Wednesday, April 20, 2011

The Transition Zone: crossing over


Early last week I faintly heard these words one morning at dawn: "Hearken!  It is high time to release the wounds of the purification process".

I remember thinking to myself in that hazy pre-wake state…"wow, wouldn't that be nice."  Then I woke up.  I lazily oriented myself to my surroundings, noticed the usual heavy feelings of cellular detoxification accompanied by the same ole aches and pains, and quickly fell back to sleep thinking…"as if."

A few days later I sat down to type this message from the unseens:

"It is high time for the path-pavers of new-humanity to release the wounds of the purification process. When you permit yourself to release the remaining struggle, you create the space required for a new reality to be birthed."

They meant business.


Still More Letting Go

For those of you on the front line...the 1st infantry division... I don't have to tell you that its been nothing but a (conscious) struggle since 2001. Granted, not everyone has had the same planetary ascension J-O-B...we are scattered all over the world with different missions of service...but this particular group of spiritual soldiers has been responsible for, among other things, clearing (thru their own lives and bodies) the genetic (karmic) miasms of various familial, cultural, racial, sexual, gender, religious, spiritual & new age collectives.

This group willingly submerged themselves in the densest energies of polarity (separation) with the sole task of finding their way back to neutrality (oneness) and along the way have been purifying these lineages, in some cases, since birth.

These starseed mercenaries have been fighting, climbing and swimming upstream against a myriad of indoctrinated be-lie-f structures for so long that many have built (necessary) walls of protection and created callouses from condemnation, societal/familial backlash, harassment, and even modern-day persecution from those steeped so deeply in convention.

This group is the A-team, the next generation of leaders, and tho recognition may never come for the dedication, sacrifice and service to this planet and her people, no matter...validation is not what this soul group is after.  This tribe is wired for one thing and one thing only: FREEdom...and with that comes the understanding, based on enormous personal challenge, that the only real reward in life is deliverance from fear. 

Which brings us to the next level of letting go...

Part of the ongoing ascent in consciousness is the realization that we cannot get stuck in any phase of growth or purpose...including and especially the "spiritual phase".  We must continually move onward and upward without overly-identifying or latching onto any process, role, or be-lie-f structure.  The minute we attach to anything we lose our freedom and stifle our creative power.

The point of conscious co-creation is to live in the moment...to create our every next moment from the moment that preceded it.  The ascension "process" teaches us that we are not here to own or hold experiences, but to fluidly move thru them so as to continually embrace the next experience...and the next, and the next.  The same holds true for those front line warriors here to dismantle the old paradigm.  The fighting phase is over...time to put down the swords, remove the armor and align with the next leg of the journey.

Many of us, and this group in particular, are now in the "process" of merging our lower four-body system (spiritual, mental, emotional, physical) with our higher self, or divine blueprint ...which will, by default, magnetize a whole new perceptual and physical reality...but only when we are willing to let go of the fighting phase.

The energies of this month in particular, but especially since the 9th wave activation, have been helping us to slowly let our guards down and feel safe enuf to be true so we can boldly & confidently take our next steps into the unknown.  During the first three weeks of April we have all been tested, in one profound way or another, to see if we can be held accountable for our choice to really let go...not only of struggle, but of all past programming which will enable us to fully release our pain-body.


Releasing Resistance

April has been asking us to make the final choice to tune-out of the old frequency of pain, fear and struggle so we can fully tune-into the new frequency of grace.  It's not as if our doubt, or focus on our pain will inhibit the birth of the new, its just that we risk overlooking the subtle emergence of ease if we continue to be-lie-ve that what we truly desire cannot be true.  In other words…as we step into the second half of this year and begin to apply ourselves in more physical ways, any continual focus on struggle or resistance to what-is, will greatly hinder us and revive unnecessary suffering in the coming days, weeks & months of rapid expansion.

This isn't to say that we must ignore, avoid or repress the discomfort we feel... the discomfort is real.  The baggage we need to dump here is the resistance to the discomfort…that which creates suffering. This is just another fancy way of saying "presence" or "neutrality"…and the unseens are hammering in my brain that its time now, rather, now we have the support to step fully into ourselves and that means letting go of any remaining attachments...including the ascension horrors...I mean, process. 

NOTE: Just to be clear…especially for those who wish I would glaze over the goo… I definitely use humor & irreverence as a way to punch holes thru the veil…to remind us in our darkest moments that life is still a game, even when it sucks…but mostly, to help us continually detach from the "process", not to dwell upon it.  When we can dig up our self-created goo and laugh at the horror of it all, we are less than an inch away from moving beyond it...so it pays to poke fun at ourselves. And the reason humor is my drug of choice is because laughing is the most powerful form of presence, of alignment, of transcendence, that I have yet to experience in this life.   As someone who has spent many, many years sitting in my own sticky goo, I assure you that a light-heart-ed approach to such a heavy journey will yield more powerful results than any reverence or prayer ever could.


Transition Zone

I mentioned in the last energy update that this month was a demarcation point…it is actually a transition zone and THE month to make our choices final...to fully align ourselves with our new, true direction…to bring ourselves completely out of the past and immerse ourselves fully in the present, so we can co-create our future.  This period has been bizarre at best... mostly because, but not limited to the fact that we are experiencing two opposing realities at once.

Its the same old foot in both worlds scenario...where we have access to the old and the new simultaneously...but on steroids.  You know you are on the cusp of a major breakthru if you are sitting somewhere in the middle of two very conflicting feelings...like you may be feeling worried, yet at peace…excited, yet calm…doubtful, yet full of hope…isolated, but connected…sick, but well…chaotic, yet balanced…bored, but inspired.

Its a total mind trip but because we're in the passage of crossing over...we're actually coming full circle where the end and beginning meet each other... where death is really rebirth...and we can absolutely feel both at once.

This phase mimics physical death in so many ways and during the month of March, I had the privilege to experience this first hand while helping to care for my great Aunt during her physical transition to the "other-side".  Not only was I called to be a caretaker, but I was also asked on a higher level to serve as an ambassador of unconditional love... to stand in as an anchor and help to hold a sacred space for her complete metamorphosis...to act as a midwife to her re-birth and finally, on the last day, to act as an usher or "transition guide" to help her cross over on her graduation day.

I could go on for days about the ways in which this amazing experience changed me, but what really struck a chord with me was the clear reflection I saw of each and every one of us on this journey of rebirth...the inner-strength we all must tap into as we learn to let go of layer after layer of attachment so that our true selves can emerge and shine in the physical world.

As I watched all attachments fall from my aunt's grasp I realized that I was being gifted with the opportunity to witness this beautiful soul surrender a lifetime of idiosyncrasies...before my eyes.  All the walls of protection that we use to safeguard our hearts melted away in her frailty & fatigue...and in the end, all that was left was the pureness, the soft yet overwhelmingly powerful radiance of love within her...that same inner-beauty that fought for an entire lifetime to reveal itself fully.

More than anything, my aunt's transition represented to me the outer-manifestation of such a long inward journey.  For her, the journey was a lifetime.  For many of us, the journey was roughly 354 lifetimes condensed into 12 years minus the compression of time which equals just slightly more than 15 minutes on the new earth clock.


What Next?

April has been been no walk in the park by any standards, but if you embraced the inward process of review fully, you may suddenly be spellbound by the amount of growth, awareness, and insights that came oozing out of this Mercury retrograde period.  We still have a few days left in its wake, (and we are still in need of self-nurturing) but the great messenger offered us some huge chunks of potentially life-changing information along the way.  Those vital pieces to our cosmic puzzles that we have been waiting a very long time for may have made their way to your front door this month…those same pieces that will finally enable us to move forward and apply ourselves in a whole and complete way. 

These new pieces of information that we are now integrating will serve as the boarding passes to our new lives…those material manifestations required to blast off into our new directions with our new (higher-level) purpose.  By the time Mercury goes direct on Saturday, we will be prepared to take our next steps…those steps that are now aligned with our inner and outer selves…and forward movement will commence again, albeit at a completely new level. Collectively, we are stepping into a new level of human potential…one that is multidimensional, masculine/feminine integrated, and with new (cosmic) awareness that leads us to do new things in new ways...ways that are fully aligned with our authentic (core) selves.

"Realize that there is no more separation between who you are and who you want to be." -Pleiadians

Our willingness to just BE our true selves is all that is/was ever required to shift…and this transition into our most authentic selves is happening right now,  with or without our participation.

"What we will leave you with is this: NOW is the only time you ever need to be free... yet, and before you lash out in frustration, realize that it took each of you and the collective of humanity until NOW, to integrate this truth.  So, essentially, NOW you can freely use every NOW moment to be free!  As you accumulate these NOW moments, you live life in an effortless flow of NOW-ness". -The Seven Sisters of Pleiades


To reemergence!
Lauren

ThinkWithYourHeart.net

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70 comments:

  1. LOVE it when I come here to re-read a previous message & find a new one :)

    Over the last couple of days I have been having this reoccurring thing happen. I think about doing something & think well why don't I just do it? I have this sort of conversation with myself.. sort of questioning why I don't just do it.. What is stopping me? But in a way I am feeling so stuck still that I just can't.. is what I am telling myself. hmmmmm

    I think is exactly related to what you are talking about....

    So So Sooooo ready for freedom!!!

    Thank you Lauren for everything that you do.

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  2. Thank you Lauren....

    So tired. Feeling all old energy leaving :)

    My god what a trip (of many years)

    Thank you and THANK GOD :)

    Namaste

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  3. what the fuck does that even mean?

    nice layout, btw


    i'm dying over here. headache and body pain. but mostly, i've turned into the wicked bitch of the west.

    I

    HATE

    EVERYTHING

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  4. My life has been all about this, having to let go and rebirth to what I am NOW. Presence of God is all I am in the truth. My joining all will sing out loud to all, 3 times a form, to surrender it in love. Love is all that is. Thank you. My life is now continued in light , in trust, and thankfulness to all beings qualifying in trust, to serve the ray of light and see the affects it gives for all. The Christ presence now opens. "My presence is a part of all. My life is in you now, everyone, everyone." Amen

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  5. About two weeks ago I recieved a message that I could let go of the struggle. In that moment it was very clear I create the struggle and I could just let it go. It is only my resistance to what is that was creating it. So your message "Hearken! It is high time to release the wounds of the purification process". really confirmed it and resonated deeply with me.
    Thank you Lauren for the inspiration you are. Your work helps each and everyone of us step into our own truths. You touch so many lives because of who you are.

    In Love & Light
    Alisa
    Freedawn Creations

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  6. Talk about a head-trip, this last week I have been reading 'The Power of Now' for the first time (I know- really late to the party), although I was already aware of most of the ideas in it. This time something was different, perhaps I was more rigorous in application, maybe it was just me getting wise to my ego's played out bag-of-tricks. Whatever it was, I found myself in a genuine state of surrender on/off for the past few days, swimming in lovely equanimity. It seemed that the freedom from strife had been there all along, I was just too blind to see it, and now I had managed to access this state by my own volition/non-resistance (instead of it just happening randomly for a few hours/minutes as it has in the past). Then I started to doubt this entire 'ascension' narrative, perhaps it had all been a collective ego trip, all of us resisting the NOW together, pinning our hopes on cosmic forces outside ourselves. So I came here expecting more of the same, arrogantly believing I had just de-programmed myself from another dead end loop, only to find Lauren confirming my experiences in a very 'Power of Now'-esque update, what a trip. Thanks Lauren! xxx

    With regard to the aligning of our different bodies, is anyone else having the experience of being able to access the loftier, more 'spiritualised' feelings (joy, peace etc.) with ease, but feeling disconnected from the more social/tender/passionate aspects of being, I am experiencing this and it's quite jarring.

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  7. As a first time poster but what feels like, as a long time reader..Thank you Thank you!
    I really appreciate the updates that you do.
    Your sense of humor always warms my heart and resonates with me.

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  8. Thanks Lauren!! you really have a way with words, and even better timing :)

    This month has been a REAL whirlwind for me, in so many ways. I don't think I've ever had so many varied emotional triggers, but I feel I'm recognizing them quicker and really letting go quicker. It's amazing how staying in the 'now' and 'being' love as you said really work. The time is really flying too, the compression at times feels so surreal....

    I've also really started to feel the conflicting feelings and on the cusp of major breakthroughs recently. It seems as I face a major fear all sorts of exciting doors and opportunities surface very quickly! That is very encouraging and exciting. The physical changes have been quite profound, the other day I noticed my eyes looked different, as if they were filled with and emitting light! The survival fears are still there and kinda crazy intense at times, but I feel deeply inside this 'perfect storm' is rapidly ending and new exciting shores await!

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  9. Dear Lauren! No message of yours and the unseens ever resonated more deeply in my soul than this one (and we've been essentially on the same page since I first started reading your articles). Many issues surfacing and being tended to in my own life are addressed here. I won't go back and pick out particular bits to respond to; I just want to express the enormous gratitude I feel that your heart is so open and present on this planet at this time.

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  10. Dolphins are all about going with the flow and letting go. The more we let go the more in the light we are. The more present we are the more we have amazing experiences on the planet and the more we are in our hearts, the more love we can be in. Now is the time, Joy is here. Thank you Lauren for this amazing message. The dolphins thank you too!

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  11. Hey, Cyndie. Nice to see you here. (For the rest of you guys, this is my reiki master.) Always love your perspective. Loved the message from the blue heron and always from the dolphins.

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  12. Lauren,
    You are such a gift. I am in complete accord and so much appreciate your clarity, humor, valication. It allows me to tap deeper and deeper into my own strenth, authenticity,love and humor :)

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  13. Lauren, you mention this process has been happening since 2001. it's been happening for me my whole life (I'm 40). It was only in about 2000 that light started to enter and I met more of my people (connection).
    finally I am glad you mention letting go and into joy as a choice...I hesitated even reading this post as they all felt like the same ole same ole hang on a minute longer in this misery sort of thing.
    I agree..joy is here now.

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  14. Thank you, Lauren!! Both for your inspirational message and humor! Also loved that you shared your very personal experience with your Aunt's passing. Fantastic. That's what life is about, isn't it?

    Been having crazy terrible dreams lately and wondering if I'm helping to clear others fears. They don't feel like my own dreams--just too strange. Last two nights were really awful. Anyone else?

    Love and hugs to my Soul Family!

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  15. HiLauren and All!

    Nice looking blog!

    And so many news!

    Yes, I was kind of not reacting (exterior) and accepting me-as-I-am, with all and in all, so to say.

    The NOW is so much NOW that i cannot recall easily what I did yesterday (don´t mention the month).

    So, we are just keeping on...

    Thankyou so much Lauren!

    For me, no dreams at all! Strange, because I had some times strange, bizarre dreams...

    I feel that kind of love (for nature, mostly). And for my mother (passed away 8th may, last year and went with her until I felt that she was well grabed... she had Alzheimer´s desease). Sometimes, my children (but not now!). And humanity, animals, the Whole.

    I am not denying -at least- so much!

    So... we will live the experience!

    Thanks again, Lauren!

    Rín

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  16. Hi Lauren,

    One of my clients sent me your blog post because I've been talking about the retrograde and Lent and all the trials and tribulations people are having... and how it's about to shift :)

    Thanks for the post,

    Erika Awakening

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  17. Yes! I knew you were going to post again today (or soon I thought, within the next day or two)!

    Embracing the now.....

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  18. so tired of it all - the holding on, the 'wanting things to be a certain way' - does any of it really matter? These are my thoughts lately - give it up and get back to me. So I think the right path, the path you mentoned, is this path of freedom.

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  19. Thank you for this sweetness of truth, wisdom, intelligence and higher love. I personally LOVE your way of describing things, challenging, and beautiful with such humor. I have too experienced laughter as such a pure vibration and something that reeallly helps in the hard times, so I support you (always have, always will) completely. You are magic and an Angel for bringing such needed info to those who are able to embrace it and understand it, and most importantly to the A-team, as you said..who are such strong souls and need such depth of support.. many blessings, xo

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  20. Thank you Lauren...You go deep into my soul!
    Blessings and Love!

    Kuaya.

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  21. Thank you again Lauren. I really thought I was going mad this month!!

    @ Dancing Dolphin - not strange dreams but VERY strange nights of horrendous fear. I think the dreams were bad, but I don't remember them. Something to do with finding my way back to the light, I think.

    HUGE hugs to our soul family - this month's been a big'un!

    Kay

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  22. "…and this transition into our most authentic selves is happening right now, with or without our participation."
    Amen to that!

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  23. Thank you for this and especially the experience about your dear Aunt's passing; just FELT the love when reading this
    Be Blessed Lauren

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  24. Lauren this is what is really happening to us, or at least to me, some of my friends and family.

    this is what you said:

    "Its the same old foot in both worlds scenario...where we have access to the old and the new simultaneously...but on steroids. You know you are on the cusp of a major breakthru if you are sitting somewhere in the middle of two very conflicting feelings...like you may be feeling worried, yet at peace…excited, yet calm…doubtful, yet full of hope…isolated, but connected…sick, but well…chaotic, yet balanced…bored, but inspired.""

    Indeed we are heading for new adventure in our lives and the future is not as chaotic as we have made believe it is. Thank you Lauren

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  25. Lauren!

    Thank you so much! You always are able to describe EXACTLY what I am going though since I started reading your posts and it is very comforting to know I am not alone on this journey! I appreciate all of the love and energy you put into this and I really cannot thank you enough! THANK YOU!

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  26. Great Positive Site:

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    Take a look at the website, listen to her clips and I am sure you will agree that these tools are something special from spirit.

    http://VibesUP.com/522.html

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  27. Thank the heavens for your illuminating messages. Your post brought a tear to my eyes. 'Freedom from fear' has been my mantra for many long years now and has guided my toughest decisions/actions. After a very contracted April am looking forward to the next moment of expansion...ready, open and waiting in anticipation. Everything I have dreamed of and my soul has longed for is coming home to roost! Much love to you Lauren, Mirjana

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  28. Yep...yep...thank you Lauren and my Pleiadian family for your constant loving support during this wild ride!! You've hit the cosmic nail on the head! FREEdom...yea!!
    Laughter is sweet medicine for the soul!
    lovelovelove~
    teri

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  30. THANK YOU so much for putting into deelightful words what I have been feeling for the last few weeks. What wonderfilled confirmation for the path I am on. So many of us are on.

    Yes, thank you for listening to the unseen and then translating their impulses for all of us to deeply know that all is well! Yes, all is so well!

    Blessings and blissings to all of us
    Ulla!

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  31. Time compression, is that why what feels like 15 minutes was actually 4 hours?

    No physical ailments here, had some back pain, and my left ankle was bothering me, but most of the time I am running high on adrenaline without the toxic effects, it feel like I am on speed not steroids. I never took speed but heard about it.

    Dreams are busy, strange, and it looks like I am working out issues in my sleep.

    Freedom a common theme. I just read one of my spiritual books that talk about freedom of body, mind and spirit. Also it is passover time, makes me think of another form of freedom-deliverance from slavery.


    Tried to post several times, hope it works this time.

    Thank you for being there for us with such helpful information, and thank you for your great sense of humor.

    Earth Angel 2012

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  32. From beginning to end completely true.To me it started on March 29th: http://hemelwandelaar.wordpress.com/2011/03/29/faun-2/ and continue, stil in the works with another healing tomorrow. It is amazing. Happy Easter Lauren

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  33. Hi Lauren,
    Thank you for confirming all that is taking place in our lives. The DREAMS are the body processing your past STUFF. Sometimes it is one or can be a combination of several Stresses coming out at the same time, which is usually the case. The Body tells the Mind what is Happening in the form of Dreams...and it can be complicated with all kinds of different Past Impressions being RELEASED simultaneously, from early childhood to Now. It's ALL GOOD! ! !
    Thank you Lauren for your Clarity and Depth. Knowledge is Power...And
    Let Freedom Ring! ! !
    David

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  34. Lauren, I have followed your post since it started, I ALWAYS enjoy it and appreciate what you do.

    I resonate mostly with your "down to earthliness way" and awesome, wonderful humor! YES, laughter is goood!!!!

    You have been a treasure for me throughout these intense, trying years!!
    Thank you!!!
    Love and peace CJ

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  35. Thank you so much Lauren and everyone for being and sharing!

    Namaste
    Rita

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  37. Lauren,
    I loved what you wrote about your aunt. It was really beautiful <3
    Well, it's all really just an amazing hard to believe trip that you put into words so well. Painful, difficult and freaky to say the least... these days I feel lightyears away from the person I was pre-2001 when a meteor decided to crash land on my life :-)
    Lots of love and light to you sister,
    Keren

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  38. Hi, Lauren.

    Another GREAT entry here that helps, helps, and did I say helps?

    Your last entry inspired me to begin writing posts on my blog that include my love of music. It's the first time I've created a post that includes a soundtrack! Funny how it felt like a risk while composing it.

    I am dedicating this first post to you and all the ascension family. Enjoy "Something Wild? Something New?"

    http://creatorsparrot.blogspot.com/2011/04/something-wild-something-new-links-are.html

    Love, light and fun!

    Val (Creator's Parrot)

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  39. earthangel.2012 said...
    "Time compression, is that why what feels like 15 minutes was actually 4 hours?"



    I can relate. I've been referring to it as "two weeks ago yesterday."

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  40. AS ALWAYS ANOTHER BRILLIANT WAY TO SHARE THE TRUTH ABOUT WHAT IS UNFOLDING, THANK YOU LAUREN FOR YOUR CONSISTANCE AND HUMOR, WE ALWAYS LOOK FORWARD TO YOUR POSTS SO THAT WE CAN SHARE THEM WITH HUMANITY~ HERE OUR COMMUNITY CALL US MA FA GOD, WE THINK YOU SAID THAT BEFORE TOO, LOL..WE LOVE YOU AND WE ARE WITH YOU ALWAYS, LOVE MOTHER AND FATHER GOD http://soundofheart.org/galacticfreepress/

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  41. Thank you so much for responding Khai. Thank you for your honesty. I feel like I can breathe a sigh of relief. We are so in the same boat sister.

    Remember, we are not allowed to complain or question anything. The Pleadians don't like it. We must be spiritual robots. Emotions are useless to them. So accept the pain & piss of life with a smile - a nice, stepford wife smile... And always remember, according to the Pleadians everything is our fault - and they control the Universe (apparently God is on vacation?)

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  42. Hi Lauren,

    It's very interesting how you spell certain words like belief (be-lie-f). It's a clear indication to me that you are writing from a perspective of multi-dimensionality:-

    Someone (or something) injected the word "lie" into a word that means the opposite. George Orwell's novel /1984/ coined the term as /doublespeak/, I believe (sic). There was a time when I would have negated personal responsibility and laid the blame squarely at the foot of "Big Brother". The ugly truth is that we are all a part of "Big Brother". We all co-created the concept of BB through our inability to recognise and accept our shadow-selves. This manifested collectively as "New World Order" governments run by secret societies ... and what was at the root of all this? Fear.

    I've come to realise that the proof of Planetary Ascension lies in the children that have been born since that amazing astrological "Grand Cross" alignment of 1999. What is one thing that they all have in common? A lack of fear. They have no fear ... and I've finally realised why they are like this!

    So many of our fear-based systems rely on conscious participation on a grand scale for their very survival. Mass media is one of the strongest examples ... so what do you think is happening to those systems?

    This generation is going to turn off the TV and tune into their Hearts and the effects of this are going to be profound on so many levels.

    The part where you state "if we continue to believe that what we truly desire cannot be true" does not apply to these children because the word "lie" within the word "belief" holds no power over them because they know on a soul-level that fear is just a 3D illusion!

    Love, LW.

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  43. Thanks, LW.

    way to make everyone else feel inferior whilst stereotyping an entire generation of children and holding them all to this ridiculous standard.

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  44. Its not that we are not allowed to complain. We can do this all we want. Its just a question of what serves us best. Is it in our best interest to complain or try to accept what is and find the good in it. If it helps then complain you want. It wont change anything and it will neither speed nor slow your ascension process

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  45. @Khai:-

    I'm sorry if I made you and other readers feel inferior - that was not my intention. I can understand why you may think that I'm spiritually superior based on many of my comments on Lauren's blog - I must admit that I've not given a balanced account of my spiritual experiences. I've tended to post the good and not share the difficult experiences with this community of souls. That's something I need to bare in mind for future comments ... but in saying that I do recall talking to you and others about the most difficult period of my life (Dark Night of the Soul).

    "... stereotyping an entire generation of children..." - well, yes, I concede that you have a point there. Maybe not every child born since August 1999 has crystal consciousness; but I firmly believe that enough of them will be born to achieve "critical mass". Maybe we've already passed that point?

    I was born in 1971 - so you could say that I was one of the first-wave Indigo souls to arrive on Earth. Indigos are system-busters. We were sent to destroy old systems to make way for the new systems of the Crystal children. Do I consider myself inferior to those Crystal children? No, of course not. There could be no Crystal Consciousness without the proceeding Indigo Consciousness. WE ARE ALL ONE.

    (I should point out that I've made the transition from Indigo Consciousness to Crystal Consciousness. It's taken a lot of hard graft and dedication to achieve this but I haven't done it all by myself - I've had many corporeal and incorporeal entities help and guide me. If I seem tall it's because I'm standing on the shoulders of giants.)

    "... holding them all to this ridiculous standard" - well, that comment reveals to me that you at least hold my words in high esteem! :-) ... but seriously, it's not like I'm Charlton Heston standing on Mount Sinai in /The Ten Commandments/ proclaiming, "LW saidth all crystal children shall turnith off the TV!" :-D I'm just one soul contemplating on our individual and collective ascension process.

    Love, LW.

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  46. i dont mean to be a bitch, although i'm quite comfortable with it.

    my point was that it's best to accept the gifts the children offer, and not to hold them to any kind of standard.

    it's called polarizing perspectives, saying that some children are enlightened because of certain qualities, and then having this preconceived notion of how exactly a crystal children behaves.

    this was done to me as i am from this group. you can't expect them to save you and you cant expect them to sacrifice themselves for the greater good, not even in your head, because it does affect us and it makes us feel bad, like we're not good enough.

    a lot of people have demonized me because im not what they expected from a crystal, as if i failed them in some way. we can only be ourselves.

    others have demonized me merely because i possess greater power than what they expected and they fear it, polarizing the abilities as well.

    its just best not to deal with the labels and boxes anymore. each crystal child is different because they cant all inhabit the exact same area in space and time. they ARE crystals so they will become their environments, meaning they will project and amplify the energies in their immediate environment. we all know how different and varied the energies on earth are.

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  47. Lauren, you’re so… you as always. If there’s one person (beside Bashar, ok:) who can say I channel than you are!
    I am so tired of “we are one” propagandistic weekly messages form galactic bureaucratic councils negotiating disclosure with our governments (yuck)!
    You really know how put things in context and you definitely can see, I really really appreciate your ahead guidance…
    Namaste & xox

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  48. Hi you all!

    Just pass by to post an interesing movie about the end of money. A Prof. from Business University in Vienna, for the area of business calculation (don´t know if this is the right translation) he and others are working on a concept for the NEW MONEY. And as oneday here someone asked about this, I thought maybe someone is interested in this. For me it is really a very interesting concept and idea. Just watch it and make your own opinion. There is an english subline. So you can understand it.

    http://wientv.org/2011/04/08/franz-hormann-im-interview/

    So the best to you sweeties!! (I like this word, got it from my visit in California, heard it a lot there ;-9 ;-)

    Angelika - aka Smiley

    P.S. I´m getting visible, have putted two songs of me at youtube, you can see it in my blog ;-) ;-) even if it is in German ;-) more are following, later also english songs ;-) yippii!
    had my first time on stage two weeks ago as a cabaret/comedian in Austria, lot´s of fun ;-)
    I have written a cabaret about Luzifer, who is sent from god to earth to bring people on the right way. He didn´t want but at least he was forced to. But he at least wanted to be born as a woman. So he is born as Luzy Underworld ;-). Well and she makes thoughts about different things. And at the age of 28 she slowly finds out that she has a order from god. gggrrrr

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  49. Part 1
    Hello Team.

    As a FirstWaver in recovery I love Lauren's posts. I find them current, personal and soothing.

    I occasionally post here but have not these last 5 months or so because I was in a perpetual blah fog, hued only with vulnerability and clearing.

    I didn't have much to say except for, "when is this going to end?"

    Well, it wasn't ending. I felt I was in Groundhog Day.

    Yesterday, I had a breakthrough that came about thru sheer force of will, coupled with self respect.

    I felt like one of the populous in Libya, except my oppressor was my soul.

    A little background. I have always been a good "soldier." I have always sublimated the needs of the personality to fulfill my soul purpose. I have always done what was asked of me, many times at my expense.

    I had always carried the belief structure that our soul has our best interests at heart. That no matter how much it hurt it was for our own good.

    Well, as the years passed and my experiences became less veiled, I began to see that my soul has its own agenda. That my personality was just a pawn in a game it was playing. I was not really a team player, more of a 2nd class citizen with no rights.

    The understanding I have created as I have studied this over the years (mostly the past 2 years)is that the soul, the hierarchy and many of our "brothers and sisters" out there are absolutely clueless about the human experience.

    We are always getting reports that we (humans) have surpassed the expectations of the Unseens in our (their) endeavors.

    I have come to believe that when we (humans) fulfill a soul objective the Unseens can only process a portion of the human experience involved. The soul objective, and its measure for success, would ironically seem very "2-dimensional" to us humans.

    To use an analogy, I would say the Unseens want to put a bunch of food ingredients together. They are amazed when we make a beautiful cake. But they can only see it and admire it they can't taste or smell it.

    Their experience of the cake may be profound to them but they don't have the same experience of it. And they can't.

    Like the North African proletariat, I have had enough. I want recognition, respect and my rights. As they say, "as above, so below." Or, "as below, so above."

    We have come to accept the belief that no one gives you your rights, you have to want them and demand them.

    I, like many of you, have worked hard all my life to understand, clear and temper myself. I have learned how to stay in neutrality and release the lower vibratory influences.

    I am becoming the "New Human."

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  50. Part 2

    As the New Human, I expect a seat at the table. I have knowledge and understanding that the Unseens cannot fathom. It needs to be incorporated into the divine planning.

    Yesterday, I had my final "Talks" with my soul. It was a monumental day, with many epiphanies, healings and boundary renegotiations.

    Toward the end of our "Talks" my soul asked me what I wanted. I was very clear: abundance, beauty, joy, perfect health, success, ease, etc..

    There were stagnant situations in my life that were a drain on my emotional and financial world. I demanded they be cleared up. I felt justified in asking because I knew I had milked these situations for all the personal growth I could get out of them. I knew the only reason I remained in stasis was because my soul didn't see it as important enough to give it attention and release it.

    The day, itself, could be a book but I will spare you that. Suffice to say today is very different from yesterday.

    My feeling of vulnerability and stagnation has ended. I have a new clarity (a returning to self) that I have missed and a sense that I have control of the course of my life.

    Last night, I was so filled with a sense of freedom, empowerment and righteous indignation that I had to express it in some way.

    I went to cafepress and made up t-shirts, mugs, bumper stickers with the declaration, "My Soul is my Partner and not my Boss."

    I figured it was time for a revolutionary bumper sticker on my car.

    If any of you FirstWavers feel the same as I do you can declare your independence with a t-shirt.

    http://www.cafepress.com/FirstWave

    Penny

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  51. interesting Penny...i think i like it ;)
    hope everyone is doing well... i havent had much to say...
    thanks for the update Lauren as always, great..xo

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  52. ok havin some anxiety again...
    went to a wake today which has me rattled... still getting by somehow with help wondering when i will be able to fend completely for myself... just not feeling comfortable with anything....

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  53. I felt a shift over the weekend of the 23rd/24th. Then I read your post. Your timing seems to be right on the mark. The releases seem to be coming very gently now. Its as if the veil is being lifted and its easier to see clearly and you wonder why you've been struggling for so long.

    I've been immersed in all the doomsday blogs. And I've been trying to break away from them and now they no longer seem to have a hold on me. Instead, I've been focusing on positive messages and I feel so much better.

    I think it all comes down to a choice, making that choice, stating that choice, renewing that choice moment by moment. I choose to place my focus on light, I welcome light into this body of mine. I am open to experiencing the bounty life offers.

    In gratitude, may you all find your way home.

    Wanna

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  54. I'm broke as shit, Penny, but trust me, I feel exactly the same way.

    I'm constantly trying to get the omniscient objective to understand and respect the subjective perspective.

    I feel like it's coming along. It's been made clear that we can't proceed without a harmonic agenda. It just won't work. I can't do that.

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  55. well i have a few bucks in my pocket from taxes but i have looming bills that are coming that i wont be able to pay and my parents still helping me out....im trying to "let it go" ...saying what i need and just forgetting about it, but its hard when the phones ringing from bill collectors and you know you cant do much to help yourself... i look for jobs, im doing the jean trunk shows, but have only done like 3 so far...just not enough of them and not enough sales, was hoping for more luck with it... my first check was for forty dollars...yipppiiieeee... and my second willbe around 70...not enough and few and far between... i feel like i dont know what to do anymore... im just existing... and lately im just not feeling right, not comfortable, not feeling like things are ok, shitty sleep etc.... had some anxiety this week, real tight chest, chest pains, tight across the back... ive gained a little weight i think too, so im just not feeling good about myself at all.... fighting with the bf, broken up i guess... just feeling pretty helpless here....if i could just get a means of supporting myself id feel alot better...

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  56. I had an amazing time prompt today. I was talking to the shop assistant in the crystal shop, telling her that I'd made a small list on my phone of the crystals that I was interested in purchasing, took my phone out of my pocket to show her the list and the time was 1:11. This is a classic time prompt that signifies "you're on the right path."

    I really needed to see that prompt. I really needed to see that message because I felt lost. I feel like I'm in No-Man's Land - that little sliver of land between the country of 3D and the yet unknown country of 4D (or is it 5D?). Does anyone else feel disorientated?

    When Lauren writes about "releasing the remaining struggle" I wonder if she's referring to releasing old 3D habits and behaviours. Ah, that old saying, "old habits die hard" ... so true. I know that I'm more than 3D. I've got to stop worrying about past mistakes and an unknown future. There is so much that I could worry about concerning individual and collective futures. I know that the portal to higher dimensions lies within the NOW - to live within the present moment. I have the tools to accomplish this goal.

    I've felt depressed and dejected over the past couple of weeks. I've felt like this in the past but this time it feels different - it really does feel like I've got a split personality - one half of me feels depressed and the other half feels detached and neutral. All I can say is thank God that I have that neutral anchor because if I didn't I dread to think where I'd be now.

    This feels like a very important life lesson - just like the Japanese earthquake/tsunami disasters. Outer life chaos anchored by inner life equanimity - one of the most powerful global lessons that I've yet witnessed.

    I think that's going to be one of the ways in which we will lead. There are going to be so many people who will see their 3D world crumble and they will be very scared; but all will be well because we will be their anchors. We will show them the way - but we won't be the only souls doing it.

    Those amazing crystal children will comfort and teach their parents (and other older people) the new way - the new path. Those children are naturals at living in the NOW. They will cancel out the fear - they will balance it with higher love because on a core level they are incapable of fear. These children are higher dimensional starseed-born. This is the first incarnation in 3D in human form on Earth for many. Their very presence is lifting the individual and collective consciousness!

    I've had a lot of help in releasing those purification wounds that Lauren writes about. Black obsidian was merciless in revealing those wounds. My little boat was tossed all over that stormy sea for a good week; but my anchor held. I haven't felt that emotionally battered for quite some time; but I know ... I have faith ... that there was a reason why this had to happen.

    When planetary and cosmic bodies align powerful things happen. I know within my heart that alignment is happening within me and when that moment comes ... wow ... it's going to be mindblowing!

    Love, LW.

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  57. I've just had a little insight into the nature of the NOW that I'd like to share with you all:-

    I've been exploring Mandelbrot Fractal geometry with various computer programs. The NOW is like that Mandelbrot fratal - a geometrical paradox of finite perspective on its highest level that reveals infinite complexities as one delves into it.

    Those who can live in the NOW have the ability to re-create their past as well as their future because the NOW lifts our perspective, revealing that time is an illusion. My head can perceive this truth on an intellectual level. What will happen when my heart comes into alignment?

    Love, LW.

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  58. LW! "I've felt depressed and dejected over the past couple of weeks. I've felt like this in the past but this time it feels different - it really does feel like I've got a split personality - one half of me feels depressed and the other half feels detached and neutral. All I can say is thank God that I have that neutral anchor because if I didn't I dread to think where I'd be now."

    oh how i have felt that way, back and forth, and at the same time....

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  59. Hi to all! Hi Lauren!

    I have the inner feeling to make the following post now:

    Wenn opening now Lauren´s blog I just get the line above when you Lauren write:

    "now, rather, now we have the support to step fully into ourselves and that means letting go of any remaining attachments...including the ascension horrors...I mean, process."

    On the 17th of April I went to Sports and then to Stretching. We did some exercises and then in one exercise the trainer went to everybody and within this exercises he pressed short the place where the heart shakra is or thymus gland. In this moment i felt that something popped up. For a short time I saw everything double. And I felt something is going on. Then I went home and even on the way home I felt to start to cry from deep in my heart. I asked what is it now? I got the inner answer it is the letting go of all the suffering and pain of the last 8 years. And also the pain that I couldn´t use my body as I was used to before. This many years of apathy,... I realized that this year created a huge trauma. I was busy to come home because I felt to cry so deeply and felt to break down to releaze all this emotions and this pain. I came home, closed the door and just broke down on the floor where I was and cried deeply from my heart center, all through my body. It was a very good a releazing cry. I could feel the the trauma is leaving now, and that I´m getting cleared out. It was really good and liberating. I felt fresh and clear after it and like new.

    I´m telling you this because I just feel in my heart that there are many around who have the potential to do this now.

    JUMP!!

    here my songs:
    AMKA - means Wake up! It is Kisuaheli.

    the refrain:
    mimi na wewe, wanaume wanawake amka: means
    me and you, men and women, wake up!!

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ufBCzfMMMV4

    This contains already the cleared energy. It made the video at easter the 23rd. It is less about the song but more about the energy. It is more a kabarett song.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nnaBwIRHONQ&feature=related

    guys, you are needed now. Your cleared energy is needed now. So please don´t hesitate. Give permission to release. now.

    May is a major point. The desicions made in may will be essential what will follow. It can be easy, it can be rush. You guys in the United States. I feel the urgent that you have to jump into your truth now. the time is now. now. now.
    If you don´t do it now it will be more rush.
    so please give permission for release...

    love

    ANGELIKA aka Smiley

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  60. Again expecially to the American´s.

    I hope you realize that the killing of Osama bin Laden is a fake. Did you ever ask yourself why the name´s are so similar? Obama - Osama.
    president - terrorist.

    Obama is a false prophet. And the killing of Osama is a fake. Either is is already dead sinced 2001 or he is still alive somewhere. It is just propaganda to get the attention away from what is really going on. It is campaining.

    check your heart and do research. There would be a lot of more things to say to this issue, but check yourself. you are needed to wake up the people around you now. so that not all are following like sheeps to what the mass media propaganda is telling you. it is time to act guys. Especially in the States. People have to free themselves from the wrong propaganda, and see the truth. See what is really going on. Khai, what would you think about a new song about this now? You can do it NOW.

    love

    ANGELIKA aka Smiley

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  61. i think i couldnt care less about anything on the news. it doesnt really change anything relevant.

    btw, WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?

    something is wrong. something is happening and its not what we've been told is going to happen.

    someone please respond.

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  62. Omg khai I've been feeling the same way ... WTF IS going on? And ditto on the news and politics.. I don't even know what to say anymore... Everything is just bla.... Havin some anxiety again.... Managing to survive still with parents help and my tax money which is almost gone and then what... No job in sight... The denim thing isn't going anywhere for me... Still battling with the bf or ex... Whatever he is.... I look like shit... My skin is a mess... Think I've gained a few lbs... This just sucks... Oh and I'm on an itouch cuz my computer is messed up... Feeling isolated again big time... Invisible... And like I can't do a thing about it... Feel old and ugly! Ugh! Wah what a big baby i am

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  63. Lol and I basically wrote the same thing I wrote in my last post... Wth

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  64. Things are going fine for me "externally" in my life but internally I feel like an utter and complete wreck, or like I'm dying - it is more physical than emotional right now, which still creates a tremendous amount of anxiety and fear. Last night my abdomen was cramping so badly that I thought maybe my appendix had ruptured! This is just godawful...

    Khai babe, why do you think this "isn't supposed to be happening"? What exactly? These symptoms? My hope is that we are releasing some particularly nasty stuff... part of which is the feeling of "something is very wrong" because I'm feeling it too right now... I just can't find a mental "reason" for it... Lauren or anyone, care to chime in here? Are there more solar flares going on? The physical symptoms have just been brutal on my end these past 2 days...

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  65. Thanks for the confirmation Lauren. Most of what you wrote about was channeled through my teachings in my yoga classes.

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  66. (CONTINUED)

    Better authentic than some fuckin pretentious "spiritually superior" boring asshole...you know that stuff is all about creating separation and distance from everyone = avoiding feelings..And fuck you if you think you have the answers because I sure as hell don't!

    And Richard I realize that you are so much like my family of origin and that's why I couldn't stand your postings...I was raised to be just like you are and you were mirroring things I can't stand about myself. I hate being judgmental asshole. I hate hiding my emotions so I don't get hurt. I hate having to be angry or passive-aggressive to protect myself anymore. I hate also that competitive spiritual superiority bullshit that I've done because it so is my family of origin. They're elitist fake fucks who think they're better than everyone else.

    "House of Mirrors" people..no question about it! Thanks everyone for pointing out those things I still hate about myself.

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