaining fear/doubts at the door.
"The remaining months of this year are designed to put you in complete control of your destinies. To do this requires a fearlessness that only you know if you have achieved. If the thought of living an empowered, self-sustainable life elicits fear in any way, those fears will be addressed in an ongoing fashion until they are resolved. You can feel safe to release these fears knowing that within each of you is an innate intelligence so much grander than your human understanding, and this intelligence is guiding you home." -Seven Sisters
Hang tight, we'll be out the other side in no time...literally.
Lauren
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Thank you soooo much Lauren, I don't know what I'd do without you. I almost completely lost my ability to talk to dead people towards the end - I'm so glad you still can! For most of the ascension my social life consisted of talking to dead people, with the occasional live one thrown in if the dead ones had a message for them! So it's kinda quiet without 'em :)
ReplyDeleteBang on Lauren..in total resonance..Thank you!
ReplyDeleteGod I love you!!! I caught ur post intuitively moments after you posted it!! Ive really needed it the past few days...u couldnt be more spot on each time!!! Xoxo
ReplyDeleteAmen, sister!
ReplyDeleteThanks once again for this timely message! I was once asked "How far down the rabbit hole do you wish to go...Alice?" My reply was..."All the way!" Guess it is time to see what is really down here! Thanks again!
ReplyDeleteThanx Lauren right on the spot again as usual :=)
ReplyDeletelove you
Oh Lauren, your fan club was clamoring for you and you heard us... hahaha
ReplyDeleteI do feel as if I've already been moving into that space of "I don't care"-dness... like I'm just not worrying really about "how things will play out." And I have few to no attachments anymore except for being able to pay me insignificant rent... it is REALLY weird detaching from my birth family, too. I thought that was one I would never accomplish, it was so intense! I am starting to now see how I can be authentic to all parts of my life without having to sacrifice any of them, and that's so cool. Like the spiritual aspects are grounding more, and the 3D people are being nicer to me as I integrate more and get more authentic. Very cool!
Today has been crazy energy-wise for me, just tons and tons of stuff coming through. It's nice to feel GOOD again! Holy cow I'd forgotten what that felt like!
Dead people never spoke to me and I'm okay with that! Fortunately my feeling guidance was there for me... oh yeah and I was definitely one of the "Divers," guess that's why I got SCUBA certified at 16 haha... I also free dove to 72 feet once in the Caribbean when I was 17. I remember hitting the bottom, looking up, and thinking, "what if I chose not to surface...?" There was nothing pulling me up at that depth. It was really weird. Obviously I went back up. But with this process it's like being pushed under until you give up all hope that oxygen ever existed, and even after giving up hope you're still left wondering, "what the F am I doing down here? And why am I still alive/awake?" And just by being conscious it's like you HAVE to have a little hope... even as everyone around you tells you it's hopeless...
Okay maybe that was kind of a dumb metaphor but whatever. I also anticipate that physical integrations this fall might be painful, but who knows, maybe not. PTSD for sure! Holy cow am I ever shell shocked. Ugh...!
Anyway thanks for the awesome post. Xo's
Hi Lauren,
ReplyDeleteWhen I lived in NY I took a yoga class that left me feeling so loved and uplifted... I never forgot it. Today I finally really looked at your picture after following you for close to a year now and you look like the teacher. Do you or have you ever taught yoga? UES?
Thank you for all you do!
Bliss and Blessings :)
If you haven't already seen this, have a look. Dr. Stankov has has mathematically proved the Theory of Universal Law which, when understood properly, will redefine religion, economics, politics, science and medicine, to name a few.
ReplyDeleteThis could be the technology you were referring to:
http://www.scribd.com/doc/58008463/Cosmic-Laws-of-Creation-amp-Destruction-Pt-1-Georgi-Stankov
Aloha Lauren and thanks for another wonderful post. I especially liked: "This means that most of us have not/never have been wired for 3d earth..." Well, no wonder I never felt at home here until now with the transformed energies. And the part about no longer being part of our 3D past or biological families. Very supportive. Makes me feel FREE all over, as I Think with My Heart. I am truly enjoying this eclipsical sandwich, with humor and amusement as always. Keep on smilin'!...xox
ReplyDeleteLauren,
ReplyDeleteI was just thinkin' about ya and wondered what was up, when you dropped into my email box this afternoon. I have been wavering between 'chalking it all up' and leaving this planet, OR staying. I realized if I stayed, I MUST completely and totally integrate my Soul/Body and embrace this 'new earth'. About 2 weeks ago, I chose the latter and have made a whilwind of decisions since. I am returng to school and am completly changing careers. I am almost 56 years of age and I have never felt more aligned and more sure of anything than I am now. Can't exactly say that about the previous 55 trips around the sun, as they were of a completely different nature. I also know, that had I decided to say 'the hell with it, I'm outa here', it would have been honored just as well. My contract was complete and I had done what I said I would do. But after all this bullshit on this planet, I saw no sense in giving up, after I had done what I had come to do, and put in all that time. The 'I don't care anymore attitude', or more aptly in my terms, 'I don't give-a-shit', was the ticket. Once I released that, my world changed.......well, not all of it, but the part/fear that was hindering my joy on a daily basis, dissolved. And now, I'm really HERE!
Thanks, again, as always.........much Love to you and all.
Christie
Love your work Lauren. You are my favorite guide at the moment, I really resonate with what you are bringing through. Thank you so much. Blessings to All!
ReplyDeleteAt Lastttttt!!!... (feeling the song) I so resonated with your post dear sweet sister of light, and am happy to be validated again in my 5D world, being a 3.0 model, smile... it's sparse here in the testing stage...paving a path to follow, only the true, only the beautiful, and only with love. Loving you for all you do!
ReplyDeleteThe lunar eclipse didn't do anything, it was the SOLSTICE!! I also did a powerful meditation-OMG-where we held a magnificent crystal wand that looked like it was from another world, up the to sun and asked Ra to activate our Divine power. I feel so different, I walk different, I take less crap-but I also am seeing I want to see the beauty in others more, instead of worrying about my butt!! Ironically, I see sexier than ever, and very sexual over all, hmmm...
ReplyDeleteToday my face looks different, my eyes-just not the same. The day started with SEVER depression(thought I was dying,) but I got tough, and thank GOd my mom paid for me to get the stuff for the kefir smoothies I cannot do without in these times-and kombucha-so yes, VERY physical, very very. Not much fear, just a bit of worry about minor changes-a bit pissed about them, but staying grateful too. Love you!! Just in time as always!! <3
Making more spelling errors too. I heard this was because we are reading with our third eye more which is used to reading symbols, not words. Hmm, makes sense!!
Oh yah, when I was feeling really bad a while ago, I received a message from my higher me that said, "your an X-Man, your NOT alone." So not in a superior way, just an honest way, we are changing, and I felt less alone. This is the more dramatic mutation yet for me. Kind cool, but freaky also!
ReplyDeleteSista Lauren! Talk about not caring anymore! I showed up at work today with a purple sparkle wig and laughing at myself hysteriacally. Definitly get that I'm here to en'lighten' things up.
ReplyDeleteOnce again timing is absolutly perfect! Thank you, thank you, thank you for this update cause as a solo walker who is still in the midst of 'letting go of everything', and I mean everything, I'm grateful to have your words of wisdome to remind me that I'm not the crazy one who talks to dead people! Blessings.
Lol Ava I was thinking the same thing. I got scuba certified around the same age and I ADORE scuba diving which I am certain that I am going to be doing in Hawaii. I definitely feel like one of the deep sea divers in this situation.
ReplyDeleteAnd that really makes sense. I've always had a fear of dark water. Now I feel brave enough to face my fear. I guess I'm mostly afraid of the panic attack of being in a totally black watery space with unknown creatures swimming around.
Love this post. When I read this part,
"You are no longer your human past. You are no longer a descendent of your biological family, nor are you a member of the 3d dimensional human family. You are co-creators of the new earth, descendants of the stars. You are members of the 5th dimensional human-galactic family, focused in this time and space continuum as representatives of your true genetic origin. Your role now is to take your final step into this truth,"
I got shivers throughout my entire body and I felt energy and waves of love. It was nice. I think I'm gonna cry when it all comes to a head. We've been slaving away for years at this and it'll be so gratifying when it's finished.
Lauren, Thank you!
ReplyDelete@Danielle Ongman, I think the reason I like x-men so much is because they're real people, and they're not alone. They're all these people working together with a common goal, using their strengths to better the world. I see myself in that. And that's what art is for. Art mirrors life.
ReplyDeleteI have always felt very in touch with the earth. Every bird and frog chirp singing to and from my core. The babble of a brook is as a heart felt as the babble of a child. I have not felt in connection with those that get themselves caught up the rat race for the most part though. I felt as thought they lost their sole, or it got drown out in the din of the commute to work. But who could blame any one for wanting to put a nice roof over their head and get some vacation time from trying to do so?
ReplyDeleteBut the energy was what was so present at all times for me. And I feel like a deep diver myself... with my moon in Scorpio...always diving to the cores of the issues of life. Even when other abandoned the lake, I stayed, never caring if I came up, like another poster, unless it was to go lay on the beach. What a slacker I must have seemed to so many, my family in participial. But I am one that knows what is driving everyone’s' emotions. I am one that’s honest and of service.
Without knowing what was up in the heavens, I got a root charka acupuncture treatment on the the day of the eclipse and heart one the day ofter the solstice...I guess I got them a little mixed up but they felt very enlivening and aligning. I am resting today as I feel my being trying to heal the deep wounds of the heart. So after reading this, I will happily rest, not feeling any quilt what so ever, in not wanting to do a darn thing except to stretch out in sun like a cat.
And maybe like the poster who wants to go back to school (you are my age and I have had the same thoughts...write to me if you want at suemtchlrnw@gamil.com.) I will know what to do next. But a huge project seems out of the question for while. It am am just here, now today.
Lauren, once again you've hit the nail on the head when you spoke about the space between thoughts,and calling this space I call this space"ijustdonthaveenufenergytocareanymore". This is accurate and true and I love how you how you've phrased it!!!! Sending you lots of LOVE!
ReplyDeleteI had a feeling today that we might hear from you. I am so happy and grateful for this post! Perfect timing during this eclipse sandwich. I really needed this message, especially with the energy during the past week. You are so spot on! Lots of love to you! xoxo Lisa
ReplyDeleteBeautiful :)
ReplyDeleteThanks Lauren.......
So much Love and Light in those words.....
Thanks much :)
Love
hi Lauren!
ReplyDeletei'm a few days old on your blog and like many others, you brought me tremendous relief. thank you.
i've been in pain for a while, but the last few weeks have been the worst. i didn't think it was possible to feel even more tired, even more alone, even more unworthy. it was.
but something happen last night. i think i experienced a deep letting go. as usual - for the longest while - i was having trouble falling asleep; my body was vibrating intensely. but instead of «fighting» it, i breathed into it, feeling it's resonance, making space for it's echo. i fell asleep...
i woke up before my alarm, this morning(!!!), feeling unusually rested. i picked up my cell to look at the time; it was 4:44. i smiled.
i'm born april 4th at 4 o'clock (4-4-4). ...it does feel like a (re)birth...(?)
i didn't drag myself through this day; that felt good. it's been such a long time since i felt this alive that i'm expecting this feeling to leave me again... faith i guess. need to tap into it...
love and light to you all
bisous de Montréal
THANK YOU LAUREN
ReplyDeleteYour post is amaizing as always and it help so much to understand what really we are experience this days .
Lauren, just wanted to add my love to everyone else's. Sitting here wth a smile on my face. Thanks!!
ReplyDeleteThank you once again Lauren! Now this retired first responder is going back to her Pyramid where I have been screaming at the top of my lungs all day today. Major body changes in action!
ReplyDeleteHugs,
Celestine (Heidi)
Love you Lauren! Thank you for the info and making me laugh out loud :)
ReplyDelete"Ijustdon'thaveenoughenergytocareanymore" Hahaha!I'm right there with you honey. Bruised, battered, drained. Any psycic abilities or light I once had is gone. So nice to know I am not alone in this void. Thanks and bless you!
ReplyDeleteI've been channeled a book 'FROM PREYING TO PRAYING' which also suggests this date of 21/6.
ReplyDeleteIf you wish to read here it the Ebook link: http://www.dhruvpublishing.com/images/style/files/disclaimers/fptp.html
Love and Light,
Purvi Beri (I write as Latika Tripathi - www.LatikaTripathi.com for my other 2 books, this 3rd one has to be updated there).
Thanks Lauren, good post.
ReplyDeleteI released my ascension past in my 'shitty animation' this week (on youtube) and it my last good bye to the shit. Literally.
It's called 'The Bloff' if anyone is interested to see it. Was very cathartic. :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AR7DS_9mATU
The religious stuff you mentioned resonates (I'll be addressing limitations of religion in my new animations) Hopefully in a fun and thought provoking way. :D
Frogs!!! You mentioned frogs! Arggh!!! (If..you..only..knew... how relevant that is right now). :P
Hey Khai, maybe you should do a TWYH remix (Debbie Gibson..Euwhhew) :/
Hi Lauren!
ReplyDeleteVery interesting what you write. I just read this:
First, we would say this: You are no longer your human past. You are no longer a descendent of your biological family, nor are you a member of the 3d dimensional human family.
The last week there came up quite a lot old connections with my family, which I thought that they are already cleared. I dead a cleansing with every single member of my family of origin, and and I saw through my inner eyes there are still quite a log of barbs thrown to each other. I I surgically gave back the barbs they have thrown on me and took back those which I have thrown on them. And the whole week long there was the inner thoughts, who are this guys? They are not my family any longer. I feel I want to be free now. Free from them especially emotionally. For that I don´t longer care about which path they choose. At this weekend I am here to visit my mother, and I´m still finding out what this new feeling means. I´m here now but I feel a little bit like on my own inner island, and don´t know yet what this means practically. I will find out the next days. But it feels that it will be something more free. I somehow watch them and think, who are they?
greetings to you!
You are no longer your human past. You are no longer a descendent of your biological family, nor are you a member of the 3d dimensional human family.
ReplyDeletethank you Lauren.. i am right there with you !
Brilliant....and in an age of confusion and mass turmoil! I realised that my last place i lived in was Seven Sisters and now I live in Angel and so many things are manifesting fast......Your posts help and validate everything i have been going through and for that I thank you and the Plaedians...
ReplyDeletenice one!
Lauren, you are my hero! Man, you're good!
ReplyDeleteSending a big hug . . . THANK YOU SO MUCH!
From a sometimes confused mayan birthing vihicle, from an angry and hurt soul due to long time past self importance, from a young talented technology man that has recieved such incredible visions of what to bring into the world yet still seems to be dancing in ever smaller circles of his own resistance,... your words are very very helpful. Cry-laughter outbursts bringing me to tingly silent spaces. Please keep writing :)
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Let us take off already! WAZAAAAAA
Not only not wired for 3D...not wired for 4- or 5D either...or any other D for that matter LOL
ReplyDeleteNone of this means anything to me...but I lovezzz ya anywayzzz Lauren :D
wAS thinkin about ya the other day wondering how you were doing with the sandwhich
ReplyDeleteI´m going through a 33 day awakening and transforming program which started on June 1 new moon
your update is a big YES of confirmation to my internal/esternal process
I THANK THE UNIVERSE FOR HAVING BROUGHT YOU INTO MY LIFE
<3 ya
Thank you so very much!
ReplyDeleteNamaste
shittttttt what a ride. anybody else wiped out? Dang, when does it end so I feel energized. Yikes. Anybody else exhausted? Despite the beauty and good often too tired to care. Man oh man, what's next? Running out of steam- anybody else?
ReplyDeleteI agree Savannah, I went to bed at 9:30 last night, I was so 'done'. This morning I woke up thinking that's it, no more of this, I'm tired of the delays and of feeling like this. This week has been hard, very up and down (mostly down). I haven't been able to get anything done these past 2 days and I knew something big was happening. Thanks Lauren, for confirming this. I really resonate with your posts and we are on the same wavelength. So, what do we do between now and the July 1 eclipse? I know what I'm doing, like the song 'moving on up, moving on out, moving on up, nothing can stop me...'
ReplyDeleteHi, everyone...
ReplyDeleteCheck out www.spaceweather.com. It seems we're in the midst of a solar wind etc. Maybe that explains some of our symptoms. I too feel pretty wiped out, and down a lot of the time. When will it end? Or do we just learn to adapt???
Again, THANX so much. Lots of love and light.
ReplyDeletePHYSICISTS DISCOVER NEW FORMS OF MATTER & ADD TO THE PERIODIC TABLE
ReplyDeletehttp://bigthink.com/ideas/38825
B.J.. when will this all end.. million dollar question heim?
Thanks from the deep corners of my heart, Lauren. I have been feeling really spaced out these last couple of days. I felt another update was coming and it's here!! yippee! Keep up the great work all!
ReplyDeleteThank you Lauren...you give so much to so many. Happy Midsummer's to all..
ReplyDeleteI just finished and uploaded my music video - which is inspiring and well worth the watch, especially if you feel a little blue. The faeries bless you and shower light on you.
http://growingupindigo.com/
http://growingupindigo.com/2011/news/light-midsummers-day/
Thank you so much for the knowledge and wisdom you have shared here. I was directed to your words by a friend and have never thought of myself as part of creation that has Indigo Children,etc. but this article just fit into my own patterns of late that i feel absolutely welcomed and supported and encouraged. Thank you and I am looking forward to knowing you more through your writings and my own intuition. Really thank you so much for your work.
ReplyDeleteHi Lauren , finally! Another beautiful one that's also got a sense of humour. I used to think there was maybe 4 or 5 of us that could actually make fun of this process to keep it REAL and bearable and then you popped up!
ReplyDeleteIn complete and utter resonance with this post. Articulate too :-) Keep 'em coming and Thank You <3 for Being.
Irreverently Yours,
Antoinette
Whooo Whooooo!!! Total Tears of JOY and GRatitude!!!I Love you so MUCH!! :D
ReplyDeleteyes i feel exhausted, body aches/joint aches...headaches.... and overall down... but the weather here is also crappy so who knows, cold and rainy doesnt help....
ReplyDeletehope everyone is doing well, or at least hanging in there xo
Yep feeling exhausted, too except this morning, sprouted like a little bean up early and like someone said here, just saying done, I am ready to live and get out and about...so i put on my clothes, headed out with some plans, changed them, headed in another direction for only a short bit and wanted to come back home. What was that? I was raring to rock & roll, ya know, did all my yard work, felt invigorated, then totally unplugged in the afternoon, zonked as though I had taken pills, and no I didn't.
ReplyDeleteI have been going thru the down moments still and feelings of unworthiness, when I full well know all I ever did was think of others and that my dear loved ones is plenty. Some aches, but not anything EPSOM salt baths don't cure.
Starting to feel new, happy, but still just floating in the now, like probably a baby does when first born, is the best way to describe it. I get plugged in and plugged out.
Wishing everyone well :)
Hello Lauren :) Can you write more about "Resonance creation" ? I like what you said:
ReplyDelete"you are no longer operating within the laws of cause and effect. When we rise above polarization by healing the separation between the lower (ego) self and the higher (divine) self, we change our participation with the Law of Attraction.
Cause and effect is (karmic) creation thru a separated mindset, which entails a process of polar energy exchange... whereas resonance creation works directly with the Law of Oneness, and from a unified mindset."
The physical release?.Woah... No kidding.
ReplyDeleteThis morning, I had a weird 'life imitating art' experience. Worst constipation I have had in my life. EVER. BAR NONE!!!! Blood even.
I thought, "OMG..I AM going to DIE on the fucken toilet'.
Today I went on a road trip to the river. It was hot and sunny and I ate a ton of food and chilled and got high. wooooooot.
ReplyDeleteabout to watch x-files. hahhaaha
also went to carnival. totally just remembered that. i rode the ferris wheel a bunch of times while high and then road this super scary ride that made me trip balls.
i need my escapes from reality...
Hi everyone,
ReplyDeleteA friend of mine has an awesome forum that will relate/ appeal to many here....but he's close to closing it (due to numbers). It's a pretty damn cool place..so doing my bit.
Please check it out all! We all need to network/ support each other as we put ourselves out there :D
http://www.just4thefun.com/forum/index.php
Cheers! And hopefully see some of you there.
Be11a
Had the strangest day yesterday....
ReplyDeleteFelt as if I was falling back through many ceilings/layers/levels...like falling through time and space/dimensions...as if being rewinded....like the rewinding of a movie...or being rolled back up like a carpet...sucking everything back in...all energies I ever extended into anywhere & anything I took back (like that movie 'Inception')...
And I ended up at the beginning...the stillpoint before coming to this Earth...on the verge of jumping in, only in theory aware of the great odds, having no true concept of it...I saw how my chances of survival were very slim from the beginning...And I felt a wave of gratefulness for my now...knowing that I have now made it through everything, against all odds...Having made the 'impossible' happen, at great cost and my own expense...having greatly gifted myself to/for all realms...
The tunnel was very long and even more dark...then there was light....
This exprience made me very very tired...and my body very heavy...my head ached (still does)...
And although this world may not be aware of the huge accomplishment, the invisible world sure is...It looked like a scene from that movie '2012'...when John Cusack emerges from the water after having saved the day (arc) and everybody everywhere is standing there applauding, laughing, tearful and hugging...in relief and gratitude...Huge elation...That's how our family in Spirit feels towards our accomplishments...They would hug us to pieces if they got a chance...
For now they have to settle for cheering us on from the sidelines...
Ilse...that was actually pretty nice. Thanks!
ReplyDeletecurious if anyone has thoughts on a dream... was sleeping with my bf, and i awoke to him making noises that sounded like he was having abad dream/scared... he then said what the f-ck is going on... then woke up...
ReplyDeletehe said he just had a dream that we were exactly as we were...sleeping...but he couldnt breath, move, talk... that he said there was some energy force or something that was there, and ive never heard him use terms like that before, he is not into this stuff like i am...
i was fine... just curious if it was just a dream or something real could have happened...who knows... interesting though..i believe this was Wed. night
hope everyone is well..im still tired...achey in my joints... was extremely emotional yesterday... panic attack... fun fun...
interesting Ilse...
Be11a I totally cracked up the other day when i read your post previous to your last, funny, but not funny ;)
I love you so Lauren, and our Galactic family, and I realize I can talk directly to them, but somehow writing this here seems more real. I just would like them to say once, though they really have, that they know how hard this REALLY is. I feel stronger than ever, blessed beyond measure with wonderful family and friends, but more alone than ever. People keep telling me to let go, even to let go of my fantasies, my daydreams, the places I have live my entire life. Sometimes I dont care if I make it. I just want it done. I do not want any carrots or gold rings, just HOME.
ReplyDeleteHonestly unseens, it seems stupid to become multidimensional only to have masterful living by working a 3D job with a loving attitude and open heart when I thought the point of pushing for the light FOR YEARS was somehow going to be something else. So we are basically really learning to be higher dimensional beings on the "lower" rungs of 5D, by living a 3D life masterly to be an example??!!! I want the f_ _ _ out!!!
Maybe more wonder is to come, who knows. I am having a pity party and I am in tears. Im allowed, right. Sorry for the negativity. This is just getting nuts. Love you to you, sorry. My first captch for this post was pressin!! How fitting!! <3
CDO (okay if I call you that?) - the unseens don't know how this feels because they aren't in physical bodies and they don't have emotions/feelings, either - not like we do, anyway. They have absolutely no way of relating to where we are right now, is my sense. I'm sure it all looks very easy from their perspectives! *ahem*FUCKERS*ahem*
ReplyDeleteSorry, a little humor... it's funny to me at least. :-P
Slg8 - I've had dreams like that before. It's totally weird. I feel like I'm awake because I know exactly where I am, I can hear what's going on, I know that I'm dreaming, and I actually envision I'm more "awake" than I really am, but I don't figure that out until I try to actually move/wake up again, which is like coming through a long tunnel and having to "try" to awaken myself. I call it a sort of lucid half-sleep. It's a totally bizarre experience and I'm not sure what it "means" if anything, but yeah, I've had those...
Bella - too funny. The other night I was awoken at 4 AM by a horrifying panic attack that felt like I might be having a heart attack - it didn't help that my friends told me earlier that night that I was going to get a heart attack from eating too much salt (I put it on EVERYTHING. Even pizza). I truly felt like I was dying and wondered if I should call my parents, if not try to drive myself to the hospital. This is about the 3rd or 4th time I've had death-panic-attacks during this process, it is horrifying. And it's incredibly physical. Reading that the stats for someone my age to get a heart attack are miniscule made me feel better and realize that this was just more STUPID ASCENSION BS. Although my dad said it was from drinking, but I only had like 4 drinks that night (which is not much for me this summer :-P). Ugh, so annoying...!
Thanks Lauren! A very wonderful and excellent described article! Thank-you! Much love to those out there who are feeling the pangs of material being pulled away and the soul going in another directrion. At times this is tough! The solar eclipse stirs up the emotions that's for sure! I am beginning to feel this unusual feeling of being one and all alone. And yet I know the gang is out there; my soul buddies who are always going to be with me. So why the glum-drum? Right now as I write this; I am feeling uprooted, very unsettling as if I know I have to change to survive. Yet I feel all across the map emotionally speaking. Teary jags, happy, oh gosh, not another solar eclipse. I think this crying is my soul, like an anxious child awaiting the coming of the new millenia spirit return to home where the focus will be upon maintaining and the gaining of our long-lost and incredible spirited-soul consciousness. Let it loose Universe!It is not only loosening it is vibrating, my ears ring, and glimpses of it happen in my sight, to the right or left and then on this one place where I walk each day. Magnetic field?
ReplyDeleteOur belief that there is work to be done, and fast! That I have to get up to the spec of the spirit vibration. It is so high a vibe! And it the material existence which will fall away as we don our spirit-wearever. Matter does not matter to those who can transform throught expanded consciousness. The in- coming energies from the cosmic core being unleashed now. I can't wait! How to ready for this spectacular moment we know so well in our base soul personae. Heartfelt loving feelings to all spirit members of this new brave new reality.
OMG - I love all of you. C.D.Ongman, Ava, & Others - I so get what you are experiencing.
ReplyDeleteToday was rough to say the least. Where to start... Um, I still live with my parents & I'm almost 35 years old. That probably says it all. How did this happen? Well, I've been layed off, been put through 7 car accidents (was not at fault - but it's a good way for the Universe to derail you), there's been crippling illness, depression (of course), etc., etc., etc. Surreal. My living situation is verbally abusive & toxic. I feel for Khai - big hugs to you dude.
In order to hold down the "grid", I've been stationed at an abusive, low paying, & violent job for the past 10 years. My job was built on a Vortex of negative energy (a shithole in Tempe, AZ). I've tried every possible way to get out of this place. I could write a book about it. In 2009, the "unseens" told me & another intuitive that I would be released from this area in October. Apparently they meant October 2011???
I've been crying all day. My dad shrunk my new jeans in the dryer (in 34 years, this has never happened). Like many of you, I have no money for clothes - so this is a big deal. I started crying & he said I'm sorry - shit happens. I flipped out & said, "Shit Happens??" I really didn't say much else, but I was crying (there was probably smoke coming out of my ears). And he said, "You better watch out or I'm going to unload on you." Oh, and he will unload. Meanwhile, my crazy mother, jumped in and defended him - it's my fault for leaving my clothes in the washer, he's a saint, blah, blah, blah, blah. The consummate enabler.
Mind you, my father has been an alcoholic my whole life. Even when he's sober, it's like dealing with a dry drunk. (Yes, I've been to therapy). I've tried everything short of killing myself at this point. Every prayer, affirmation, you name it. I've cancelled my contract with everyone & everything.
Geezus God, when will this ever fucking end. In eleven years, since my "Kundalini awakening" - this mofo situation hasn't changed. It's creepy.
When I look in the mirror, I look like a Heroin addict. Old, strung-out, blood-shot eyes, & more. There are wrinkles in my forehead that you could put a quarter in. It's really sexy.
Anyway, thanks for letting me ramble. Please just let me share this without criticism. Please. I'm not comparing my story to anyone's. Big Hugs to all of you. If I could throw you all a life raft from my Titanic, I would.
@Slg8 -thanks! lol. Serves me right for always asking for 'real physical' signs. I think the universe heard me. :P
ReplyDeleteNot sure about the dream...but he could be warming up to something, and getting ready to ask questions? (It's very scary to have these things happen, when it's not part of your previous experiences).
@Ava, that sounds intense! I wanted to call my mum too, lol - but was stuck in a fairly public space/ toilet with my pants down. Not a good look! (heehe).
Last year I thought I was having a heart attack as well. :/
I remember thinking "Oh well, this is it, this is how it ends". And "Damn, I should have updated my will.' My heart has been seriously pummelled -it skipped a beat..felt like it and time stopped.
...hardcore few days by the sounds of it eh..talk about physical bootcamp!
All I can say is...we kids are alright :D
Bella,
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing "The Bloff". I found it thoroughly entertaining :) Your cartoon is incredibly ironic - and it explains a lot.
I had to start using an cpap machine at night 3 years ago to breathe. The poo is pretty suffocating.
Please keep us posted on your next animation.
sc383....Kundalini awakening too.
ReplyDeleteI relate..tired, older. When I look in the mirror I think, well I look shit - but my soul is a fucken supermodel.
hay thanks Sc383, we must have been posting at the same time :D
ReplyDeleteDear Lauren,
ReplyDeleteHidden Truths on Jesus Christ to be revealed:
--Was Conceived naturally not immaculate conception
--whipped and Exiled...Crucifixion was faked;
--Mary Magdeline was being discredited...not a prostitute; was married to Jesus and pregnant with their first child when exiled;
--Jesus lived to age 80 in Kashmir (North India);
--Hindu Scriptures say Jesus had 6 Brothers and 6 Sisters...St Thomas was the youngest brother.
Sooo, What else is new(s)?
Blessings,
Deva P
@Lauren:-
ReplyDeleteFantastic article (as always)! So much helpful information! I especially enjoyed the part about the difference between karmic and resonance creation. I really admire the gifts that you have and the way in which you generously share those gifts with us through your blog.
"How are you faring?"
I have to say that I'm doing pretty good! :-) I felt some trepidation about entering this "eclipse sandwich" but went into it with an acceptance that whatever happened would ultimately be for my own good. I had a couple of buttons pressed during the lunar eclipse by various people. I knew what was happening while it happened but couldn't help reacting emotionally during one incident. I have one hell of a temper and even though I controlled my anger it was a lucid demonstration that I still have some way to go to achieving neutrality ... but in saying that my anger was completely justified in being expressed. The important thing is that it was controlled.
I didn't feel the lack/unworthiness that you said that we would experience. This didn't surprise me because I'd comprehensively dealt with those issues in my past.
"First, we would say this: You are no longer your human past. You are no longer a descendent of your biological family, nor are you a member of the 3d dimensional human family. You are co-creators of the new earth, descendants of the stars. You are members of the 5th dimensional human-galactic family, focused in this time and space continuum as representatives of your true genetic origin. Your role now is to take your final step into this truth."
It's amazing how harmonious our thoughts are! I shouldn't be surprised really because it's happened so many times. This is also the message that I've been recently receiving.
Those of us who are intellectual find it hardest to think with our hearts. Those prison-like mindsets from my past still weld power over me. I feel like a butterfly who occasionally acts like a caterpillar; but like a butterfly I can feel the heat from the rising sun of transpersonal consciousness slowly creeping over me; dispelling the cold and dark.
My focus over the past couple of months has been on grounding - through working with crystalline entities like Smoky Quartz, Black Tourmaline, Black Onyx; practising mindfulness while exercising at the gym; meditating and living in the present moment. I feel like my conscious understanding of what living in the NOW is truly like is in the process of expanding. NOW is the timegate to the fusion of Spirit with Matter. This truly feels like freedom! Others in my life can sense this within me and are perplexed by it - a sure sign that they are focused on 3D life.
I know with all my heart that when physical, mental, emotional and spiritual alignment manifests it will be extremely powerful; but I also know that with great power comes great responsibility. This is why it's so important for us to live with integrity. I've been getting that message for years now and I know who it's from - my Higher Self.
Only those who can live with integrity can make the transition from the personal 7-chakra system to the transpersonal 13-chakra system.
Resonance creation:- I intend to go to a music concert on the 1st July and it's going to be interesting to see what I can do there. My intention is to raise as many peoples vibration as I can. I have a sacred geometric tool to accomplish this and it will be activated on a powerful ley-line intersection (which happens to be where the concert is taking place). This is going to be so cool!
Love, LW.
Thank you so much Lauren from my heart. As usual, things begin to make sense when I read your wise words, bless you and keep it coming xx
ReplyDelete@slg8 - yes, I've had that experience, paralysed while asleep with the sense of a foreign presence sitting by the side of my bed. Its a scary feeling. I try to pretend like I'm asleep so the entity won't notice me.
ReplyDeleteI did have an entity removed from me by a nagual. She said it had been with me since childhood and sometimes these lost souls latch on to the living if they have similar energy. Can't remember if I've had any more experiences since she guided the entity to the light.
My understanding is these entities can attach to the living when the individual's energy shield is not intact. When I was very sick and having panic attacks 24x7, my shield was completely gone. I was hypersensitive to all stimulus and couldn't be around people because I could feel everything they were feeling and magnified. I couldn't even watch tv. My health is better now.
I also hear alcohol and drugs can create holes in your shield where entities can come through and attach themselves to you.
I'm not saying this is the case for your bf, but if something like that happened to me again, I would ask the entity to leave and then build up my energetic shield through visualization.
I wonder how the solar eclipse energy would affect a baby born on July 1? There's a good chance I'll be in labor on that day...
ReplyDeleteThanks Lauren. I feel so lost as to where to go at the moment, and when I read about the connection with the 5th dimensions and what not.. even though I consciously don't really understand it, my whole being feels like it's more at home.
ReplyDeleteI've been trying to find my way in a place that doesn't offer 'home'. No wonder I'm lost. I don't really belong here anyway :)
xx
C. Danielle Ongman, Andrew & Co:
ReplyDeleteI can very well relate - days and counting. It is really hard, aka unfair; what a PREDICAMENT - abject isolation/lethargy/cut off from human experience/fire/body/joints/full scale bloating/crazy appetite-++Ibs/.........
So there we are waiting for the cue of the tunes.
Love & Peace to one and all.
I'm just so fucking tired of feeling so bored, uncomfortable, frustrated, and depressed.
ReplyDeleteThere doesn't seem to be anything I can "do" about it and there also doesn't seem to be any meaning to it. Things that used to make me happy just don't anymore. Everything just feels so arbitrary and like it's NEVER GOING TO CHANGE.
I'm just so tired of being stuck in this fucking space. Why do they keep telling us it's about to change and then it NEVER DOES?! Why the fuck am I still here?!?!?!?
I don't care if you disapprove of my swearing. >:O
thanks Willow, good info, its the only time its happened to him, so we'll have to see....ive only had the typical dream when you need to run or cant or but nothing where i thought there was any entity or energy causing it... but im pretty sensitive too, tons of anxiety, sometimes just feel on edge and think it could be that i feel others stuff too...
ReplyDeleteill tell ya, i feel like shit lately, and ive had some good headaches the last few days(Futurenow), one that just lingers, i know this is tmi, but... having sex, right before its "over" lol, i get this pain that shoots up the back left side of my head, then across the side and to my eye, so then i back off, and it settles down a bit but its scarey sort of, im not that old lol... maybe its just cuz ive had this lingering headache and wasnt taking anything, but the headache last night last a bit and it was the whole left side of my head, then i took something and it helped but i still feel crappy, it sort of throbs with the beat of my heart, havent done much the last few days either, but my neck seems tight or sore too, very tired etc.... who knows, maybe there are high allergy counts right now....
hope everyone is hangin in there...
Hi all...wanted to share with you that (out of absolute frustration) I just got a heads up from the unseens that the reason we are so played-out right now is because we are at the tail end of integrating a high voltage of energy from the recent C-7 class CME that exploded off the sun on the solstice and reached earth on the 23-24th. It made for a shit weekend and the effects are still lingering, but supposedly we will have totally integrated the energy in our bodies by the solar eclipse on Friday…just in time for the next wave of pain. yay.
ReplyDeleteThe symptoms come in phases and differ for everyone, but you may have noticed the usual coked-up/cracked-out feeling of wild and unstable/ungrounded energies as the CME first hit the atmosphere and then by the weekend we were punched right between the eyes…literally...and now we are incorporating the energies in our cells.
The pineal/pituitary glands got blasted with some serious fire to form another layer of the brain fusion that results from the merging of sacred energies. And this was no elementary blast…we were thrown off our axis in a very real sense and we are still balancing our wobble...so if you were spinning like a top during the weekend and/or knocked out from fatigue, muscle aches and soreness, go with it. We are being asked to really nurse ourselves back to balance for the next few days while our vitality is low….to coddle our cells thru the physical integration of every system, tissue, muscle, organ, etc. Sea salt/epsom baths & light stretching will help release trapped energy and discomfort, as well as lots of rest and real world reruns.
On a positive note, I am hearing that this particular electrocution was the re-calibration required for resonance creation on the unity timeline…ie, those who are moving into triality consciousness will no longer have access to the electromagnetic polarity grid and so we needed this auric/physical upgrade to reconnect (upload/download) to/from the new server.
hope this helps, even if in a small way...
ava.. we are all right there with you, stuck..in limbo.. nothing makes sense or give us joy.. you are not alone..and is nothing we can do at this moment, you have tried your best, if you keep your self alive is already allot..
ReplyDeletethanks for sharing that..
your sister
nanci
thanks Lauren, explains the aches... fatigue and the crazy weekend... wish i had a tub, opted for the shower surround....figures!
ReplyDeleteThanks guys, I just need to vent sometimes, and even though mentally I know I'm "not alone," the emotional reality feels COMPLETELY alone... you know what I mean? Sometimes when other people vent like I did, I feel "not alone" which is somehow slightly comforting in all of this...
ReplyDeleteThanks to Lauren for the update. It just hurts so much sometimes. I was having a lot of luck running for a while and then I took a few days off and tried running again and it was difficult. I tried running this morning and it was impossible, my legs just would not do it. So I went for a long walk by the ocean instead, which was nice. I'm also taking a break from the booze for the next few days because it hits me HARD when I'm processing. I must have been processing intense stuff for most of the past year, because this is what it was like, whereas throughout June I've been able to intoxicate myself WITHOUT the death hangovers the next day, but I am not taking chances at this point... I feel hungover even after not drinking anything! It's terrible! :-P
Am I the only lush around here? I guess that's what I get for living in an alcoholic summer resort town... oh well
Lol Ava... I too am gonna break from the booze ... So you're not alone... Doesn't work for me as much anymore and I also have felt hungover on days I shouldn't... I'm so sore... My head is all wacky...headachey... Neck and back ache... If I sit too long I get up and I feel like I'm 90.. Joints are sore ... The anxiety attacks are lingering again... Wicked tired... My weekend was insane ... Happy sad angry... Just emotional all around... Feel poopy when I should feel happy and don't know why... Wonder what this weekend will bring
ReplyDeleteAva & all,
ReplyDeleteI'd like to share something with you. First, most of what Ava says I feel, too except something gave way lately. The anxiety was piling up higher than ever, I wanted to snap, and tried to collect myself, etc. I am like you wondering the same (but getting the hints everywhere else, too) when will this change? It is like Limbo, like you say...just a few minutes ago before I got on here, I asked myself, where is me? Really, like nothing outside of me exists, then I said, Ah Hah, this has to be the moment where I am so empty I can recognize deceit before making any bad choices, it has cleared me to wake me up. Does this make sense to any of you?
All the while Lauren has been the most helpful for the process, the others on here encouraging, the members of church going thru it too, even the daily emails popping into my inbox from astrologers or psychics have pinpointed this major change.
Ava, please hold on and if you ever need a place to drop your hat, I would welcome you with open arms. You will have a life of goodness so long as you make the right choices. It is coming and I believe anywhere from a couple of days to a few weeks....Yep I was given this timeline a year ago, just didn't know it would be so agonizing although a part of me always knew it would to strip back out of me what I should have never let in and filling me up with monumental love & understanding.
Try maybe going to a State park and just being with nature...getting out of your immediate surrounding to come back fresh, this time it will count.
I love you sister thru another fatha/mutha
:) rae
Hey Everyone...
ReplyDeleteMy first language isn't english, and all i know about it was learned through music, movies and books, so sorry if i sound like i never went to school.
I don't have any remarkable pains anymore for almost a month now. I do not need to describe what i felt in and outside of my body, 'cuz everything is already been told by all of you.
Even the eatfest is over, which is a pitty because i'm a bit to slim for my size. The good thing about it, is that i have more money for other things again.
When i first read the message from Lauren i didn't understand what exactly she was saying this time. I understood the words she was using, but i could not make any concept out of it. I just felt sad about it. I already felt sad for a couple of weeks now, right after a full six weeks of complete peace/thrust/happiness/positivity and more than just hope. I did not understand. So when the message came, and i did not understand any of it, it made me think that i made a huge turn downwards. Sadness turned into lots of tears turned eventually into lethargy and anxiety. If i didn't have any dogs to take care for, i was ready to buy me a ticket to get off the plane. Those dogs (angels) do it everytime again. This time i was not grateful.
But... at the time i was reading the message, there was not a single reaction from anyone. A few days ago i came back and started to read the reactions of all of you people, and guess what?! Suddenly i could relate, even though i did (do) not understand the original message.
So what i am really trying to say here is...to everyone but especially to Ava...Thank you, thank you, thank you for venting and being yourselves these last few days. You really helped me out 'cuz i felt like being the last one on the Titanic.
I can relate to the feelings of downness, depression, slumbering anxiety that comes in waves, followed by a stone cold lethargy. And now i can give myself some credit again while knowing that i am not alone and that it is oké (in some way).
I live in Belgium and i truly dislike this hypocrite country where no one (that 'lives') is happy but still keep pretending to prove the opposite. Since i was in my teens i was attracted to the invisible world, but never found someone to share my thoughts with. 'luckily' i was used to being alone and ignored since my early childhood, so i just kept on doing my thing. The last few years i can not do this anymore. Hope is something that, at a certain point, should be rewarded, not tested and tested again. The loneliness is undescribable, trying to keep to have faith in something that no one else around me have ever heard of, and if they did, they'd probably would start with heavy medical treatment. It's hard and even this word loses completely it's meaning when i try to use it like this.
It is indeed good to know that you are not alone in all this, but the knowledge only helps for a very short while. I am sooo ready to meet, see, feel, hear, laugh, cry and talk to others like me.
I dunno if i make much sense here.
I want to thank you all for your honesty. That's Gold in these days, you know...
One question...What does the following word mean exactly? : triality consciousness
Lots of whatever you like the best...to everyone
Hein
Lauren, thank you so much for your post, did you say is more pain coming?? uuuuuuuu
ReplyDeleterae, what a beautiful message you wrote, i just wish i had someone like you near me that i could visit and have a big hug too.. i will trust your intuition that is all about to end soon other wise we will go insane
sometimes i do wonder you know.. but as you felt too now we are more clear to make better choices or even not chose at all :))
that must be a big improvement indeed.
thank God for Lauren and this place heim?
have a good evening and lots of good energy in your heart
nanci
Hein, well spoken/written, youre English sounds fine to me :)
ReplyDeletei have been so sick of being alone but this week i almost feel like im better off alone to go through whatever i am going through this week with all these eclipses, solstice, solar flares, holy crap! comin at us from every angle... i think one of parts i hate the most is just being so lethargic and wanting to get outside and do more yardwork but just having no energy to so, just enough to water my vegetables...feelin lazy over here lol...i hope there is some money at the end of all this from a new job or lottery or something! just to be able to support myself... myself.... xoxo
useless information, but im worried that because im worried that i have maybe one nice work outfit, of course depending on what the job may be, maybe one wont come? i havent shopped in forever, i wouldnt even have enought clothes to wear for a job? ugh... panicking i guess... its just comin down to the wire here and i need something to support myself... try not to get all workedup about it, just be, it will come when it comes, but sometimes its hard not to :/
ReplyDeleteWhew! Thank you Lauren for the recent comment!! Been feeling like hell lately, but it sure helps to have a reason. And to know that a lot of the rest of you are feeling it too. "Misery loves company", I guess.
ReplyDeleteI'd also like to know just what "triality consciousness" means. (And English is my first, and basically only, language.) Does it refer to the Christian Trinity?
Sure hope we get a break from all this after the eclipse...
Love & comfort to all.
All I want to know.. is this. And it's a very important question.
ReplyDeleteDoes this mean we are gonna be mega HOT now?!! Cos this cougar is ready to pounce...meow.
lmfao! i friggin hope so Be11a!
ReplyDeleteTemple of Neverland, everyone else...
ReplyDeletehave any of you looked up information on your spiritual journeys? I cannot recall where I got this info. from but it had something to do with my name/numerology. It indicated that my spiritual quest would last for 3 years, and i think that means somewhere in 2012-2013. That is not to say for everyone, but I am relieved to know that this is all not just thrown on me. I am being guided. Write down your dreams, no matter how simple they seem, mine mean something. Observe your surroundings daily, write it down, date it, put the time on it. And yes, keep to the ways of INTEGRITY.
Many of things are already becoming more evident as a linkage to the gift I already had since childhood, sort of a enhancement of the questions I have been asking for years. The answers I get happen in daytime, like names I see, things I hear, and in dreams, names, places, people, etc. My biggest question is 'Can I save these people from death?' Since I was given this gift since childhood and it is ever-blooming then what am I to do with it? God knows if I could help someone, I would so I am sure he/she is careful in allowing me to come in to it.
To all, I keep thinking this "With great power comes great responsibility". This has been resonating with me since the beginning of last year. It is kind of like the guy who wrote Khundali Rising, he knows information about people as he is their psychologist, personal information they are not aware he knows given to him by spirit, and some of it he surely wouldn't devulge. Discernment, anyone?
I was skipping and jumping a couple of weeks ago when I had my first (that I can remember) prophetic dream the nite before an incident occurred. The incident I experienced the next day was the exact same incident. I journaled it and even showed it to a cousin that experienced it with me so that he would no I didn't have access to my journal to write it after.
Other things, i had another dream, too...I was observing a friend and her husband having an argument over not having time to spend with just each other as they had been giving all their time to the new baby...when I woke up I called her to see how she was and offered to take the baby for them to spend time together, she asked how did i know she so needed that? I told her my dream, not gonna lie of course, and she was astounded b/c exactly what/where was described she had happen the nite I dreamed it.
Anyways, the whole message I want to help humanity is this: Any gift requires discernment, sometimes it is not in the mentioning of what you/I see or hear, it is in the help you/we can provide to help the other people to sort of keep the peace for everyone.
Like all of you, I need to earn a living too of course, so I have surely sent that message out...as I needed this time to clear the way for what was coming to kind of via pick up on the signals.
Love & unity to all
slg8... :D
ReplyDeleteAva, need a drinking buddy? Throw in some of that salty pizza ..and I'm in.
(Sorry, sort of. I'm dragging this thread to the gutter, lol - just so friggin bored too :P I'll try behave) [>.<]
I would be down for drinking! I wish we were all together so we could ride this storm out with some good company, drinks, and some pizza. I'm more of a vegan pizza eater myself, but pizza is pizza. haha.
ReplyDeleteHey Hein,
ReplyDeleteGonna switch to Dutch for you...
Ik kom oorspronkelijk uit Zeeuws-Vlaanderen...zo dicht bij België dat de Zeeuws-Vlamingen reservebelgen genoemd worden :)...Momenteel woon ik in Oostenrijk, in Tirol...
Ik heb ook in België op internaat gezeten...in Gent en Eeklo...bij de nonnekes...
Misschien is het voor een Belgske nog moeilijker is om dit verhaal met je mee te dragen...Belgen zijn over het algemeen niet zo open as die ollanders eej...
Milow is trouwens één v jullie fijnste export-producten moementeel (mijn mening :))
Wat ik eigenlijk wilde zeggen...ik heb mijn ascentie zo goed als afgerond...ik merk nauwelijks nog iets van binnenkomende energieën...ik integreer ze zowat ongemerkt...ben gewoon gewend geraakt aan mega-hoge frequenties...
Ik heb een website gecreëerd vol met mijn eigen ervaringen...en handige tips...ook een deel in het Nederlands (alhoewel je je prima redt in het Engels)...
De reden dat je soms geen chocola kunt maken van bepaalde tekst en uitleg is omdat je dan nog niet op dat punt aangekomen bent...Lees je een tekst vaker (ook al begrijp je hem niet) dan heeft die de kans om langzaam binnen te sijpelen (jij past je aan aan de (toekomstige) tijdslijn van de persoon die de tekst schreef...je integreert hem dus)...
Lees je dezefde tekst een weeek of maand later nog eens dan ineens begrijp je hem wel....of je interpretatie ervan is verandert...dat is normaal...Niet bedroefd zijn dus als dingen je niks zeggen...je bent juist hier om deze teksten te lezen...en ze je eigen te maken...
De teksten op mijn website hebben een zelfde effect...daarom heb ik hem ook geschreven....Mensen integreren de bedoeling/vibratie achter de woorden...de betekenis vd woorden zelf is minder belangrijk.
Je hoeft ook helemaal niks te begrijpen van het hele spul om het toch allemaal te kunnen doen en gebruiken...mensen willen altijd alles graag snappen en compartimentaliseren (en daar is ook niks mis mee)...maar nódig is het niet...
Begin Oktober heb ik als het goed is een bijeenkomst in Lommel (Een zus van mij woont daar), de precieze datum staat nog niet vast...als je daar zin in hebt ben je welkom...
Mijn website is www.chroniclesofilse.com...je geraakt er ook door gewoon op mijn naam hier te klikken en de link te volgen...
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ReplyDelete@Rae: my records/Akasha are like absent for a while now - temporally unavailable ha ha ha (scribes spin forever like on a cracked record) and strange enough, I no longer dream or rather all my dreams I live as scripts through veils/illusions - what a configuration/template in the drama!!!
ReplyDeleteI`m at a loss wrt the paradox where lightworkers free will choices(manifestation abilities) are overridden by karmic restrictions meanwhile the `dark ones` seem to be allowed a far greater scope of interference(ascension time table/first contact/disclosure/fear/....)
Triggered by the solitude threshold – virtually cut off from society and looking in vain for our new Home, I was forced to relocate to Dallas/Plano from Cameroon reversing the cycle at 50 to temporally living with mom & sister. Anyway, would love to chat/exchange marks with anyone in the vicinity(thomaspafe@yahoo.fr) – Kay, CJ, SW, ……... where are you guys !!!
Peace perfect peace – tom.
@divsy "meanwhile the `dark ones` seem to be allowed a far greater scope of interference"
ReplyDeleteYou noticed that too!!! Without going into detail I'll just say...Damn, this shit is SO crazy!
@Khai, Cheers! (ting)
ReplyDeleteI am vege, so vegan sounds sweet. Eat, drink, sleep, poo..
That's all I want to do now. Be human, and enjoy the physical existence. That's all...and that's enough. :D
@Tom .. I heard you put a shout out to me!! You can still find me over at TWYH Unplugged at www.twyhunplugged.blogspot.com
ReplyDeleteI also may be Dallas bound by the end of this year! Not exactly my first choice of places to go, but it is finally an opportunity, none the less. I understand there are jobs in the Dallas area. Perhaps, that is where all of the light workers will end up ??!! I would love to see you when I get there!!
SW
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ReplyDeleteMy take on 'triality consciousness' would refer to the merging and consolidation of the spiritual/ physical/ emotional bodies...working together as ONE unified consciousness.
ReplyDeleteThank you Lauren. I was wondering why I had unusual headaches at the front of my forehead and a spiral of energy coming into my third eye for three days over the weekend Fri_Sun I think. It was more intense and painful then any I felt before. Of course I knew what it was but I did not know it was from the flare. I tend to not even ask or try and look deep, I just say oh wow, now this, ok. Thanks for the information.
ReplyDeleteIdk about Dallas. I'm in Houston and as far as I know, I'm going to Hawaii in about two weeks. I have yet to fully comprehend the massive contrast that is about to take place. I've been living in my house with no friends or money or any happiness for 6 months in a city I hate. All of a sudden, I'm going to be living with wonderful hippies near a beach abounding with lovely weeds and I'll be so much happier.
ReplyDeleteI don't know of any dark forces or dark ones. I only see them as either ignorant or overcome with emotion. I find that I can feel very violently inclined if I become too filled with grief. I guess my point is that we don't know anything about these people we label "dark ones" and we don't know their struggles or their grief. It's impossible to judge them from our own perspectives.
@ Khai: I think we all just need a do-over. If that requires us to relocate in order to make that happen, then that is what we need to do. I'd trade Dallas for Hawaii any day... !! ... Hhhmm.. I wonder if I can 'upsize' my current offer ??!!
ReplyDeleteHey everyone,
ReplyDeleteCheck out this cool Youtube video:
It's a rescued baby hummingbird...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LvrcdQWzH-8
@ sc383..sweet!
ReplyDeleteWe don't get Humming birds here.. I wish we did, just beautiful. :D
I've seen a couple of humming birds this spring/summer actually... which surprised me a little, I never saw that many growing up but I guess they are here in Southern New England...
ReplyDeleteSlg8 we are probably a few hours away from each other, maybe we should get together and grab a few beers and do some karaoke sometime! :-)
Rae - that was so incredibly sweet of you to say/offer, thank you so much!
Everyone else who mentioned me - I am blown away, wow, had no idea my angry venting would produce this response but I guess we are all getting fed up and wanting to commiserate, thanks so much for the words of encouragement!
Along the line of birds - today I was laying out in the yard and my landlady has a little birdhouse on a post and I looked over and saw that there were little baby birds living in it, and the mama came over to feed them! I even got a video of it on my camera. I'd never seen anything like that up close.
And, onto less pleasant things... symptoms have been a bit ugly. Panic attacks and digestive issues - food seems to go "right through me." Yukc. I wake up feeling hungover after no drinking, even after drinking a ton of water, gatorade, coconut water, you name it... Definitely fatigue and anxiety, still feeling an undercurrent of hopelessness and that I'll never feel "good" again... :-( So sad
anytime Ava, well... of course if i have money to do that with lol, or if you ever want to just get away, my couch is comfy, or you can have the bed... not tons to do here but not far from Hampton Beach, Boston...
ReplyDeletei have the most worst feeling of PMS, moody b!tch ... only i already had my period! WTF! i cry at the drop of a hat, get angry, annoyed and whatver else, and i cant stand it...
i am having overwhelming bad feelings about having no money... cant do anything, have no beverages in my fridge... but have a few meals left, so at least i can eat...struggling with feelings of sadness and or anger that i helped my bf whenever he needed it(with money and anything else i could possibly do) and feeling like he doesnt reciprocate... my own issues i realize... but none the less upsetting...
upset with myself that the people that help me the most, my parents, i cant seem to deal with, probably take the brunt of my bad mood... i try and not talk to anyone when im like this but when my mother constantly texts me about doing work at my house or just asking 20 questions i get annoyed... and i dont know why, and i dont like myself for it...
still having the body aches, and the weird headaches... or just lingering background headache if that makes sense...wicked tired... same ole....
hoping things arent going to get worse with the eclipse tomorrow... :/
speaking of birds too, the Blue Jays were insanely loud this morning at my house...and thanks to my mom she bought me some bird food since ive been out for a few days, miss seeing the birds in the window, the cardinals etc... i have had a hummingbird feeder out for a couple months but havent seen one yet, my parents get alot of them, i know it does take time for them to know there is food there for them when its new, so ill keep trying....
ReplyDeletewell karens message just explained some of my issues... :/
ReplyDeletesig8, Ava, et al......I hear you! This has been one helluva week for me too. Moody, achy, vertigo, wondering when it will all end. Sure hope tomorrow's eclipse lightens things up at least for awhile.
ReplyDeletesc383....loved the baby hummingbird! Thanks. We do have them here on the west coast, but I'm in the heart of the city so don't see them often.
Guess we all just need to "hang in there." Sigh.....
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ReplyDelete@slg8.it would be wonderful if you guys could meet up :)
ReplyDeletelol Be11a, my face looks like @ss too... all of this is weathering me big time :/ i need a "lifestyle lift" lol...although ive always needed it, some sort of family trait my "waddle"... oh and even better ive been growing unwanted hair WTH! ugh
ReplyDeletei dont even know where to start with my life, i dont even know what i want to do, what my purpose is or what im suppose to contribute to this world... nothing inspires me right now... i need to figure this out so i can focus on it and get there... i need a means of supporting myself so baaaaaddddddddddddddd
Be11a, so youre not gay "anymore" how come?
Greetings to everyone...
ReplyDeleteTo Ilse :
Thank you for your message, meant a lot to me. I already mailed a short reply, but you will hear again from me soon.
To slg8:
Thanks for the compliment.I do my best ;)
To Be11a :
What did you mean by "the worst was losing my gay life/ career and identity. I wish I was still gay"?
I don't get it. Are you serious or were you joking? Is turning into a heterosexual (if you are gay) part of the ascension proces? lol
To myself :
It's still good to read that most of the people feel alike. I cry a lot the last few days, coming from somewhere deep. It helps knowing that it's oké.
I am tired, which is good, because i tend to write too much words in my comments. This time there are none. Feeling empty.
Lots of whatever you like te best y'all.
@Be11a
ReplyDeleteI hope you didn't get me wrong. It was a real question. I was only joking about the ascension part.
Just wanted to put this straight ;)
Going to bed now, it's past 2 AM here
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ReplyDelete@slg8..Make over sounds ace!
ReplyDeleteman that would suck, be11a. I really love being gay, though I don't get to enjoy it because I'm fat and gross. Thanks, ascension, and your aversion to being healthy....
ReplyDeleteBut if I had a healthy body, I would totally rock it. I'd probably be the same person gay or straight, but I like being a part of a community thats so taboo and is quickly becoming something beautiful. At the heart of the gay issue is a gender equality and gender role in society issue. My DESIRE is to work in this area, but of course i'm stuck in bed doing absolutely nothing while other people get to make art and film, breaking ground in areas i want to be a part of but cant. i absolutely hate it. i really want to start working now and make music and films and all this wonderful new media, but i cant. i just cant right now and i hate it.
I'm assuming the final phase of this process is well underway, judging by the fact that i've suddenly developed a blinding and gut wrenching aversion to all forms of dairy and meat. I was already vegetarian, but eating dairy and some fish occasionally. now even fish grosses me out.
ReplyDeleteI can try to eat some cheese or something, but I won't even get to finish it because it'll just gross me out to no end. Unfortunately, my fridge isn't exactly stocked with vegan items, nor do i have money to buy food.
It's so bad, I can't even eat pasta because the egg in it makes me feel gross.
new picture :D
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ReplyDeleteKhai, it did suck!
ReplyDeleteThe queer community is friggin awesome, especially in Melbourne, Australia where I was (I left) and I miss it.
I'm still camp as knickers though (at least I still have that!)
I wonder where we are all going to end up? Curious, and Khai...please keeps us all updated from your new abode in Hawaii :D
ReplyDeleteinteresting Be11a
ReplyDeletei too wonder where we will all end up...
my reiki teacher use to say when this whole thing goes down, and i know it was just a metaphor or whatever, we are going to a big island in the sky or something, but she mentioned Hawaii a few times, so maybe it is there lol..so Khai get me a good spot on the water, a long dock to one of those cool huts would be sweet ;)
@slg8....I like ya style! Hawaii does sound good :D
ReplyDeleteBerlin is calling me..but it seems I never end up where I hope to be, so I guess it will be a surprise.
Hi everyone,
ReplyDeleteThank you all so much for posting your comments. You all are so awesome. I'm so grateful for this thread. I'm so burned out, it's hard to post comments -
but I truly enjoy reading them. It's keeping me going. I wish we all lived closer to eachother so we could meet up & hang out.
I wonder if this eclipse will move us forward - or will we be drug by our faces to October. And then what? I'm not trying to be a downer - I am sincerely concerned... I have some health issues & I'm not sure I can make it to October in one piece.
Hein, I just want to say that your English is excellent.
Khai, I'm so hoping & praying that you make it to Hawaii. If I had the cash, I'd just mail you a check. If you can escape this rung of Dante's Inferno, then there might be hope for the rest of us...
I dream of escaping the West Coast or to Hawaii too...
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ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jzMN2c24Y1s
(Good) Mo(u)rning everybody :D
ReplyDeleteBe11a : Funny cause a short while ago i was wonderin' if something like that was even possible. Lately i ask myself if homosexuality is an aberration of humankind. This is not a judgement, cause i was thinking about myself.
I never felt good in 'gay society' even though i accepted myself as a gay person since i was 16. I just never found a 'connection' and never had the feeling of 'belonging' there.
It seems that my lingering question has been answered in a way. I'm not saying that i am hoping that the same will happen to me, but i wouldn't fight it if i woke up someday being heterosexual. Actually i don't realy care anymore because a long time ago i made the desicion of living my life on my own, which works a lot better for me.
Still, what happened to you, i found very interesting and keeps me thinking.
slg8 : Good luck to you in your future new environment. I see that i speak for a lot of people when i say that i wished i could do that too. Maybe i can, i just don't know how. I am trying to move away from this neighbourhood for years now, and even that i can not accomplish.
sc383: Thank you also for the compliment. Maybe i should be more confident in it...
Take good care of yourself!
Hein,
ReplyDeleteYep, me too, trying to move for so long now, I put my house on the market twice in 4 years, then again listed it a few times myself. It was worth more than now...foreclosures around me, so value tremendously dropped. It just has to turn around, I believe it will in a majorly profound way.
I have never experienced the pull downwards as much as what we have gone through especially in the last 6+ months, so like the eclipses are saying that I read, pretty much same as Lauren, those relationships that are not suiting to us will pull us apart, away, and keep doing so until we stay away.
So faintly a memory as I experienced it AGAIN w/ my dad yesterday...go figure i just attended a funeral of a friend of the neighborhood my folks lived in, and my dad still got all cursed and stupid at the mouth for one episode with my niece then again w/ me. I, for about the 3rd or 4th time in about a year, have been able to speak up and walk away. He has done this in front of my teenage kids, what a role model, not.
Anyways, like all of you are saying, I believe we are not going to be in the same area or life will just strain us out like noodles while the rest of the water falls away. I am so ready to be a 'big' girl, funny, and take life by the horns and live somewhere happy, kind, conscious, loving, generous, peaceful, you name it.
The funeral, oddly enough, had a terrific time meeting so many old faces of the neighborhood from some my age to many elders. It was really heartwarming. I felt love, likeness, and neutrality. This is how I can tell the difference of what serves my highest good and what does not.
On the gay concepts talk, never been, not interested in that way, figured somehow if i had to get through life learning and enjoying relationships with others, that probably will be enough. Just sort of recognizing how strong the self has to be.
Yep, Lauren went under a bit again, as you said we would, but process is teaching me to fare better each time.
Hein... im not heading anywhere new that i know of, im in my new space...i think? at least its new for me now, my parents bought me this camp we remodeled with the idea that id pay for it, but its not quite working out like we planned... luckily its a low payment but never the less they are stuck with helping me right now.... part of me almost wished we never did it, or that we could sell it, but we just went through so much to get to this point and i of course like having my own place that no bf can kick me out of, no landlord, etc... is this the ideal spot? not really, sort of wish i was away from this town i grew up in, small towns and the gossip etc or just being around people that know you but arent your friends, that may have seen some things you went through growing up, judging you etc, i just dont feel so welcomed, if that makes sense... starting fresh somewhere new seems scarey but doesnt sound so bad either..
ReplyDeleteso the new moon eclipse was this morning... just got my ass out of bed so here's to hoping for a good day/weekend....
lurker here!
ReplyDeletei was reading all your comments and then i suddenly felt weird for spying on you and not saying anything. lol
i was incredibly surprised that i have a lot in common with most of you. it seems that most of us are short of money and get anxious about it, and some of us wish we would know what we want to do already so we can get on with it and build careers like so many have done. it s especially frustrating when you want to do something for which people become famous [arts, movies, etc], because then they re in your face everyday...
although changes are happening, it still feels like we re in the same world. same rules [go to uni, get job, make money], same social pressures. i like the fact that i was brave enough to change career directions and i like where i am now. however, i too am feeling the lack of money and my mom is more on edge about it every day and is determined to make me as miserable as she can. because apparently me not getting a job is my way of showing that i hate her and that i wanna be a bum for the rest of my life.
anyway, just wanted to let you know that i reaaaaaally relate to what you re going through. it feels better when you know you re not the only one going through shit. : )
Alright guys and gals, I just knew my focus on my calender all these past months was for the good.
ReplyDeleteLow and behold, our independence day!!!!
America, America (and not in America)
O beautiful for spacious skies,
For amber waves of grain,
For purple mountain majesties
Above the fruited plain!
America! America!
GOD SHED HIS GRACE ON THEE************
And CROWN THY GOOD WITH BROTHERHOOD********
From sea to shining sea!
O beautiful for pilgrim feet
Whose stern impassioned stress
A thoroughfare of freedom beat
Across the wilderness!
America! America!
GOD MEND THINE EVERY FLAW*******,
CONFIRM THY SOUL IN SELF-CONTROL*****,
Thy LIBERTY in LAW!
O beautiful for HEROES PROVED*****
IN LIBERATING STRIFE******.
Who MORE THAN self their COUNTRY LOVED
And MERCY MORE THAN LIFE!********
America! America!
MAY GOD THY GOLD REFINE
Till ALL SUCCESS be NOBLENESS***
And EVERY GAIN DIVINE!***
O beautiful for PATRIOT DREAM
That sees beyond the years
Thine alabaster cities gleam
Undimmed by human tears!
America! America!
God shed his grace on thee
And crown thy good with brotherhood
From sea to shining sea!
O beautiful for halcyon skies,
For amber waves of grain,
For purple mountain majesties
Above the enameled plain!
America! America!
God shed his grace on thee
Till souls wax fair as earth and air
And music-hearted sea!
O beautiful for pilgrims feet,
WHOSE STEMMED IMPASSIONED STRESS
A thoroughfare for FREEDOM beat
Across the wilderness!
America! America!
God shed his grace on thee
Till paths be wrought through
wilds of thought
By pilgrim foot and knee!
O beautiful for GLORY-TALE
Of liberating strife
When once and twice,
for man's avail
Men lavished precious life!
America! America!
God shed his grace on thee
TILL SELFISH GAIN NO LONGER STAIN
THE BANNER OF THE FREE!**********
O beautiful for patriot dream
That sees beyond the years
Thine alabaster cities gleam
Undimmed by human tears!
America! America!
God shed his grace on thee
Till nobler men keep once again
THY WHITER JUBILEE! ******
________________________________________________
So beautiful, that someone or some people graced these words upon us
Of course, i came across the jubilee in the bible too, some wayyy time back.
America the Beautiful
ReplyDeleteWords by Katharine Lee Bates,
My last post of course is attributed to this beautifully graced author, thank you Ms. Katherine :)))))))
Lol thanks guys. I'm pretty sure I'll make it. I already have my plane ticket and money for my expenses.
ReplyDeleteI'd really like to see new islands pop up in the Pacific, big islands. I think we'd need more land and I know it's quite possible considering how unstable the pacific ocean floor is. A new island could easily be created with a couple volcanos.
For me, I see gayness as an asset in a weird way. I really like this perspective, in a subjective and objective way. I think it's very beautiful.
Good eclipse everyone.. the oast one hein? do you think now life will make sense? that we will know what are we going here on this earth? awwwwwww
ReplyDeletelauren wrote a note on the old post saying.. more pain to come.. by now i dont care anymore
do you? by the way if any of you like to drop a note to me here is my e-mail address
wc10abingdon@gmail.com
this path is so lonely isn't?
love to you all
nanci
You are welcome Hein...did not get that e-mail yet...but looking forward to it...
ReplyDeleteBella...the fact you don't have a clue about direction is exactly what is supposed to happen...
There is no direction...there is no 'big plan'...there really is no purpose to life...other than joy and play...
We have no destiny...we are here simply to be here...and being us...
You are meant to let go of purpose and passions...because that way you come to the core...of NOW...
One teaches by being...and by being present...
You need not make animations about the ascension topic and what you learned...If the art of animation brings you joy then simply make animations that bring you joy...about what brings you joy...
Joy and laughter do as much as any teaching of words...
Follow your joy...in each moment...whatever the moment calls for...
There are only very few that are truly called to go out there and speak in public...or write about the whole thing or stuff like that...Only the ones that take great joy in that will do so...Whose hearts breathe such things...
We are here to simply follow our joy(s)...even if it's just baking bread...doesn't matter what it is...as long as it comes from your heart...
The joy we ooze is the energy that will spread like wildfire...and thát is what will teach the world...
Ilse this is bizarre...i mailed the day before yesterday and you haven't received anything?
ReplyDeleteMaybe my mail went to your 'unwanted' box maybe?(rayek11@hotmail.com)
Working on my second mail now, and after what you just put here, i think i will have to add a few things :D
slg8 i must have made an error then. I thought you were going to Hawaii. I was looking for the older post, but can't find it anymore. Maybe it was someone else.
Hello Temple of Neverland, i didn't quite understand what you were asking me. I googled 'oast' but nothing...never heard of the word. If life makes sense now? I dunno, can't realy answer that right now. I do not follow anyone, so i still have to see for myself what exactly is happening right now. I only know that my trust in life used to be more significant before, instead of now.
I can also say that, yes, this path is lonely, but for me, less lonely than it used to be since i was born, and that's because this time around i can relate to people, even though there's an ocean in between.
i'm the one going to hawaii, hein. muahahahahahaha.
ReplyDeletesee y'all suckers on the other side
What a strange past month that was and very depressing. July is finally here, and I am a bit confused. I hope that everyone is doing well, and that Lauren has an awesome upcoming birthday.
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