Purging, purifying, balancing.
No doubt we have been thrown in that familiar cosmic rinse cycle again... purging, purifying, balancing....purging, purifying, balancing...and this time around has been especially brutal for the sensitive folk out there. It's really amazing to me how there never seems to be a bottom to this hell...
If you've been on this ascension train (wreck) for a while, you are probably very at home with these cycles...if not, they go something like this:
A typical day in the Void
Wake up at 11am-ish. Walk (or crawl) to couch with blanket. Turn on TV.
Watch any reality-marathon on Bravo: Atlanta Housewives, Top Chef, or if your really lucky, you'll catch a whole season of Project Runway. (Note**You may randomly cry during every episode for no apparent reason.)
By noon...and by some act of God... you will yourself off the couch to the kitchen where the food is...during commercial of course. You may or may not realize that you are starving, because suddenly you have no gauge for hunger and nothing seems appealing... and so you may/may not forget to remember to eat.
You may also try to convince yourself that food will help, by which, you then indulge on something either toxic (for Americans, this would be nearly anything from a grocery store) or just extremely high in protein, fat and carbs...or maybe both....because preparing anything at all is just out of the question.
Immediately following...the onslaught of nausea...yet, you're still hungry on some level. Or are you? Just generally unsatisfied and vaguely discontent.
So you quickly (and when I say quickly, I mean slightly faster than sitting) drag yourself back to the couch before commercial break is over all the while contemplating your next snack...because you're definitely still hungry...or are you?
From 1pm-ish to 4pm-ish repeat above.
At 5pm-ish, you realize your chores have been backed up for weeks and so you decide to empty the dishwasher until 7pm-ish. Two hours was barely enough time for that, so of course you left the plastic storage containers on the counter... cuz matching those lids is very obviously another days work.
Time to eat again. Or is it? Your so hungry, but your not. Maybe you take a bath instead, trying to soak the pain out of your aching bones. But you're in a quandary because you're still hungry... or are you? This conundrum goes on for days...unresolved.
By 9pm, you are so tired of feeding your body and trying to determine its needs that you surrender to bed again...after all, you need your rest so you can get up tomorrow and do it all over again. And again. And again.
All in a days work.
Gearing up
So yes, we are in the void...AAAAAgain...tho luckily we seem to be at the tail end of this one. For those of you new to the void, welcome. Here you will experience NOthing for long and extended periods of time. No connections, no desire, no energy, no financial support, no motivation, no clarity, no inspiration, no forward movement, no starting, no finishing, nothing, nada. In this space of no space there is only one thing to do... exist. And fortunately/unfortunately...that's the point.
Why? Because this down time is required for fully activating our divine blueprints, aligning every single cell with the new and true (5th dimensional energies), completing all old business... and for the first wavers...preparing to finally and fully step into your leadership roles.
The most recent disconnect precipitated by the last push that we have been wading through for several days now is starting to resolve itself ever so slowly, and we are beginning to regain our composure, however, this process will continue to ebb and flow thru what I am hearing as "the final push" which will most likely pop us on the 11:11:11 gateways (11/11/2009 & 11/29/2009) and will reveal any remaining vestiges of fear or unresolved energies before we complete this cycle. yay.
In case this analogy crossed your mind, ascension really is like trying to squeeze that last corner of toothpaste out of the tube...we're being repetitively kneaded & squished as we purge the final remnants of fear, left with absolutely nothing but our bare bones (and when I say bare bones, I mean 30 lbs overweight) so we can, quite literally, start everything anew.
Post 11:11:11
Apparently there is a culmination of energies hitting the planet thru these galactic gateway portals that will bring the wayshowers/forerunners directly in contact with the new and true while simultaneously shifting the mass consciousness with another round of outworn-system collapses. If you have been noticing that your perception is recently colored with the vague feeling of impending doom, this could be why. Not that these proposed events are good or bad, only that the powerful energies behind them are kicking up collective dust for clearing and pushing us further beyond our perceived limits.
These high frequencies are also purifying and preparing the members of the first brigade, who are now treading uncharted territory, to be fully equipped with new earth resources and connections that will precipitate and facilitate an easy transition into ascended living.
In other words, you can't take it with you. All lower vibrating reality constructs MUST be eliminated or restructured to align with the new earth frequencies. And this means EVERYTHING...relationships, jobs, residences, finances, projects, creative endeavors, partnerships, businesses, etc. All of it must undergo a complete vibrational upgrade if it is going with you into a higher state of being/living.
This preparation period definitely accounts for those seemingly impossible relationships as of late...for example, if you are unable to connect with people who you normally connect with because of misunderstandings/conflicts/disharmonious energies/etc., most likely it is due to an upgrade...aka, letting go of any aspects of yourself and others that are hindering higher dimensional connections based in love, honesty, transparency, mutual support, respect, etc.
As we shed the old perceptions of ourselves and others it can be challenging to relate to people with all the discordant energies rising for release and transmutation. If you can stay centered in your space as these energies work their way up and out, this will pass...and when it does, you will feel even closer to your loved ones. This energy is also severing relationships and ties with those who we may have outgrown vibrationally, so you may find it easier in some cases to just move on (sometimes temporarily) and let go of those who no longer serve your highest good. Your gut will guide you well here.
Masters of the New Earth Movement
When all of our personal re-calibrations and physical upgrades are complete (post 11:11:11's), we will finally be journeying into the most amazing part of living in human form, and this new life will clearly reflect all of the work we have done on a soul level. For those embarking on the new earth timeline, I have this to share from the Pleiadians:
"Be well prepared to exercise your divine power as masters of the new earth movement. You will be the guides, the examples for the next wave, the next generation of souls here to transform the earth into a living, breathing example of love."
I will have more to say about this in future posts, but the star beings are making it known that we will soon be working with them in a different capacity. Now that we are bumping up to their "level" of awareness, we will be relating to them differently, and in many ways we will be working with them to create what they refer to as "the new earth movement". (For those of you who have been following my posts for a bit, this is the new work that I began referring to before the June solstice as "reporting from the other side". It is the next level of information available to us as a result of all the consciousness climbing, and this is where the fun starts!)
This movement will first begin with assistance from the intergalactic beings of light to help us understand the quantum technologies of the 5th dimension. They also say that it is important for us to realize that our role is vital in grounding and implementing these new earth technologies, and that their role is only to enlighten and inform us. It will be for the fearless & awakened leaders of the new paradigm who take the ideas and information and provide the template, the groundwork and the resources necessary to employ these efforts.
Preparing the Prototype
Over and again I am hearing that the time is now for those on the new earth wave to come together to begin preparing the prototype for ascended living.
This coming together of souls from all nations, all walks of life, is providing the antecedent for structuring & building a new earth. You may have noticed that you are suddenly connecting with like minds (even if for short periods of time) and people who may complement your gifts of service to the planet. If so, this is for good reason and soon these seemingly serendipitous meetings will become more commonplace as we will need and depend on each other for all of our higher dimensional endeavors.
This structuring process resulting from the connection of like-minds, via the new telepathic grid, will be at the forefront of technology and advancements in the new systems of light. Once these prototypes are prepared and well grounded by the forerunners, all those who desire a better, more sustainable way to live will be drawn to these evolutionary developments. "Build it and they will come" aptly applies here.
In the new year, the intergalactic beings of light will be providing us with the enlightened information and resources for 5th dimensional living for those of like-mind, and in support of the new technologies, to transform the current systems of earth into way stations for transition and to transform our entire way of existing and being into an integral part of an ecologically and economically sound system of living.
This will be the first step in implementing change on the planet. The second step will be in restructuring the way things are made, brought to fruition and the technologies that are used at present. And the third step will be the updating required in systems of governance to ensure the proper foundation for ascended earth living.
And though I am being shown that this will take place over a period of time, and with chaos and resistance on some levels, at the fore will be the blueprint, the integrated system design for all new earth endeavors....
"This period will come to pass as the great resurrection of connection and those who choose to be a part of the new world will have great opportunities for expansion and growth in their field of expertise." -Pleiadian High Council
What Now?
Right now and throughout these waves of clearing, it is so important to stay in your center, to rest, nurture and prepare your body to absorb and integrate these incoming frequencies of love. Its not as if we really have a choice, but if you cease to resist this downtime, you will have a much easier time integrating and remaining at peace with what is. If you do resist, or veer from your center (out of alignment with truth), you may feel weak and vulnerable, or susceptible to fear-based energies (delusional), so use this time to really bask in the nothingness and stay in your pajamas for as long as possible. Any projects/plans/activities put on hold will be waiting for you when this period passes and perfect timing will ensure their success.
Physical Happenings
With the advent of the recent full moon we have been experiencing some major pineal activations which may have sent you spinning...vertigo and excruciating sinus headaches, as well as ear pain/congestion, high-pitched ringing, post-nasal drip, incessant throat clearing/coughing, sensitivity to smells, etc.
We are also knee deep in detoxification & lower chakra clearings as we spin off any remaining densities while grounding fully into our bodies and the earth (bloating, rashes/itching, lower intestinal discomfort, lower back pain/aches, joint stiffness/weakness, FATIGUE) as well as massive heart openings which can include bouts of bronchitis, nausea, indigestion, chest pain, breast tenderness & swelling (especially on the left (feminine) side), middle back pain and soreness.
It is also taking twice as long to do what would normally take us half the time, so be sure honor your level of cap-ability.
The aches, pains & tension (especially around the spine/neck and shoulders) are very real on a cellular level, and keep in mind that we are operating on roughly 30% of our vital life force during an assimilation period, so it is important to bolster your immune system by staying still, avoiding overexertion and feeding your body extra love, purified/blessed water, minerals, nutrients, and live foods until the integration is complete.
We are weaving thru these dimensional reality portals on the way to our destination vibration where magic and miracles are commonplace. What we are experiencing right now is simply the release of old cellular memory imprints....in some cases, we are releasing genetic toxins that have accumulated over centuries of misaligned living.
The best we can do during these integration periods is to:
- Remain neutral (the space within you where emotion ceases)
- Follow the thoughts that bring you peace
- Let go, surrender to the process completely
- Remain steadfast in your faith of the highest and best outcome
- Disregard any and all external distractions and fear based realities.
Mostly, be sure to stay true to your inner compass at all times because it is, quite literally, leading you home.
Be good to yourself!
Lauren
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50 comments:
Hello Lovely!
You are soooo funny;if it weren't for me just having visited the loo,I would've peed my pants. :)
Loved the article.Love the way you bring it and love your energy!
May you have the energy today to make a fabulous well deserved fresh meal for yourself today! LOVE, Apple
you are the best lauren! another great and perfect message. and hilarious. thanks for the laugh. if only it could feel as funny as you make it sound.
love to you,
nicole
Thank You so much Lauren,
and a big hug to you from Jaziel...
..."slightly faster than sitting"....
LOL! HAHAHAHAHA! ROFL ROFL ROFL
can't stop laughing at that one because that about describes my pace this week...lol
As always, thank you for your brilliant sense of humor and clear perspective...
you are sooo loved!
Anna
Hello Beautiful Fatigued All knowing Lauren!
THANK YOU for your keen perception and 'spot on' post once again! Loving your take on the entire senerio, and what I love the most is how brutally honest you are! The truth will set us free, and this is a perfect example of it! SOOOOO uplifting to know that we're all in the same boat, and the waves are from the same source, and the path we're on is ONENESS. With you all the way, sister! Love and gentle hugs from my couch and heart to yours!
Hi Lauren,
Thank you chica :) I totally identify with the above scenario - except there is endless crying involved.
With each passing month of this madness, I'm growing more concerned about practical matters. Unfortunately, these aren't irrational fears...
I'm truly concerned about my financial situation - how do you pay your bills when you're not able to manifest anything & your energy is in the toilet? The deferment on my student loans expired this month...my car needs a $200 servicing, the list goes on and on...I've prayed about this - and nothing...
I've had contact with Pleadians who did not understand linear time - or our financial system. This concerns me - deeply. My creditors don't give a crap about the ascension process... Any thoughts?
Big Hugs
Thank You Lauren. I'm too impatient and can't wait for the next influx. I still have plenty of desire to let go of before I can advance further.
Thanks Lauren
Glad to see I'm not the only one with a total lack of energy! I was starting to think I'm unique and even started feeling ashamed of myself, nevermind guilty... Cosmic hugs and kind regards.
Lauren, everything in this post, EVERYTHING, feels completely true, and "spot on."
I've been noticing that in recent months, channeled messages are making less and less sense, whereas those that are coming from the few, like you, who are already "reporting from the other side," are in alignment with what I'm seeing and experiencing.
Many of us will become the new "galactic citizen journalists" in our new roles. Thank you for leading the way and serving as an inspiration.
My God, someone should give you an award! THANK YOU for *telling it like it is*, and for your selfless act of love and service. ~ blessings of the highest to you ~
all will be well, all will be well
stay centred in peace, the moment you are living in is perfect, don't sweat an imagined future.
Enjoy every moment
Oh so true..again...I would LMAO if I wouldnt have an indigestion right now from too much chocolate...and I even dont like it...YOu are right on the dot like always...I have all the symptoms and such powerful vibrations all over especially on the coccis and back head...it is annoying...anyway as long as we xan laugh there is hope still LOL
Love you Lauren!
Ally
Lauren, I want to mary you
Lauren, first of all, I Love your yummy pink page, since I go gah gah over anything pink!!!! And boy, you always hit it out of the ballpark! I always had a desire to learn a foreign language, but never did, I am, however, enjoying your language. I can just see it now, were all going to be signing up for you, to laugh us through the portal, thats going to be the best!!!!!!!....April......
I needed this laugh, you describe my life so well.
Wow, wow, wow, you did it again. I marvel.
Since yesterday my left hip and joints hurt so much that I had to crawl upstairs to my bedroom. I contemplated renting a wheelchair from the hospital...and this is coming from an athletic woman who eats all organic, mainly raw. Thanks for this confirmation, I won't need a hip replacement after all, LOL.
Lauren,
I cant tell you how happy I am to have found your posts. FATIGUE?? OMG, I truly thought I was the only person that thought it a chore to walk to the fridge! The symptoms are overwhelmingly accurate! Thank you for all that you do to keep us "in the know". BTW EVERYONE should check out your Telepathy Training course...though I still cant manage to download! Love ya!
You are the funniest angel I have ever known. I sit infront of my computer howling with laughter over the irony and joy of knowing I am not the only one overweight, listless and wondering what to eat. You do it for me every time. I am soooooooooo greatful for you humor! Thank Lauren
Thank you lovely Lauren so much.
I was just clening out my closets - (surrendering to my 20 pounds of extra ballast,) but i will wait on some of the uber fav pieces in case i get to my pre weight in post ascension.
Please tell me it will melt aware like my fears. Please tell me i will stop catching myself out of the corner of my eye in dimensions unknown,
please tell me eating a row of crackers at a time is a simple carb serving:0)
whatever i'm blissfully happy in my anxiety...
ascending anxiety happily in flagstaff,
michele
Fantastic news..thanks for bringing this for us.
Lots of love
Lauren,
The happiness of reading your column and having you perfectly describe all of these crazy symptoms and make me laugh is so wonderful! Seeing that so many others resonate as well is such welcome comfort. I look forward to the day when we can all come together soon to co-create in harmony...without our couches attached to our behinds! Thank you mand many blessings!
I kissed a dog and I liked it, lol. But for real I just kissed my dog Max. He then proceeded to jump up and lick my face. DOG LICK EW, lol. But it's all good because we are in heaven right now.
Animals reflect this, people reflect this and so do I in this stage! Great to be alive right now! :)
Keep up the excellente work. :)
Bless you Lauren...you are a treasure!
Thanks Lauren, you are a jewel, so spot on with it all. I had a dream just this morning and it was like a news FLASH and the words were "YOU ARE ENTERING CLIMAX"! so i just had to look up the word climax to see just exactly what it meant, one dictionary said "The point of greatest intensity or force in an ascending series or progression;culmination" My other dream this morning was to a house that was being massively remodeled inside and outside. Yes, Lauren you are so to be thanked for your service at this time, we all are getting the information in our own way yet feels so good for us who are isolated especially to hear.
Just as i am about to push the buton to send this comment a song comes on the radio entitled "Better Times Ahead" by Rick Braun & Richard Elliot or R&R =Rest&Relaxation! hooray!
Much Love and Light to you and all of our ssters and brothers!
I'm so happy to read your posts so I know I'm not crazy. The starving - I couldn't eat a thing phase is to the point of being comical. The crying in my chair until noon while watching an Olympic ceremonial lighting of the flame was absurd. What I don't know and let me know if you have an idea of what do I tell my workplace when I keep calling in sick? "Do I have H1N1?" - "Well no." "What do you have?" "Another kind of flu I guess." Keep on Lauren - your saving me. Sherry
The funny thing really is this - I have been going through this for far too long. I have fought to live a better life - I left an unhappy and very unhealthy marriage 9 years ago. I started a new career - one that I felt utilized all of my gifts and made me very happy - trouble is that even though I hit the top of my game in my chosen profession I still couldn't support myself and my child (my industry is crashing)- so after nine years I am going back, back to my ex husband as I can't afford to pay rent and back to a job that I did in university - waiting on tables. "Wow," is all I have to say. Why did I have to go through 9 years of hell, and all of the physical, mental, emotional pain of ascension (it was so bad this past year, that I couldn't drag myself off of the couch for 10 months - Dec. 10th, 2008 was the day it started in earnest) and now, after all of this , my only option is to go back to an unhealthy relationship and to a job that really is not my ideal. Yikes! Is anyone else experiencing this?
I love the way you make us feel that we are not alone or crazy!!
I really needed to read it.. today!!
Thanx a Lot
This is dead on what I've been going through, as usual with your posts. Thank you for taking the time to nurture our spirits. =]
My sincerest blessings to you Lauren. Once again I find the ascension symptoms you have described have taken hold of me to some extent in the last couple of weeks. What makes me nuts is that I forget that's what they are and start to drop into the abyss of my own little world and think that it's just me. Your posts breathe life back into me again and remind me why I'm here. Yesterday I was ready to "buy a bullet and rent a gun" a line from the movie Vegas Vacation when he was advised by the black jack dealer in the movie this is what he should do when he lost all his money gambling. Today was a whole lot better.
To the lady who wrote about going back to her husband after 9 years? All I can say is hang in there. In 2004 my husband was diagnosed with incurable cancer. He died on March 31, 2005. Three months later my mom died of cancer. My kids were 14 and 16 at the time. Three months later one of my daughter's closest friends hung herself in her mother's basement. My daughter and son were both in the emergency room because of drugs before Christmas and have since gone through rehab.
In the summer of 2006 my basement flooded. More clearing. Winter of 2007 my dad had a stroke. 2008 lost most of the money my husband had accumulated in our IRA in the stock market.
There have been some good times in there but I'm exhausted. However, I am still optimistic. If I can do it you can do it.
Every day opens up a new door to new possibilities. My love to you. We are not alone. Thanks Lauren for making this space available.
Dear Lauren,
The above described slowlyness and pains only are that heavy the more you still have to clean up.Some of the things you named like:ear pain/congestion = our ears are opening up to hear our guide, man left ear, woman right ear, high-pitched ringing = you are not in your body, post-nasal drip = you really do not want to live at all, incessant throat clearing/coughing = speaking up for yourself finally, sensitivity to smells = when the energy level rises one cannot stand any smells of parfume or make up, deo etc. etc.
Maybe it would help all of you to read this book which content is very true, I can tell by own experience in my work and muself as well as family:
The Key to Self-Liberation (ISBN 9789075849356)written by Christiane Beerlandt, a belgium healer. Here you find the basic psychological and emotional roots of every illness you may experience and from that point on you can go and look for your reasons you have it. It's easier to heal and come out of the rut of so called reality. But you also have to follow the medical path because the body is denser material and energy and needs more time than the healing on energy level.
Have a good journey until 11.11. and don't forget yth 11/08 the 6th day.....
Hi,
I'd like to respond to the woman who is struggling & has to return to her ex & a crappy job (I hope more people respond - we need to comfort eachother!)
First of all, thank you for your honesty. I wish more people would share their experiences. Thank you for being brave & real like Lauren. I'm sending you a huge cosmic HUG. This ascension process appears to be a bit of a paradox (to say the least). It's becoming increasingly frustrating to make sense of this craziness - but I totally empathize with what you are going through.
I love, love, love, Lauren for commenting that "there never seems to be a bottom to this hell..." God bless her bravery - it is like being on a rung of Dante's inferno.
The past 10 1/2 years have been endlessly excruciating... Like you, I pulled myself out of a horrible situation and began to climb that proverbial ascension ladder. In 2006, I had to return to a hellish low paying night job to uphold the light, raise the consciousness, and take care of my mother with breast cancer during the day (it's a long story) - Meanwhile, I had just been diagnosed with a life-threatening breathing disorder & other health issues (I'm on oxygen at night). This was just in 2008 (could barely get out of bed). The irony is I'm an organic eater & health conscious...
Anyway, I know how hard it is to go through this Ascension process while life is kicking you in the face. My heart goes out to you. It is surreal... Even with all of the Spiritual/Psychic knowledge - I'm struggling with God & this process. My guides & angels tell me every day that things will be changing, abundance & rewards for our struggles & service are coming. They tell me that constantly... The messages have been coming for so long, that they feel like a mirage.
There is another Light Worker that I follow -she has a web site & she is a lovely soul, a powerful spritual intuitive. She works in my state and she's booked years in advance. Her newsletters are always very sweet & she's extremely careful not to say anything that can be viewed as "negative." But I found out recently that she spent the spring/summer of 2008 on her couch crying... Couldn't do anything. She fell into a huge Ascension funk. Stopped taking new clients. But she never included this on her web site. I was so shocked, touched, and comforted when I heard this. I wanted to hug her and tell her I understood.
I'm sorry that you have to return to your ex & waiting tables. It sounds like God/the Universe has different plans for you. I know it sucks right now, but there may be a blessing in disguise here. There is a huge reconnection process going on right now. Many of us are being put on a radically different path - and/or guided to fulfill our true purpose on earth.
Thank you so much for sharing your story.
You are not alone. It's ok to be pissed, frustrated, bewildered, confused, betrayed, etc... I hope and pray every day that we will all survive this. You are so strong & I send you many, many HUGS of comfort.
swear to God I was driving to work this morning thinking...i feel like life is squeezing pushing and rolling me like toothpaste
I knew it that the time for preparation is not over yet. So many (including you) heralded a new place and time. It's good to see that nothing has changed except for growing expectations.
Hi all and thanks for the kind kudos and lovely sharing...wanted to let those of you who are looking to connect with like minds that I have created a forum on TWYH.net for just that purpose. Go to:
http://www.thinkwithyourheart.net/chitchat.html
Thanks again sweet Lauren!!!!
To you and all of the ascenssion partners/friends here, I send you lots of love, hope and strength!!! (Oreos included!!!)
Marcela.
Whoa! Talk about purging, purifying and balancing....I've about had it with all of that.
Recently, my assistant left of 15 yrs (needed to happen, but it threw me!) My ceiling needed repair, my computer had a virus and......
rightt around that time I decided (what was I thinking??? Really!) to adopt a puppy (2 month old) Her name is Gaia and she really embodies the puppy energy of the earth...OMG I forgot what it was like to have this puppy energy. Talk about revealing my own dark side....I've never screamed so much in my life...talk about loosing my center! The Pleidians said that we will be an example...Yikes! Not much of an example...for sure!
Although
"Gaia" is teaching me how to be with her, it's been rough on her. I bet she didn't realize what"she" was getting when she found me..... but we are finding our way, she's smart as a whip! She is a good trainer!
So many new energies are coming to me and for a while it really did shake me up, I guess I needed the shake up.....and here I was thinking this ascension thing would be sooo easy and relaxing...Yea right!
Hi I'm the lady with backwardsitis . Thank you to everyone for your kind words and encouragement and thank you for sharing your stories. And, Lauren, dear Lauren, thank you for everything. Your words are like magic - they soothe, they affirm our truths, they give us hope and at the same time they provide concrete tools on how to move more gracefully through these challenging transitions.
I just keep hearing the words: "This too shall pass."
from Blue Ray downunder..
as always you are right on the money honey....
its interesting to note my partner works away from home during the week and is home on weekends etc, when he is away working/living he is full of energy, but the when he comes home and being in my energy for a while he is exhausted, now that could be from working all week of course, but I feel its my energies that are making him tired! and he is not old either 26yr! so its interesting to note the changes in him when he is around me. I have been on my pathway way longer and am a fore runner etc... there is an age gap, but thats another story.... just hearing what you say confirms what I was thinking......
thanks so much again for your enlightening post and all those beings who share with you. You are a great help in these void times....
back in the late 90's I was doing what you are doing now, us forerunners went through a lot back then but not as much as now.......phew..... hang in there, there is light at the end of this process.
angel hugs
My heart goes to all of you who are been so honest and are feeling a lot of pain. Wish you all peace, love and light. I am feeling depress right now but I try to not pay attention because feelings are always changing and I know that there's light at the end of the tunnel.....
of all the things I have read your blog always tells it like I feel it. It's as if you are walking inside my body. And you always make me laugh because you "know" what I am (what we are) really going through! I truly wish I could stay in my pajamas all day...
Thank you Lauren!!
Well, we made it to 9-09-09, then we made it to 11-02, then we made it 11-06...
My biggest concern is that 11:11:11 will roll around and we'll hear crickets...then we'll have to wait for 12:12:12, then mercury will go retrograde at the end of December, then there will be more waiting, then we'll be sent another message to wait for February 14th or some other mularchy! Geeezus, Mary, and Joseph - am I the only one cursing like a sailor at this point? If it wasn't for Lauren and all of you beautiful souls, I would tear my face off and/or join the hemlock society.
Thank you Lauren for all you do for us to help us know we are not alone in this ascension process which seems to go on and on. Holding all of our hands together and sending love to each one who posted here. I love you. J
ahh good to know i have fellow sloths out there somewhere!!
To the woman with 9 years of hardship. I want tell so much of my story since it would need to be a book but highlights here. In 1994 i started down hell's road, some let up then in 2004 started up again full fledge with nasty, abusive 35 year marriage finaly ending in Oct 2005 in bitter court divorce. I met my twin flame in 2004, didn't know anything about that kind of stuff until it nearly drove me nuts,s so spent much money seeking answers.
On Dec 11. 2006 twinflame angrily ended it, walked out of my life which is day after my DOB of Dec 10, of course i knew it was for the best but it didn't stop the crying and emptiness i felt.
In fall of 2007 i started hearing the call to move, then mom died on my birthday Dec 10 2007 so i moved two states away on Dec 31,2007 and was so drained i couldn't lift a feather so to speak, thought i was going to open a buisness there but no energy to hardly crawl from bed, then learned i was there in low energy and met no one in entire time that was in higher vibration, all fear based in the place. Living
on divorce settlement money which carried me thru the time there for the 18 months, then in January i hear i am moving in June so surely to high energy, right, no, back to family home i grew up in and left nearly 40 years ago. My son and wife were invited to live in mom's house until we decided what to do with it, so here i am in the house living with my son and 2 year old screaming child and my son and his wife are so low vibration it hurts. Oh, did i forget to mention no money coming in, ex-husband had to help pay my car note last month, so this month don't know what yet. My car is what keeps my sanity as i can get in it and just ride to get away from it all here at the house with my son, wife and 2 year old.
Oh, did i mention my brother cusred me out when i first got here, asked to spen a few nights with him until i could get my bearings, he literally threw me out of his yard.
THE ENTIRE time of ascension has basically been me with absolutely no physical humans to talk to except on internet, truly difficult when you don't know what is going on and have no one to speak to who doesn't think you are too weird for comfort/or just think you are completely nuts.
My date of birth is Dec 10 and my Lifepath number is 9, which 9 is completions,endings so i know i am on the right path and so are you, just hang in there as best you can it is just slow but it is here! not coming, but it is really here, new beginnings, IT IS HERE!
Always observe what is going on around you as spirit is sending messages on all planes, through music, people animals, tv, the signs are really everwhere. Just the other morning i went to take my grand kids to school and a couple hours later i felt really sleepy so i got in bed with clothes on so i would still be dressed to pick them up if i should over sleep and when i got up i looked, there is a dime in my bed, now where did it come from, no money on me at all. Ten (10) = closure, completion was the message, awesome and the way i received it was wonderful!
So in Love wih all and in all!
Love
BT
Thank you lauren. I am an Author and clairaudient i work with the elementals they told me to take off the first two weeks in november luckily I headed there advice and organised no workshops over this period. It has been a terrible week energetically but lots of good clearing. Today I slept for 13 hours got up for 2 then slept for another two! Totally been getting the ear pain, headaches and head spins! Sore backs too. The unicorns advise us to work with their energy which is of pure divine love at this time. Love Fiona xx
So good to know that we are all going thru the same stuff. thank you for all your good information.
Thank you, Lauren!
This was really clarifying for me :D
Gives me hope again..
Love from Ida :)
This explains so much, thank you! I was really starting to become worried and disappointed with myself for "doing something wrong", as I assumed all of these symptoms meant I had failed the "ascension test" and got stuck in the lower plane . . . I am so relieved. Thank you for sharing your insight :)
Hi Lauren,
Thank you so much. Was feeling incredibly frustrated & alone and went onto your forum -"Accidentaly" came across a timeline that you posted about your ascension process. U are a survivor! I can totally empathize with the chronic illness & financial quicksand. U are my hero.
I'm deeply troubled by the downward spiral that so many lightworkers have been on financially... I understand that there is a bigger plan here (I've been getting the endless cosmic messages that everything is in "divine order" blah, blah, blah, etc., etc.), but it still freaks me out. Any thoughts?
Thank you Lauren! You most definitely help keep me sane. ;) I'm so glad I found your writings.
http://starkravingzen.blogspot.com/
So many posts regarding financial lack and loss, relationship disappointments and other spirit-crushing situations. It is hard to comprehend how during the process of Ascending our current means of physical support is Descending! Is there a point to all of this? I am hoping all the positive affirmations, intentions and visualizations will ultimately bring all of us to a "higher" place. Love to all of you!
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