"There is so much change taking place on the subtle levels that to speak of each one individually would be akin to searching for a stone cast to the ocean." - Seven Sisters of Pleiades
Ouch
If your head feels like lead, your heart is on fire, and your body is a mockery of a marshmallow...then welcome to the full integration of head-heart-body.
If I may still indulge in polarity for a moment, I have what feels like very good news and very bad news. The good news is that I have been told that this month is the month that the frontrunners of new-human consciousness complete the upgrade to the new-human prototype, the final transformation into mind/body/soul integrated existence.
The bad news is that I think its going to hurt like hell.
I definitely hope I'm wrong here, but the pains of labor have been p-r-e-t-t-y intense since May began and it doesn't feel as though it will let up anytime soon. The unseens say otherwise…that the middle of May will bring some reprieve...tho they also admit that this month will be a very "physically focused" one. This is what I heard: every single cell of your played-out bodies will continue, unremittingly, to throb in the writhing pain of cellular mutation. Until forever.
Physical Integration
"What we would like to bring forth out of all of this is the realization that those who are on the path to oneness have arrived at a deep place of physical integration, a crosspoint in all intersecting layers of perceptual reality that are now woven into the cellular tapestry of the new human form." -Seven Sisters
If April was a month of reassessing, redirecting and resetting, then May is a month of integrating, mutating and morphing. During the last several weeks, all those parts of ourselves that needed to be reclaimed were revealed to each of us (in mostly odious ways) during that never ending Mercury retrograde cycle. Mercury is finally leaving its shadow station, and we are coming out of a very long and productive inward phase where we released & cleared lifetimes of human/genetic karmic debris... however, with so much growth in such a short period of time, our cells still need the time/space to shift and align with our new level awareness.
Because of all the inner-work we completed last month we are experiencing a profound deepening..an unmistakable soul recognition is taking place, a growing awareness of home that is filling every cell of our bodies. Literally.
Right now we are adjusting and releasing another round of remaining density so as to align with the harmonious energies of the new-human form, and it does NOT feel good, but as we continue to come into alignment with the vibration of our complete, purified, core selves, our bodies will adjust and release, adjust and release, and the end result will be a perfected physical vessel…the physical representation of our divine-human blueprint.
"Mid-May will provide you with forward moving momentum, the key will be in how well your body is able to assimilate these energies. If you are hanging on to unresolved issues from the past, forward movement will be halted to the extent that you are willing to let go. The physical symptoms of mutation may continue to plague you, but only until you are fully released from the past, firmly situated in the present, and focused on moving into the future. Trust in your body's intelligence and it will show you the way home." -Seven Sisters
New-Human Health
"If we had to define health in the new human form, we would say this: harmony. Rather, we would change the word health to harmony." -Seven Sisters
No doubt we are in a nasty funk…we have been knocked down for weeks with symptoms, and tired in ways that mimic the beginning of our journeys. This deep fatigue is present in every tissue, organ, muscle and bone of our bodies…even our blood is tired….but up until now, none of it has made any cognitive sense.
The unseens say that all of this is because we are literally changing physical form and our bodies are using all of our vitality to morph…that we are emerging from our proverbial cocoons. Tho the butterfly analogy is relentlessly overused, it is also very poignant in the sense that we are actually changing from one physical expression to another, from the inside out….and just like the butterfly, our release from restriction is timed with the greater cycles of creation. (groovy butterfly metamorphosis vid HERE...should make you feel right at home)
Whenever we go thru these intense periods of physical transformation, its important to remember the magnitude of change we are undergoing….that the transition we are morphing thru is not an incremental (linear) healing that is taking place as in old-paradigm holistic constructs where we "peel back the layers of the onion" to reveal our core. Contrary to that, biological ascension (reconnection) requires that we access our core selves first, in order to effectuate true and lasting change on every level of our being and in every area of our lives.
This is also why, for those on the ascension path, no individual healing modality can take us to full symptom cure…not only because these modalities are external, but because true health is not established thru healing, but thru remembering…aligning with…our divine state of wellness. The difference is in the focus.
In other words, the ascension process does not bring us from bad to better (linear), but from from limitation to freedom (quantum). The result is in the lasting effects, but the process is WAY more comprehensive…which is ultimately why the starseed warriors were designed to go first…so all you freakishly courageous souls could fully display the results of such self-inflicted torture.
This fiercely independent group stepped up as the biological beta-testers for the new-human prototype and now these groups are finally (tho slowly) coming out of the beta (metamorphic) phase and are soon to be fully functional 2.0's as we near the end of the massive inner-journey and embark upon the final phase of our physical transition to the "other side". (NOTE**Keep in mind that tho we are emerging, our wings still need time to harden before we can take flight, so patience is still required.)
The unseens have always said that physical health would be the last to arrive, but they are making it clear that this will not be health like we have ever known before. Health is such a broad topic that perspective matters here, but they really want us to "get it", that this state of completeness is far superior to physical well being. They describe new human health as "an amalgamation of circular patterns of bliss…heightened, creative energies that flow uninterrupted and are interconnected, yet independent of each other...energies that transmit and communicate to each other in a harmonic and effortless way, free of the separation-based discordance that breaks the flow of vital life force in lower dimensional consciousness."
They also share that the human 2.0 christed-edition will be malleable, spontaneous, self-contained and light in its movement…they call this the "ultimate state of physical existence" and one that will require less maintenance than the older (3d) model. ohthankgawd.
Because the new-human form works with crystalline magnetics in the fluid form fields, we will be tapping into a new circuitry board, one that is built into the new grid and contains the codes required for our physical participation with conscious co-creation.
With the upgrades complete, our ability to adapt to energy will apparently be remarkable and our new-human vessel will enable us to not only feel good...novel concept...but to navigate ourselves strictly on the new earth (crystalline) grid, which exists all around us now, pulsating with pure potential and while waiting to express its infinite intelligence thru our shiny new stellar bods.
From Service to Creation
"One further point that we would like to make with regard to this life-changing transition is that each of you are fully in control of your destinies now. It is no longer a place of coming together to create for the good of mankind, to fix what's broken, but a place of coming together to create from deep passion, from the unrelenting desire to make manifest your YOUnique contribution to the planet thru the pure reflection of your soulular self."
We are finally at a place of fully expressing our divinity in a way that expires our old (clearing) contracts and deeply embedded programming that we are here to "save the world". There is no saving or service required any longer….we are simply here now to share the part of ourselves that will, by default, uplift others. The shift is important here because when work from a place of "saving", we are holding on to the very paradigm that we are now breaking free from. NoCanDo.
The unseens want us to deeply understand that the new-earth pioneers are shifting from service to creation, which is a completely different energy construct.
Any need, desire or impulse to "save" the falling world comes from a polarized mind, lends energy to chaos, keeps us attached to the outworn and therefore restricted from our ability to create on the new timeline. Remember those words of one famous Albert Einstein...“Problems cannot be solved by the same level of thinking that created them”? It applies here. As the outside world continues to spiral into chaos it is imperative that we push thru to a higher level of thinking by remembering that lasting change only comes when we transcend the energies that created it.
We are here now to create a new way, to create a new world... to use inspiration as our weapon and love as our shield. And there is no turning back.
"Know that your contribution to the world is nothing more or less than what sets you on fire…it is the reflective radiance of the sun's creative potential within each of you, the core center of your embodied power to create, and for all to benefit from." -Seven Sisters
Dance with the Divine
"Understand this...there is no longer a gap between who you are and who you want to be." -Seven Sisters
So the past and the future are merging and we are beginning to operate from still-point, where the universal elixir of creation resides. Its an odd sensation really, like we are no longer participating in our lives, but with them. And nothing outside of the moment can hold our attention for very long. Accessing anything outside of the present is growing in futility which means we are no longer operating from a place of what will be, but what is....and as well, we are shifting from the mental understanding of ascended living to the sensation-based experience of it. This has yet to sink into our full-body awareness, but it will.
As a result of this merging, we are no longer those beings who are here to teach thru information alone…we are here now to teach thru the integrated, embodied understanding that can only be achieved thru first hand experience, and is wholly contingent upon our ability to create our inspired visions on the blank canvas that is now laid before us. When we do this effectively, the universal forces of creation come rushing to meet us…not because we have summonsed the force, but because we have become the force. As we merge with these forces of creation thru the sheer magnitude of our presence, we become one with the flow of divinity thru sacred union...and as these energies move us to act, to create, to speak, to dance, to sing, to love…all in perfect allowing...only then we will understand the true meaning of co-creation.
This sacred dance works thru mathematics and geometry...which I will probably delve deeper into thru future writings... but for now, know that these sacred sciences are fully at play. In the past, separation-creation was a combination of sacred science mixed with human will and using universal hologram technology (3d matrix) specifically designed for this interplay. But now, in the fluid fields of morphic resonance, the power of these sacred sciences are pure and instantaneous.
"Those in the collaborative cosmic dance with the divine will be presented with opportunities to take part in the creation of new earth. You are the builders, the planners, and the architects of an ascended earth. We wish for each of you to grasp the enormity of your contribution thus far and especially as you step forth to apply your creative, sculpted vision into the world at large. You hold dominion over the new earth...you are the fiercest of warriors, the pioneers, and therefore the guardians of Eden."
Bridge Portals
The new-human (crystalline) prototype that the warrior brigade is beginning to embody is designed to work/communicate strictly with the intelligence of the new (crystalline) grid …without participating in the old world dynamics…which is why it is so essential that this group no longer attach to the falling world. This also means that the interconnecting points of old-world versus new world (sacred living) will be fully protected by vortices, or forcefields of energy so as to secure the portals to new earth dwelling spaces from those who are not yet fully reconnected and operating from a place of pure heart resonance.
This is not a separation based tactic, per se, but rather a safeguarding of sacred creation as well as forces of protection for those who are not yet prepared to handle such high frequencies. These interconnected grid points will serve as the bridge portals for souls to walk over, both for souls who have ascended into triality consciousness to access duality, and for those ascending duality consciousness to access triality.
These portals will serve as anchors of higher dimensional energy for the dismantling world and offer healing to those who feel called to serve. It will be up to those who have entered fully into triality (christ) consciousness to act as the gatekeepers and to work with these sacred portals in a way that will support the new-human and the new-earth.
For those of you who are already participating with these sacred portals between dimensions you will be coming together with many more to broadcast these energies in physical locations that support the bio-energy dynamics required to uplift humanity to a sacred level of coexistence. More on this to come...
World Without Limits
One morning a couple weeks ago I heard these words ringing in my head…"Are you REALLY ready to be, do and have it all?"
In the past when I heard those words, they scared me....it felt too far away and too overwhelming to grasp. But this time I remember thinking that I don't even know what that means anymore…that I am so
Right after I formed that thought in my head, I heard…"Well then, congratulations is definitely in order."
Which inspired me share, with kind permission, this crystal clear analogy from an email I received from a reader:
"I feel like Janus at the portal, with the ability to see into both worlds.
The old world I feel so intensely because it feels more and more repulsive in the strictest sense of that word. I find myself looking at things and going, "I remember that" and yet it's something that the masses are still up to and yet it feels like eons ago to me, like remembering something from childhood that went out of style and is no longer around but you might see in an antique store or something.
And the new is so very exciting. It feels so appropriate that it is springtime now as that goes with this feeling, this anticipation of something wonderful unfolding, with little hints and evidence here and there. And yet what is so strangely prickly about the new that is coming is not knowing what to expect and not in the typical "can't know the future" kind of way but in more of a 'So, just what does one wish for when there are no limits?' "
Don't forget to nurture yourselves!
Lauren
ThinkWithYourHeart.net
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Hi Lauren,
ReplyDeleteNew Human ... Homo veritas. :-)
Love, LW.
Lauren, just in time... and again I discovered this one before I even got the email! I'm in tune with you sister. Reading this post actually got me giddy. Which is a NICE feeling, considering the physical death symptoms and aching depression and frustration of the past couple days... I still don't feel *good* in a physical or emotional sense, but I'm starting to feel HOPEful... not that I trust hope at this point... but oh well, I'm enjoying it. :-)
ReplyDeleteI will mention one "positive" physical symptom of late... I've been eating like an absolute cow, lots of junk food too, and I seem to be looking thinner - my mother remarked on it so I know it's not "just me." I am doing the opposite of dieting - my appetite has been out of control and I feel compelled to oblige it. Also I didn't get as insanely hormonally bloated as I normally do each month, which was also grand (although the other hormonal symptoms were worse than usual... blah).
ReplyDeleteAgain, THANKS LAUREN. Best channelings around. Only ones I want to read...
OMG!!!!! Lauren, THANK YOU THANK YOU for giving expression and explanation to the crazy, insane, seemingly chaotic energy I have been feeling since May 1 and has amped up significantly since Sunday. I feel this change on every level of my being....especially in my heart. And thank you for giving words to what I have known...that we are being invited out of the "save the world" mentality to "create from your highest gifts." I have stepped into this transition and welcome it fully!!!!!! Thank you for continuing to be a vessel of Divine revelation in the world!!!
ReplyDeleteLove,
Lauri Lumby
Authentic Freedom Ministries
http://yourspiritualtruth.com
Lauren,
ReplyDeleteThis is amazing. Thank you so much for making sense of what I've been thinking & feeling lately.
Thank you Lauren:
ReplyDeleteI think you would be pleasantly surprised if you had a Reconnective Healing Session and the amazing Reconnection. Please see The Book of Enoch (The Book of Knowledge) Read Keys: 3.1.4 and 3.1.7 It is a difficult read but I think you will understand my point.
Love & Light, Annette Moreland
http://www.cosmosis.ca
I wasn't going to leave a comment because I always re-think what I have said and feel silly the next day, but somehow I don't care this time.
ReplyDeleteFirst of all, I'm seeing number signs on a daily basis encouraging me in newly incorporated changes I am making. Yay!
For example, exercise. I am working on getting this weight off FINALLY and about to implement a GUIDE to use that can be malleable and flexible (for those interested it is the Long, Lean and Strong book).
I "heard" this in regard to exercise (for me): "It is ok to have a routine, but remember that it needs to be flexible" and that "I cannot afford NOT to exercise everyday" or do some type of physical movement (esp. with my personal health and personality)
With my history of severe depression, I feel like something has changed. That those low lows will never come back. (maybe speaking pre-maturely?) It just feels different, the depression doesn't "stick" to me like it used to these past few weeks.
I feel like I've been handed the missing puzzle piece of ME and my DIVINE BLUEPRINT! I can see my timeline unfolding.
As I continue to study becoming a harp therapist, I will do everything Lauren mentioned in her post about creating. As I enter a patient's room, I have to be willing to greet whatever situation that is there and make present moment decisions working as an instrument of healing.
Thank you Lauren, your posts speak straight to my heart.
TL;DR number signs, exercise, depression, future career
Wow, answers a lot! I have been feeling lately that absolutely nothing means anything, like what's the point? Ready to gag on 3D and just gets hints of bliss and sweet neutrality. Can't force these things I have found, just use all the tools we have learned as needed.
ReplyDeleteEveryday there are miracles and at the same time I am being so stretched with releasing and learning that i just want to say enough!! In fact I have told divine creator this and I do get SOME help, nuggets of compassion to keep me going. I am grateful, but OMG.
I have no physical issues, just fatigue and a back injury-to halt my "oh I can fly now" mania I had last month I suppose.
So odd to feel this is so happening but the layers seem so jumbled that the human part of me is still like, am I going to live a regular 3D life after all? Is this it? Then I have an experience that says, no, things are never to be the same. Much LOVE and thank you!
Thank you so much!! So much interesting and positive info here that I'll be rereading for a while!! Blessings and love!!
ReplyDeleteK you made me cry 3x. That's a new record. I can't express how much confirmation this one gave me, and how much confidence it will continue to bring me. THANK YOU LAUREN :)
ReplyDeleteThanks very much for your post ¡¡¡. you give us such an important and interesting information briging us confidence and understanding . WELLCOME AND BLESSING .
ReplyDeleteI have deep gratitude and appreciation for having you explain my life, up to now. It has been feeling that this is the time, yet on a physical level, my injured body has forced me to sit, contemplate, formulate, dream, and perhaps the next word is to "create" my future for the next 200 years! I truly do feel like an 'almost' butterfly.
ReplyDeleteThank you,
Susan
How do you know where you stand in the process of becoming one?
ReplyDeleteThanks again Lauren, and wish you so much for all that you are and express! A pleasure to share this ride with you. :0)<3 <3 <3
ReplyDeleteI am that I AM. And I AM that which you are seeking, as an answer to your physical pains. I am as I am because I asked to be transformed, and I asked for it to be through grace. I decided, and came to remember that I AM whole and beautiful, even in my aches (which seem a memory from the past). You too are beautiful just as you are, I know that you will remember it when your moment is decided, by you, and no other.
ReplyDeleteFor all those who are in the "chaos" of transition, decide, and make it true. There are NO limits. 'So, just what does one wish for when there are no limits?'
Now GO!
beautiful words, Lauren, and beautiful thing! yay Team! great work, and what a wonderful Being, this Human!! all I needed to hear! onward and UPWARD!
ReplyDeleteattitude of GRATITUDE and let's show The Way!
ReplyDeleteby the way the <3 are meant to be hearts....:o) xoxo
ReplyDeleteDon't know how many folks clicked through to the butterfly transformation video, but I couldn't help but chuckle about the "first commandment of a caterpillar is to eat and grow". Oh... so that explains it. ;-)
ReplyDeleteGreat info....Thank you so much. A lot has been explained. There was an uncertainty of what too expect. What to look forward to. The best result would come from staying in the moment & not being distracted unnecessarily. Clean slate? Yes!!! Again, Thanks.
ReplyDeleteAmen!! Amen!! Amen!! I have not had so much ascension pain in a longgg time, at least to this long lingering degree. What is funny, spirit has always called me a "prototype" and until today, I had no flipping clue what that meant! Thank you so much for being you and all you do!! I appreciate you more than you will ever know!!
ReplyDeleteSo true...the duality has never been more prominent but then again, I've never been more comfortable with it. Just a thought regarding the 'new human health as "an amalgamation of circular patterns of bliss…etc."' I can't help but see that the 2011 crop circle season seems to show some patterns that puts this interconnected/independent dealio into context for me...in a sacred geometrical sorta way :)
ReplyDeleteGrazi for your posts and Mucho Mad Loves to all y'all <3
The circles in crops can be tracked here:
http://www.cropcircleconnector.com/2011/2011.html
Any physical discomfort I/we may experience is greatly overshadowed by the new place where I find myself. Communing regularly with spirits on the Other Side of the Veil, which is thinning dramatically. In OBEs....in lucid dreams...even in dreams where I know only that I am talking to a loved one who has crossed over....the veil is definitely lifting. Even the dream group to which I belong has been visited by a common visitor, whom I believe is a benign entity who has caught sight of the group energy we are creating. I am BLOWN away and so happy to be moving into the new and awesome paradigm.
ReplyDeleteAva I'm with you too always know when a new update is on it's way... Im usually feeling really off right before...Ive been wicked hungry too and feeling like I'm eating like crazy which isn't like me either... Crazy bloated... Gas ...sorry TMI...
ReplyDeleteThanks Lauren this explains alot...
Lauren, as always, beautifully put - you are an inspiration to us all! :)
ReplyDeleteThis month has been very intense for me since day 1 yet I have been sensing great things are just around the corner. This past week has started to confirm this as I have an interview tomorrow morning for an excellent job in the city! I have a great feeling about it, and have also started to think about going back to school at night. I feel like my passions and potential are really re-emerging in a brand new, dynamic way. It's very exciting to say the least. :) I have also felt times of new vitality and 'I can do anything'. That is most amazing given how hard this past year(s) has been. The releasing of 'everything' literally has been very challenging, but I feel the positive, encouraging signs more and more. This is truly the best and worst of times, soon to be solely the best! We are almost there! :)
Here's to being a fiercely independent freak and accepting that it's ok not to be noraml. Well said Lauren and thank you. Once again perfect timing!
ReplyDeleteAnyone else here having consistent strange, fast and surging heart beats? Or should I really go see the doctor now>!
ReplyDeleteNia... I've been having all kinds of different heart palps for a while now... It stopped briefly... But noticed it in the last week or so... If I had ins. I'd go to the doctor to be sure ... Its freaked me out many times...But I'm fairly sure it's stress and ascension... I hope!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Lauren. Perfect timing. I feel tired to the core with an overlying whiff of freedom. Creation is the theme of the day though and that feels exhilarating!! :)
ReplyDeleteLove to all my fellow brave spirits!
@ Nia...me as well
ReplyDeleteI was having intense heart palpitations last summer for a couple months or so. Its normal - but maybe see a doctor just in case.
ReplyDeleteI love when we have corresponding posts and feelings Lauren.
http://growingupindigo.com/2011/news/sutras-new-age/
Lauren, yes, makes much sense, thanks.
ReplyDeleteThe -beat up- wiped out had me lol.
You know how to make it sound bearable. :)
Namaste :)
Yep I've also been having heart palps for a few months. I was disappointed because I had a major (unexpected, otherworldly) heart healing with white light in 2002 and I expected I would never have these symptoms again. But I started to sense that it is part of the energies bathing the planet. Glad to know that others are also experiencing. By all means, however, if your guidance tells you to check with a dr., do so!
ReplyDeleteLove you Lauren.........Thank you for being.
ReplyDeleteHey Lauren, well spot on as usual. I feel like every tiny bit of residual "uck" is being squeezed out of me emotionally. A total cell/soul house cleaning. Have you ever thought of holding a conference "get together" for the people? It would be pretty cool to be in the same room/space with a bunch of "alikes"
ReplyDeleteAmazing I was thinking a lot of this just yesterday! Wonderful news! :)
ReplyDeleteYes yes I know all about the physical symptoms and stuff... what im more concerned about is when the Manifestation Doors are going to open?
ReplyDeleteBecause I have Alot of things to do, things to create, and I really need to step on the gas with it because some stuff has to be done by the end of 2012.
And as for physical symptoms you have no idea... Im actually supposed to be 8 inches taller according to my divine blueprint. So guess whats going to have to happen on that front.
So any guess on when im going to get MY Genie in the bottle?
All of this makes sense when you put it into words...Thanks so much Lauren! I am really feeling the change from "service" to creation. I feel ready to express my higher self in the most radiant, happy and loving way!!! Let this New Earth begin...Exciting!
ReplyDeleteBlessings to you all!
Thank you for giving voice to what I have been feeling! When I look around and see all of the "good works" and volunteerism being done in the world I sometimes feel lazy and heartless for focusing on inner work instead of outer work. At the same time the message I get from my intuition and my heart is just what you have said, the time for that paradigm is over and the "work" we are to do is of a new kind. I really appreciate being able to find support for this in your posts. Thank you, thank you, thank you! Lots of love to you for all you bring to the world!
ReplyDeleteI am definitely enjoying this year, even through the hardships. I have been waiting for such change for so long, and this year is more than proving that change is now here. I also cannot help but feel more relaxed than ever recently. Whether it be the energies, or the self-realization, I am so ready for whats ahead. I had just found your blog the day you had posted this article. It has summarized and revealed what is currently going on in my life. Now, I am in complete assurance. Thank you for posting this Lauren. Much LOVE to you all.
ReplyDeleteI'm so tired of being depressed so much of the time. :-(
ReplyDeleteWhy won't it get better?
Me too Ava! :'(
ReplyDeleteSo weird ... It's 70 degrees in my house... Was a beautiful day... I just got up to get in some comfy clothes and I was freezing... Literally shivering.. Odd... Been so hungry lately but nothing Is satisfying... Tired.... Lonely... Feeling forgotten... Invisible.... Not having much fun here :/
ReplyDeleteThe last couple of weeks have been amazing. I'm new to the thought streams you post in, that is, to Laurens Blog. Came here from RMN. Just affirming the general "take" on what's really at work here. I have stormed the invisible dimensions like a madman for the last five years and sometimes I reel from the blows coming at me because I found the nerve to ASK. Ye have not because ye ask not.
ReplyDeleteThanks slg8, good to hear from you sister!
ReplyDeleteAnd alpholive, welcome but I seriously have no idea what you're saying here (or what you've been smoking?) :-P
Bah. Still sitting here - well, lying here - wishing I could feel good again... sigh.
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ReplyDeleteI did post somethin the other day but I guess it didn't post... I was havin the hungry horrors too Ava... but nothing I'm eating is really satisfying me.... Nothing is feeling good at all right now.... I don't understand why I have to go through this...
ReplyDeleteI keep feeling cold myself, and then I start to get hot. I have been eating slightly more than usual as well, yet I am pretty sure that I've been losing a few pounds. We will all get through this together though :) to say it's a good thing would be an extreme understatement. It can be rough, for most it has been majority of our life's, but it helps knowing that now everything is good no matter what. When what is left of my ego mind starts to get me down, I close my eyes for a few seconds and reawaken.
ReplyDeletesig8 & Ava - me too on the hungries! And the depression comes and goes, but the weird dreams keep on coming. Hopefully all this is signs of growth!
ReplyDeleteAnd, I'm confused...just what will our new bodies look like??? Will the changes be visible, or is it more interior? Or does it all culminate on The Other Side???
Thanks again Lauren. Your writings help so much - and the humor makes it all so much easier!
Love to all.
Hi all! I have been getting a lot of emails with regard to not being able to post comments...I am not sure what is going on because some can post and some cant... and secretly I am hoping that the problem will just fix itself...but for those who can post, do you notice anything janky? it seems as tho the majority of comments are from blogger profiles, wondering if its related...
ReplyDeletethanks in advance,
Lauren
p.s. for those having trouble posting, I know this is annoyingly obvious, but be sure you are signed in under either blogger, wordpress, openid, typepad, AIM, etc...
Yes the blog sight had some tech diff note up a few times I tred to post...but it's been ok for a day or two for me
ReplyDeleteBJ I too curious on the physical changes... hoping it's tweakin the bits we don't like as much ;). I would guess it'll be more internal but who knows ... Would be great to get a nice surprise
ReplyDeleteLauren, there was a period of time where Blogger wasn't loading properly - it looked like technical difficulties on their end. Then they "fixed it" but it looks like some comments got eaten in the process, and no new ones were able to be posted in that time. Now it seems to be working fine...
ReplyDeleteAnd, I feel like exhaustion death again this afternoon. I have places I really need to be tonight and all I feel like doing is closing my eyes and lying in pain and not sleeping because I can't. This seriously bites.
Feelin that Ava ... Was up till 4 am... I cracked up ... Actually not feelin as bad as I thought I would today but looking forward to sleep
ReplyDeleteI have had trouble posting comments, delay and act a bit odd but I have always been able to do it. I do it through my google account even if it took pressing the button a few times. Sometimes, it doesnt go through right away on the first try. Once you press post it usally takes you to whateevr screen you need to sign in on. Try previewing first if the post comment button doesnt work the first time. That seems to circumvent any issues.
ReplyDeletei feel like i dont want to do anymore ascension crap. im fine the way i am. when i have what i need, i participate a stable ecosystem very well, there's nothing wrong with me and im tired of being sick and drained of my life force and of giving everything i have to this pie in the sky nightmare.
ReplyDeleteim tired of being alone and despite what nonsense anyone might vomit on me, i AM alone.
and im tired of being abused by people. im tired of being called trash, and im tired of being called a failure.
ReplyDeleteim tired of people just stepping all over me. doing this whatever the fuck we're doing isnt working and we're just getting shit on for no reason.
there's no point.
Khai :(
ReplyDeleteI know I'm sick of all that too... Sick of being treated like crap by someone I did everything for... Being blamed or accused for things I don't do... I'm worth more than this! Tired if being someones doormat... Being backstabbed... Having to deal with two faced people or people who play both sides... Why do I have to go through this!? Is this seriously necessary? To learn a lesson? I have to be beat down this bad? WTF I don't get any of it! And I wish I could move out of this town! I can't trust anyone.... But this is all about me right? And how I attract this or don't think I deserve better? Bullshit!
So yeah I feel like I'm getting shit on for no reason...
ReplyDeleteHope you're ok khai... I know... This all is just too much sometimes... Seems some people are doing ok... Maybe we will be too soon
One more thing... Being alone... It makes me sad... But I feel like the way I get treated maybe I'm better off... But it's not really a good feeling to feel alone... And I don't know if I've ever felt more alone than I do now
ReplyDeleteHi everyone,
ReplyDeleteI save Lauren's articles and comments on my computer periodically and have identified some of the comments that Blogger eat recently. I would have put all these inside a single comment but Blogger won't let me do that anymore; so I've put them on one of my websites:-
http://www.homoveritas.com/missingcomments.html
Love, LW.
I really resonate with these messages but at the same time I wonder if I'm just a misfit and trying to escape reality. If I was able to be "successful", would I still be looking to escape? I acknowledge there is a lot of unnecessary suffering on this planet and a lot of injustices done by those who have been successful at making the system work for them. Is it simply that I haven't found a way to express myself?
ReplyDelete"The new-human prototype ... is designed to work/communicate strictly with the intelligence of the new (crystalline) grid ...without participating in the old world dynamics...which is why it is so essential that this group no longer attach to the falling world."
Not sure if I'm understanding this. So we have to detach from the old world in order to align with this new world of sacred living? I will be losing my job in Sept and I've been torn between looking for another meaningless job (for security) versus going on unemployment (and may never find another job again). In terms of practical application, are you saying I should forget about looking for another job? Just wondering if I'm interpreting your words correctly?
I recognize by participating in this system, I am supporting it and allowing it to continue in its self destructive way. But the way they have the system set up, they make it hard to get the basic necessities without money. Is turning away, a requirement for aligning to the new energy? I'm thinking yes but sometimes I feel like there's something wrong with me when no one else around me thinks like me.
Wannasmith... I feel the same... Wondering if I'm hopin for something that's not going to happen... And am I making excuses for myself by blaming all this for
ReplyDeleteWhy things are going the way they are...it's very confusing... Mo job for 2.5 years...unhealthy relationship for four years... Havin my issues or patterns with why I let someone treat me like that... My parents bought me this house that I can't pay for... They are helping me... I feel awful about it... I'm depressed... Alone... Just wish something would happen to fix all this
i dont think it means not having a job, i think it means not having a shitty job or a job where you have to sacrifice parts of yourself.
ReplyDeleteit means living in this bubble thats attached to a grid where everything is magical, where your desires and love is radiated out from you, deconstructing whatever reality is there, and reconstructing a reality that suits you.
Anyone else feel like nothing you eats tastes tha good lately? Things I liked are just bla ... Know I need to eat nut don't know what I want or if it will be satisfying...???
ReplyDelete@ slg8 - I'm sorry you're going thru such a rough time now. I hit rock bottom in 2003, I think as a result of not taking care of myself. It was either start taking action or die. Despite having 24x7 panic attacks, I pushed myself to address my fears one by one and am in a much better place now. What I learned is that my situation will not change unless I do something differently.
ReplyDeleteI've been in surprisingly bad relationships too. Now that I look back, I realize I was desperate for love and felt that I may never find another person to love me so I better make this one work. So I accepted being treated like I didn't matter. I discovered that I felt unworthy of love and didn't love myself. Even I wasn't on my own side. I've done a lot of healing since then to become my own best friend and take good care of myself. Life is less frightful this way, knowing that I will be here to give myself what I need. It also makes me more hopeful knowing that I have the power to take care of my needs. I've been alone for years now and I'm comfortable with being alone but I'm also open to being in a healthy relationship.
It took decades for me to change. I remember what a loss I was at feeling love for myself in the beginning. I would look at pictures of cute kittens and then try to direct that feeling towards myself. I also learned that my feelings of depression was due to my abdication of power. I was afraid to make decisions and take action. I think because I used to beat myself up for every mistake I made. I stopped beating myself up and told myself I could make a mistake and live with it. Things didn't have to be perfect.
I took it one step at a time. Just making one little change after another. I still get anxious and panic now and then but I just remember to breathe knowing that the emotion will pass in a few moments. My life is in my hands, its my life and I get to decide how to live it.
slg8, we all make mistakes. Someone else hurts us in the past but then we continue to hurt ourselves everytime we find ourselves guilty for just being human. The greatest act of self love is forgiveness. I've been doing a lot of that lately. Trying to understand that the other person is human just like me and makes mistakes just like me. So why hold them or myself to an impossible standard of perfection. As far as trust is concerned, I don't worry about whether I can trust a person not to hurt me. Instead, I trust myself to know that I can handle it. The signs are obvious and I trust myself to walk away.
Do you know what you need? Keep asking yourself that question and giving it to yourself. If you can't think of what to do, just do something different, something that is outside of your pattern. Then give yourself a big pat on the back because I know how hard it is to change.
wannasmith - that was lovely and so true. If your having relationships issues it ususally means come back to yourself, truly discover yourself, care for yourself - FIRST. As we always should do. One of the greatest gifts of my broken up relationships was the opportunity it gave me to find myself, and to truly love myself. Once I filled my heart with love for my self, and my own love, and started having a relationship with myself love came back, better then ever, more satisfying. We can honestly never look to others or have others fill the space of love in our hearts. It may appear so but it always stems from us and trying to please someone else and do for someone else all the time at the expense of our own happiness is not what our soul wants. It was a hard road, but words can't say how much better things are. Love is love, all that isnt, all the striving is ego, let go and embrace yourself, and youll find your the only one you ever need, then something awesome comes along that is healthy and right.
ReplyDeleteWow Wannasmith I feel like that was me just talking minus the changes you've made.... I'm def at rock bottom right now or at least I feel like i am... I was sent some really nasty emails last night and I deserved some of it for expressing my anger from years of being treated badly but there were some really low blows and part of me is really shocked.... Right mow I'm trying to wrap my head around all that... But what I really need to do is just move forward and gety life back together and get a job... This stuff just doesn't help the motivation level... I'm sorry you have had to go through this too but I am glad you have come out on the other side ok... It gives me hope...xo
ReplyDeleteInanna I can really relate to your words of always trying to please others
ReplyDeleteat the expense of our own happiness.... To give so much to be treated so unfairly is just soheartbreaking... And then to have the finger pointed at like I'm the bad guy... When i wasn't and he was.... I just can't understand any of it
I so needed to hear those words... Thank you :)
ReplyDeletehi lauren! thanks for sharing!
ReplyDeleteHOLY CRAP is all i have to say.
man o man o man.. i can't even see straight. literally can't even see. intense is not even the word. we are all crazy! certifiably insane crazy.... lol
love to you all,
nicole
slg8 - that was my life, giving and giving and giving without anything back, but there was reason. Try reading busting loose from the money game - its not really about money but it will give you some perspective on not how to ask why and internalize, cause often there are no answers and its all just ego pulling you every which way.
ReplyDeleteNicole.... Seriously literally? Because for like 2 days my eyes were all messed up... Almost like I was cross eyed or just out of it... Figured it was from crying but it was a little much!
ReplyDeleteInanna... I think that's one of my biggest things... The why... Always tryin to figure things out... Not sure I thought of there is not always answer... I will look into that book ... I'm not a big reader but I was also told to read "what you think of me is none of my business"... since I get all upset when he accuses or calls me names or makes me feel bad... I need to not care.. So I'm hoping this book will help... Thank you :)
ReplyDeleteWannasmith, I too feel I could have written that post myself - beautifully done. Nice to feel empathy like that. I too have gotten so much better at setting boundaries, walking away, and refusing to "settle" for less than my heart's desire out of fear.
ReplyDeleteSlg8 - you know I love you lady, but I also feel like taking a little of a "tough love" approach with you right now, which is apparently what the universe is already doing, but I want you to know it's because I see your potential for happiness and how you are throwing it away on some loser asshole who has never deserved you and never could deserve you! I think that is pretty obvious to anyone reading this forum and reading about how he has treated you. I know you feel you have a bond, but I assure you, you can do better! You can't "fix" anyone - that is an ego desire. You don't have to apologize for getting angry - those are your true feelings! He is simply trying to intimidate you and keep you submissive. It's obvious now what his true character is, to be taking pot shots like that - WHY hang onto him???
I wonder if I am giving you this pep talk because there are parts of me still "attached" to assholes from the past, even if only a little bit - definitely, I know it to be so. I look back and idealize them because I'm worried I won't ever find anything "better." In my mind it "wasn't so bad, better than being alone," etc.
Actually now I am meeting some pretty freaking awesome guys and my faith in life, mankind, and the potential of romance is being restored! You can and definitely will love again - this path is taking us to our truest heart's desires. We can't get there carrying a lot of baggage or "back-up boyfriends." Cut the dead weight. He's trying to show you by his words and actions that he is NOT a good guy, and I hate to say it but you have only yourself to blame by allowing him to continue playing you like this.
Again I know you are sensitive, I am too, so I really hope you don't take this badly, it's just I hate to see you stuck in this pattern! I can't make the choice for you and you know yourself and must be the one to take responsibility for your choices anyway, so who am I to say - I guess I just wanted to share an outsider perspective. I hope you feel better soon and find the self-love discussed in the comments above. There are much better targets for your caring, compassion, and sensitivity - starting with YOU! :-)
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ReplyDeletewww.sites.google.com/site/chroniclesofilse
ReplyDelete:))
OMG. ILSE.
ReplyDeleteDROP DEAD.
Love
Khai
Love you too Khai...mucho :))
ReplyDelete@Ilse:-
ReplyDeleteI've visited your website and must say that I'm impressed! There's a wonderful array of information that you've obviously collated from much reading (either from books or the Internet). I find much of it interesting and valuable. I know that it takes considerable time and effort to create a website like that.
It's obvious that your heart is in the right place - you simply want to help other people; but have you considered the way in which you are going about this?
You give the impression to other people that you're superior when you write:-
"Just popped in to see how everyone is doing...as I myself have been free and clear for quite some time now...waiting for everyone to get to where they need to be before the next phase commences."
This is usually a sign of a deluded mind. It's also a clear indication that you're not as spiritually evolved as you think you are.
I feel that you have a martyr complex (e.g. "Chronicles of Ilse" sounds self-aggrandizing). Much of this probably originates from wanting to be loved by everyone (usually a sign that you don't love yourself).
I realise that my words might seem hurtful but sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind - I honestly believe that you need to spend some time away from anything spiritual and do some introspection.
Love, LW.
@Khai:-
ReplyDeleteTelling a community member to "drop dead" is unacceptable behaviour.
You wrote in a previous comment:-
"im tired of being abused by people."
Maybe you need to reflect on that.
Love, LW.
am literally IN TEARS reading this because it resonates so much with what i've been feeling lately. thank you!
ReplyDeleteWhat I find ironic is that my timing with your posts is about a month or so off. Maybe less. I've always known that I'm a front-runner. However, something really odd has been happening over the last couple of weeks since Mercury has gone direct. I feel like I'm being brought back in time, maybe to finish what I started. Or maybe it's to take a stand for my dream, not sure which it is yet. Either way, it's such a complicated time. I've clearly put up walls after years and years of chaos so now I don't know the difference between what I should follow as guidance and what I should put out to pasture.
ReplyDeleteI find that certain things nag at me until I do it, mostly because I'm unsure of the guidance now. I guess that's what this process has done to me.
I'm really wondering if anyone else is experiencing this type of feeling...feeling as though you're going backwards. It's as if I'm being called out of retirement, even though I hear it's only temporary, but I'm just unsure of it. I figured I would sleep on it and see if it nags at me again tomorrow. Maybe it's just unresolved issues stemming from my past involvement in these endeavours or it's something I really need to follow-up on. Time will tell.
It doesn't help that the weather is beyond depressing...so much rain..ugh! Anyways, don't mean to drag anyone down. Just throwing out my latest experiences.
moongoddess
@ilse, i was being sarcastic. i very much do not love you at all. one might say i would smile were you to suddenly drop dead at this very moment.
ReplyDeletewhat makes you think anyone wants a condescending bitch who just sits on her godforsaken ass everyday to come in here and tell US tell hurry up because we're slowing YOUR fat ass down while WE'RE busting our asses in the trenches. fuck you, ilse. fuck you.
@LW, when i want your opinion on things that are none of your goddamn business, i'll be sure to come ask you for it. until then, FUCK. OFF.
I'll do what i like when i like because i am tired of being stepped on, shit on, and pissed on by people who think they know better than me. no one knows better about me than i do and that is FINAL.
GET. THE FUCK. AWAY. FROM ME. YOU DUMB DUMB PEOPLE
Love
Khai
Thank you so much for the update Lauren... everything feels kinda calm and exiting at the same time. Have a great, wonderful (creative), and fun journey everyone :D
ReplyDelete@Khai:-
ReplyDeleteWhat has Ilse done to you that warrants such abusive, anti-social behaviour? Why can't you tolerate her comments? Why can't you respond to them in a civil fashion? One would think that a gay man would have more tolerance for other people's points of view.
"what makes you think anyone wants a condescending b**** who just sits on her godforsaken ass everyday to come in here and tell US tell hurry up because we're slowing YOUR fat ass down while WE'RE busting our asses in the trenches." - that sounds like abuse someone has given you In Real Life.
So ... because you're tired of being abused IRL you think that it's acceptable to abuse people online?
It's very easy to abuse someone on the other side of the world through a computer screen and keyboard. It's a cowardly thing to do. I very much doubt that you would have the courage to behave in this way to Ilse and myself if you were standing face to face with us.
"when i want your opinion on things that are none of your goddamn business, i'll be sure to come ask you for it." - this is my business. I'm a member of this community and I find your abusive behaviour unacceptable.
Khai, you have some serious problems. Please try and get some help IRL. We are here to love and support you through difficult times but we will not tolerate your abusive behaviour.
Love, LW.
Has anyone had any experiences since mid-May? Anticipating another blog post..
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Ava... Not taken badly at all... I welcome all perspectives... I'm so aware of what I'm doing... I feel even Stupid and embarrasses for even posting it because it makes me look weak...it's weird cuz I'm not afraid I'm not good enough or won't find better or afraid to be alone... I'm not sure what's holding me unless it's just the mere feelings/ chemistry? I'm clueless... And I'm more than aware this is my fault and am the only one that can fix this ... Xoxo
ReplyDeleteI am in the space of feeling badly for lashing out and name calling and not being compassionate towards him... He has feelings too... And I'm sure legit but because I know what he's done is worlds worse and can't even compare to what he thinks I've done I couldn't find the compassion at the time and I freaked out... I'm also upset with myself for allowing myself to let it get to me that much to act that way instead of trying to walk away with some grace and dignity still intact... Mow he's said some really hurtful things and I guess I deserve some of it it just seems like really low blows to me but it's because he knows it will bring me to my knees
@LW - Thank you for your considerate and right-on response to Khai.
ReplyDelete@Khai - If people on this blog are so offensive to you, maybe it's time for you to stop reading it??? Surely there are other blogs that would be more acceptable/helpful for you. (Or are you just trying to provoke?)
Love,
BJ
It his 'saddening' to see that anger and violence has filtered in what I have found to be the most reassuring words I have uncovered since first experiencing EXACT symptoms on the day for which I had asked for a more definitive answer to what I am going through.
ReplyDeleteA pull-sating head that feels like Lead, an orgasmic Fired Heart, and a rather light feeling of a physicalished vehicule, although I used to like marsmallow.
I was so fascinated through my reading that I went and read every articles all at once.
I've spoken my situation to people, and found so little understanding.
Once I start telling others about the major happenings...
I've found about 20 books on which to hang on and yet it wasn't clearly it. Although Thanks, Libraries.
Kundalini..... still not only it !
It's been going on for 4 months, but now's the most intense.
I've had 01/21 Lava & Spinning Sun Body + 02/20 Blood Change Infiltration + on the 05/16, the most intense, brain-like surgery 'experience' yet ! Times are quitely in sync with the publishing dates of your Galactic Times publishings.
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Else here's a tiny exercise.
For exemple, go write a couple words with an absence of thoughts and ask yourself, who's that ?
You need to awaken to the grandeur.
You need to be found aware that who you think you are; your ego, your thoughts, your mental, isn't who you are.
There is a little kid raising a flag deeply withined you that's awaiting your attention for * to take control over your impulsions and your actual beliefs which are presently leading you to be.
Thank YOU, Lauren.
And lOve to all of you's !
Everyone is fine just as they are - no one has to the right to say what behaviour is okay, and what isn't. Geez.
ReplyDeleteTend your own fields.
Nobody knows anything except their own truth.
ReplyDeleteEnd of story.
thanks bella.
ReplyDeleteim super tired of being edited, which is the behavior thats provoking my own venom-fest. maybe if you dont want me to bitch at everyone, you could all stop being asswipes to me. HUH?
MAYBE YOU COULD TRY NOT BEING CUNTY? WHAT A NOVEL FUCKING IDEA!!!
I find the spiritual fluffy stuff so false..give me the REAL any day.
ReplyDeleteOmg khai you crack me up ;) hope you're doin ok
ReplyDeleteI'm with you be11a
Group hug everybody (ah ah - no arse grabbing) ..and now for a jolly round of Kum- bay- yah!
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yCP2YV6Jge0
:D this is the best version ever, OMG.
Hi Lauren!
ReplyDeleteThanks for your update. I liked it. I just read it through and it is very uplifting. It is really a gift how you bring the things togehter in a compact way. Although I was not conform with all your posts but with a lot.
"The bad news is that I think its going to hurt like hell."
When I read things like this I always get quickly over it and say to myself, ah no there will be no pain anymore ;-) and then....haha!
ok it catched me. Saturday till Monday a strong cold with a strong heart pulpitation up and down and up. And Tuesday fullmoon, wum, vomit like crazy the whole day and and ever extrem pulsating up and down the body, especially in the heart area infront and on the back, my head pulsating like crazy with an extrem headache, stomach pulsating infront and back, and thought my heart will explode be fire and pulpitation and pulsating. I took a wet cold towel and puted it on my heart shakra for some releaze. It felt that it helped a little bit of this burning and stuff. Yesterday the same but without vomiting, whole day in bed. Yesterday in bed my inner being said this was the last time. I was laughing inside myself and said, "oh yes sure, I don´t believe it, I just believe it when I´m free of pain for more months. So don´t tell me this. My inner being again tried to convince me, but no way, I just laugh about it and say o.k. let´s see. Better don´t make promises to me. hihi... I believe it when it happens no second earlier.
there where also coming some old pictures up from the past. Obviously there where some stuff to release.
So today better a little bit dizzy but it will get better within this day.
wild ride, but can already again feel the laughing inside again. That´s good.
In the radio they just play "your perfect love.. your perfect looooooove...." in some salsa style... "to be eternallyy....."
It is sunny today, maybe I can go to the park in the afternoon...
hugs to yoouu...
ANGELIKA aka SMILEY
The positive thing maybe is that I lost 1 kg by vomiting. ha! As my body anyway wants to loose weight till summer. (No it is not my personal vanity to do this, it is more a wish of the beeing that I am to create a perfect body)
ReplyDeleteI get mirrored this very extremly at the moment by a sports trainer where I go in sports. This person has really created a "perfect body". When there is something like a divine body then this guy has created it. Yes and of course after a while I realized that I feel heart love to this guy. But I know that it is just again a way of my soul, which created this heart love that this man reflects an aspect of me that I have not yet developed. A perfect body that is in perfect control of every movement. Every move looks nobel of this person. And he really looks as if he has an extrem good balance of male and female within also in his movements and in his expressions. He can change the expression from male and female very easily and both looks nobel. I was there for exercises already some years ago, and started again a little bit last autumn. I tried to make the movements he showed us and felt a little bit like gollum, jumping up and down looking my self in the mirror, and thinking, well I will need some more exercises till I can move like this guy ;-) but gollum is morphing.
Last week (before my nice 5 day holiday in bed) I had a strong week and did a lot of body exercises with this nobel moving man and olso other trainer. And thursday I did this movements and, look gollum just knew how to do it! My body just moved very easy and, yes what gollum saw in the mirror was quite nice!!! It was like, one week before, no way to make this movements and one week later suddenly, my body just did it easily without ehm, effort. (o.K. I mean of course I was sweating physically, but no effort In a way that it is difficult, my body is still sweating while exercising, I guess this will not change ;-))
"rock the boat... rock the boat....oh yeahh..."
ANGELIKA aka SMILEY
From my creations the last weeks is also again some slowing down or stop sign. The focus at the moment is really the body. The last song I have written on the 21st of April called "EUROPA" I thought i can record still in April but it was that on the 22nd of April my mini laptop crashed down. My big laptop already crashed down before Christmas. As I just live from account overdraft I thought o.k. it will be alright. On the 28th of April my mother showed me a flyer with a very good offer of y desktop pc, very fast and a huge screen. I felt yes this I will buy. Next day I went to get it and thought, o.k. If I should get it my bank account will disgorge out the money. So I went, put this kind of plastic card on the cash desk and went out if a very nice, high speed computer. Where I can now make good and easy the video cutting and the recording of the songs. I knew that the unvisible folk destroyed my mini laptop. Because I know if my mini laptop would have been still working, I wouldn´t have went to buy a new computer, because of the money, and now I couldn´t do the recording and the videocutting. But at the moment this project is standing, waiting in line, waiting for the right moment to get born.
ReplyDeleteI have cutted my hair in March and last week again. I always had long hair. Now they are very short. And I don´t know anymore why I ever had long hair. I think that it was more a society based thing that "long blond hair" is nice. But with a short haircut I just feel much more me. I looked in the mirror, and thought yes that´s me. And at the same time I felt i cutted all the last years out away, the old energy. I thought now there is nothing growing on my head any older than 4 month. That feels good.
ANGELIKA aka SMILEY
just here this song in the radio.
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ow8rsycBQ54
haha, very old, but yes!
Nothing´s gonna stop US now...
I thought that it was about time that I responded to Lauren's latest article rather than fight with comment trolls:-
ReplyDeleteI wrote about becoming consciously aware that I've evolved from the traditional 7 chakra system (Base/Root chakra, Sacral chakra, Solar plexus chakra, Heart chakra, Throat chakra, Third Eye chakra, and Crown chakra) to a 12 chakra system.
I've since discovered that when all 12 chakras are activated, fully open and in alignment a 13th chakra is activated - but as it transcends existence as we know it all I can say is that I'm referring to it as the Transcendental chakra.
I think that every human being possesses 13 chakras. Some human beings have more active chakras than other people. There are many people who have dormant higher personal chakras (e.g. their Third Eye and Crown chakras are dormant). It's only by bringing all currently activated and open chakras into alignment that the next dormant higher chakra can be opened.
Chakras 1-7 are personal in nature. Chakras 8-13 are transpersonal in nature. The personal chakras are associated with the colours of the rainbow. The transpersonal chakras are colourless (this may change as we ascend. I'm wondering if our perception of the colour spectrum with expand along with our consciousness. )
Here's a brief description of these transpersonal chakras:-
8th chakra:- Higher Heart. Located just above the Heart chakra. Christ consciousness. 144 Crystalline Earth Grid. Our conscious connection with our Soul and Higher Self.
9th chakra:- EarthStar. Located beneath the feet. Transpersonal grounding chakra. Connection with Gaia consciousness - nature spirits, devas, elementals, etc.
10th chakra:- Solar (also referred to as Soular). Located above the Crown chakra. Solar system consciousness. Conscious connection with solar system Planetary entities and higher dimensional extra-terrestial entities on these Planetary entities. Conscious connection with the Sun and higher dimensional extra-terrestial entities on the Sun.
11th chakra:- Galactic. Located above the Solar chakra.
12th chakra:- Universal. Located above the Galactic chakra.
13th chakra:- Transcendental. Beyond location.
My Crown chakra was opened and activated in 2000. I know that my Higher Heart and EarthStar chakras have been activated and opened through recent experiences. I'm not sure about the status of chakras 10-13.
My intuition is telling me that 11:11 (Universal Time) 21st December 2012 is the earliest date that regular human beings (like myself) will be capable of having all 12 chakras active, open and in alignment. Ascended masters (like Jesus Christ) are highly evolved spiritual beings that have incarnated on Gaia to be way-showers for this truth. I believe that these masters have activated, opened and aligned all 12 chakras and have transcended existence as we know it.
Love, LW.
if jesus christ could activate all of his chakras before this magic date, then how come you can't?
ReplyDeleteanything you can do, i can do better.....
so i dont think there is a time constraint, just a matter of how fast you can process the data needed to activate this stuff.
@Khai:-
ReplyDelete"if jesus christ could activate all of his chakras before this magic date, then how come you can't?"
It's my belief that Ascended Masters (like Jesus Christ) were highly evolved beings who made the decision (in loving service to Creation) to drop down into the 3rd dimension and incarnate on Gaia to show us our potential; just as I also believe that Crystal Children (that have incarnated since August 1999) were higher dimensional beings (some 5th dimensional star-beings, some higher dimensional extra-terrestrials from our own solar system or other Galactic solar systems) made the decision (in loving service to Creation) to drop down into the 3rd dimension and incarnate on Gaia to collectively raise homo sapien consciousness to Crystal consciousness.
"so i dont think there is a time constraint, just a matter of how fast you can process the data needed to activate this stuff."
Well, I conceed that you might be right there; but I think that 11:11 21st December 2012 is a turning point in history. I believe it's a seminal moment in linear time. My intuition is telling me that it's the start date of incarnation for the next wave of highly evolved spiritual beings. I don't know if these beings are going to hold a higher form of crystal consciousness (like Rainbow Crystals hold a higher frequency of consciousness that Crystals, who hold a higher frequency than Indigos) or if they will hold a new octave of consciousness (like Light Consciousness). So to answer your question about why I can't activate all my 13 chakras:-
I incarnated in 1971. I was one of the first wave of Indigos souls. I have ascended from Indigo Consciousness to Crystal Consciousness through hard work and lots of help from corporeal (Crystal Children) and incorporeal entities (Spirit Guides, Deva, Angels and Archangels). There is an old saying, "you get out of life what you put into it". This rule applies to the spiritual dimension of life as well as others.
I found an interesting website a while back that details the seven shamanic levels of consciousness. Here's the link if you (or anyone else) is interested:-
http://www.soul-guidance.com/houseofthesun/sevenlevels.htm
Love, LW.
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ReplyDeleteanybody else having extreme cramping and digestive issues?
ReplyDeletehugs to everybody. stay strong, has definitely been one freaking helluva week.
@ slg8 - Like you, my mind likes to chew on a good puzzle and I try to figure things out until it makes sense to me. I'm new to this site so I don't know anything about your situation other than what you wrote above. Therefore my comments may be all over the map. Hopefully, something may hit the mark and be helpful.
ReplyDeleteI do know it really hurts when someone we care about, someone who knows us, someone we believe should care about us, accuses us of something outrageous. Are they trying to hurt me? If yes, it means they must be hurting real bad themselves to lash out at me like that. Or if they actually believe what they're saying, then that means they don't really know me at all. That hurts too. How real was this relationship? Does he even see me? What a let down. There's a sense of loss. What I believed I had, this close connection, maybe it never really existed.
"I'm not sure what's holding me unless it's just the mere feelings/chemistry?"
Feelings are very powerful. People are often controlled by their emotions. Feelings are often not rational and can't be stopped like a faucet. Trying to stop the feelings, keeps them stuck in the body only to resurface later more powerful than ever. What you focus your attention on gets stronger. So thinking about feelings only makes them grow stronger and become fixated. Best way to deal with feelings, is to simply feel them without any thoughts. Giving them space to move about without any judgements, allows the feelings to dissipate and leave the body. Easier said than done. Feeling the feelings takes a lot of practice to get good at it.
What if this connection between you two, stems from a past life? Then there is no rationale for your attachment to him in this lifetime. Should you continue to stay attached if neither of you are benefiting from staying together?
There's generally two reasons why a person persists in a behavior.
1) its a habit, addiction.
2) there's a payoff for continuing, thats bigger than the payoff for stopping.
The following questions may sound like they're all the same but they're not.
What is the payoff for staying connected? Are you willing to give up this payoff?
What is the price for staying connected? Are you willing to keep paying this price?
If all you have now is all you'll ever have, are you willing to settle for that?
What is the risk for ending the connection? Are you willing to take this risk?
What is the payoff for ending the connection? Which payoff is more important to you?
Really.
Get quiet within and search the answers with your heart, not with your mind. Our minds are often blind to our deepest wounds. The blindness serves as a protection. To be willing to see our wounds, the parts of ourselves we've rejected, we must be masterful at allowing the ugly feelings to flow through us, we must be willing to welcome and re-integrate those parts we've rejected as too dangerous to show up. If you're ready to see clearly, use your intention to see the truth. Embrace whatever comes up without judgement.
Some say that being in relationships is the fastest way to becoming whole again. They reveal our weaknesses to us. The pain connects us to the wounds we've buried which allows us to see them and heal them with our unconditional acceptance.
This is the human experience, its a gift, to feel. Don't be in such a rush to make everything perfect. Life is messy, its our openess to taking it all in that makes life beautiful.
*resisting the urge to read things ilse wrote out of knowledge that it will be something condescending and delusional*
ReplyDeleteanyways. a lot of people have said that im like a rainbow crystal or whatever, but i definitely feel normal. at the same time, i've exhibited a very vibrant array of psychic abilities in my life, including ones that affect external reality. but mostly its been subconscious. my guidance tells me that its as if the embryo of the consciousness that i am mothering is the consciousness exhibiting those abilities, and thats the reason i cant consciously control it unless i'm in a hypnogogic state and then only my feelings control it.
it's the baby reacting to my own vibe, making the abilities happen. but when the consciousness is birthed, it will be able to control these abilities. my own consciousness is more like a shell, creating a boundary and protecting this alien inside me.
i always have this image of this alien busting out of my ribcage like in that movie with sigourney weaver, but intead its a humanoid fairy baby with big eyes and wings.
oh yeah i forgot. my point.
ReplyDeletemy point was that i dont feel like these beings are anymore capable of anything than you are. i feel like you're setting the bar a little low for yourself.
Great post Wannasmith! love it, thank you :) made some really great points/things to think about....
ReplyDeletenicole, i had those digestive symptoms a week or so ago.... but i have some serious cramps right now, although for a reason.... and yes its been one hell of a week!
ReplyDeleteHello all,
ReplyDeleteI have been reading these alerts for a while. I just wanted to share a few thoughts with you. I tend to agree with Khai when he says we set the bar for ourselves a little low. Another thought that has been crossing my mind is that if we had a peg known as god a few years ago, we now lean on chakra activation and other healing systems- I feel they stop us from taking responsibility for our own thoughts and actions and hence the reality we create for ourselves. i have myself been going down that road and I dare say it gives immense sense of relief to have something or someone to pin the cause on- Is it not an ego state? Is this not what we have to understand? In Geeta, if you read it, it very clearly says Ahum Brahmsmi- in me lies the entire universe- if that is so then do I not come with all the chakras activated? What then stops me from reaching the state of evolution that we seek here? Why are we limiting ourselves by adopting beliefs that we still have a long way to go. I have all that I need right here right now. It goes from here, as once I decide what i want for my next moment, i can reach out to my inventory of which I am the owner.
Just wanted to share my own journey and evolving thought process.
Love, Ritu
Good call Khai: avert your eyes! Do not look it in the face, lest ye be turned to stone!
ReplyDeleteRitu: that's all well and good and I kind of agree with you but like, until my magic powers return and I can fly again and apparate shit and form change and whatnot (the way I know I used to be able to at some point before this lifetime), then it's pretty hard to convince myself that I'm "already healed" or whatever... I think *reality* must be faced first. If my chakras were aligned properly, I could do that shit. It's science.
(That is a joke/movie reference at the end there, BTW - there seem to be a lot of people on this forum who might not be with me here in terms of tone...)
New topic: thoughts on the "rapture" tomorrow? Anyone? Mostly I am just surprised by how widespread it's gotten in the mainstream - all KINDS of "normal" folks are talking to me about it. I am finding myself utterly unable to do work of any kind. I have this energetic sense that I am back in elementary school on the last day of class, my mind flipping out, breathlessly waiting for that stupid long minute hand to finally hit 3 p.m....
Of course, after experiencing this hellish, serve-you-pie-then-ream-you-in-the-bum-with-no-lube process for so long, I am, shall we say, RELUCTANT to get my hopes up... but there is definitely some part of me going crazy. And all of my horoscopes these past few days have been like, "you're fucking amazing. You're the center of the universe." (Taurus). AMAZING that I still have HOPE and optimism after trudging through hell for so many years...!
Hi, I have been reading the posts and might offer a few suggestions. Just something to think about. No disrespect intended just some thoughts. Question 1. Do you have expectations of other people? If the answer is Yes, then may I suggest you change your belief systems and stop that right now!
ReplyDeleteOne step further along that road, would be the shutting of your intake valve to your heart. Shine out light people, you are a light bulb, not a sewage receptacle for people to pour their opinions and nasty ways into. Raise your vibration and become detached. If it helps you to become slightly bemused by their antics, that is okay too.
So in short you can't be hurt if you stop your expectations. Learn benign acceptance. Shut down the sewage receptacle and glow our your freguency to those who really truly need you!
Lottsa Love and UNITY to you all.
Candy
Ava..lmfao!
ReplyDeleteCandy.... you cant be hurt if you stop your expectations... that may be true but i dont know... lower my expectations about how someone should treat me so not to be disappointed, so then do we just not feel? not sure i think thats the way we are suppose to do things... BUT i could stand to do that right now... so i wont continue to be hurt... its just a very disappointing way to be i think... why cant someone just be considerate and kind and honest etc.... treat others how you want to be treated... thats really just how everyone should operate
He Hurt me (starts about 3 minutes into the video)
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w3_HmmwIxGU&feature=related
so i need to be more specific in my meaning of "he hurt me" or youre saying im acting like a victim or whatever... im not trying to justify anything, its a fact in my situation...dont want to be a victim not looking for sympathy, just trying to figure my own self out and why it had to happen or why i allowed it to happen... and what can i do to move past it...cant win i guess... do i know its my own fault for being/staying in the siutation...yes... am i trying to work through it yes...wtf
ReplyDeleteim shirking responsibility? the only thing im responsible for is putting up with what i have... letting myself be treated that way...
this really wasnt the place for me to talk about my personal problems, i just attributed some of it to the ascension process, when i guess i shouldnt have... and i shouldnt have cluttered the posts with such nonsense....thanks to everyone who has tried to help and given advice, i really appreciate it...
I am not trying to say anything. All I did was post a link to a video.
ReplyDelete(This is not directed to anyone particular)
ReplyDeleteYour mind is fucking you mercilessly. If you don't come up with 10 reasons why someone is doing what they are doing than you are at their throat continually.
For instance, my ex won't allow me to drive my son's truck nor be a passenger. My first response was: "That MF." Than I made up 10 reasons why he was doing this, and one of the reasons is that he is concerned about my safety, he doesn't want me to get hurt. I now see it as an act of love.
Christine you're right, the mind can rationalize ANYTHING. Absolutely anything. It can rationalize murder (fighting "for your country/for god" etc), it can rationalize cruelty, it can rationalize rape, it can rationalize torture (hello Gitmo?), it can rationalize ANY ACTION WE TAKE. Otherwise we would not be able to make it, would we? How many people on Earth truly believe they're "in the wrong" for doing what they do, thinking what they think, and believing what they believe?
ReplyDeleteI agree with Slg8 100% - the emotional body and heart must be given the respect, love, and acceptance that they need in order for us to even function! I was on SSRI's for over a year in 2005 and then on them again for 6 months in 2006 - do you know what SSRI's do? They cut our conscious, cognizant minds off from feeling our emotional pain. Much like painkillers cut us off from feeling our physical pain. Society thinks this is a good thing, well, pain is there for a REASON, it is indicating an imbalance in your body or your life that must be addressed. While I was on Lexapro, I woke up every morning with my jaw clenched so tight that I couldn't even open it without severe pain/clicking. The light of our consciousness is the ONLY thing that can help here, and to turn away from other parts of ourselves just because we don't like what they're feeling is akin to turning our eyes away from children getting tortured just because we don't like what we're seeing.
It's like Brave New World and we're all taking soma so we won't have to look at what's really going on. It doesn't take much, just pay attention to the things that cross your path during the course of the day: maybe it's a news story, maybe it's someone honking aggressively at you, maybe it's seeing a squirrel get run over right in front of you, which happened to me the other day. Maybe it's someone starting an argument, etc etc. Whatever the trigger is, pay attention to the FEELINGS that come up and work on listening to them and offering them loving conscious acceptance. Feelings are magnetic, not thoughts; feelings are also the response to thoughts and judgments. If we don't want to hear our own emotional response to our thoughts, then we are trapping our own energy and refusing to take responsibility for it, so it manifests outside of us and we think, "gee, where did that come from?" but if we listen to our denied/triggered emotions long enough, we will start to understand.
I am not sure that this really addressed what you were saying and if not then my apologies, but it is what I felt inspired to write under the circumstances. I am not claiming to have healed all of my emotional denials, no; and neither is Slg8. But to avoid the process entirely and stick my head in the sand while a huge tiger is running at my exposed ass feels like a form of suicide I'm not too interested in right now...
We magnetize everything in our lives to us on an energy level - NOT through mental "thoughts become things" law of attraction etc. Emotion = energy in motion. If something arrives in our reality unexpectedly, it's because we were not receiving the emotional warnings that it was due to arrive, because we are still carrying judgments against those specific feelings. The manifestation of the trigger is our energy field's way of trying to get our mind's attention and say: you (we) have a judgment here that is trapping energy and causing it to die. Enough of them make us sick; all physical deterioration/disease/ailment is caused by this type of stagnant energy on some level... it is like not being able to poop or vomit when you really need to, and the buildup of waste makes you sick.
Thank you, Lauren. So much mess out there. I've read and reread your article, so much of value. Thank you for your devotion to the process.
ReplyDelete@ Ava - Regarding Thoughts about the Rapture.
ReplyDeleteI feel for those who gave up everything. I wonder what they're thinking right now and hope they can find their way again. With all the doomsaying, I've been giving a lot of thought about whats credible and whats not. Here are my thoughts on whats going on. Those who NEED to believe in ascension may want to stop reading now.
Humans have been around for a long time. There are many cycles on this planet: days, months, years, precessions, .... There are patterns that can be observed. We know the leaves will fall in autumn. In the spring, the leaves will bud out again. Previous happenings have been passed on via word of mouth, historical records and past life memories. I think prophecies are based on past cycles and the ability to read the current signs. When the oak leaf bud is the size of a mouse's ear, you know its time to plant corn. When the winters get colder, summers get hotter, rains get heavier, droughts get longer, you can predict that the weather patterns are becoming more extreme.
Based on the pyramids, stonehenge and drawings on the earth that can only be seen from the sky, it is clear that past civilizations have been more advanced than our current state. I believe that humans evolve and devolve on a regular cycle based on galactic cycles. Based on oral tradition, we have gone through four worlds that have risen and been destroyed by global catastrophes.
We are in a transition point, supposedly towards a more enlightened state. But I don't think the transition will be easy, the enlightenment automatic, or that we will necessarily see the new earth in this lifetime. I am fairly certain the years ahead will be difficult for the world at large. I also believe that those who live close to nature, who live spiritual lives in a spiritual community, like the Quakers, may pass through this transition period without too much impact.
Whether or not we create heaven on earth or how fast we reach it, really depends on the choices each one of us makes in our daily lives. Do I stay estranged from my sister or do I forgive her? Do I trust this new person or not? Do I try to get the best deal or do I act fairly for all concerned? Do I try to get a secure but meaningless job or do I choose to live in faith? Do I put myself down or lift myself up? Do I focus on fear or do I draw close to God? Do I hide to stay safe or do I show up and be vulnerable? Do I allow others to control me or do I exercise my self authority? Every thought we have, every choice we make, takes us either closer to or further away from Spirit. As spirits incarnated in form, it is up to us draw spirit through us to create heaven on earth.
Continued from above. You may want to skip this if hope is the only thing you're hanging on to.
ReplyDeleteThere's something paradoxical here, I think because of our misidentification with our ego mind. Spiritual teachings, like what Lauren is presenting in this message, is attempting to get our ego mind to stand down. Our ego mind is the veil between our soul and spirit.
The problem with this message is in the possible misinterpretation of the message. If we hear this message from our ego mind, it may be grasping the message in its desire to escape from reality. I doubt people in this state will automatically "ascend". They will most likely remain trapped in the illusion of self and separation.
The ego mind is trying to become enlightened but the ego mind doesn't actually exist as it believes it does and this misidentification with the ego mind is what is actually preventing the enlightened state. The paradox is that we need the ego to stop struggling but at the same time, there are things that still need to be done.
We do not need to act from the ego's need to stay safe. We do need to face reality and deal with it from the practical side of life. This is a subtle point to understand if you are still misidentified with your ego mind. If you understand what I'm saying then I think its fine to absorb Lauren's message. But if you don't understand what I'm saying and you like Lauren's message because you want to escape this reality, then there may be more release work to do.
@wannasmith
ReplyDeletei understand what you're saying, but the simple fact of the matter is that i will not survive in the world as it is right now.
it MUST change to support me or i will end up homeless, and i will kill myself if that happens. i did not come here to suffer a life of bullshit and misery. i won't tolerate it.
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ReplyDeleteI was one of the people who had their comment mysteriously deleted before.
ReplyDeleteMy original post was basically on the order of... I know about the symptoms, but when am I going to get My manifestation door to open... so that all of my dreams come true effortlessly and easily.
Now to what I really wanted to say... and I would love Lauren's take on it.
ReplyDeleteWhile I generally regarded the may 21 doomsday thing as preposterous - according to a number of people ive talked to there Does seem to be something interesting happening.
Alot of people have been behaving in two distinct separate ways - either going downhill and becoming more negative, angry, and depressed for no apparent reason... or getting even happier, vibrant, and even more carefree.
Along with some other people I Did experience quite an uplifting and positive energy earlier today and last night, which still continues in a way (and have drawn some attacks for it, it seems). So I would definitely be in the latter crowd. Ive sure seen alot of pretty blue Archangel Michael orbs and flashes around my house, more than just the usual angel lights I observe.
I have a thought on it: That possibly either as a predestination (like the bible people say) or because of the Collective Belief people had for today (outwardly manifested)... that maybe May 21 ended up being some kind of turning point.
Like a defining moment of whether a person will continue on towards the 2012 ascension and join that crowd, or if they will decide not to partake of that route and will reincarnate elsewhere in the backup plan to catch up. A curtain call where a solid decision would have to be made and nobody could stay on the fence anymore.
As well, there are some people who have also taken an abrupt turn for the worse, like it was some last minute decision and they just plain crashed. So that definitely sounds like maybe they were sitting-on-the-fence before, and unfortunately chose to get off on that side of the mason dixon line.
Ive also had some friends who weren't feeling so well, but that doesn't necessarily mean they wasn't in the "rapture" (lol) group, though I bet it means things will start getting much better for them. Because the forces that hold them cant stop this sort of thing from breaking through.
The only reason I thought of this was because from a few channelings I had observed maybe 2 years ago (from Karen Bishop I think) that there would be two distinct groups of people formed when it came to the ascension issue. And that there was a middle group who was in a transition zone.
So I think maybe this is where it gets set in stone... which means alot of good things for us abundantly, but also means the "old world" will start falling apart at an incredible rate.
Khai,
ReplyDeleteWhat you said here, "the simple fact of the matter is that i will not survive in the world as it is right now", is a feeling many of us share and know to be true deep in our bodies. Because it is true, it means the world must change profoundly... and it will. We didn't come back here (again) to put up with the world as it is now... not for much longer.
I have heard it said that in many cases, for those of us experiencing major challenges this life, what is happening is a final "balancing" out of many lifetimes, before the formal ascension event takes place. You can think of it as releasing karma, though that may not be 100% accurate. Regardless, it's hard stuff to go through.
I think it is good for you to tell the Universe what you will, and will not, tolerate. It demonstrates that you know how worthy and valuable you are.
We should start seeing very clear signs during this summer that intense, even faster global change is at hand, leading to a major ascension event next year. These signs should be unmistakable. Perhaps that will provide some solace to help us all cope with the remnants of the largely unconscious, distorted civilization whose time is nearing its end.
Richard
wannasmith...i sort of think alot of us are dealing with reality, thats why we're upset about whats been going on in our lives, if we were totally living the other way we'd all just be like oh im homeless ..whatever...oh i just got screwed over...whatever... im happy as a little clam because someone told me this is what im suppose to be going through to get to ascension or whatever, so if im cold hungry and broken hearted it means im getting close?? we're questioning this whole process, are we hoping that its all true and all of the sudden we are going to come out on the other side unscathed... hell yeah... we are trying to figure out if we need to just think this is just life and we need to do something about it and not bank on ascension...changes...symptoms etc... i dont know, i know what im thinking in my head but i cant seem to write it down... one thing i go back to is how many times do i hear we are right where we are suppose to be bla bla bla... so should i worry or not... im so confused at this point i dont know what i believe... i dont want to care anymore... i dont want to trust anymore... i feel like i need to just stay in hiding... avoid all this stuff so i dont get disappointed or confused or have to take peoples subtle or not so subtle digs or opinions and just try and figure it out on my own... i dont really expect much from anyone but i sometimes think peoples tact goes out the window... and i mean this in the nicest way, everything just seems so hard to take lately..i guess i have to go work on my ego...i actually liked hearing everyones about opinions and points of view... good or bad or whatever... but something just seems off lately.,,
ReplyDeletehi all...just wanted to pop in to say that I am knee deep in my next update hopefully that will shed some light on things, but if not, know that everything your feeling is perfect and aligned with the cosmic pulse...even with regard to the doomsday theories, there is some significance to the date in the sense that we entered the galactic 3d day on the 20th which is significant, as well as a major celestial activation for the completion of the human upgrade. In other words, its all connected on some level, but as always, its our perception of it that counts.
ReplyDeleteKeep in mind too, that just because these upgrades are "downloaded" and available to us does not mean we automatically embody them...it means that we now have the potential to actualize them in the physical. those who have been on top of their karmic game and who stayed ahead of the curve by doing the "real" work of neutralizing all polarity in their lives, will show the results first, and as of 10/28/11 (end of the last and 9th galactic wave of transmutation) the potential is now here for all...and from what I am hearing, we will most likely see the "split" in population between those who are here to actualize their full potential, and those who are participating on a different timeline. as always, we wont know what any of it means until we are at the level of experienced-base integration.
hoping to post by the end of the day today or early tomorrow...in the meantime, if you havent already, check out Simone Mathew's fantastic article on the 9th wave...info about the 3d day too...
http://www.universallifetools.com/article_detail.php?recordID=199
much love
thanks lauren.
ReplyDeletei 100% agree with slg8.
Last night was intense, but I am feeling good now. I began to worry about what was happening, and felt 'lost' all of the sudden. Thank you Lauren for posting, and I'm looking forward to reading your next update. :)
ReplyDeleteI agree with Khai, who agrees with Slg8. haha
Infinite love to you all
I feel like I've gone full circle - back to being an atheist.
ReplyDeleteAnd the weird thing is, I'm cool with it.
Really, this thing is so hilarious. Look at us, we are a bunch of friggin nutters!
ReplyDeleteI can't take any of it seriously any more. We are all so fucken precious. Over it. I'm off to start a punk band.
Too ra.
Be11a
xx
thanks lauren...
ReplyDeleteok so do we or i guess i should i say do i not have to worry that if i dont make the first round i eventually will? or no because there is the split? ugh...
re: "do i not have to worry that if i dont make the first round i eventually will?"
ReplyDeleteheres how I understand it...we are all on the same collective earth journey, willing or not. for those who want to move into their full potential, the option is there. For those who don't, the option is there.
but my feeling is that anyone who is not in it for the long haul would not be on a blog like this...
we are the people that those people make fun of...lol...and for good reason. we look c r a z y
we are defining/creating a reality that seems impossible and to most, that IS crazy.
there's a fine line and we all walk it...
: ))
as i was just driving home.... was thinking to myself, i am not just a "regular person" that just happens to read these blogs and that has been knowing there is something more to this for years... doing Reiki and other spiritual work...so i have to be part of this group... lol... most of my friends or people i may come into contact with dont do this kind of stuff, dont read or get into this kind of thought... i have 1 person i can talk to about this within my group of friends/family/aquaintances/people in my life... thank you Lauren for a reply on that... :) xo
ReplyDeleteIf I was front line 2.0, which I am sure I am a sunshine peace warrior- my energy is pretty sharp. I am still in awe of the fact that your blOg gives me context and verbalization to experiences i can barely explain. Your voice is so beyond my wildest dreams and the community of people who are really sharing such similar frequency despite personality 2d polarity issues still there is a oneness here.
ReplyDeleteLauren we are crazy to most. I spend almost all my time alone. But I feel like that butterfly. I love this post. I lovethank everyone for their open communications and shared thoughts and fears... I dream of Eden, I have ignored my message I got when I was a child... my while life because I had thrown out the baby with the bath water. Laurens posts have helped me understand the coded messages I had rather disregarded. As usual I cannot explain. Here's to Lauren bridging the gap for me as I do for others! Cheers!
I cannot wait to hear what Lauren has to say next... so that's why I was reading everyones comments today as I feel so connected. So helpful everyone. I especially related this time to many, many posts. I thank you all.
today is a good day. i feel sure again, in my heart.
ReplyDeletei feel closer to releasing the fear and pain inside me. it feels overpowered by the knowing im experiencing right now.
it does help that gaga just released her new album today.
y'all should listen to "bad kids" because it made me cry.
IS IT TRUE THAT THE SITE IS ENDING? REALLY??? please confirm this Lauren!!
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