Thursday, April 7, 2011

Reassessing, Redirecting & Resetting


Before I juice you up with any of the hope-dope…aka, those rainbows and butterflies that always seem just slightly out of reach…keep in mind that we are still integrating (tho at the tail end of) the energies of the recent equinox (3/21/11) where soon after you may have fallen into another (very) deep well of universal funk where NOthing feels even remotely good.

The equinoxes are never an "easy" time, but this most recent integration period may have felt especially oppressive.  We've also had to be extra vigilant so as not to get attached to the energies of anxiety, depression, frustration and hopelessness that have been haplessly splashing around in the ethers, each independently vying for our attention.

In March, we could definitely feel pressure building... no doubt we were being stretched to our full capacity, both in our personal lives and in the collective. The universal slingshot was slowly pulling us back, preparing to launch us into our new lives. We could hear the squeaking of elastic as the band around us stretched to its maximum potential (definitely thinking Angry Birds™ here)…and then….just when we were mentally prepared to be flung into the stratosphere: SNAP!…the elastic broke and we fell flat in the mud. (Compliments of Saturn with a side of Mercury retrograde)

Ring…Ring. Mother-Father God is calling again….this time to say: sike.

Yep, we fell off the ride AAAAgain and that can only mean one thing: time to go within AAAAgain.

I don't know about you, but I am so over myself that I can't spend one more minute "within", without dying of boredom or blowing a gasket. We have spent so many years alone with ourselves, "remembering who we really are", that its now bordering on self-indulgent. I mean seriously people...how much of ourselves can we really take? It's comical really, that everywhere we go, there we are.  We. just. can't. get. away. from ourselves...and no matter how "ready" to move on we "think" we are, there are always forces at work that seem to know us better.

On one level we are so ready to turn our energy outward that we are wearing out the carpet with our pacing, yet we are simultaneously so tired of being a sloppy mess. Inwardly, we are warriors…no doubt. But what good is all that inner-strength and mastery if we still can't even make it to the post office without a nap?

Never mind, just  B R E A T H E  for the moment. We are still in the birth canal heaving thru the swells of contractions in preparation to give birth to our new selves. It hurts, but the pressure and discomfort is the precipitating force needed to launch us into our new lives.


(re)Setting the Stage

It's way more than obvious that we are ready to dive head-first into our new lives, however, the unseens are making it clear to me that this is exactly what we are being protected from. We are still (and momentarily) being safeguarded by some over-protective celestial forces that are providing (read: smothering) us with the structure, discipline, sobriety, balance and coordination required to walk gracefully into our new lives, heart-first, and with some form of defined realism.

As much as I have been tempted to melt down over this...fighting the urge to tank daily over another round of stillness…ultimately I know this is a good thing, and so do you. We have been chomping at the bit for so ungodly long (coupled with all this cracked-out, fiery Aries energy) that if the gates swung open without some form of celestial restraint, we would all run right into traffic.

The new energy is SCREAMing at us to get moving, to free ourselves from the ties that bind us, to embrace our inner-visionary and apply ourselves in some way...but at the same time we are being asked to be absolutely SURE that we leave all our baggage behind, screw our heads on straight, plant our feet firmly on the ground, and let our hearts lead the way. Unfortunately, this just amounts to drag racing with the emergency brake on.

This new wave of (love) energy that is here now, bubbling just beneath the surface, is what the unseens call "forward movement of unparalleled proportion... a mass shift that is propelling the pioneers to the fore, those souls who have practiced for this role for ages." This month may not be easy or fun, but overall it does feels like a demarcation…the month that separates us from our past and liberates us to experience the rewards of many years, decades & lifetimes of uncompromising fortitude.


The Reset Button

The incoming tide that is flooding our new foundation is comprised of many new elements by which most of us are now well adjusted to, and well suited for. This new energy, which will be felt more keenly when Mercury goes direct, is not only the energy of physical action, but an energy that ensures that forward movement is inspired by, and aligned with, the highest good...a force that can only be activated thru the reconnection and integration of head and heart.

Those who are completing the reconnection phase are in the process of being reset, so to speak. This reset button only becomes viable when the soul provides access to the divine blueprint for the human vessel to embody... and this becomes possible when the human energy field and biology are purified of fear-based energies, the process which completes the transition from mortal human to divine human. This means that any remaining fears that are blocking our forward movement into the life of our dreams will be up for review/reset during this retrograde cycle.

"The switch from mortal to divine human is an internal switch that precipitates an external metamorphosis. This process is currently underway for some... to the likes of which many will begin to notice. As you further integrate the energies brought forth by the recent new moon (4/3/11), so too will you begin to embody the physical changes. The changes will be subtle, but noticeable, and will grow to eventually be witnessed by others as a complete transformation.  Look for changes in your physical form as indicators of this truth, that the process of transfiguration has begun." - Seven Sisters of Pleiades

Once our reset button has been pushed, all those aspects of fear, or separation-based consciousness morph, or dissolve into the interconnected field of oneness. Kinda like we will be switching from AM to FM and once tuned in we will no longer have access to the frequency range of the prior bandwidth.

We are resetting our personal energy field to "tune into" the unity timeline which is enabling us to tap into our expanded potential. This space of greater potential offers us a firmer resolve, a broader acceptance of what's possible and an unwavering surety that we have never experienced before. This surety comes from being plugged in and turned on…plugged into our true power-Source so the light within us can shine with full radiance.

"Once the internal flame within casts its glow without, you are truly free. This is what is transpiring over the course of this month…a reconnection, an expansion, a greater awareness and a new resolve." -Seven Sisters of Pleiades


Embodying Our Blueprint

"For those aligned with the new timeline of unity consciousness, you will find that the moments before you are suddenly expanding in "time". This shift will create great warps or bends in time that will allow for the eternalness of each moment to be accessed from within physical form. This creative potential has never been realized for humanity." -Seven Sisters of Pleiades

The purpose of becoming a fully divine-human is to merge the physical with the spiritual…to reconnect the left and right hemispheres of the brain so that the human biology operates within the context of the spiritual blueprint. This blueprint, which is the roadmap for our human incarnation, contains the information required for a soul to live a human life…it's the control center, or central mainframe, which houses each of our YOUnique pieces for the collective human puzzle.

Throughout the month of April, more of our YOUniqueness will be surfacing…to the extent that each of us will be able to home in on and clearly direct or redirect our lives to align more fully with the potential contained within our divine blueprint. This potential has always been the guiding force in our lives, however, as the veil thins and we become more conscious of our individual destinies as cocreators, these blueprints will change from "the guiding force" to "our self-created plan for living".

This switch is subtle, but powerful…it clicks our soul plan in first place, reorients all our desires from head to heart and adjusts our internal compass to follow the path of our highest good without our conscious participation. It hooks us into the effortless stream of creation which enables us to live fully from the space of NOW, the (zero) point central to our full manifestation capabilities.

Access to this (zero) point is paramount to our success as cocreators...it allows us to merge fully with our divinity, in human form, and bring forth the gifts and treasures of ascended living into the dimensions of physicality. You may already be noticing some of these new divine gifts popping thru the veil as of the equinox…things like increasing intuition with stunning accuracy that is also heralding a new-found sense of confidence and trust in your abilities…you may suddenly awaken to new clairs, increased telepathy, prophetic dreams, the ability to see or read auras, etc. These are just some of the new toys we will get to play with beginning this new (astrological) year.


Coming Out

In addition to new, or more developed spiritual gifts, you may also be bumping up against a renewed sense of self that is beginning to emerge...especially with regard to the social world and how people relate to us. This new energy is attracting people/places/situations by which we are able to express our divine selves more fully and allow ourselves to be seen in a more authentic way. This takes a bit of getting used to after the many years of safeguarding our truth and not being able to fully share ourselves with those around us, but the energy has changed now and we are being called to take another step out and adjust to the social world again, albeit from a higher-dimensional vantage point.

Our time is now, or fast approaching, and the leader in each of us is officially coming out. Our personal energy fields are beginning to open to the outside world again and so you may find that people suddenly seem unusually interested in you or what you have to share, and may even ask questions about your unique perspectives.

On a personal level I witnessed this first hand last week during the passing and funeral service of my beloved aunt when I was surrounded by mostly religious people who, despite my desire to blend into the furniture, were hellbent on (what felt like) accosting me with questions about "what I do for a living". Because I had spent the last 6 years safely avoiding those questions (for the most part) I was completely unprepared to answer them…and it showed.

But to my surprise, most of these religious folk (save for the few bible thumps) were delightfully open and genuinely curious about my train of thought. And even tho behind the smiles were some off-putting snarls in defense of a coveted be-lie-f system, somehow a (heart) connection between us gracefully emerged…not in the theological sense, tho we did find some commonality there, but in the sense that each of us were actively seeking a connection…a way to relate to each other as opposed to searching for the ways in which we were different, or separate.

This was eye-opening for me and happened so many times over the course of two weeks that I knew something was different. The overwhelming interest in me or what I had to say was so over-the-top in comparison to times past when I have literally been invisible, that I was completely convinced I was being punked. But the truth is, we ARE different now…and so is the world…and because on some level we are ready to offer ourselves, we are now broadcasting those signals... and because people are ready to open their minds a little bit more, they are picking up our signals and even starting to tune into our wavelength.


Our Next, First Step

We are, right now, in a potent passageway between our past and future. Our karmic wheels have finally lost their spin, but before we jump off with the ability to go ANYwhere we desire, we need to take a good look around. We need to be sure we didn't overlook or avoid anything that is blocking our full potential or disabling our ability to express ourselves freely and authentically.

Saturn will probably do the dirty work of poking at our triggers and pushing all our karmic buttons this month, but just to be absolutely sure there is no emotional charge left in us. In other words, don't only prepare to be tested, expect it. That way there are no surprises and we can objectively honor the great teacher's job to reflect our weaknesses back to us, just so we can become stronger and more resilient.

The new moon in Aries (that we are still reeling from) released us from our past and is offering us the opportunity to not only solidify the foundation to our new beginnings, but to check for any cracks before we build steadily upon them. Any cracks in our foundation will arise from unsteadiness of lingering fears and doubts about what we think is possible.

The stillness and celestial restrictions we feel this month will be very valuable and will provide us with the ability to choose love over fear in every unresolved situation that springs forth into our awareness. If we can embrace this process and understand the blessing contained within it, we have the opportunity to completely transform and move into an entirely new way of living and loving.

If there are wayward elements, we must re-solve them. The rest of this month will provide us with every possible opportunity to accomplish that.

Before we take our next, first step as new-humans, we must reassess everything, tweak our goals, clarify our new sense of purpose and align as fully as possible with our limitless potential to truly be, do and have all that our hearts desire.

If that seems like a lot to do in only a few short weeks, add to that the compression of time which translates a few short weeks into tomorrow morning, or maybe even yesterday ; ))

See you in the stillness...AAAAgain.
Lauren

ThinkWithYourHeart.net

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133 comments:

  1. First! Hahaha had to do it - I came back to check the comment section of the last post and noticed a new one that hadn't even been emailed out yet! Thanks Lauren, VERY much looking forward to reading it, am experiencing massive energetics right now!!!

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  2. Oh Lauren, you are soooo appreciated! I found so much in these words that I had to read it a few times to absorb all of the layers. Thank you for the multiple messages in this post, not to mention reassurance, reconnection, rewards. You have been an excellent beacon of light through this continually unfolding journey.

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  3. You are so right!!! I was wondering about when the invisibility spell was going to ware off and it is, ever so slowly...I was wondering if I had been wasting my time for the last two decades, maybe I had been deceiving myself - NOT! It is time to share myself with the world!

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  4. GREETINGS LAUREN!!! THIS UPDATE WAS SO ENCOURAGING. IT ALSO, DESCRIBES MY EXPERIENCE THIS PAST MONTH TO A T!!! YES, I FEEL MUCH BETTER, UNDERSTANDING MORE CLEARLY WHAT WE ARE GOING THROUGH. AINT NO STOPPIN US NOW!!! WERE ON THE MOVE!

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  5. As always, thank you Lauren. Your profound wisdom, and angst, is always of great value to me as I walk a very similar journey. Like many, I want to reach out and grab my divine blueprint from the rack and immediately try it on, but like my body now, it probably has to spend another thirty minutes in the bathroom just to be presentable. I understand. Patience. Good luck and blessings to all . . .

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  6. Now that I've actually read through this - AWESOME WORK and I am on a very similar page, lots of similar themes to what I just commented on your last post before even reading this. Thanks as always Lauren!

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  7. Thank you for this article! You really did a great job of explaining all of this in laymen's terms. I've just about HAD it with this Aries energy feeling like I'm going to burst within, yet still sludging through all of this emotional work.

    I'm trying not to make any life-altering/important changes until Mercury gets out of retrograde on the 23rd!

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  8. all i hear is SURPRISE, you're still stuck and we tricked you again and you're actually never leaving this boring place.

    ugh. if they're lying about this, i'm going to make it a point to somehow seek revenge.

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  9. Lauren, thank you so much :)

    Love your updates...... I am so feeling all that you said here. Loved hearing about your encounter with the religious folk.... Cool one. :)

    I really feel the same with attention being on me this last week. A person I know, suddenly got interested in my view on art and the feelings I feel when I view art ??? the silence???? what????? Then he got interested in my views on God??? then he wanted that I will teach him meditation like I do sometime??? what the hey? :)

    lol, also I get more calls from my friends wanting to meet up. totally off the usual :)

    Haha. I will welcome it though haha what can I do :)

    Lots of Love.

    Yonatan

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  10. I've had 9 years of Saturn poking - enough already!

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  11. That's so true about the shift in other people! Two years ago I offered to give my mom Reiki when she was released from the hospital and she looked at me like I was crazy. A few months ago she went over to the neighbors house for a chakra clearing! yeah mom!! Thanks Lauren xoxo

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  12. you are hilarious! thank you for the laugh!! as always i resonate with every word.

    i am truly honored to be here in this moment with all of you.

    love to you all

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  13. Lauren,

    Thank you! you have no idea how much you help everybody with your posts.
    This one gives me hope to catchup and move foward. It's hard very hard. Thank you for your help.

    Much love,

    Yaneth

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  14. Hi Lauren!

    Hi All!

    Thank you very much, Lauren, for this post, to which I feel so much close. Every one of the old feelings and this spring starting, very tender and young "new me", so to say (still inhibited).

    Your words seem like having a house light, when sometimes I just cannot manage to see a thing: confusion or plain black dark.

    Good luck with the new adjustments, letting go fear and miasm.

    Could you please tell us, Lauren, about Pluto and its playing part here?

    I sometimes feel that I will be a salty statue, just like Euridice, for being overindulgent and staying in the past (then I fear, again!).

    Good luck every one (I feel happy, react-less! Not a victim of circumstances, or so it seems!).

    Peace!

    Rín

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  15. What a letter- I cannot wait to see the physical changes in the world from this heart centered shift. It does feel surreal to intuit all this information. Even my connection with your writing is surreal. I know your words are so helpful and clearly aligned. I just crumbled three friendships in a very short time frame they blew a tire; they were not reciprocal and it's definitely a part of the past melting away. I do feel a surety I have never felt before. I am on a cleanse just to reposition myself. I wait for your brilliant posts like waiting for a good movie to hit. I am passing on your posts selectively where they will be well received. People are open enough in their hearts. Thank- you.

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  16. Lauren, and Unseens, thank y'all AGAIN. All of this is tooooo funny, thank Heavens.

    Blessed Be, and God Bless Us Everyone! Onward and upward

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  17. Has certainly been a challenging and tedious time. We are travelling thru Asia and being in new places takes mega loads of energy and patience and I need to be in the hotel rooms for long periods in between to recover. Still I'm grateful to be doing this. I couldn't stay for one more minute in my home city, not much there felt good there, even the furniture I was glad to get rid of.
    I was hoping to help finance this journey with photos and art, tho even this doesn't feel good anymore, I used to stay up nearly all night excited about doing it. Finding anything that excites me is becoming rare, and due to these updates and teachings by the wonderful Mooji I have some understanding why. It seems to go against the thought of finding our passion, what we love to do. And I have the feeling this is the dross falling off to leave what is left, whatever that is. I am really hoping that it will come to light soon.
    We are ok for a while, tho the ever nagging feeling of "how are you going to make money" keeps me awake at night when I'm not exhausted to sleep. My lovely higher self continues to give me messages about being very much loved and cared for and completely understanding everything. The obvious seems to just listen and be still, yet we are still humans living in a world that needs to trade something for food and lodging. And wanting to be doing something in the world that we love doing.
    It's good to have varification about the feelings of being even more seperate from much that is going on around us, like it's not our world any more. We are not ice maidens, it's just that we can't relate much to what is going on.
    Thanks again Lauren.

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  18. Dearest Lauren -
    My life pretty much disintegrated 3 years ago, and after a short intense depression I anticipated that the guiding principle that had functioned for me for the last 25 years (let go, trust, and the next thing invariably presents itself) would kick in. Much to my bemusement and at times dismay, NOTHING has presented itself. This outrageous long limbo from a dynamic active procreative life to pretty much sequestered stillness has largely been made bearable by your uncannily precise revelations of your experiences matched by my own. Though not in conscious connection with the guides and counsel that you are, my inner and outer experiences have been so in alignment with yours as to cause me to weep with recognition and fellowship. You are quite literally a guiding light and Good-send for me. May your blessings surpass your challenges a thousand fold. In humble gratitude, Karen

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  19. Love it Love it Love it Lauren... you are magic to everyone and a special recognition and warm thanks to the Seven Sisters of Pleiades for their love, help and guidance for Humanity.
    Wonderful insight and perfectly translated.
    Love and Peace to everyone.
    LeeAnn

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  20. Lauren, te escribo desde Argentina para agradecerte profundamente estos mensajes que dejas para nosotros. Te sigo siempre y me das aliento y fuerza para una vez mas seguir adelante! Muchas Gracias por tanta luz!

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  21. wow
    physical transformations?... now that would be interesting....
    and boy i can only imagine what this month is going to be like for me.... and i know what it will be.... ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    thank you lauren :)

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  22. THANK Lauren , very nice post . I was very happy when I find out this new post. Excellent and very accuraite as always, Gracias.

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  23. Perfectly said as usual, Lauren. Thank you.
    I do sense a turning point this month, the question is, will it be baby steps before a lunge forward, or just slow but steady movement after this stillness?

    I'm feeling better than even 2 weeks ago, but have felt disappointed by new folks I'm interacting with "out there." Some of them are totally in fear and I don't want to be near them (yet I suppose I'm strategically placed with them for a reason), and others who are lightworkers that I expected to embrace, and be embraced by, didn't work out either. It seemed the energies change so quickly that we became misaligned.???

    I'm hoping for solid, lasting connections soon. I just feel like I'm jumping around on stair steps.
    Something different each week.

    Otherwise, the brightness of spring is energizing me and the long, dark winter seems a distant memory...at last!
    Looking forward to rejuvenation on all levels, body and soul.

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  24. IMMA TRRRYYYYYYYYYY but it hurts and i'm weak and afraid i wont make it......


    :(

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  25. I had a sence of relief from reading this article, it seems you know me better than I know my self I was feeling a little blue but now im once agin ready for what ever. Let the good times roll. peace and Blessings, Wayne

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  26. Thank you Lauren for your encouraging words of guidance. For the first time in a loooong time, I feel that manifesting could *almost* be a possibility again. Soon, we can rediscover our limitless natures - all in alignment with the highest good and synchronous harmony. I haven't felt this way in a long time! Blessings to all and hang in there!

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  27. And of course I was thinking the EXACT same things today, and lately. I felt I was being birthed last month (literally waking up at 6am feeling like I was being squeezed and stretched, it was so amazing), but fell dead this past week and a half, and was like, well guess were hitting another 'bump', but we ARE SURE to move ahead soon I know. And yes all this inward stuff seems indulgent, egotistical even, how strange it is!

    Love.

    http://www.growingupindigo.com

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  28. i know khai...i feel like i wont be able to leave behind some baggage...so maybe i wont make it....or if i do...and i dont even know what i want to do.... what i want to be... this is sort of scarey... but i would welcome some physical transformation... not that i need it but it would be cool... i think?

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  29. Thanks so much, Lauren, for your brilliant humor. I'm feeling every bit of what you described, and have pretty much been beating myself up about not being where I think I *should* be right now and for feeling so blue because I just want my new life to begin already! It is a priceless gift that you bring to us all with your humor and reassurance....thank you for sharing and making this an easier passage for me. Much love!

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  30. Thank you so much Lauren. It really is exactly as you speak!

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  31. We are all wary about "making it" with or without our baggage, We are all worn down to a nub, and many still very lost about what it is we are supposed to be doing in our new life. We really appreciate your posts, Lauren...it helps to keep us sane! ( also by the way its not sike but psych, as in psyched you out)

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  32. Beautiful, Thank You so Much! I was smiling with such a wonderful description of what is going on. You have been doing a great job with putting feelings into words, that are so very encouraging.
    Much Love
    Torsten

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  33. I’m in such a surreal space right now that I don’t even know where to start or what to say. Thank you would be a good place to say the least. Your post is beyond coincidental to my current situation and circumstances and I feel a strong need to share my experience since the equinox.

    First of all I sensed quite the building of energy leading up to the equinox but it happened so fast because of this time compression that the equinox came and went. Within a week afterwards the energy shifted and I found myself sick in the blink of an eye; a head cold so congested that I sneezed more than I had in my entire life.

    This cold seemed very different than others though and I can remember now, the bazaar look on my sisters face when I told her how beside myself I felt, trying to describe the out of body perspective I was having of myself experiencing this cold.

    Again my energy shifted and the cold drained out of my body. I felt I was emerging different as though I had just purged a layer of myself. I have only been better since Sunday and yet it seems as though I was never sick, as if it never happened or it was ages ago as I tell you this...

    This past two weeks has held so many fluxes in my energy that I can’t keep up. I went into such a super charged mode on Tuesday afternoon and couldn’t deal with how much my energy was fluxing. I was up and down so much and pacing at a ridiculous rate. I cooked enough food to feed an army during this time too apparently!

    Time is getting very strange, very malleable in some sense or accessible from multiple angles. Coincidences are everywhere I look... I’m seeing people differently. Getting flashes of bliss as my heart expands so intense that I can’t help but suppress it or bust in to a mess of tears and a misfiring nervous system.

    Sometimes the divine clarity is so crisp, so clean, I can’t see my old self at all. And yet I still have fears and such floating around. Still manifesting the odd obstacle, which I believe coincides with what you wrote about meetings with others in order to express yourself newly. .. I’ll explain in my next
    message.

    Cheers,
    Derek

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  34. Aloha Lauren and the gang and thanks to Ellen above for figuring out what sike means. All I can say is LOL. Just after the recent new moon, a new me, what feels like the authentic new earth being, opened up. I have been feeling less a stranger in a strange land and enjoying pleasant encounters with kids and even some adults. I have reconnected with some biz people from the past and they are also more cheerful, less stressed, letting go. I had gotten to a point where I thought I would burst if I didn't get out of this stillpoint and that triggered these openings. I went dancing with friends, clowning with kids, and feel like a beacon of light in crowds where I am very visible. Already my eyes look different and maybe that extra padding of protection will even drop off at some point. I just don't feel so uncomfy and weird on the earth. Our dear Mother must be matching our heartfelt vibrations and it is about time. Time has always been very timeless to me. Blessings one and all and keep the Faith...xox

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  35. How amazing, Lauren, felt all of that these previous days. Including the bodily shifts. And an absolute clarity about the physicality taking it's wonderful new form without no efforting from me at all. It is so great to grow in awareness of how you are pouring out of me and vice versa. So much love to you and all of us in this ride og the ages!!!

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  36. "Before I juice you up with any of the hope-dope"

    You are funny! And cleverly creative! And always spot on. The inter-connectedness always makes me smile. It's comforting to know you're here with us. Your words always seem to help me along. Help many along. We are not so alone after all. It just feels like it sometimes. Onward and Upward. Indeed.

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  37. Thanks Lauren! Perfect timing again. I thought you might have posted something last night hehe.

    If I'm transforming into anything its an Easy Bake oven. These past few days I've felt so different I was starting to get worried. I was on fire with energy and I couldn't sleep at all again last night... I'm going to blame that on the earthquake tho. Lately I've been feeling like I'm becoming two people. I have a calm silent person inside with full reign over my emotions, and then there are my thoughts/ego on the outside like a shell. Its been getting harder and harder for my thoughts to get to my inner self and its a little frustrating. Even more so that It's almost imposable to feel frustrated anymore...

    Is anyone else getting weird headaches, that kind of feel like someone is squeezing one side of your brain. Or like something is moving around inside your head??

    Love and Light

    Caleb S
    Kyoto

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  38. Years ago, when I was around 14, I reached a crossroads with the development of my ego. I was beginning to process that horrendous childhood I had just endured and I was given a glimpse into two timelines. One in which I became that which I am now and the other where I was consumed by the negativities that plagued my consciousness.

    Then just at the right moment during my transition from child to teenager, I met a girl. She redirected my decisions, in a single moment, away from drinking at an early age; a time when alcohol would have had a really bad effect on my suppressed negativity. Instead I experienced a co-created manifestation that would be the last innocent experience of my youth.

    The scene would even have had made director John Huges jealous. It was as grand as any cliché classic 80’s teen flick. The magnetic attraction between us was ridiculous and yet we knew nothing of each other. So we’re right smack in the middle of embracing this connection and my spidey super intuitive senses pick up on someone else’s mental dismay to the point where I have to leave and go and talk with this person about her abusive parents for hours.

    I later had to explain my reason for leaving and what overcame me to do so and for the first time someone was able to see the real me. She could see something different about me and explained herself the best she could. The manifestation ended quickly after that and many obstacles kept us completely apart.

    That moment in time was so significant, it went on to form who I am in ways I couldn’t have ever imagined. I learned so much about my empathetic nature and beyond that it became a recognisable start to when I started helping people in this way. Now a pattern is starting to arise.

    Every seven years from that moment I have been at a crossroads. Each time one reality is ending and another beginning. And each time no matter where I am in the world, an overwhelming feeling comes over us and things start manifesting to remind us to find each other once again. And each time is the wrong time, as if we weren’t ment to be together. So it is always brief, but each time I learn from her immensely. Of course this all happens subconsciously and doesn’t dawn on me till later... Only this time something different is happening.

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  39. During the last 10 years of this transition I thought of her strongly and of course through the wonderful world of Facebook, she found me for the third time, 4000 miles from home. She was now engaged and had created a life (And look at me a place of no creation what so ever... YAY!). I was back home for a visit and she wanted to meet up, but I manifested a bunch of obstacles out of fear of having to explain what I was going through and my new found consciousness. I had also come to understand at this time she was a member of my soul group and I didn’t think I could withstand the magnetic pull.

    Now I’m living back home and again she messages me wanting to get together. More obstacles fall into our path. Now this is where it gets interesting and coincides with what Lauren is saying. I realize that I’m creating these obstacles because I fear her questions about the last 10 years. I don’t want to lie to her and put on a mask. I don’t want to wear the false ego costumes anymore at all.

    So I have this way of being vaguely honest and prying open people’s doors in order to understand their belief system and figure out how to best communicate with them. So I texted her vaguely commenting on the coincidences that always seem to bring us back together. We texted back and forth a bit through the day and just when I thought I was going to have to keep the divine side of me hidden and at bay during our reconnection... She wrote that she has this theory that people are part of soul pods. Then she told me she researched Indigo Children after we had last spoke. And that she’s been researching... Oh yeah here it comes... The Akashic Records and all religions for years now.

    How interesting that we’re all trying to emerge at this time and all this is coming full circle for myself. She saw that side of me when I was younger, too young to understand and now again later when it may be possible. I believe these obstacles I’ve been creating will now cease to exist and when we meet up we’ll be in for one hell of a conversation. Yet I have no attachments to any of it. I don’t want to disrupt her life in the least, nor pursue her.

    Anyway I won’t bore you with all the details, but I thought you might find this particularly interesting. I would suggest you all keep an eye out for your soul group members. I’m seeing that mine are all at different vibrations, constantly popping up when I least expect it in odd places too. With each I’ve been able to express myself differently, but not fully. Some catch on that weird things are happening around me and are quite bewildered sometimes, but still cannot see beyond their barriers. I imagine as they start to awake they will look back on these moments and see more clearly as I do now.

    Smiles,
    Derek

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  40. thanks sis, hugs:)

    i love you and ALL that is:)

    thank you:)

    namaste:)

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  41. Right on the money again Lauren, thank you! Strangely, this is the third time now that you've popped into my head about 12 hours before your latest post appears. Who's going to need email anymore if we're heading that way! Strugging with the whole head / heart thing right now. My heart wants one thing, my head another - but it feels like what my head wants is winning over my heart. If that happens, it's time to pack my bags and move across an entire continent! Let's see what the rest of April brings.

    Thank you and as always looking forward to your next insightful post

    Malcolm

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  42. LAUREN YOU ARE THE MOST DOWN TO EARTH,
    THE FUNNIEST, AND COOLEST, MESSENGER AND
    TRANSLATOR OF MY ASCENCION PROCESS,
    I HAVE HAD THE PLEASURE OF HAVING IN MY LIFE.
    I COULDN´T (NOR DID I WANT TO) STOP LAUGHING, AND SAYING UHU, DURING THE WHOLE READING.
    SOMETIMES IT FEELS LIKE YOU ARE MY HIGHER SELF MOST OF WHAT YOU WRITE IS EXAAACTLY WHAT I´VE BEEN GOING THROUGH BUT YOU HELP ME TO UNDERSTAND THE Y OF IT.
    ALTHOUGH, I DO THINK I AM IMMUNE TO THE HOPE DOPE BY NOW , I HAVE BURNED THE CARROT , THE STRING AND THE STICK.I´M FED UP WITH ALL THE PROMISES OF A PROSPEROUS AND FULLFILLING TOMMOROW, I WANT A PROSPEROUS AND FULLFILLING NOW.
    THANKS LITTLE BIG SISTER

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  44. Dear Lauren, thanks for making sense of the energies ...for a second there I thought I was losing my mind! What you write has helped ground/heal me more than once.

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  45. Lauren! xxx You are so RIGHT on! Love it soooo much and thank you! I have already begun to feel and experience new beginnings in a much more positive way. My health!!! I feel sooo great right now, my allergies have all cleared up and for the first time in 9 months I have my sense of smell back!! I have a heap more energy and am just feeling good...I put it all down to really chosing love over fear, really doing it this time! I feel so much gratitude and go to bed smiling most nights! haha. Let me tell you before this life was quite shit, hellish! Like spinning in the washing machine for two years. It's about 2 years of craziness, but I feel this energy pattern disolving into something wonderful. It's BORING to stay stuck, fear is boring, love is waaaaaay more FUN!!! xxxxxxxxxxx

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  46. And after reading your post all the way through I feel like that bump has been very well smoothed over.. Im sure the Kundalini Yoga class helped quite a bit too.

    Thank you Lauren....your posts are imbued with pureness and love that is very palpable and of much service.

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  47. Lauren and the Seven Sisters
    Thank you for the clarity and for helping me feel less alone and like this set back once more isn't "my fault"!
    It will be nice to take off the invisible cloak and get to interact with people again in the "outside" world ;) I seem to remember that's a nice thing to do, tho it's been such a while!
    How strange to be asked questions Lauren - I can relate!
    Good luck everyone and we are nearly all done,I'm sure
    Kat (in the Uk)

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  48. Blessings to you Lauren & Co.

    We are glad: the signals on symptoms were replaced by physical transformations.
    New etheric toys/windows; disabled restrictions - our drawing board looks overcrowded ha ha ha.

    And this tuning into the unity timeline is what was/is causing the ringing in the ears - fine tuning to the god wave - resetting our microprocessor clock frequency.
    And so it is to savor from this joy & wonder.
    tom.

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  49. IndigoGhost: reading your story actually brought tears to my eyes! Of course that is not a huge accomplishment these days, but still... :-P I just watched the movie "A Lot Like Love" a few nights ago and your story sounds very similar! I am going through something kind of similar myself at the moment, except it's not a long-term thing, rather someone I met earlier this year but I feel this UNBELIEVABLE chemistry with him and an email I got from him last night makes me think he feels it too, he's just not as willing to "go for it" as I am but we'll see! I feel the same way about, "how do I breach the topic?" This guy is an atheist and scientific type, I actually wonder if wanting to break through his barriers is what I find so appealing about him in the first place. :-) No I also see this unbelievable strength and compassion in him like I have never seen in anyone, I want to get to it so badly and I am opening myself up like never before and so circumstances are coming together to keep me "out" and it is bringing up ALL of my rejection fears, jealousy, hangups and at first I was thinking, "I knew I shouldn't have opened my heart... this was a bad idea... I should stay emotionally aloof the way I had been... he never really liked me, etc." The email last night changed everything. The energy is so strong between us that I am waiting to see how long he can actually resist it and make excuses. :-P Of course a lot of that seems dependent on how quickly I can work through my own shit & old hangups... definitely a mirror situation like you described!

    Interesting little synchronicity which makes me wonder if you and I might come from a similar soul group - I checked your profile and saw you're from Ottowa, just yesterday on my gmail I got an advertisment for condo rentals in Ottowa at the top of my page. I was like, huh? I live in New England! Where is this ad coming from? I had to look it up on a map because I wasn't exactly sure where the city even was! Pretty random. I also LOVE John Hughes films. So yeah, anyway just wanted to say I enjoyed your story and I hope you can make something happen with this girl!

    Indigos unite!!! :-)

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  50. hi all...for those wondering, "sike" is a vintage slang reference to the played-out phrase used in 70's...and then carried over into the 80's and the nineties…to a fault.

    Here's Urban Dictionary's definition:

    sike

    An slang term that began in the late 70's. It means, "just kidding." many spell it incorrectly as "psych" or "psyche" but if you were alive in the 70s you know it is spelled "sike." The word sike is used to negate what ever statement might have come before it. It is used in exactly the same way "Not!" was used, when coined by the Wayne's World movies.

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  51. sweet story IndigoGhost

    Caleb S...I have been getting headaches, nothing really bad but I dont usually get them much so I thought something was up... wicked ringing in my ears though!

    my situation of being in love with someone who keeps breaking my heart, i just ant seem to let go completely and i dont even want to.... we havent seen each other in days and i sort of feel like our connection is gone but i know in my heart it'll always be there, we have a special connection, i just dont know why he keeps doing the things he does... im trying to not let it effect me right now, trying not to think about , cuz i know it will be very painful... i just feel so unwanted right now... and im sad... i just want to make it to the other side...

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  52. oh and i still feel invisible? it would be nice to be noticed again... maybe i am hiding? im not sure... or maybe it just hasnt come yet....

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  53. Thank you for the talent of taking experience and placing it on paper. I have had similar experiences and even this week at work wondering What The Heck..my mirror is HUGE this month, and boy is it strong...however, the nice thing is almost immediately I KNEW it.. I truly KNEW this was for me. That does not mean I have resolved it as quickly as I saw it, but I am way further ahead than I used to be. Thank you for your gift.

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  54. do this exercise and have a look what comes up:
    http://www.box.net/shared/3tzl7e0d2c

    My personal 'SNAP!…the elastic broke' manifested as injured muscle and when looking deeper there was my defender hanging on so now this is healed the arm is getting better slowly but stedy.

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  55. Who lives in New England? ME!

    Indigo's unite hee.

    Sike!

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  56. I have never been so still, it's eery. Still as in sitting on the couch or lying in bed waiting for time to pass. BORED out of my gourd. Boredom has always, All Ways been an issue for me but now, seriously-I have hit the bottom of boredom. It's kind of like pain in that it does have a limit and it is painful in just the opposite way that pain is painful.

    Your email came right after I had awakened from yet another nap-had an unprecedented 2 naps in one day. Napping is soooo boring. Thinking about going to the post office made me want to nap again, haha.

    I was angry at first about your post with the hope dope but came to realize hope dope or no hope dope, I am still here, everywhere, mind you, and it doesn't really change my circumstance to not have the hope dope. So, hope dope away, as with most drugs, it doesn't work as good as it used to, and it is really amazing that what you wrote about describes my experience. I don't see anyway else writing in this way and I wonder what kind of a freak group I am involved with. We, are a pathetic bunch and I hope it is more than just delusions of grandeur or clinical depression.

    Thanks for the hand up and the funny references-they always keep me cool.

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  57. Trinity - there are many of us out there going through this and none of us is pathetic. You are not delusional. Keep your chin high. Also there are plenty of writers - myself included Http://www.growingupindigo.com. I used to write for Children of the New Earth Magazine.

    We are not freaks!! Well maybe a little :-)

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  58. you know what, i had a muscle problem too.

    my knee has been hurting and before that it was my eye.

    but regardless, there was some bodily reason why i couldnt go out in public or do anything physical.

    i've been lying in bed for DAYS, feeling nothing and just listening to music 24/7.

    THE BOREDOOOOOM


    but i'm actually starting to feel better now.


    my knee is feeling a bit better. i've been dancing a lot. it's my new passion. i must dance. i'm actually choreographing some moves for one of my songs. it's pretty awesome. insanely hard to do but i love it.



    @inanna

    as GAGA says at the MONSTERBALL and will probably say tonight

    "ALL THE FREAKS ARE OUTSIDE AND WE'VE LOCKED THE FUCKING DOORS"


    I feel magical and giddy :D And like cinderella, i have to clean and scrub half my house before I'm allowed to go to the Ball.

    It's eerie how closely my vibe follows archetypes.


    HAHA

    @lauren

    i see you're sticking to your literary guns. i didnt know you were alive in the 70's!

    XD

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  59. Your humor is such a gift! Thanks for lighting up this round of changes. You are appreciated more then you know.
    Blessings!

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  60. trinity, your first paragraph is exactly what ive been doing or how i feel...
    i too was thinking how pathetic i was, and woe is me this and that.... but i know there are people that are worse off than me so i try and put on a smile anyway, although i have no one to smile at lol...geezzzz....

    khai... you always make me laugh... have a great time at the ball....

    i have the worst headache!!!!

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  61. All good then really:-) I just started gymnastics at 35 years old ! somethings happening haha . Being passed the Munay Ki Rites tomorrow that seemed to just land in my life . Thanks Lauren ! Love C

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  62. Congrats Ilse,

    Continued joy and good fortune with your new direction coming out.

    Love,

    Yonatan

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  63. Warning, possible ego trip:

    OK, this is getting ridiculous. The entire process has just become a parody of itself. I work through a major block and feel great for a while, then it resurfaces in ALL its former glory for me to "process" again... and again. I get in touch with a long lost fragment of my self, only for it to disappear for months (if not indefinitely). I'm 22 and I want to experience love/sex while I am still young, but that seems impossible in the midst of all this. I still feel absolutely nothing most of the time, although recently I have been experiencing dramatic mood swings (from euphoria to despair) mixed in with the numbness - I notice that KHAI is experiencing something similar based on his comments in this thread and the previous, is this something specific to our generation, or gender? Anyone else feeling this? I guess what troubles me the most is the feeling that I am broken beyond repair, wandering through the desert for eternity in a world that doesn't even recognise the path I'm on. Most of the people who comment here seem quite sensitive and in touch with their emotions, I fear that my journey must be much longer if I am still so disconnected from my self.

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  64. I'd just like to thank you for the great visuals and laughter you've shared. You have a wonderful refreshing wit and I laugh fully and completely relating to one of your cute jokes. And it feels so good! Many blessings be upon you, sweetie and thanks! xoxox

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  65. Loved it; thanks a lot.
    By the way, in regards to going within and connecting with the heart, I would like to invite you, and everyone interested, to meet the best teacher in this matter at:

    http://www.wopg.org/en/about-words-of-peace/prem-rawat

    He has totally made a beautiful difference in my life and made things so much simpler!
    Thank you again.
    Love and Blessings!
    C

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  66. @Robert - You have a long way to be young. It just gets better, each year, better and better. Connect and love yourself first - that is the truest most profound love you can ever feel, to fall in love with yourself. When you experience that, loving someone else becomes a sort of extra benefit. There is a great game and illusion when one is young to experience things while they are 'still young'. I am 32, which is still so young, when I was 22 I feel like I was just a child (a mature one but really) life is so much sweeter now and I can have so much more fun then I ever could in those years, even with the ups and downs. There is a confidence and ease one gains. After youve moved through all this imagine (and you will) imagine how it will benefit you. Now it might be a tempest from time to time, but its transistory. Live in the present moment, not the future. Enjoy the euphoria, gain strength from the deep pits. There is always another moment around the corner to keep you commited to transcending the present one. :-)

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  67. Wow Lauren :)

    Thank You, thank you !

    lots of Love to You and all

    from Britt (Sweden)

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  68. Thank you, Lauren, and everyone else who shared words and heart here. Val

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  69. Thank you as ever for your honesty, spot on insights, humor, cut to the chase style, inspiration, encouragement and for reminding me that there is a light at the end of the tunnel..love xxx

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  70. ...and into the stillness we go...in Light, Love, and true JOY-full-ness :-) Namaste

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  71. Hi Lauren and Friends,

    Interesting that I sought out Lightworkers just now, perused the channeling offerings, and selected Lauren's April 7? 8? offering based solely on the channeling title, which resonated with me.

    I had actually checked in with my guide, this morning, about feeling like I was going bonkers. Having performed so much internal work over the years, having received definitive answers and, now, perceiving the world from a broader perspective, I feel - as it sounds like many of you do - painfully isolated from 3rd dimension-identified society. I struggle with the frustration of standing at the peak of an amazing journey, and being unable to share it with others, as I once believed I would.

    I feel as if I have been caged for eons with no one to talk to! I've evolved into someone who is ever on guard to conceal her honest, inner thoughts to protect the learners who follow from the truth.

    I struggle with anger. I know that spiritual ascension is not a movie in which viewers applaud and shout," You go, girl!," when the heroine doses the bewildered target, onscreen, with her higher truth. It seems as if keeping my mouth zipped is the higher truth and optimal response.

    As Lauren mentioned, I know that I must work to release the old default emotional responses to a world that seems mad. Bittersweet angst, sympathy, regret, now feel like scary quicksand.

    This afternoon - whenever I would feel angry or frustrated about my philosophical isolation - I instead began to say to myself the word "lobotomy". I desired a kind of merciful lobotomy - a blanket answer to the beehive of thoughts stinging me. "If only all the world," I thought to myself, "could have a lobotomy."

    I know that my guide knows that I am not pathetic. However, it's hard to take the word of an "Unseen." Having read other readers' responses, above - seeing that there are others who share my blasphemous thoughts - I now know, for sure, that we aren't pathetic!

    Thanks, Lauren.

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  72. great post laurie... i too feel caged... angry.... :/

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  73. Lauren, thank you once again! You know I love ya girl!!!

    Laurie Cannon, Wow! "I feel as if I have been caged for eons with no one to talk to! I've evolved into someone who is ever on guard to conceal her honest, inner thoughts to protect the learners who follow from the truth."

    Thank you for sharing!!!! You said it so well!!!

    No...we are not pathetic...we are AMAZING!

    Love and peace CJ

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  74. I actually noticed something that made me feel really sad. I noticed how difficult it has been for me to really connect with someone for so many years, even decades... it is as if I mentally hold myself apart. I am not sure if I was really ever able to connect to people, but I felt like I could when I was younger.

    I don't like this feeling. I don't like this mental "trick" of observing everyone and keeping apart/distant. I want to be able to lose myself in the moment and really open up, be spontaneous... I feel so "held back." I want to connect with the "3D" people more than I want to connect with the spiritual types right now, even if we are on completely different pages. I feel like the spiritual/new age community as a whole tend to take ourselves so seriously and view ourselves as "different" and "above." I am including myself in this, and I think a lot of it derives from either us being in pain and feeling "different"/out of place and wanting to understand it/rationalize it by saying we are "special" or even superior than the "sleepers."

    I have looked down on people for not being "awake" at times but I think what this actually comes from is an acute sense of loneliness/feeling separate and feeling like my "truth" won't be received as someone mentioned above. Sometimes I feel quite jealous of my friends and others I know who don't question the greater workings of the universe and "what it all means" and instead just adapt and try to work with the struggles they encounter as best they can. I think there is actually something beautiful and noble about that. I mean we all talk about "living in the moment" and how that is what we will ultimately do, but these people are doing it now, in a way. It may look terribly irresponsible to anyone who is thinking about sustainability and long-term effects, but...

    I'm trying to figure out which point I'm trying to make. There must be some way for us to be able to "live in the moment" but also have it be a sustainable, earth-loving approach. All I know right now is that I am starting to feel the pain of my "separation state" quite acutely. I do not know if this is a state I created by my own mental judgments early on, or if it is something that was spiritually imposed on me or that I planned, or what. Maybe a combination... I am just aching to really connect with people of all different types and at all different levels. I don't want to go live in some harmonized compound. I want to be with people who have great senses of humor and who love to rock out and who indulge themselves... I am tired of living inside my own head all the time. I am tired of my own judgments and self-imposed limitations meant to block out what I fear and what I've deemed "bad." I want to move into the heart.

    Maybe by setting this intention verbally, it will help... I think for a long time I have been numbing myself and mentally blocking out the horrible pain of separation...

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  75. Hi Ava.

    I - as they say - feel you.

    However, a few months ago, when, at last, it occurred to me to ask my guide why I'm so different from others - why I've always felt that I inhabit a different planet from the norm - my guide replied that I (in the Great Pre-Birth Staging Area) chose to be different. I chose the isolation. How else, he said, in effect, could I have focused on The Quest and learned so much? How could I have had the time and presence of mind to learn about peace if had I chosen to be gregarious and riveted to Earth relationships?

    I'm not saying that social isolation is sweet - far from it! However, in my experience, life on Earth is like living inside a box. Everyone within the box obeys certain values, perspective, and rules, which prevail on Earth, and tend to exclude the light. Divine light filters into the box, now and then, through various channels, but, for the most part, our busy independent thoughts overwhelm the light. This, in fact, is what the physical Earth experience was intended to do - to allow each of us to explore playing God in our individual lives.

    True depth (the divine) lives beyond the box. Within the box, we struggle to fabricate peace, love, depth (or not!) independently. Governing bodies hold peace talks. We travel to the other side of the world to try to wrangle peace from global conflict (opposing thoughts). We journey to exotic lands on vacation, searching for peace.

    Meanwhile, peace - a state of being - is. Peace exists no matter what we do - no matter how hard we work to produce it on Earth. One often hears seekers say that peace is what remains after one has released the blocks to Love.

    Sometimes, we let other pilgrims on the path be those blocks. Sometimes we use human relationships as stand-ins for eternal Love. My feeling is that we do this because we aren't ready to release the Earth Adventure. We want to be free to walk out of our homes, hop into our cars and drive to The Container Store or to Mexico, if that is our wish.

    Eventually, however, we reach the point where we sense that The Container Store - the box - isn't enough. We gradually learn that true depth lies elsewhere. We learn that we want more of that healing energy - complete peace and comfort - that is only, as my guide says, completely available in God, beyond the box.

    Until we have that recognition, we continue to reach out to other Earth dwellers for love, because that is what we know. That is the familiar experience.

    The pain and frustration improves slightly when we begin to develop a direct relationship with the divine (our spirit guides, "the unseen", etc.). Then we cease to rely solely on the seen to provide us with comfort, wisdom, satisfaction, peace. The pain and confusion of isolation is mitigated somewhat when we consciously reconnect, in some way, with our divine essence - the loving "unseen", as Lauren says.

    It is helpful (and expected!) to pursue the relationships we want until we complete those lessons. The saying "There are no mistakes" applies here.

    Perhaps the most interesting thing about my response, here, is that I know that my guide would share something different. It would probably be simpler and would hit the mark exactly. His words and his healing presence would change my mind forever. That's the difference between Earth and Heaven. That's the best answer to your question, I think.

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  76. Ava I feel you huge too, I feel like im living both, although more on the spiritual side only because i feel so isolated from everyone else, and know no one else that thinks about this stuff either...well except one person....
    so we can rock and and be spriritual together if you want? lol im in New England.... not too far im sure....

    and Laurie... wow... is all i can say about what you wrote...

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  77. im feeling totally isolated today, to the point where i feel like i might go nuts...
    the weather has been nice the last 2 days, did some raking and moved brush to the back yard, but i dont have tons of energy today... im feeling lonely, and missing my x, it was our four year on friday and we arent speaking, he did text but it wasnt a nice one.... so it made me even sadder... i could have easily turned it into being able to see him but i cant unless he can "get it"...and i guess he doesnt....
    i just feel almost invisible, havent heard a peep from a friend or anyone...
    im watching this after armageddon show, and it really crazy....

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  78. Robert,

    I get you. I am not young like you or Khai, I am 39 and I can relate to what you are saying. I believe that somehow from a man's point of view you are aware of just how stuck you feel. The clean slate and no where to go is such in question. I am in it, too. I wonder as I read these posts about the emotions as I go in & out of them...I have to be real at the same time that many people need a lot of work on themselves as racist comments peak, bitterness & hate. These people still exist, but our hope is that their ways diminish.

    If we keep our thoughts in line with goodness, they become actions. I somehow now feel the same as I did when I started this. Although, I am more aware of the truths of life and my contribution to finally fit in where it did not before. It is now that my convictions are taken form.

    I am starting to feel normal, though I know change is happening. Where to go from here? To me if inspiration has not struck all of us, then something is holding back that click! I have been inspired for many years and this way of life is sooooo different for me. I believe that my higher self will guide me. In doing so, I have to accept the reality of people's past actions and get away from those things because they clearly do not serve me. From the brother-in-laws with racist comments & hidden body gestures, I am sick of it!

    A single mom is not a hit target. She is a respected woman who is having to push much harder in life than those of arrogance and deceit. When will family ever have me & my kids' back is sure a wonder. Where is the love for the oppressed? For the good? For the givers? For those that always understand first, before such things are imposed? Growth must surely come for the others, as many of us have leaped over hurdles of hardship and are still standing.

    This is my voice resounding with love and understanding that we have to stick to our truths in order to be authentic. We cannot fall prey to the old life ever again. It is recognized as a non-working solution.

    We have put ourselves on the back burner for far too long, but now must surge forward with a contribution on a much larger scale. I don't have the answer if it is just getting a job doing anything to provide all around while sticking to our truths or if it is cultivating more creative efforts of independence, or both.

    The only reality is that we are finally given the nutrients like a plant with miracle-gro to grow bigger and better. Let the stars be with us, I am with every one of you peeps and resonate with what it is good while recognizing what does not work as it usually does not contribute to a form of love.

    Rae~

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  79. Lauren, my guiding light - another amazing article! You are the most valued Internet guide for me ... and I second LeeAnn's thanks to the Seven Sisters of Pleiades for their love, help and guidance for Humanity - SISTERS, YOU ROCK!!! :-)

    I can certainly relate to the feeling of funk. It feels like I've been sent into my attic by my Higher Self just to make sure that there isn't anything valuable or sinister up there ... I'm covered in dust wading through all this junk!

    I can definitely relate to hearing a new voice inside of me - the voice of my Higher Heart. There have been emotionally strained situations over the last month that almost feel like a test-run for my Higher Heart chakra. It's like the old me reacts in a predictable fashion (Lower Heart Chakra) but then HH chakra chips in with its perspective and it's ... amazing, a view of the situation from a higher 5th dimensional perspective - what an amazing gift! I know that there are beings that have worked very hard to bring this gift to me and all I can say is a big thank you to them! I feel that the best way to thank them is to use this new gift to the best of my ability. I can see that this gift is going to have a very positive impact on my life and the lives of those I interact with. This HH chakra is going to be a very important tool for all us way-showers! We are going to be put into critical situations and it will be up to US, yes, US, to listen to our Higher Hearts and shine our light and love, setting the example for those others watching to follow.

    The best advice that I can give to those who are having trouble listening to their hearts is to practice stillness meditation. Make a point of finding half an hour in every day to sit down in a quiet corner, get comfortable, turn off or tune out distractions, close your eyes and visualise your heart chakra glowing with white light with each inhalation, dimming with each exhalation. You will find in time that through regular practice you will quieten the chatter of your mind and improve your concentration ... and then, gradually over time your inner life will improve and this will be reflected in your outer life. It will take determination, stamina and effort over a sustained period of time - but I promise you it will be worth it!

    Everyone reading these words are part of Lauren's community - EVERYONE! Some of us may feel lost but I KNOW WITH ALL MY HEART that we are all traveling to the same destination, we're all climbing the same mountain and that WE WILL ALL GET THERE EVENTUALLY! I'm proud to be a part of this community!

    Love, LW.

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  80. Just wanted to share a spiritual epiphany that I had today thanks to my Tibetan guide:-

    I used to be a purely 3rd dimensional being with 7 chakras. I am now a partially-ascended 4th dimensional being with 12 chakras. I've been a 4th dimensional being since the Spring Equinox of 2010. I think that since last Spring my 4th dimensional chakras from 1st upwards have been opened and activated. I know that my 6th chakra (Higher Heart chakra) has been opened and activated. I'm not certain about the status of 7-12. I'm getting the feeling that as 4th dimensional chakras are opened and activated the corresponding 3rd dimensional chakras are being deactivated and closed.

    My Tibetan guide has requested that I acquire a Kyanite crystal to help with chakra alignment. It's only when all open and active chakras are aligned that the next higher closed chakra can be opened and activated.

    Love, LW.

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  81. Thanks again, Lauren, for the just-in-time and right-on message!

    Also, thanks to Laurie Cannon. I also have felt most of my life that I'm from another planet or something. Especially the last few years. Solitude is definitely a "necessary evil" lately....the world is in such a mess in so many ways. Yet beautiful at the same time. And kindred souls few and far between, it seems.

    Thank goodness for this site!
    Love to all.

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  82. Thank goodness for this site, yes!

    Sig8 - I am not, of course, familiar with your situation. All I know is that life's challenges eventually change us in ways we cannot see until we arrive on the other side of the difficulty.

    Why not do something nice for yourself?
    I wish you well.

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  83. Laurie, thank you, same to you... :)
    Everything is just up in the air in my life, so its coming at me in all directions... and i know once im on the other side ill just look back and say i made it or laugh or whatever... its just being in it right now is hard, especially all at once....i know this is part of all this... but being in the body i guess its still just like why is all this happening... what did i do wrong, how do i fix it etc... feeling helpless...

    and wanting to get it together and do it myself, so i can be proud and not rely on anyone else... and be confident and feel worthy and wanted etc....

    i really think im losin it lol... ;)
    xo
    Stacy

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  84. Today was so nice. Many people reciprocated what I have been trying to exchange for many years....the block is removed. It just flows, even a stranger, bent over we both motioned to hug...I know her husband glancing at us, just was taken back seeing our kindred connection.

    My heart a few moments ago was in a distant reflection of a memory dunno why it was there for the most part, but the movie I was watching sure made sense to what we have experienced.

    I was compelled to go outside, drawn sort of, my heart started to ache, hurt in pain, then wisp, gone and warmed right back up. I love this stuff, we are surely activated. The air here is auspicious, the rolling bright clouds around the moon, lights up the area in a blanket of light.

    Kyanite, yep have it. I used it last year for astral travel. It does hold a high vibration if you place it on the third eye area or put a piece in your pillow as you sleep. But mind you anyone recommending this should also tell you to have a good grounding stone with you as you doze off, sort of a protection. I recommend Black tourmaline.

    I aim to use it to align and open my chakras, thank you for reminding me. As I slept last night, I got the words emotions & exercise. So I need to get my vibrational level up. I know, can't be somber all the time, thank you universe.

    Guys, this is also an important time. I want to encourage everyone to keep in the truth about everything. Watch your moods, your words, especially flying words, ya know. Be the person you know who you are and believe in yourself. You are worthy and you will see all is well working in your favor. Keep your chin up and confirm to the universe the beautiful being you are. Show yourself to the world.

    Muah

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  85. @Rae:- thanks for the advice about getting a grounding stone - that's much appreciated. I was intending on using my Black Onyx and Smokey Quartz crystals for grounding but I'll pick up some Black Tourmaline while I'm in the crystal shop.

    I've spent the past four years exercising vigorously down the gym three times per week. I've always enjoyed physical exercise and have kept it up for physical, psychological and spiritual reasons.

    Now on my way to the city to get that Kyanite and Black Tourmaline, will let you guys know how I got on later.

    Love, LW.

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  86. L.W. I used the two stones last nite and had some sooo yesterday dreams. They really did not belong in my mind, but perhaps they are purged.

    I used to do plenty that kept me moving but I will tell you I have been up and down with exercising, although I plan to get out daily with a couple of neighbors or just by myself of at the very least walking. I will hit the treadmill, too.

    You all do realize what we are working on will take years, right?. Yes it gives us something to cultivate and work towards like you know we all like to do. You know it, its just we had to warp out to warp back in, but the reality is we are aware of the great need to help our world. With that said much gratitude will form in and much self-love, something we were in touch with, expanded out, and bringing back in.

    I know these next 6 months are going to be the whoppers of change for me and probably all of us. Were you told? We have to be sure to sit in that corner like someone said, purge the dreams, realize what we want our day to become, stay seeking choices for our highest good, resonate love and compassion, and experience our lives. It is soooooo wayyyyyy important to take that going inward time first thing in a.m. and sometime in the evening. The quiet time is what will save us, because we cannot afford to dismiss those daily things that will not serve us. It is imperative to be at peace day in and day out.

    Laugh a lot, be that young spirit you know you are, play a game with your kids, hug the children and encourage, encourage, encourage. Be that beakon of light that draws good people to you. Our words the lesser on the down scale is important, allow your words to weigh heavily in goodness. The rest 'think with your heart'.

    Lauren, you little lifesaver you! You are serving your purpose in this life and I am happy you drew me to you. I am thankful for meeting everyone else that posts on the forum, because it has raised my understanding that there were others like me. I was not alone and I am soooo grateful for this family.

    Love you, Rae

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  87. Hi everyone,

    I picked up some Blue Kyanite, Black Tourmaline and Black Obsidian crystals and have buried them in the earth for a 24 hour cleanse. Looking forward to wearing and meditating with all my new stones.

    One of the most enjoyable spiritual aspects of working out in the gym is getting my mind into "mindfulness" mode. This is a great way to exercise mind and spirit while also exercising the body. I think of it as an inversion of meditation. During meditation I close my eyes and focus on a single object or concept. During mindfulness my eyes are open and I focus on my body and the sensations experienced in my mind and body as I exercise. It's a wonderful way to ground spiritual energies.

    Love, LW.

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  88. Thanks to Inanda and Rae for responding.

    I am doing a little better now. I am becoming aware of how self pity is limiting me, it's been part of my shadow for a long time. Another revelation I had today relates to what Ava was talking about (although I came to this realisation independently), I am becoming increasingly conscious of how alientated I feel from other humans, this has its root in childhood for me, I always felt so different from my peers and this developed into feelings of profound alienation and subsequently into an alternately narcissistic/self-loathing personality, estranged from myself and others. A lot of 'spiritual' perspectives help feed this narrative which is ultimately egoic in nature.

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  89. i feel really comfortable and connected to inner source and 100% transformed internally right now.

    i feel like ive come out the other side and now i'm ME and completely whole. i feel like i'm glowing.

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  90. Khai,
    I am coming alive within also. I met a spiritually filled woman today and felt the kindred connection as we took an afternoon walk. She too felt misunderstood and is still attached to someone that might not serve her highest good. She has no connection to the outside world of using the internet to co-mingle like we do. When I think of how this serves us so well, I only can think of how deserving this woman is to feel connected the same way. I am grateful that we crossed paths and I can help her broaden her view of self integrating positive forming energies of love, self-worth and love to express outwards. It is exhilarating to meet someone that I knew I used to be but will no longer allow to form those habits of thinking. Hats off to our new worlds!!

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  91. LW,

    I read Black tourmaline never needs cleansing so I don't cleanse it. Sometimes I will burn incense and wear my tourmaline bracelet, this serving as a cleansing. Just heads up. I also wear a hematite bracelet for grounding, it doesn't need cleansing either.

    These stones are great to work with. If you want to try the lapis Lazuli over the 3rd eye it is beneficial. Fyi, its mentioned in the bible. One more thing to help others, 'The eye is the lamp of the soul'...I need to remind myself and not allow unsightly things to come in contact with my eyes.

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  92. ok i cant sleep, its 3:30am... my ears are ringing like crazy... i feel like im wide awake....

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  93. I couldn't sleep last night either slg8! I thought it was because I was staying with a friend in a new (albeit comfortable) bed in a new place and usually that does affect me... but maybe it was the energies.

    I am processing quite a lot right now! Always good to see you commenting on here, lady. :-)

    Robert - great to hear your thoughts. I really liked your first post too. You are too young to give up hope. I did have a lot of frivilous, carefree fun (a little too much fun at times) in my early 20's, then the heavy shit came blasting me right around when I turned 25. Almost 29 now and I still try to do fun things, I just can't enjoy them as much as I used to. Maybe if I get drunk, but then I pay for it DEARLY (maybe "deathly" is more apt) the next day.

    I think there will be fun things ahead for us, everyone seems to be going through this at different ages and I know among the more "mature" folks there is hope for youthening/re-generation. Not sure what any of that will look like.

    I've long been of the mind that I don't want total destruction or "ripping out of the old" to make way for the new. There are quite a lot of things on Earth that I really like and do not want to see destroyed to make way for some airy-fairy "utopia" where everything is clean and everyone smiles all the time. No thank you! That has been our polarized view of "heaven" for a long time. When the two poles come together, it's going to look very different. I think it would be a lot more graceful if what already exists in 3D could become "infused" with spirit and vibrance and gain MORE color, MORE character, and not less. To gain more depth, and not less. Not to be whitewashed as some "all positive" but to take the edge off of things and hopefully release the parts that feel meaningless, hopeless, torturous, despairing... but to still have tears, because tears can be very beautiful. And to still have passion, and to still have yearning, and drive, and even melancholy can be very sweet in its way... I dunno if this is making sense, maybe someone else will see what I'm getting at here, maybe not. Humor is another thing that really must not be lost IMO. I don't like some of the pictures that the unseens paint of "how it's going to look" here. I do not feel that they are accurate. Wholeness means incorporating all the parts of ourselves into a harmonious ONE.

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  94. Slg8:Ringing is ok.
    Ringing in the ears (multiple tones) is the setting/fine tuning of our personal energy field/template (processor clock frequency) to the unity timeline called the God wave (Crystalline Grid Carrier) – harmonics and side bands resulting from this calibration.
    tom

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  95. HA internet ninjas that just tried to hijack my message, i was smart and did the ole C & P!

    damn i hope i get some youthening re-generation!! bring it on.... these last few years has made me look tired... funny i dont feel too beat up today for going to bed at four, that was one of the wierdest things, ive had a hard time falling asleep but that was different... it wasnt like i needed to although i was bored out of my tits....
    i think youre right Ava, i think things will maybe just be better, people will be more loving, compassionate, considerate etc.... less crappy stuff will go on... but who knows, guess we have to wait and see....
    my ear ringing is out of controol, starting to make me batty ;)

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  96. thanks Tom, i had heard that before, do i fully understand, not so much, but i get its part of all "this" ;)

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  97. Slg8:
    This is part of the deal.
    They have sometimes used the term `rebooting` to carry the same experience.

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  98. Forget what I said before, I don't even care at this point. I feel completely messed up! And not in a fun, drunken way but in a "what the hell is happening to me, do I need to seek medical advice? But there's not point because I have no legit symptoms other than this WEIRDNESS I feel internally" way.

    Had to sleep for two hours this afternoon. Woke up and still felt unconscious. Couldn't really move. It is as if I am carrying around some sort of massive energetic deadweight inside me and trying to "wake it up" but I don't know how. And I can't talk to it.

    I feel "empty" in a way too. Mostly it's the extreme fatigue. I still feel nervous and scared, too, but that's pretty much constant these days.

    Anybody else? Slg8 seems like you're going through crap now too. Is there a solar flare? What IS this? These symptoms are not as terrifying/confusing as they've been in the past, I think because I may actually be getting USED to them! But they are still unpleasant... arg

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  99. Yes, there is solar flare activity. Was chatting with some folks on facebook and it was determined that yes, solar flare and geomagnetic energy is hitting the earth. Thank god! I was feeling so high energy last night (also woke up in the wee hours of the night) I didn't know what to do with myself. And then, this afternoon I got so dizzy with the energy that I also didn't know what to do with myself. Se la vi. But I have since grounded myself and worked on channeling the energy into my heart and I feel much, much better. Just hungry now! Can't win.
    Peace and hugs,
    Corrina

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  100. Dear Clan: Just ran across this timely message on ``Being Alone - The Sacred Divinity of Solitude`` , just in case we may wish to ponder: http://scienceofascension.blogspot.com/2011/04/being-alone-sacred-divinity-of-solitude.html

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  101. well when i was up wide awake till four am i looked to see if there was a solar flare and it was a C class which is mild? unless they didnt have it updated when i looked, cuz i was sure something was up, i felt like i was never going to sleep again...
    yes Ava, im going through the empty thing, with occasional bouts of sadness, but just mostly really bla, emotionless.... i think it was a few weeks ago now that my anxiety left, so im still doing good in that area, thank God, because i dont know if i could have handled it anymore....
    thanks divsy i am going to check that out....

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  102. hmm i dont know what i feel about that blog divsy :/
    it does and does make sense for me, sometimes i feel like i am going to be alone for the rest of my life and circumstances in my life could possibly contribute to that so who knows...is it what i want...no....but does it seem it could be easier....yes and no... i do really want to be in a good relationship with someone, someone to share things with, spend time with etc...so i dont know... at first that blog upset me, then i just stopped reading after a while, glanced over the rest, but i dont know if i like it lol :/

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  103. Thanks, Divsy, for the link to that blog! It really speaks to me and my current situation of being a solitary older person (after having been in a long-term relationship). As uncomfortable as it is sometimes, I've felt there is a purpose for it, and this provides some much-needed validation.

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  104. I think this is the most extreme ascension fatigue I have ever felt. And that's saying something!!!!

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  105. well im confused, i felt fine after not getting to sleep until four am and then waking around 8 or 9... i didnt feel like a total piece of crap.. then last night i fell asleep at a normal hour but then woke up a million times, like almost every hour.... and i ate four chocolate chip cookies lol a couple of those time... so i dont know, i dont really feel at tired as i did a month or so ago....

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  106. B.J./Slg8: Initially my ego was uncomfortable with this message; but eventually my heart overrode to clarity/surrender.

    Somehow I knew there was meaning lurking behind the Isolation/Solitude cloaks we`ve been carrying all this while; because all attempts to connect up till now been miraculously/systematically foiled.

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  108. divsy, yeah i hear you.... i guess i didnt like the part where i might have shose to be alone for this whole life time and never connect with that one meaningful relationship that i feel i so wish for....

    Rae
    Believe me I get you too.... but as whiney and cranky as I speak on here sometimes, in my head the whole time I am dreaming and thinkin i should have more or better or whatever, always thinking what the best outcome of a situation will be...but it doesnt happen... so youre telling me that gets overlooked? thats what i dont quite feel good about... the universe knows we dont want the crappy stuff,... why would we be frustrated and worried and questioning and sad, angry upset etc...because we want whats best for us, we want the good things, i guess if you can completely be happy even if you cant pay your bills and your relationship isnt working and everything else than you are special and deserve to get everything...i guess not all of us are conditioned that way... its not easy to stay positive when everything is going wrong, or at least feels like its going wrong in the moment.... :/

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  109. and just to add.... and i mean this in the nicest way...i know people who are not on this path, that are inconsiderate, selfish, negative and seem to just "get lucky" winning money or keeping their jobs, still being able to support themselves etc... something doesnt add up with it all....i suppose what i just said is called ego, its just me trying to understand what ive done wrong or what im doing wrong, thinking wrong if i know other people arent doing it either but are having a better time than i? i guess im speaking from frustration... sorry
    i dont feel like im owed or deserve anything special ...just sayin

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  110. The bible?..I don't think so!
    No truth in that for me.

    Truth is from the inside out..not outside in. All we ever need is ourselves...

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  111. As I mentioned before everything feels very surreal; to the point where I have to come here to assure this isn’t all some dream I have conjured into reality. I have seen religious fanatics preaching their strong belief systems and I don’t wish to be one of them. At the same time I’m seeing glimpses of my divine nature and potentials beyond my wildest dreams. It’s quite the paradox if you ask me.

    Last week my fears towards meeting up with an old soul group member manifested as huge obstacles that kept us apart. After writing my last post I dealt with these fears and my reality opened up a space and time for us to meet. It had been 10 years since we last saw each other and I knew there would be a lot of questions. Like all of you, the last 10 years of my life had been a wild ride, so it’s complicated to answer honestly when people ask certain questions.

    I was determined to go as my authentic self or not at all. What would be the point? We met at a Starbucks and within moments of seeing each other, our connection was as it always was. After catching up on the small talk, we got the real point of meeting and started to look at the coincidences through the entanglement of our lives. It was soon becoming apparent that we were to share information with each other and there was a possible opportunity to help her raise her consciousness, as well as learn from her. She is aware of a bigger picture, but doesn’t understand how to get here... Hmmm quite the coincidence.

    I explained myself to her, what has been happening to me and how I see and experience the world; whilst comparing parts of our lives and things she has experienced. The connection grew and she moved into the 5th dimensional space with me. I could clearly see a bubble around us and knew it was a held space of love, gratitude, mutual appreciation for each other and rapport.

    I could see other’s looking in from the outside and picking up on certain key conversations. You should have seen the ears and heads perk up when I said “Everything is Energy.” It was like a heard of animals all sensing something simultaneously.

    As I’m explaining myself and manifestation to her, she takes notice to my chain and wants to know the story behind it. It was a pedant I manifested into my reality to represent my transformation that took place in Vancouver; I had never taken it off since. She tells me that it could really use a good cleaning, something I noticed in the mirror earlier.

    “Wait a minute.” She says and reaches into her bag and pulls out a rag specially for polishing jewellery. She tells me that a friend at work a few days ago needed to clean some gold earrings and didn’t have anything so she brought it in. She just happened to leave it in her bag. I’m telling her the meaning behind this pendant as I’m watching it transform back to its shiny new self.

    This was the perfect example of the power of the universe at play. When I pointed out what was happening she was blown away. What are the odds that I’m looking in the mirror this morning thinking, this really needs a good cleaning and now it is so. The fact she had desire to clean it for me or you just happen to have a polishing rag in your bag is beyond coincidental.

    “You know you can get one of these rags at Walmart for like seven bucks.” She said.
    “Now why would I do that when I’ve got the universe?” I replied.

    At the end of our meeting I sensed her energy lowering as she started to fear time constrictions and people wondering where she was. I knew it was time to call it quits. She checked her watch and 5 hours had gone by in an instant. There was a complete time elapse that wasn’t ignorable. She couldn’t believe it. I just said “Interesting place huh? Time isn’t quite the same here.”

    We parted and all night my mind was on fire with insights and the silver lining of our connection and meeting.

    Anyway thought I’d let you all know the result of staying in you authentic self.

    Be free my brothers and sisters. Do not fear shining your light.

    Derek

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  114. Indigo Ghost,

    Yes, we are all here to be our authentic selves, but some may fall privy to the belief they will keep this form of manifestation.

    It actually is the best arrangement the universe could have made though, what we put in we get out. Years ago I tucked my bible in a corner mad that it was telling me things I didn't want to be part of, then like a lightbulb it flickered to make me pick it up when I had become cleaner. The answers were much different as they instructed me very well, now understanding how this is all coming into play.

    Manifestation you mention, yes, but with great power comes great responsibility. Some will fall. Read other philosophy scripts where it is mentioned how only a small amount of people will persevere the hardest trials. Yours my friend, is not over. Pay attention. I cannot mention it enough.

    All my love to a world that can become so much more on the good scale of life.

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  115. slg8,

    Forgot to mention,on the link, go down almost 1/2 way to rewards, it mentions 5 specific physical crowns given people.

    :)

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  116. rae..sometimes truth will show and come from the place you expect it the least.
    It may flip everything you ever believed inside out and back to front.

    Best,

    Be11a

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  117. Be11a, Yes that is true. I hold on dearly for this ride but with the faith that I know who I am and how compassionate I am. The best thing though is that I am my authentic self, connecting with my inner beliefs to the truest core of how to treat others.

    I hope to do some good along with many others.

    Thx,
    Rae

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  118. Good link for our process:

    http://www.youwantthis.org/Symptoms.html

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  119. Thanks, Rae, the link is very helpful! Reassuring. Maybe I'm not going full-moon crazy after all...:-)

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  120. indigo ghost, great story

    ava and khai, hope youre ok

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  121. Doing fine lady, thanks for checking in. ;-) The exhaustion continues and I am grappling with some emotional issues (as always!) but I think things are starting to hopefully look up... we'll see soon enough I'm sure! xoxo

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  122. ok good, i know we're all doing as good as we can....
    ive still been ujp till the wee hours of the night or waking up frequently, hard time gettnig out of bed in the morning, but once im up i make it through the day ok....
    im cranky, my face is a mess, my hair is a wreck, feel like im falling apart...
    the other day started off good for me, sold an old wood stove i had been trying to sell for a while, got my taxes back although knew it was going to pay off some debts, but i felt like maybe things were turning, but then reality hit me in the face and im back to feeling like am I going to be able to do this, my property taxes are due in June, my state tax from being on unemployment, no job, fun fun!!! but i have food and shelter, at least for now, so im making it.... feeling really alone, and i guess wanting to be, but also feeling forgetten....

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  123. bleh. dont care about nothing. having a pretty good couple days. a little mad that im not able to diet as strictly as i want or work out at all beyond strolling down the street.

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  124. yeah me either really. feel like even if i do there isnt much i can do.... :/

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  125. slg8,
    I hear you, what is good though is that your life is in a clearing as all of ours is. Imagine your life as a huge forest, the logging business came in and smashed down every thing in it, but the forest is still there, just will regrow again, but it will flourish as it is cleared to do so.

    Really its the best thing the universe could give all of us. There are no road blocks just you and your coming surroundings. You have to be strong and make all the right decisions as you are molding your new future. One glitch and the universe will remind you, I sure hope so. We weren't all just dumped off and said now go live your lives on earth. We were nurtured very carefully until we were ready to explore others lives and finished primarily working on ourselves. May we all be gifted with something new as we hold intentions of seeing only love for mankind.

    'Seek, knock and it shall be opened' is what i think about as over a year ago I said to the universe/God, this can't be all my life is supposed to be! No way! Then life changed. I sure got a eye opener, body opener, and life change. Did I think it would be this way, no, but I still would have did it.

    Hold fast, help is on the way, stay in the now and when you feel you want to do things with your time, try typing or writing about the world improving, do it all with your heart.

    Just sayin' this is what I do and by golly what an amazing world this place will be. First start out with your immediate environment, then others you know, generalize them, see them as a whole, envision them starting where they are with epiphanies of insight to become better people by thinking of others besides those they know without prejudice or classification. Just everyone being a good example not for glory, but for goodness. Remember we all have hang ups so don't judge them, i know you know that already are you wouldn't be here, just nurture the good things they can do. It all starts somewhere.
    Sending some luv

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  126. slg8, or anyone else, my email is raeit10@yahoo, write me because there are some things I am trying to make sense of, too.

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  127. Lauren, I love the way you write. I came here from angelicwisdom.com.au and I am so glad I did! Everything you write here makes so much sense in the context of my life right now. There is some comfort in knowing that others are feeling like an inward warrior, whilst also feeling like a sloppy mess! Describes it perfectly. Thank You. Much Love to You.

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  128. Another wonderful ascension site, very helpful...oddly enough I was led to do almost all of these things, the universe is so awesome!

    http://www.selftransform.net/Ascension_Symptoms.htm

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  129. Love the new look and energy. I mentioned you in my new post! Looking forward to your next post - I wonder if it is coming soon. :-)

    http://growingupindigo.com/2011/news/great-awakening/

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